A/N: Thanks everyone who read this story. I know that it was short, really short but that was the whole point. Anyway thanks for the reviews everyone and for following me on the very drama filled story. So I am contemplating the idea of possibly doing either a prequel (before Will was kidnapped), a sequel, or should I just leave it the way it is. You all should help me decide, I am setting up a poll on the fan page on facebook titled Wilson4ever. If you want to help vote just go there and vote.
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I was staring out the window watching the rain soak everything that was out in the open. This was a normal pastime that I picked up when I finally came home after 5 years of being in a warehouse and not able to look outside. I couldn't believe that it has been almost one month since I was rescued by Sonny's quick thinking and was taken to the hospital. Then over the course of the month all of my bruises and injuries were healed. The inner damage was going to take a lot longer, but I know that I will be able to make it through them with Sonny by my side.
Speaking of Sonny, I realized that I haven't seen him for a couple of hours. Maybe he finally recognized that I was fine by myself in the apartment for more than a few hours. I laughed a little as I remembered that for the first week after I came back, he refused to leave the apartment unless I went with him. Since he had to work, well, that meant that I was to tag along with him. I didn't mind going to the coffee house because the atmosphere was calm and the added bonus was that I got to see my boyfriend walk around with an apron on. So when the memory of him in an apron made a hard on suddenly appear, I wasn't surprised, because it had been 5 years since I was with Sonny intimately.
With that thought my mood darkened some, I was seriously getting anxious here. I understand that he has been struggling with the fact that he was with Brian the whole time I was kidnapped. No matter how many times I told him that I understood and that I didn't hold a grudge against him, he never listens. Now I can't say that I wouldn't have done what he did because I haven't been in his situation, which is why I am trying to be as understanding as possible.
Don't get me wrong; I don't like that fact that the man who forced me away from Sonny was touching him and making love to him all these years. I needed to stop that thought right that instant because I would just get angry again, and I have to keep reminding myself that it wasn't my fault. I let out a frustrated growl and place my face in my hands.
I was suddenly jerked out of my mental tirade when I felt a hand on my arm, and out of instinct I flinched at the contact. When I flinched I also backed away to protect myself, but when I saw that it was only Sonny, I relaxed. I could still tell that my actions had upset him, "I am sorry Sonny. I was so wrapped up in my head I didn't even here you enter the bedroom."
The hurt look remained on his face, "No, I should be sorry; I knew I shouldn't have touched you like that. I am extremely sorry."
He started to turn away, but I grabbed his arm and pulled him into a hug. I wrapped my arms around him tightly and decided that enough was enough, "Sonny please don't walk away from me again. I know that you feel guilty about Brian but I understand. It's not like you knew that I was kidnapped. I left that letter telling you I was leaving and with my track record I can understand why you thought it was true. Brian took away the last five years from us, and now it feels like he is also taking away our future."
Sonny pulled his head away enough to look at me, "What are you talking about?"
I sighed in exasperation, "We haven't been together in over 5 years and for the last 2 weeks I have healed from all my injuries but you still haven't touched me. I have tried over and over but you keep turning me down."
"I have just been tired." He said that with such a straight face, and if I didn't know him so well, then I would have believed him. However, I knew the truth.
I moved up my hands from his back so that I could place them on either side of his face forcing him to look at me, "I know that you have been lying to me about that. You still feel guilty that you were with Brian, but no matter how many times I tell you not to worry, you still do."
Sonny looked down for a moment, and when he turned his eyes back on me, I could see the hurt clearly on his face. "Can't help but feel guilty and hurt by this. I feel guilty because I betrayed you, and I feel hurt because I trusted Brian while he was doing all of that to you behind my back."
I rub my thumbs on his cheek, "I am sorry that you feel hurt, but we need to push the past behind us because that is exactly where it is at; behind us." I slowly lean forward until our noses were side by side and I talked with my lips lightly brushing his, "I love you Sonny; I have loved you since the day that we met and I will continue to love you for the rest of my life." By the time I was done with my declaration, Sonny's breath was heavy and I could feel tears touch my hands as they fell from his eyes.
He let out a desperate moan before I closed the little distance between our lips and kissed like we used to before everything went wrong. I groaned at the contact and slid my hands down to his lower back so that I could push him forward. The feeling of Sonny's erection on my leg was a wonderful feeling, and I started to push him back toward our bed. When Sonny's legs touched the bed, I started to unbutton Sonny's clothes while he did the same thing to mine.
There were a few clothing mishaps here and there, but then finally we were completely naked in each other's arms. I pushed Sonny down on the bed and crawled on top of him. When I was straddling him, I looked down to gaze at my amazingly handsome boyfriend who I loved with all my heart. I smiled at him as I lowered myself down until I was flush against him. This felt so good after so many years of not being together.
I leaned down and kissed him like there was no tomorrow, and he gave it back just as passionately. Kissing was good and all but I needed some other action, so I turned us around so that I was on bottom. I wrapped my legs around him, thrust up, and whispered, "I need you inside me soon or I will combust."
Sonny nodded numbly and reached to the nightstand, "I am so glad that I bought all new supplies. I don't think I would have survived if we had to use the same stuff as Brian."
I shivered at the thought, "Yeah, that thought is disgusting." Sonny laughed and I was shocked to hear it. I haven't heard him laugh at all since I was back. The sound was really beautiful, "I missed your laugh. You haven't laughed once since I've been back."
He looked guilty now but he kept that smile on his face, "I am sorry about that, it was just hard for me to look past what I did. Now I think I am beginning to believe that you don't hate me for what happened."
"Well it's about time."
He laughed as he put some lube on his fingers and coated them really good. "Since it's been so long, I am going to have to get you used to it again."
I nodded my head as I helped him by putting a pillow underneath me so that it will be easier. When he circled my entrance with his finger, I groaned and started to tremble in anticipation. After he was satisfied I was lubricated enough, he slowly pushed a finger inside. It was a little more painful than I remembered it being, but I guess it's been a long time since I had sex and an even longer time since I did it for the first time.
I clenched a little at the pain and Sonny rubbed the inside of my thigh, trying to relax me, "Just breath through it Will. As much as it hurts now just remember that in the end it will feel amazing."
His little speech made me feel better, and I started to relax. After some time Sonny had all three fingers in me, and I was starting to push down on them, trying to get them in deeper. He pulled them out and I wanted to protest, but I knew what was going to happen next. Sonny sat up and leaned over me, "Okay so I will go slowly and let you have time to adjust; just remember to breathe and this will all feel better after awhile.
"Okay, just hurry up because I am wound up tight here." I gripped his hips and tried to move him forward.
He chuckled as he rolled on the condom, "You really must be in need."
I almost responded, but when his cock pushed against my entrance, that reply died on my lips. The pain I was feeling now was less than what I had to deal with during those five years, so I did what I always did during those times; I thought of Sonny and how much I loved him. I had fantasized what would happen when I was able to be with him again, and it's breathtaking to know that those fantasies were finally coming true.
But no matter how hard I tried to keep my mind away from the pain, it didn't stop my body from reacting, so when the pain got really intense, I clenched up and Sonny paused. He sat like that for awhile until my body slowly relaxed. When I felt like he could keep moving, I nodded to him, "It's okay for you to move now."
"Are you sure?"
I placed my feet behind him and moved him forward, so that he was pushed in a little further. A moan escaped me and it must have reassured Sonny, because he started to thrust into me again. I tried not to clench up. It paid off when he was finally all the way inside me and started pushing against my prostate. My back arched off the bed and I groaned, "I forgot how good this feels."
Sonny snickered, "I forgot how horny you get."
I laughed, "Oh yes I am, and I know you love it."
"I do love it; I love everything about you." Sonny pulled out all the way until only the tip was inside and then pushed all the way back in, hitting me in just the right spot, "And I am going to show you just how much I love you."
I didn't even have time to respond because he continued to thrust into me and hit that spot every time. It wasn't long before I was about ready to explode. It's been so long and I feel like a teenager again, "Sonny I am really close. I don't think I can last much longer."
"That's fine Will because we have all night to get reacquainted with each other." He leaned down and whispered in my ear, "You can even top me after this because I know how much that turns you on."
That did the trick. The breath on my ear and the promise of returning the favor made me release all over my stomach. Sonny thrust into me a few more times before he froze above me with the loveliest expression on his face. When he was done he collapsed on top of me, and I welcomed his weight.
Sonny pulled out of me and tied off the condom before throwing it in the trash by the nightstand. We laid side by side in silence for a while, but the quiet was getting to me, so I turned over my side. I laid my head on my hand so I could look at him better, "I think we need to make a promise to each other, just in case something like this ever happens again. We need to have some kind of code to let the other know that something isn't right."
He turned his head to look at me, "Like what?"
"Like a phrase to write in a letter or something special to say if they make us do a video of one of us saying goodbye; whatever it takes so that this doesn't happen again." I rubbed my hand across his chest, feeling the hard muscle there. My cock immediately perked up.
"Okay, that works for me. What would you want to use then?"
I trailed my fingers down his chest, over his abs and suddenly I didn't want to talk anymore. So I quickly rolled on top of him rubbed our semi-hard members together, "No more talking and lots more lovemaking. We have our whole lives to talk about that."
Sonny laughed as I leaned down and kissed him exactly like I will be kissing him for the rest of our lives.
The End
