- 3:45 a.m. and my phone was ringing (damn) – 5 messages.
1st message:
Hey there, Samantha:
What's it like in New York City? I'm a thousand miles away…But girl, tonight you look so pretty, yes you do. Time Squares can't shine as bright as you, I swear it's true.
2nd message:
Hey there, Samantha:
Don't you worry about the distance, I'm right here if you get lonely, give this song another listen, close your eyes, listen to my voice, it's my disguise. I'm by your side (well... no)
3rd message:
Hey there, Samantha:
I know times are getting hard, but just believe me, girl; someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar, we'll have it good, we'll have the life we knew we would. My word's good.
4th message:
Hey there, Samantha:
I've got so much left to say. If every simple song I wrote to you, would take your breath away, I'd write it all, even more in love with me you'd fall, we have it all.
Oh, it's what you do to me?
5th message:
Hey there, Samantha:
I'm sorry, I can't sleep. It's late and probably you should be angry, I'm listening to 'Plain white T's' so actually this explain everything. Long time I don't see you and I miss you. Are you alive, right?
- Avan
(I laughed so much, because i was so angry, but then i noticed is kind of adorable. So I replied to him)
*Hello there, Avan:
I should be so angry, because I was sleeping, but actually I have a big smile in my face right now. ( I don't know how to rhyme, sorry)
Man, It's late, how you dare to text me now? What's wrong? Are you drunk? maye high? But thanks you, this made my night. And yeah, I'm alive, darling. Don't worry. I miss you too, I feel like I don't see you in hours. I'm dying without your presence….
~ Good song, by the way, sadly my name is not Delilah*
(2 minutes later, he replied to me)
I'm not good with rhymes either, don't worry.
How? I just did. What's wrong? I'm alive. Drunk? not much. High? Always. And no problem. I'm so glad you are alive. I know, the hours without you are killing me inside…
~ I know, but this one is a new version*
[We texted for hours. Probably 13 hours, we texted lyrics… and stupid things. Avan is really funny, he is like an old man and he talks like old men, completely hilarious. He is really interesting and sweet, there's something special about him & i can't stop talking with him... is like addictive. I'm not trying to be egocentric but he kind of reminds me of me, we have the same taste in music and movies, kind of creepy to be honest. We are really alike. I'm an oldwomen.
Both were tired, because since he woke me up, I could not sleep again, So I was just laying in my bed waiting for him to reply me, he told me 'Please reply me faster. If I don't reply you faster is because probably I feel sleep, so just send me another message so I can wake up' & i told him the same.
But then I feel sleep with my phone in the hand… He didn't wake me up. I woke up by myself but is fine, probably he feel sleep too. Poor him. Just imagine... Avan with his iphone in the hand waiting for my reply is just adorable. I looked at my watch (9 p.m.) really really late, I spent my day texting with Avan, i don't regret anything. He is cool comparing with another humans.
– My phone started ringing – I ran... I was so exciting because I thought it was Avan... then i stopped running because i noticed is not right be this exciting. Anyways. Was Jason… he was calling me.
Jason: Hi there, beautiful.
Sam: Oh, is you...
Jason: Wow, thanks. I'm glad to talk to you too.
Sam: I'm just kidding... (not much)
Jason: Are you waiting for another call?
Sam: No, I told you, i was just kidding.
Jason: Fine... I'm sorry for don't call you today, I was busy…
Sam: I understand.
Jason: Are you mad?
Sam: Should I be?
Jason: No, is just that… I don't know.
Sam: Everything is perfect, I swear.
Jason: Seriously?
Sam: Seriously, don't be paranoid…
[We talked like for 2 hours... What i like about our relationship is that i don't have to be sappy or romantic, because he knows i'm not like that & he understands. Sometimes i forget i'm dating with him, because we have been friends since 2007, so almost 5 years & i treat him like a friend. He is always sweet with me so there's no difference. I love him so much & not since we are dating, since i have memory. He is such a good friend, he is always with me even if im stupid or irritating. I'm really annoying so i guess that should be a hard work. But i'm really worried... Actually this is my first real relationship because i don't like ralationships. Honestly date with someone looks stupid for me. Probably because i never fell in love. I like to feel like i'm free & do whatever i want to, when you are dating with someone is different, because you are constantly worried to don't hurt the person you love, you should act adequately. And i'm not like that. I'll hurt him, i know i will. I'm not 'the flirty type' because that's gross but i'm not really 'calm' either so i don't know... I'll try & let's see, everything looks perfect... until now.
He was really sleepy, so he was about to go to sleep. He told me will came to my house tomorrow, so it's fine.
I wasn't sleepy but whatever, tomorrow i needed to wake up early to see Jason]
