Chapter 3(I know that the last chapter said Chapter 3, but THIS one is chapter 3...I'll go back and change it later...):


For "The Boy Who Broke Me" From "The Girl Who Cried Wolf"


I hate you. I didn't use too, but I guess I was just naive. You were a wolf wrapped in sheep's wool. I sort of hate myself for not seeing that. Most of all, though, I hate myself for thinking that I deserved it. That I allowed myself to put up with it-cover it up with makeup, and then ran away. But no matter the distance, you still haunt me. Your memory still haunts me in the form of unsuspecting flash backs, in last minute nightmares. Reminding me that you will always be a part of my past, hidden the the depths of my memory. Lurking there awaiting to scare me into a drunken insanity to forget.

You broke me Bobby. You broke me and I had to run away to CANADA to find refuge. But then again, you don't think you did anything wrong, huh? I watch your video a million times, I don't know why, but I do. And when I do I feel scared but at the same time I feel this anger. That you can just act like you are the victum, and have everyone believe you. That frustration consumes me until all I can do is pick up a bottle and drink it all away.

I've cried wolf before, I've cried wolf so many times that my family was so tired of it. So when I actually encountered a real wolf-you-no one believed me. And so I tried to move on, I tried to pretend that you didn't mean too. That somehow, I was just blowing this up like I usually do. And it was easy. It was so easy to pretend and forget. That it was a one-time thing. That you didn't mean to do it, it was so easy because it just meant ignoring the bastard that you are. To pretend that it was just a trick of my imagination. You were too perfect to have a monster living in you.

Then you slapped me. The bruise wasn't that big-I was able to cover it easily. But it hurt. It hurt like you had broken me. And you had. Then you threw me down the stairs. Who DOES that? Who thinks that it is o.k. to throw someone around and then say that they made it all up? You may have a temper, but that's no excuse to take it out on me. Now I wonder there are more guys like you out there, and if somehow I'm going to attract them all. If every guy I meet now will be a aggressor in hiding. Claws camouflaged by gentle hands.

How dare you say those things. How dare you break me like that and then pretend that you never lay a hand on me. How dare you cheat on me and then toss me around carelessly. You had no right.

You broke me. I tried to escape from you, but no matter the distance, your terror haunted me. Your memory alone drove me to drink. It made me think I really was crazy. Doubt myself. You broke me until I thought that I deserved those bruises you gave me. That somehow, it was something I did and that they were my punishment. But no one deserves what you did to me Bobby, no one. Which is why I'm not giving up. I'm not going to let you win. I'm not going to let anyone else have to go through what I did. You can't scare me anymore. You came keep me quite with cover up and pretending that you did nothing wrong.

I hate you Bobby.

I hate you and I hope I never get to see your face again.

And you know what's the worst part? You never even apologized-not that you thought you should. Even if you did, sorry would never be enough.


A/N#003:

So...I got some reviews: here are the amazing kick-asses and my responses:

Alex: O.O...YOU. YOU ARE AMAZING AND KICK ASS! I AM UNDESERVING OF YOUR KIND REVIEWS! XD Thank you so much! No hugs or forever love can be enough, can it? And I can't wait to read more of your amazing gold! THE WRITERS OF DEGRASSI NEED TO HIRE YOU! YOUR IDEAS AND STORIES ARE JUST...let me put it this way, I will be forever happy. :)

candyluve1910: OMG! Thank you for the review! And I would never hate you for not being obsessed with something I am obsessed with! :O What kind of fan do you take me for? :) As long as you don't try to ruffle my feathers by bashing Eclare, then we'll be cool. I don't mind people who have oppnions or who don't like the same ships as me, I mean, I HATE KENNA, but I know there are some people who like them so I just don't really rant about them around them. You know, repect other people's ships? XD lol And I actually like Dolly J too! I don't understand Sav J, but whteve...Eclare is kind of my addiction. But I already had inteded to write a Dolly J chapter, actually, titled: 'For "The Girl Who Is Pricless" From "The Boy Who Thought She Could Be Bought"', I haven't written it yet, unlike some of the other chapters, however, since I have a personal request for it, I will start writing it! :D I'm glad you've enjoyed the one-shots so far!

Yep...alright, so I hope you like this one too my kick ass readers...:D I wanted to write this one because...well, I thought it was kind of appropriate, only this time the person is saying that they hate the other character and such. Anyways, I had uploaded this and added some KICK ASS stuff too it, but then my computer shut off because the cord got knocked out and since it has a shitty battery it turned off. And I didn't save it.

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EPIC FAIL. I was so pissed. I'm still pissed. I tried to salvage what I could, so tell me what you think. I know it's short, I'll add more later if I get more reviews. :) So...you know the drill. Tell me what you think! Was it a epic fail?

Next chapter will most likely be the KC chapter...then, since it was asked, the Dolly J one.

-Black Cat Bastet