Hey guys, here is chapter three I hope that you all like it. Thank you so much for the reviews and for everyone that put my story on alert. It made me want to write write write!!!! Happy reading…
While I was sitting in silence my hand clasped my necklace, on the chain was a tiny gold ring with what looked like 3 diamonds in the center. I clung to it for dear life and remembered the first break up. It was the summer before junior high and a lot of stuff was starting to change. I could feel the emotions start to change between us, for me they were getting stronger and it seemed like he was growing distant. Then it came time for "the talk". It was a Thursday afternoon and it was right after my twelfth birthday, Jasper had come over and he didn't have that happy grin that he normally had when he saw me so I knew that something was up. I can't say I was completely blindsided but I was surprised, I thought that we were going to be together forever and now it seemed like that was just a dream and it would never be a reality. We didn't say anything to each other, we both just walked outside and into the backyard to the tire swing. I sat down and he started to push me and that's how it all started.
"Bells I think we need to talk"
"About what?"
"I've been thinking and you know I love you but I have to be honest with myself and if I'm being honest with myself then I think that we are better off as friends. I don't want us being together to ruin our friendship and if we stay together then I think that we will ruin the friendship"
I was hurt, sad, angry, but above all I was heartbroken.
"So you mean to tell me Jasper that the last five years have been nothing? That after five years together you choose now to tell me that you think us breaking up would be better? Do you want to know what I think? Because it seems to me that I have no choice in this matter, you've made up your mind without even giving two shits about me. So before you open your mouth to protest let me tell you what I think. I think that since we are going into junior high you want to be single so that you can explore your options. You don't want to be tied down to anyone so that you don't have to feel guilty about hurting anyone. Well you know what Jasper, you failed, and you hurt me more than you can know."
He opened his mouth to speak but I didn't want to hear any excuse that he had to give me.
"I'm done talking to you Jasper. Just go away, I don't want you here anymore."
He tried to get closer to me and I wasn't having any of it. He put out a hand to me and pushed it away and yelled at him with everything I had in me.
"DON'T TOUCH ME… WHY ARE YOU STILL HERE? JUST GO AWAY JASPER I DON'T EVER WANT TO TALK TO YOU AGAIN, YOU'RE GETTING WHAT YOU WANT, GO SEE OTHER PEOPLE, JUST LEAVE. ME. ALONE."
I left him standing in my back yard as I made my way into my house and slammed and locked the door. I ran into my room and shut the door and cried until I fell asleep. When I woke up I was greeted by my two best friends, Alice and Rosalie. They were sitting on my bed with a big tub of Neapolitan ice cream and three really big soup spoons. Alice was the first to speak,
"I brought movies! And rose and I both swear to not bring up what happened unless you want to talk about it. And we are both staying the night so whatever you want to do just let us know. Even if you just want to sleep all night. Or if you want to dress all in black and sneak over to Jaspers house and beat up him and the boys. Just let us know."
I was so grateful to have girlfriends like them. I promised myself that I wasn't going to cry so instead I put my hand out and said,
"Spoon me."
Both Rosalie and Alice let out a "yay" and then Rosalie put down the ice cream and said,
"So, we brought slasher movies, we figured that you wouldn't want to watch anything romantic or sappy."
"Well you guessed right. I think if I did watch something sappy I would lose my mind. Thank you guys so much for coming over. I don't know if I could have made it through this night without you."
Then Rosalie said, "You have been with Alice and I through a lot and were best friends, there is no way that we would let you go through this alone. Besides now that we aren't going to be spending all this time with the boys' maybe Emmett might FINALLY leave me alone. He's cute and all but sometimes he acts like he is still in first grade."
Emmett really liked Rose but he never could just say it so instead he turned into an idiot when he was around her. Rosalie was always beautiful. For as long as I can remember she has had long beautiful blonde hair and ice blue eyes that you could get lost in. To say she was beautiful was an understatement. She was going to grow up to be a knock out that was for sure, but I remember talking with Emmett about why he liked Rose and it had nothing to do with her looks. He said that she was unlike any other girl that he had ever met. She was "deep" and he could actually "relate" to her. Call me crazy but I wanted to see them together. But I also knew that when he started acting like an idiot he got on Rosalie's last nerve.
That night my girls comforted me and made me forget about what had happened but when they fell asleep I was left awake on my own and my thoughts automatically wondered to where they shouldn't and I was left thinking about Jasper. I silently cried myself to sleep and dreamt that night of me and Jasper together and happy.
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