A/N- Thank you for the reviews. I will say that I know nothing about Brown the depiction of her time there will not be accurate, only fictional. I went to a private university and it was a very big party school so that is where I will be getting my inspiration for her campus life. Thanks and please continue to review! =]
"I don't want to go," Blair whispered, caressing Chuck's face slowly as she laid on top of him.
"You have to though and you will be back next weekend. That's only 4 days without me," he replied, touching her lips with his finger.
"4 days to long." She leaned down and met his lips with hers causing her heart to flutter. "I love you Chuck Bass," she moaned feeling his body shift under her weight.
"And I love you," he replied between kisses. He ran his hands over her hips and pushed her up, rolling on top of her.
"Go back with me for the night. I can get you a guest pass and you can sleep in my dorm," she begged, answering his kisses with her own. "Please?" Chuck looked down at her and sighed, rolling off of her but taking her hand into his.
"You have class in the morning. I'd rather come and visit you on the weekend when you aren't so busy," he replied kissing the top of her hand softly. Blair frowned, looking away and out the large glass window. "You're upset," he stated pushing himself up to his elbows to look at her better.
"I just want you to come out and stay one night. Why is that so much to ask?" she told him, trying to not make eye contact. She hated when he got to see the vulnerable side of her.
"I will come Blair. Just not when you have to do homework and go to class in the morning," he replied placing his finger under her chin. "I promise."
"Come today. Please. I don't have class until 1:30 tomorrow. You can even stay for dinner or for two nights. I just want you there." Chuck groaned, flopping back on the pillow. "Fine, don't." Blair climbed off the bed and grabbed her jacket. "Nice seeing you," she whispered, fighting back the shakiness in her voice.
"Blair… wait," Chuck called after her, meeting her in the hallway. "I'll go," he told her. Blair's sad expression quickly changed into a huge grin.
"Really?" She asked, skeptical of his sudden change of heart.
"Yeah. I'll stay tonight and tomorrow night. Just let me pack a bag," he told her, kissing her forehead.
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"Jesus Blair!" Chuck yelled as Blair turned into the parking space quickly. He reached for the handle and pushed down on his invisible break. Blair hadn't driven much in the city because she was able to take taxi's and limos everywhere but now that she was away at school her mom had purchased her a brand new 2010 Lexus Convertible.
"What?" Blair asked, looking over at Chuck's horrified face.
"I think you might have hit something back there," Chuck replied, his heart finally coming back down into his chest. "You are the worst driver I've ever been in the car with," he said firmly, opening the car door and climbing out. Blair pouted, taking her seat belt off and grabbing her purse.
"I am not!" she shot back, climbing out of the car and walking around to the trunk to grab her bag. Chuck stepped in front of her, wrapping his arms around her and smiling at her.
"You really are," he whispered kissing her softly. "But it's kind of cute… in that I might actually die kind of way." Blair smiled, looking up at him.
"Thank you for coming back with me. I really want to share my new life with you," she replied pulling his face back down to hers. She kissed him deeply, not wanting the sweet moment to end.
"B!!!" Serena shouted, running up behind them. She grabbed Blair and spun her around, hugging her closely. "Chuck? What the hell are you doing here?" she asked, reaching for him too. Chuck looked at Blair and rolled his eyes, embracing her.
"Chuck finally agreed to come visit me for a few days," Blair replied with a beaming expression on her face. Chuck nodded, smiling at how happy she was. He grabbed her bag out of the trunk and started following the girls to their building. "Here we are!" Blair said cheerfully, putting her key in the door. "It's so different from last time you saw it! We cleaned and decorated it really nice."
"Oh my god!" Sophie screamed, quickly pulling the covers over herself and the guy in her bed. "Blair, I didn't know you were coming back so early" she laughed, peeking out from under the covers.
"I'm so sorry!" Blair replied, shouting the door with embarrassment. Chuck raised his eyebrow at her before smiling.
"That was welcoming," he stated, leaning against the wall. Blair nodded, trying to hide how embarrassed she was. "Blush much Waldorf?" he asked slightly amused. "We could have at least given a better show. He was doing it all wrong. You gotta…" Blair cut him off with a smack to the chest. "I'm just saying." Chuck laughed, grabbing her by the waist and pulling her into his arms, kissing the top of her head. The door opened and Sophie stepped out, fully dressed now.
"I am so sorry Blair! It's safe to come in," she told them, stepping aside for them to enter. Blair smiled, taking Chuck's hand and leading him into the room. "Good to see you again Chuck," Sophie said closing the door behind her.
"As it is to see you," Chuck replied looking around Blair's room. It was tiny in size but even he had to admit they had fixed it up quite nicely.
"We were going to go to the café if you two want to come," Sophie said grabbing her wristlet off the bed. Blair looked at Chuck before answering.
"Uhm. I don't know. Chuck do you want to see what the food here is like? Or did you just want to grab dinner at a restaurant?" she asked. Chuck shrugged, feeling put on the spot. He had no interest in eating what college students called food. He had partied at Dartmouth enough to know it wasn't quit up to his standards. But the look in Blair's eyes showed she was excited to share every bit of her new on campus life with him.
"That's fine," he replied passively.
"Let me go get Serena then!" Sophie said heading out into the hall, her male companion following behind her.
"We don't have to if you don't want to," Blair told Chuck grabbing her id off her desk.
"No, it's fine," he told her, exhaling sharply.
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Chuck and Blair laid close to one another on her twin sized mattress. Sophie had decided to spend the night with guy she had been with early. Chuck shifted his weight, trying his best not to move Blair.
"You asleep?" Blair asked softly.
"No," he replied, hit voice hinting at more annoyance they he meant.
"I'm sorry my bed is so small. I know you're not used to being so crammed." She told him, playing with the edge of the sheet.
"It's fine," he told her readjusting his position again.
"Is that going to be your answer for everything? It's fine?" She asked, rolling her eyes.
"You should be asleep Blair. You have class tomorrow," he told her. "How about I sleep on the floor so my moving around doesn't bother you." He sat up to get out of the bed but she stopped him.
"Chuck I'm not going to let you sleep on the floor. I want you in bed with me," she told him. He looked at her through the dark room. The moonlight splashed across her face and he could see her dark eyes watching him. Chuck laid back down and pulled Blair close to him. She rested her head on his shoulder and looked up at him. Even in the dark lighting she could tell his jaw was tight and he was frustrated with her. "You shouldn't have come if you really didn't want to" Blair finally spoke after awhile of silence.
"I wanted to come," chuck replied, his jaw still tight.
"Okay." Blair didn't sound very convinced and Chuck sighed, opening his eyes and watching as her cheeks slowly became wet.
"Why are you crying?" he asked, shifting himself so he was sitting over her. Blair shook her head, trying to turn away from him but he stopped her.
"I can tell you don't want to be here. You don't like the food, or my roommate. You hate this small bed and tiny living quarters. It's not Bass enough for you," she cried, trying to wipe her tears.
"Baby, I wanted to come. It's just…" he paused, looking away and exhaling. "It's hard to be here with you knowing you're building this new life and I'm back in New York. It brings out these insecurities I never knew existed. What if you decide that you don't want to be with me after you meet some suave Brown guy. I feel threatened by you building a life that I'm not a part of."
"Chuck…" Blair whispered, sniffling. She touched his face and his smiled sweetly. "I have waited to long for anything to ruin what you and I finally have. I'll admit I'm excited to experience college life but it wouldn't be worth it if I didn't think we'd still be together in the end." Her words eased Chuck's tension as he stared down at her. "Say something," she told him, feeling his intense stare.
"I love you," he spoke softly, kissing her lips.
