Sup mother fuckers, I noticed my Tavbaby has been writing a little story...well I decided to contribute my own chapter to it because there was something Tavros didn't know. Well...at least up to a certain point...
Alright, so I see he's all up informed you mother fuckers on how we were love banging and then he lost his legs and shit...yeeeaaah alright let's move on bros.
So, Tav and I unfortunately grew distant...and it wasn't because our sex life died down. Just the emotional toll built a wall between us that neither of us were doing a lot of effort towards breaking down...we just found it to be more easy to stay quiet and avoid each other. In hopes that the other would step up and fix the relationship...but either of us did...I fucking regret it
I regret everything thing I did past this point...every mother fuckin thing. If I knew how this story would play out...I wouldn't have done it. Any of it...I'm sorry Tavros...I never stopped loving you.
When the talk and eye contact between me and Tavbaby dwindled down to practically nothing I...started seeing Karkat. Behind closed doors if you know what I mean...
"Damn it Gamzee you're just my Moirail! I told you this!" He would tend to snap at me as I pushed him down onto the table...my hands were all over him. I couldn't stop them from wanting to get under his clothes and explore every nook and crevice of his soft slender body...
"Chill out Karbro, hehe, fucking quadrants didn't stop us last night, they won't stop us tonight."
He groaned because he knew I was right...it didn't matter what quadrant we were in, that can't physically stop us from fucking. Yeah our actions would be frowned upon and we're technically troll sinning...but nothing could stop us. Karkat knew that...he also knew this was our 4th time sleeping together, well...will be. Since I haven't fucked him yet...but we were getting close. Our clothes were already gone and I was more than ready to push my hard aching length inside...
"I thought you were Tavs matesprit." He growled at me with that snarky glare I love to snog.
The words made me pause for only a brief moment, probably because they stung...what the hell was I doing? I was cheating on my Tavros...my matesprit... while I was spacing out Karkat was shifting into a ready position, kicking my shoulder in the process...that was it.
My matesprit didn't have working legs. Or an entrance I could fuck... so like an idiot I smirked and replied back to Karkat in a purr as I took hold of his thighs and pressed my tip to his entrance "maybe I want to be scandalous. Now shut up and mother fuckin whine for me." I thrusted in and he screamed out...that delicious cry I loved to hear. It's been a while since I've heard Tav whine like Karkat does...
I was disgusted with myself...after every session I would down a slime pie while Karkat gets dressed and leaves me, then I would take a burning shower...like I was trying to boil away my shameful sins. What was I doing to him...? Tavros doesn't deserve this...losing his legs was hard enough on him and us having communication problems is not a legitimate reason to cheat. I've been the worst matesprit...I should have been comforting him over his loss, finding a way to make this work. Instead, I just moped around the issues and avoided them by running to Karkat for a good quick fuck. These facts right here...is what disgusts me.
I had to make this right...! Unfortunately...before I had the chance Tavros caught me and Karkat together...
I guess Karkat must've warmed up to the idea of fooling around because he came back the next night trying to seduce me with the desire of round five. I had forgotten I invited Tav over that night to talk and make things right. But he walked in right on the whole sloppy mess...
God damn it.
TO BE CONTINUED...
