Disclaimed: Do you see the North Pole? I own the right's to it just as much as I own the rights to TMNT. So no, I don't own either.


Master Splinter sighs, as he takes one last look at his oldest child, they were forced him to rest in order for him to calm down. Splinter's eyes glances towards the two worried brothers as he closers Leo's bedroom door, he needed to mediated and hopefully the answers may be in the astral planes, but he also had two lost sons who feared for their older brother.

"Sensei, is he okay," Donnie asked.

He knew it wasn't the perfect questioned to asked, to what he had just witness. His older brother screaming out and nearly threatens to attack them, all because of a brother who doesn't existed.

"I fear not my son, it is why you to must take turns to watch him. Yes Raphael this means you as well, I know that you two have never gotten along with your older brother. But, when family is in a time of need you must learn to put your difference aside, understood Raphael?"

"Hai Sensei," Raph said not daring to his eyes of Leo's bedroom door.

"Very well, Donatello you will take the first shift."

"But, sensei, what happens if he wakes up again and has another attack?"

"Try to calm him down and if that does not work, call for me at once."

"Hai sensei," the two brothers both watched the old rat leave.


Leo's eyes scanned the world around him, it was dark just darkness and nothing else, he wonders where he and how he got here.

"Bro?" he turns to see Mikey standing behind him.

"Mikey," Mikey runs up to hug him and he returns it.

"But, but you're not real," he said not daring to let go of him.

Even though Leo never wanted to admit it, but he was starting to believe everyone else. He had Mikey's voice talking to him for a while now and everyone else believed that there had never been a fourth and he was starting to give into them. Mikey breaks away from the hug, taking a few steps back, tears starting to shine in his baby blue eyes.

"What do you mean Leo?" He asked.

"Everyone tell me you're not real, but yet you're here and I'm the only one that can see you."

"But bro, I'm as real as you are dude." Leo sighs.

"Then why am I the only who can see you?"

"What are you on about, everyone can see me." Leo's eyes narrowed at the comment.

This can't be true, if it was then everyone else could see him as will, everyone else could remember him and then the oldest turtle mind starts to remember those flashbacks. Mikey does have a point, because he remembers the emotions that the memories would play of his little brother. The mind can remember events, but it can't remember feelings if you never had them.

Can it?

"Dude, I miss you," Mikey said suddenly.

"What do you mean Mikey?"

"The family hasn't been same, there's so much tension and it's killing me. I try to break it, but it only back fires on me. When I go to talk to you, Raph doesn't let me, I'm sorry Leo, I'm so sorry. It I had the power to turn back time, to change it, if it was me instead of you. I would have gladly taken it."

Leo stood back in shocked he doesn't know where this was coming from or what he was talking about. All he knew was a baby brother crying in front of him and he didn't care whether or not he was real, he didn't care where he was and for once all his questions didn't matter.

Because real or not all he saw was a little brother crying and that wasn't right. He takes him into a hug and allowed Mikey to cry into his shoulder as he heled him tight.

Mikey.

Leo blinks, it sounded like Donnie, but his brother said there was no such thing as a fourth turtle.

Leo.

There was Donnie again, but unlike the first one whose voice was filled with panic, this one was sadness and hurt it was also calling out to him.

"Promise, you come back," Mikey said as he wipes away his tears.

"I will little brother, as long as you promise to stay strong."

Leo doesn't really know what he was promising to, but he just couldn't stand seeing any of his brothers crying and so, he was willing to make it.

Leo.

"It sounds like Donnie calling out to you."

"Yeah, he's calling out to you as will," Leo said, but Mikey shakes his head.

"Don't think so, that doesn't sound like my Dee." Leo's eyes narrowed at the choice of words.

"What do you mean?"

"Dude, I don't know what's going on, but I know my brothers. And the Dee, calling out to you sounded a bit lost. My Donnie on the other hand, was in panic mode, most likely because he musted have realized that I've been knocked out for a while."

Leo couldn't help, the panic and feared that came over him.

"What? What do you mean knocked out for a while?" Mikey giggles.

"Don't worry dude, just work on waking up and everything will be fine."

Leonardo panic had only become worse, when Mikey was no longer there after he had closed his eyes, he notices that the darkness around him was slowly starting to shatter. As he blinks again, he wakes up in panic unable to come to terms with what had gone around him he refused to see the worried Donnie trying to calm him down.

"Leo, Leo, it's ok, your safe. Your home," Donnie said, he takes notice of his older brother breathing slowing down.

Don't think so, that doesn't sound like my Dee.

"Who are you?" Leo questioned, as he remembers his little brother words from before.

He couldn't help seeing the hurt in Donnie eyes, as the purple masked turtle stood back in shock.

"L-Leo," he said in fear and worry. "I'm your brother."

Not Donnie, Leo, he's not Donnie.

Mikey words rang through his mind, Leo clawed back a little bit.

"I asked you again, who, are you?" this time the oldest voice was more hash.

"Leo, I'm Donnie, don't you remember?" Donatello moved his hand closer to his old brother, but was surprised when the leader hit his hand.

Leonardo strugglers to get out of bed despite Donnie protest he doesn't care about his brother calling out to the others for help. It is when he reaches his bed room door; Raph holds a tight firm grip on his arm.

"Get of me!" he yells, taking his arms back. He stands in defence as his two brother's move forward and his sensei watching with worry.

"Ya need to stop with the craziness, Leo," Raph said.

"Not until you tell me where he is." Leo said, ducking Raph hand away from himself.

"Again with this Mikey, there aren't been anyone named that in this family," Raph adds.

"Then why do I remember him, why do I know him?" Leo said, as his hand go for his belt pocket.

"We don't know Leo, but we can help you. We can fix you," Donnie said as he walks closers.

"Fix?" he questioned.

What were they talking about, why would he need fixing?

Leo doesn't know, he doesn't understand and he wasn't waiting around to find out. He was ready to leave and even though, he doesn't know where he was running to, he didn't care.

"Leonardo," Splinter said, in a clam voice, despite him being very conceded for his son. "Enough of this nonsense, you will listens to your brothers. They only wish to help you, now please my son allow us to."

Leo, I'm lost and I'm scared. I need my big brother, why won't you find me dude.

"No. You are not my family, you two are not my brothers and you are not my sensei."

He can clearly see the sadness and hurt in their eyes and even though his mind tells him, it wasn't right to say those things. His heart say's otherwise and it was then, everything becomes clear he understands now.

Leo can you help me dude, I'm kind of lost.

"Don't worry Mikey, I'm coming."

His family stands back and they wonder if he was talking to a voice inside his mind and this had only worried them more.

"Shell," Raph said, as Leo throws a smoke bomb and there older brother was gone.


Leo runs out of the lair and he runs a cross the roof tops, one, by one, he doesn't stop until he can no longer hear his brother's voices calling him out. He stands on the edge, looking down at the city below, he knows what he had to do and he was going to find his little brother, his real brother and nobody was going to stop him.

"I will find you Mikey, no matter what it takes and no matter who stands in my way.

Thanks dude, I miss you.

Unknowing to him a signal tear drops down below him.


Did ya think I forgot about this story? Na, just need time to write and because today was my day off, it was a perfect time. So, what do you think? Do you know what's going on? Thanks to everyone who has been reading this, fav, follow and reviewing it means a lot.

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