He fought to keep himself away from the high school. It was becoming a nuisance and he was well aware that more than one person had noticed his frequent visits. Scott, Stiles and Erica were thankful that their big, tough Alpha had given them such amusing ammunition. He glared at them with red eyes and bared his fangs, but inside he knew the truth. His walls were falling and he was being left vulnerable.

For an Alpha, this was a dangerous move. He had been taught by his Uncle Peter that feelings for another offered a weakness for enemies to take advantage of. Derek had seen the love that had been shared between his parents, and their love for their children. It had destroyed them. The hunters had used his mother as a lure for his father and had locked both her and his sister in the house. His father and Uncle Peter had come running only to join the females in the house.

Derek, smaller and slower than his father and uncle, watched in horror from behind a tree as the hunters' poured gas on the house. He shoved his fist in his mouth as the lead hunter lit a match and threw it. He howled in pain when the hunters left and he was left to watch and listen as everything he had ever loved went up in flames. Derek glared at a painting of his family that hung over the carcass of the fireplace, a painting that he had painted to remind himself to never be weak. Now, he looked at that painting with tears in his eyes. He hadn't been able to protect them; he would protect Ay.

He thought of her laughing and smiling. She was standing on a flower-covered hill, the sun turning her hair into a halo around her head. Her silver eyes turned to him and looked at him with love. His happiness turned to horror as her body turned to ash, blowing away in the wind before he could move. Derek blinked and the vision was gone; the tears on his cheeks were very real. He stood and walked over to the coatrack, grabbing his leather jacket. To hell with it.

He jumped on his bike and sped down the hill. He followed her scent into town; he parked his bike in an alley between the post office and the convenience store. He tracked her scent through the streets until he found her standing outside of some store. She was with those accursed females that called themselves friends, damn them. Despite his annoyance, he still found himself starting to smile. They began to walk and he followed, keeping a safe distance but never letting her out of his sight.

Everything he did made his stomach flip-flop inside and his heart to pound. It was more than just her loveliness; it was her personality. She was always happy, always smiling, always laughing. She could talk easily to anyone. He could see his feelings reflected in the eyes of others. At a moment, he was both jealous and pleased. His female was perfection.

He stopped and leaned against a wall. His female? He had to think. She couldn't be his female. That would mean danger for her, maybe even death. He slowly looked up to catch her mid-laugh, enjoying a joke made by another. Against his will, he felt his walls come crashing down. He had fallen in love with her, but she would never know that. He would protect her, but from afar. She'd be safer than.

As he walked along behind, he sang softly to himself. "You are my heaven, you are my passion/ You are my wish, you are the peace of my soul/ I don't know anything else, I know only this/ That I see God in you/ Whenever you come, it teases me/ By teasing, your shadow kisses me/ When you smile, when you shy/ It seems like my god is dancing/ You are my worship." He stopped singing and spoke seriously and aloud for anyone to hear if they chose to. "I don't know anything else, I know only this/ that I see God in you."

I warn you all, Derek is going to be doing a lot of singing in this story. I wanted to take one of my favorite shows and format it to be like one of my favorite movie genres: Bollywood. VoilĂ ! A sexier Derek in my opinion!

The chapter title translates to 'I See My God in you.' This song is also from Rab Ne Bana Di Jodi. This movie is sooo romantic so everyone should seriously see it if they haven't already!

Disclaimer: I own absolutely nothing except Ay Vilks. The Teen Wolf characters and the song title and lyrics belong to their respectful owners.

Like always, reviews are much appreciated! Till next time!