"Oops, I think I made Jake mad." Embry winced at Bella. This was not going to be easy to explain to his roommate. He pushed the thought out of his head and continued grabbing for the diary underneath Jacob's pillow.

"You can't really tell him that you were just reaching for his diary, can you." Bella half smiled. But in the back of her mind she was very confused; why was Jacob acting so weird? Did he really hate her that much? Should she leave? She crinkled her nose and turned her attention to the brown leather journal Embry held in his hands.

"I feel dirty, should we really be doing this?" Bella questioned, she didn't want Jacob to hate her even more then he already did…

"Of course! If he didn't want people to read it he would have found a better place to hide it," Embry joked. "Plus, I think it kinda has something to do with you. Before he even met you. Or something like that." He started slowly flipping through it, clearly looking for some entry in particular.

"Wait, what?" Bella said surprised, she thought it was just going to be something embarrassing about Jacob or something weird. It was about her? How? Her heart rate rose slightly in anticipation.

In the first few pages he found it. "Ah! Here we go," Embry said clearing his throat getting ready to read the entry out loud to Bella. He began slowly, "It says 'I remember it so vividly, the day that Mom left us. I tried so hard to be happy again, but it was almost impossible. She had been my life and my reason for living. And now that she was gone, I felt like I had nothing to live for. My dad told me to calm down, that it would be okay. He said that the spirits had visited him and told him of a girl that I was destined to meet; she would be my soul mate, my imprint. Whatever that means. She would come out of nowhere and not remember. He then told me I would know it was her by two circles? He's crazy. If this girl is out there, then maybe it's a good thing I'm still a virgi-" Embry trailed off, stopping dead in his tracks. His eyes bulged.

"WHAT!" He screamed out loud making Bella jump. "Sorry…" Embry said a lot softer apologizing for scaring her, "I guess I didn't read all of the entry before…" A drop of sweat ran down his forehead, his mind began racing. "Jakes a virgin!" he thought to himself, "but he's such a ladies man, he always-" Embry's thought was interrupted by Bella's 20 questions.

"Good thing…?" What, what's a good thing? What does it say?" Bella questioned trying to grab the diary from Embry. He laughed nervously, "It says 'it's a good thing I have something to look forward to.' That's all," Embry bluffed, hoping she wouldn't catch on that he was lying.

"Oh, okay," Bella blandly said. "So what does any of that have to do with me?" Embry sighed in relief, she hadn't caught on. "Well…" he started, putting the journal back underneath Jacob's pillow. "Not to be a creep, but didn't I see a circle tattooed on each side of your hip?" he put his finger thoughtfully to his chin, looking up to the ceiling. "Maybe those are the circles Jake's dad was talking about." Bella blushed, staring in disbelief at Embry.

"How did you see those-" she started to yell, sounding very alarmed and angry.

"Woahhh, little missy!" He put his hands up in the 'don't shoot' pose. "When Jake and I carried you in they were kind of hard to miss." He laughed, dropping his hands. Bella snorted crossing her arms, "plus, it also said something about coming out of nowhere and not remembering. Which describes you down to a T." Embry stood up and walked over to the couch, "Anyways. Enough of this heavy shit, lets watch TV until the mad dog comes back," he breathed picking up the remote and flipped on the tube.

"Huh, I wonder if that girl really is me…" she contemplated. Out of nowhere a sharp pain coursed through her head. "Ahh," Bella softly cried as her hands flew to her temple. She scrunched her eyes shut and suddenly the pain was gone.

Jacob's eyes darkened with disappointment. He clenched his fists, "Oops, looks like I forgot my shampoo in the bathroom. Gotta go," he tried to laugh it off, but his tone was sad. His eyes darted to Bella. "Hey, Jake. It's not what it looks like," Embry half laughed. Jacob was hearing none of Embry's lies, he quickly shut the door and walked back down the hallway.

He kept walking until he came to the end of the hall. Turning the corner, Jacob leaned against the wall and let his arms dangle at his sides. He sighed, suddenly feeling hot tears swell up in his eyes. He clenched his fists; he was not going to let himself cry. "Seriously? What's gotten into me" he thought mentally kicking himself as hard as he could.

"Jacob," he told himself out loud, "you need to stop acting this way. Drop your feelings for her and just look at her as a friend. Embry made his move, you lucked out," He slowly slid down the wall and leaned his head against it. He breathed deeply, "Go back in there and joke it off. It's just as easy as breathing," he reassured himself, pinching the bridge of his nose. He sat there in silence for a couple minutes. Standing up he laughed, "And you need to stop talking to yourself too. People will think you're crazy."

Jacob walked slowly down the hallway to the elevator. It was weird, he had never noticed how long the hall was until now…and he had lived in the same room for two years. Pressing the down button he shut his eyes waiting for the familiar ding that meant the elevator was here. When it didn't come for a good 30 seconds, he opened his eyes with annoyance.

"Really, elevator?" he said angrily to the air, "You're going to make me walk down 14 flights of stairs right now?" he huffed, sticking his hands in his jeans pockets staring at the tan elevator doors. His stomach rumbled, "Oooh…Fine, ordering pizza it is." He took out his cell phone and dialed Pizza Huts number, which he had memorized, and ordered 3 large cheese pizzas. He walked back towards his room, but instead of going in he decided to wait in the hall for the pizza man.

After 20 minutes of waiting, Jacob heard someone walking up the last few stairs. The door opened and there stood the pizza guy, winded and gasping for air. Jacob stood up and walked towards him.

"Holy shit, that was a lot of stairs…" the Pizza guy breathed to Jacob.

"Sorry about that," Jacob tried to feel bad, but right now he couldn't bring himself to care that much. "How much do I owe you?" he said shifting his weight from one foot to the other.

"$28.50" the guy said, still trying to regain his composure and his breath. Jacob handed him two $20 bills and took the pizzas, "Keep the change."

"Thanks!" the guy said smiling; $11.50 was a huge tip even though he had to climb a million stairs. Jacob pulled out his key and unlocked his door. Awkwardly he pushed it open and backed into the room trying to balance the pizzas, dreading the awkwardness he was sure that would follow.

"I thought I smelled pizzaaaaa!" Embry sang out in joy, jumping up off the couch towards Jacob. Jacob laughed at Embry's enthusiasm, handing him the top box of pizza. He walked over to Bella and handed her the second box, suddenly feeling very embarrassed about how he acted before.

"Thanks," she softly said, "But…I can't eat a whole pizza…"

"That's fine, whatever you don't eat me and Jake will," Embry called from the counter that he was currently sitting on.

"You two can eat more than a whole pizza?" she questioned in disbelief, stealing a glance at Jacob. Embry let out a booming laugh and boasted, "Hell yeah, my record's three large pizzas in 30 minutes! We're always hungry!" Jacob laughed and nodded in agreement; he awkwardly took a seat on the floor by the door. All three ate in uncomfortable silence. All three finished eating and threw away their pizza box in uncomfortable silence.

"Well, shit. Why don't we do something crazy?" Embry broke the silence. "Relieve some of the tension and awkwardness" he finished, walking over to the mini fridge and opening the door.

"And what did you have in mind?" Jacob asked cautiously, praying to God that he wouldn't suggest that they got drunk. Up until that moment he had forgotten about the big bottle of Grey Goose they were hiding. Jacob sighed in anticipation. Grinning, Embry pulled the huge bottle out of the fridge.

"Ta-da!" Embry glowed as he walked over to get three glasses from the cabinet above the sink. Jacob glanced over at Bella hoping she would protest to drinking with two guys she didn't know that well; no such luck. She shrugged her shoulders at Jacob and mouthed 'it could be fun'. Meanwhile, Embry popped open the bottle and poured himself a glass full.

"How much do you want, Bella?" he called over his shoulder, reaching up into the cupboard searching for a second cup.

"Umm...how about half a glass?" she answered his question with a question. "Actually, full!" she softly giggled. Maybe getting a little tipsy would help her remember something about herself, or how she got here. She got up and walked over to the couch and sat on the arm, crossing her ankles out in front of her.

"Comin' right up, m'lady! And for you, good sir?" he raised his eyebrow at Jacob, grinning devilishly.

"Full...I guess," Jacob said, saying the second part under his breath. He knew something bad was going to happen tonight, he could just feel it. Pushing that thought out of his mind he walked over and grabbed his drink that Embry had poured. He took a sip swallowing hard; he never liked the taste of alcohol.

"Atta' boy," Embry encouraged sarcastically, "Bella's turn!" he said bringing her drink over to where she was sitting on the arm of the couch.

"Thanks," she smiled up at him taking a sip as well. Then she took a second swig. She didn't think it tasted half bad, she actually thought it was pretty good!

"Ooo, Bella likes!" Embry chortled. "Now, it's time to get this party started," he thought to himself taking his cell phone out of his pocket and opening his contacts. He scrolled down to Paul Lahote's number and typed 'Party at my place. Be here in 20, bring Edward and those two hot chicks?' and pressed send.

"Anyways, I'm going to lay down for a bit," Jacob said as he slowly walked over to his bed, taking one last big sip of Grey Goose before putting it down. He stretched out on his bed, sighing and placing his hands behind his head. Bella's eyes couldn't help but wander over his tan...strong...amazing arms. She glanced down to his belt buckle; it was a wolf howling to the moon. She thought it suited him well, he seemed strong like a wolf, and his eyes were piercing and beautiful like a wolf's. She smiled and took another sip of her alcohol. Slowly, her eyes scanned directly south of his wolf. She could tell he was hung very generously. Even though his pants weren't tight, there was a definite bulge. Suddenly her thoughts went wild. Jacob had her backed into a corner, a low growl escaped from his lips. He pushed his body firmly up against hers as he nibbled at the base of her neck, his hands grabbing her hips. She let out a moan; she could feel her panties getting damp. He ripped off her shirt and bra and took her nipple into his mouth. She gasped his name in pleasure and shock as his tongue glided over her hardened nipple. Jacob smiled his sexy smile, whispering in her ear, "I know you want me." He pushed down her pants as she bit her lip. She shyly looked up at him under her lashes and suddenly his lips crashed down on hers. Jacob couldn't take it anymore. He slid his hand down over her thong, slowly rubbing circles over her clit through the soaked lavender material. She let out a loud moan and rocked her hips toward his hand, she wanted more.

"Stop, Bella," she snapped out of it and told herself firmly, shaking her head trying to get the image out. Bella was very wet. She wondered why she was thinking such graphic thoughts about this kid. She blushed to herself. Glancing over at Embry, she hoped that he hadn't caught her checking out his roommate and fantasizing about him; but of course he had. Quickly she gulped down half of her drink and grinned nervously at Embry. All he could do was laugh at her. Pretty soon all three of them were buzzed. Jacob stood up and stretched loudly, losing his balance slightly.

"Who wants to play some Halo!" Jacob asked the room excitedly, jumping over to the couch where Embry was sitting. "Hm, this isn't so bad," Jacob thought, grinning to himself. He took another drink out of his cup.

"Helllll yeah!" Embry and Bella said in unison; they laughed at each other. Bella sat down to the left of Jacob and Embry to his right. Smiling, Embry picked up two controllers and handed one to Bella, "you sure you wanna play against us, Bella? We are the Gods of Halo, so be prepared to get ripped apart!" He snickered taking one more swig before setting down his cup.

"No fair!" she playfully whined, "I haven't even played befoooore. Jake, you'll help me…right?" She leaned over putting her cheek on his shoulder, looking up at him seductively through her lashes. Jacob's dick twitched, he had to control himself now was not a good time to get a boner.

"Of course," he smirked, trying to act casual. Bella squealed with joy and clapped her hands together. She was bound and determined to beat them now, "Even if I have to cheat," she laughed to herself. The game began and Bella threw out her first move—as she moved her Master Chief up to the highest level of the battle ground, she slowly inched closer to Jacob until her thigh was touching his. Jacob swallowed hard and she could see out of the corner of her eye that he was blushing. Score! Her plan was working she thought.

"Jaaaake, you killed me," she pouted, bumping into him with her shoulder. She reached down and grabbed her cup finishing off what was left. Jacob did the same, he was now getting drunk. When Bella respawned she knew it was time to deployed part two of her plan. But before she could there was a loud knock at the door.

"Heyyy, must be Paul and all them!" Embry slurred the last couple words. He walked over and opened the door. In walked two girls and a gorgeous guy trailing in behind them. Bella's jaw dropped, he looked like a model…no, a god. He had incredibly pale skin and bronze eyes; everything about him looked perfect. He glanced around the room and when his eyes came to Bella he stopped and smiled the most charming smile at her.

"Glad you guys could make it, time for you to catch up with us," Embry beamed holding up the Grey Goose bottle. Jacob cleared his voice in the background. "Oh yeah," Embry said animatedly "Bella, this is Paul, Leah, Rosalie, and Edward." Bella's eyes darted over to the beautiful pale boy, "Edward…" She repeated his name to herself. "Huh…"

To be continued…


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