Fantasy Come True

By: giddyfan

Chapter 2: The Edge of Happiness

We had just finished a job. It was the one where Sam and I met Lisa. I don't hate the woman but the fact that Dean and she have history makes me overly jealous. We are at a hotel a couple hours away now.

"Hey Sam why don't you get us something to eat," Dean suggests to Sam.

"Sure," Sam agrees. We give Sam what we want to eat. "Okay. I'll be back in a little while," Sam says. We give Sam what we want and he heads out a few minutes later.

It is quiet for a minute or two before I say, "I'm going to have a shower." Not wanted to be alone with Dean right now it is a good way to avoid him. I have a quick shower feeling much better after and put on a t-shirt and pajama shorts. Coming out of the bathroom I see Dean laying on the bed. He watches me as I walk in front of him and over to my bag. I rummage around in it for a minute.

"Hey Phoebe," Dean mumbles only just loud enough for me to hear. I turn around and see Dean standing right in front of me.

"What's up Dean?" I ask him. I get a little nervous.

"Can we talk?" he asks. I look at him for a second. He seems genuine.

"Ok," I answer cautiously. He walks over to one of the beds and sits at the edge. I slowly walk over and sit next to him. "What's this about? Is something wrong?" I ask him curious. I start to worry.

"No nothing's wrong per say," Dean tells me.

"Then what do we need to talk about?" I inquire still wondering why he wants to talk.

"The experience with Lisa. The fact that I only have a year to live makes me think about things," Dean starts. I am even more confused now. Where is he going with this? I know Dean is not a deep thinker.

"I know you don't like my…," he says but hits a snag.

"Recreational activities," I provide.

"Yeah…," Dean agrees. There is a pause. "I didn't really realize until recently how I truly felt," Dean admits. He seems super nervous about what he is saying.

"How you truly felt about what?" I inquire. He looks down at his hands which are in his lap for a minute.

He looks back at me and tells me, "How I feel about you." I am shocked at what he has just says. I look away from his eyes.

"You know how Envy said that he and I are old friends?" I ask Dean.

"Yeah," Dean answers.

"That's because I have always been jealous of the girls you hook up with," I admit. Dean doesn't say anything. "It's not that I want to just hook up with you," I tell him. I get up off the bed and start pacing. "What do you want exactly?" I ask him not able to take his silence.

"I want to try something out with you," he answers. I stop pacing and look at him.

"What does that mean?" I question needing clarification.

"Meaning I want a relationship with you. A romantic relationship," Dean explains. I stare at him not sure what to think. It feels kind of silly to have him clarify it in that way but I needed it. I am standing in front of him where he is still sitting on the edge of the bed. He gets up and takes the one step so he is standing very close to me. His hand comes up and cradles my face. It feels so warm and comforting to have his hand there. I lean into his hand and close my eyes.

"I…I don't know if I can do this," I say hesitantly.

"Why?" Dean asks me. I pull away and sit back on the edge of the bed.

Looking down at my lap I explain to him, "Because of all the flirting with other women and comments you make." He sits down at the edge of the bed next to me. "It's part of the job, it's how you get information from people," I tell him. "I also don't know if this is just a way to get some," I admit my biggest fear.

"I'm sorry you think of me that way," Dean apologizes.

"No. It's me. It's just one of my fears because of something that happened in the past," I say to him.

"What happened? If you don't mind my asking?" Dean wonders.

"Well you know that my family didn't have enough money to even help me through college so I couldn't go," I start. I look and see Dean nod his head yes. "Well I started a job at an office. Nothing fancy mostly just copying, filing, and taking calls. While I was working there another employee Jack started to take an interest in me," I tell him starting to cry. This didn't actually happen to me, it happened to Phoebe. I have noticed that lately whenever I remember something that happened to Phoebe, I feel it full force. Maybe because I have now accepted that I am Phoebe. Dean takes my hands. I can't look at him as I say the rest, "We started going out and became the 'it' couple of the office. One night after a romantic dinner he invited me back to his place. I decided that I was going to give up my virginity that night. At first it went fine but, then when it came down to it." I pause and take a shaky breath still crying. "He was rough and uncaring of how I felt. The next day I had to quit my job because I was embarrassed and afraid," I finish my story. Dean puts his arm around my shoulder and pulls me into him. I cry into him hard for I don't know how long.

"Do you want me to hunt him down?" Dean asks trying to lighten the mood. I wipe my tears away smiling just a little and position myself so I am sitting all the way up.

"No," I reply.

"I know that flirting is part of our job so let's make a pact," Dean says.

"A pact?" I give him a confused look.

"We won't flirt with other people unless it is necessary for the job," Dean proposes.

"What does that mean 'necessary for the job'?" I ask him interested.

"That means to gather information and sarcastic comments," Dean explains. I think for a minute. The deal sounds too good to be true.

"Okay let's give this pact and relationship a try," I agree.

"Shall we seal this deal?" Dean asks.

I smile at him, "Yes." We both lean in and our lips connect. At first the kiss is chaste but the fire that is ignited spurs us on. I feel his tongue slide across my lips and I open them. Our kiss becomes more passionate as our tongues do a passionate dance. I wrap my arms around his neck as he wraps his arms around my waist. Dean lays me down on the bed and climbs on top of me. I feel myself getting aroused quickly. Dean pushes us so that we are all the way on the bed. A soft moan comes from my throat. We come up for air but it is not for long for our lips are back together in the next second. I wrap my legs around his waist to bring his body closer to mine. At that moment we hear the Impala pull in outside. Dean and I separate some.

"Sam's back," I say slightly out of breath.

"So," Dean replies. Dean kisses my neck and I turn my head to give him better access.

"You know you could just put the 'Do not disturb' sign on the door and I would have known to come back later," Sam tells us. I bury my head in Dean's shoulder embarrassed.

"Yeah well we were kind of busy," Dean remarks. I unwrap my legs from around waist and he helps me up off the bed. "Let's eat," Dean says. The rest of the night is pretty much like normal. When we go to bed Dean climbs in with me and spoons me all night long. It is the best sleep I have gotten in a long time.

Author's note: Lucky people. Just a short little chapter. It has a great impact though. Title inspired by title of Lady Gaga's song The Edge of Glory. What did you think? All compliments and criticisms are welcome. Leave a review please. Next chapter is Bad Day at Black Rock. I don't own Supernatural.