Ok…um. This is just going to be a little space filler kind of thing because I really, really wanted to put this song in. If you haven't guessed, it's 'Complicated' by Avril Lavigne. Enjoy! This takes place on the actual plane ride.
Disclaimer: I don't own this song or the characters! SPARE ME!
Uh-huh,
Life's like this
Uh-huh, uh-huh
That's the way it is
'Cause life's like this
Uh-huh, uh-huh
That's the way it is
Kagome silently stared out the little porthole in the plane. Her thoughts had quickly wandered from leaving home, to facing her past. The same past she wished she never had to face again. But alas, here she is, on a plane, returning to her past. Also the same past, which featured Inuyasha, as it's main star and downfall. Crystal tears started to form at the thought of him, but she quickly wiped them away before any could come down.
Chill out,
What you yellin' for?
Lay back, it's all been done before
And if you could only let it be
You will see
She remembered one time, back in eighth grade. They had gotten into an argument.
:flashback:
"Inuyasha, please don't do it. You'll regret it I know it." Kagome said, trying to control herself.
"Kagome! You're not my mom! I can hang out with whomever I want to! Stop being so controlling!" Inuyasha yelled. The same old Kikyo conversation again, one of the only subjects they disagreed on.
"I'm not saying you can't! I'm trying to look out for you! Inuyasha, she's a backstabbing bitch! She'll backstab you just like always and you'll come running back to me. Again and again, it'll keep going like that and you know I'm right!" Kagome yelled.
"Kagome! You don't know her like I know her! She's not like that! You just HATE the thought of loosing me to someone else! Why can't you put your past behind you already and give up! She's not as bad as you thought! Stop trying to make me look like a little PUPPY! I don't run back to anyone! I don't care what you say! You're just being a selfish little girl-" Inuyasha's ongoing assault upon Kagome's self esteem was quickly ended by Kagome's sobs. She went to him and wrapped her arms around his neck.
"Ok, ok! Lets stop fighting! I can't take it. I'm sorry…" She said as he returned the hug.
:End flashback:
I like you the way you are
When we're, driving in my car
And you're talking to me
One on one
But you become
Kagome could recall so many times when it was just him and her in his car driving down the highway. It was just the real him, no imposter. He laughed with her many of the times, and also shared whatever they had too. Kagome had always pondered why those long rides stopped, why she had to loose her best friend. The real Inuyasha was actually a really nice guy, it was just when he was around the wrong people, the worst came out of him. A crystal tear slowly made its way down her cheek.
Somebody else
'Round everyone else
Watchin' your back
Like you can't relax
You're tryin' to be cool
You look like a fool
To me
Tell me
That wasn't the only thing she could recall. She couldn't forget all the other times, when she would watch him from a distance, seeing act like a fool. Hearing them make mean, heartbreaking remarks about her, and Inuyasha not doing a thing to do it. If anybody had said anything about Inuyasha, Kagome would have done something about it. So why couldn't Inuyasha return the favor?
No, no, no You come over unannounced
Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're
Acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this, you
And you fall and you crawl
And you break and you take
What you get and you turn it into
Honesty Promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
Dressed up like you're something else
Where you are and
Where you sat, you see
You're making me
Laugh out
When you strike a pose
Take off all your preppy clothes
You know
You're not fooling anyone
When you become
Why did he have to go and make things so complicated? It didn't have to like that. It really didn't. Seeing him act like he did just irked her to no end. Seeing him be so…unlike himself. It was heartbreaking for her. She remembered this time when he showed up at her house and eleven o'clock at night. He had just come from one of his outgoings' with Kikyo so of course, he was dressed the part: a pink and white-stripped shirt from Hollister and baggy faded, holy jeans and white basketball shoes on.
:Flashback:
"Man, what are you doing?" Kagome asked, exhausted and frustrated.
"I was wondering if I could stay the night. My parents locked me out." He replied. She smirked and leaned against the doorframe.
" You know, you're not fooling anyone." She said simply. Inuyasha looked really confused.
"What?"
"You're not fooling anyone. It doesn't matter what you dress like. You could never be one of them. You can never totally make the transformation. Inuyasha, take off the preppy clothes. Its not you; at all." Kagome said, running a hand through her hair. Inuyasha looked down.
"Yea I know. I'm sorry…I-" He began.
"Don't worry about it. Come on it. You look exhausted." She said and let him in.
:End flashback:
Kagome couldn't count how many times he had fallen and crawled right back to her. And every time, she let him right back. Why, because she loved him. She was willing to do anything for him.
Somebody else
'Round everyone else
Watchin' your back
Like you can't relax
Tryin' to be cool
You look like a fool
To me
Tell me
Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're
Acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this, you
And you fall and you crawl
And you break and you take
What you get and you turn it into
Honesty Promise me
I'm never gonna find you fake it
Kagome couldn't believe how incredibly stupid she was. Letting him come back when he knew he didn't deserve it! Love didn't do anything accepts cause her misery and heartbreak. But yet, she felt drawn to him, she needed to be with him.
Kagome couldn't count how many times she thought to herself, 'he's never going to find he fakes it all…' It just wasn't him, so why would he try to change himself to get these certain group of assholes and bitches to like him? She would never know, that kind of logic was beyond her.
No, no, no... Chill out, Somebody else
What you yellin' for?
Lay back, it's all been done before
And if you could let it be
You will see
'Round everyone else
You're watchin' your back
Like you can't relax
You're tryin' to be cool
You look like a fool
To me, to me
She just wished she could take a video camera, and tape all the shit he put her through. All his falls, fails, wishes, heartaches; all the things she did to try to support him. She wished she could show it to him, to show him what he was acting like. It was either that, or a giant mirror that lets you see deep in yourself and all the things you new about yourself or others that you didn't acknowledge. Since she didn't have such things, she would have to improvise. Just thinking about it made tears stream down her face in a rush of anger and sadness. It wasn't fair…it just wasn't fair.
Why do you have to go and make things so complicated? No, no Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're
Acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this, you
And you fall and you crawl
And you break and you take
What you get and you turn it into
Honesty Promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
I see the way you're
Acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this, you
And you fall and you crawl
And you break and you take
What you get and you turn it into
Honesty Promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
"Why'd you have to make it so complicated? You know we both didn't deserve this. Did you ever figure out you fake it? Oh Inuyasha…" She mumbled to herself. Wiping her tears did nothing but cause more to run. Eventually she gave up and put her elbows on her knees and her face in her hands and just cried. Cried for her, cried for Inuyasha, cried for everyone who needed to cry, cried for her feelings, cried for everything that was important to her. She just, cried.
"We will be landing in Florida in less than fifteen minutes. Please put your seat in the upright position…" The captains voice rung through the plane. Kagome carefully lifted here eyes and gave a sad smile.
"I hope your ready Inuyasha. I hope you're ready." She said quietly.
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Told you it would be short. I literally had to try to not cry while writing this. It's so sad! AH! But, alas, I cried at the end. So I hope you enjoy this and the next chapter will actually start when the reach they're destination. I hope you like it!
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Stand Alone Complex
