A/N This is the chapter where you can understand that it is rated M for a reason. Sorry if it isn't very nicely written- I'm not very used to writing smut. I'll try to get better for when the moment arises again.
Also- thank you for reading!
Suddenly after what seemed like no time you wake up to see the clock say its 6 am. Way too early for Gamzee to be up but quite normal for you. Usually you get only a couple of hours of sleep and say you are fine with everything. You get up and, after a while of stretching, walk out of the room. Just as you thought- you could hear him snoring when you cracked his door open. You simply smiled and quietly closed the door again.
You walked around the house as you tried to find something to do. You do this at your own house all the time because you never have anything to do when everyone is asleep. Just to make sure- you glance at his computer in the living room and see that no one is online at the moment. Just like usual. You curse and decide to just browse his computer. Maybe find out that he looks at porn sites or something- at least if you can entertain yourself.
You look through his history first. You don't see anything funny- all the normal stuff. Except one thing catches your eye. It is a code with a ton of random letters- probably a picture file- but it shows up a lot. You decide to click it. You look at it in confusion and don't understand what it is. It's really blurry and it is in black and white so you can't tell. It looks kind of like a person. You can see Tav's Mohawk sticking up on the left bottom corner and grin. Before you can find out whom or what it is you hear Gamzee fumbling upstairs. You quickly close out of his computer and shut it off then walk into a different room before he can catch you snooping.
Gamzee almost FALLS down the stairs and you have to run over and help him get his balance. He looks really tired and probably heard you stomping around. It has been about an hour since you woke up. Tavros said that Gamzee usually wakes up at noon so you must've accidentally woken him.
"Mornin' sis." He mumbles under his breath. "Hey," you reply "Sorry if I woke you up." He shakes his head and gives you that lazy grin of his. He steps into the kitchen and takes a piece of pizza out of the fridge and starts eating. You follow his actions and you both sit down on his couch.
He is trying to sit up but keeps flopping over onto you because he is so tired. You fell over a couple of times but finally could hold him up for a bit. He is heavy but that was to be expected. Finally, after almost falling on you a couple more times, he finishes that piece and gets as balanced as he can be. You quickly finish yours and look up at him. He looks tired and lazy but somehow happy that someone is with him.
You can't help but to let a smile escape from your mouth and that causes him to hug you tightly. You have to pat his back because he wouldn't let go. You were starting to choke. He doesn't look too strong but he sure is. He's practically lifting you up.
Finally you decide to say something. "You should go back to sleep Gamz, you look really tired." He shakes his head in reply and you frown. "Why not? Tav told me that you usually sleep for a really long time. I hardly ever sleep, so…"
He lets out a small whine as he doesn't want to speak so he just starts hugging you again. You deal with it until he does something that is really surprising to you. He kisses your cheek. You blush and look at him embarrassed. "What? What did you do that for?" You squeak out as your voice goes up an octave. He replies with another smooch on the side of your face.
You start turning red uncontrollably and look and him confused. Suddenly you understand that he is playing. He is teasing you. So you kiss his cheek back and he smiles as if having fun and looks at you. You chuckle and say "I'm gonna win," as he pecks you once again.
Suddenly this is turned into a battle. You are both very determined to win and refuse to go down without a fight. But then it happens. The mistake you were afraid of. You accidentally kissed him before he looked away for your move. He doesn't freak out though, not at all. He actually kind of seems to enjoy it?
After that few seconds of it you finally pull away realizing that you are kissing someone else's boyfriend. "Gamzee we should stop. Tavros will kill me if he finds out about this." He ignores your comment. He leans into you and kisses you again but much more passionately. You turn as red as a tomato and close your eyes tightly. He refuses to give up as if it's like the game hasn't stopped.
You open one eye and look to the side and see the window is showing this to the world. Tavros lives right across the street you can even see his house from here. If Tavros finds out you are kissing Gamzee he will seriously hate you forever. You do not want that to happen. You and Tav might have a bad past but you are finally his friend and you don't want to change that. But… Gamzee is so good at kissing you.
You close your eyes again and slowly sink into his kiss. He smells like the candy you always buy him and he is taking over your mind. You put your arms around him gently and relax. You haven't encountered a kiss for years now and this was better than your first. He's gentle yet is making sure that you won't escape his grasp. Your mind is going numb by the time that he finally pulls away and looks down at you.
He is smiling the most charming smile and you look at him as if you are going to fall asleep. It was too calming. It was too nice. It was too much like he wanted it too. Does this count as him cheating on Tavros? Are you the one that is going to break his heart? You do like Gamzee and all but you don't want to do such a terrible thing.
He smiles at you. Not a playful smile or a fake smile - it is completely real and he is very serious about this. He whispers "I've always wanted to do this to you." Your cheeks are on fire and you look at him wide-eyed. He has thought of this before? He has thought of kissing YOU? This is so confusing!
"But what about Ta-" You are cut off by him kissing you again. "Tavbro knows about my feelings, sis. I've told him straight up. He said he was disappointed but wanted me to do what my head tells me. I've seen those looks you motherfuckin' give me, sis. You are interested. You help me without me even asking. You buy me things that I don't need but want and I never even fuckin' request it. Beneath all of what people say you are actually a motherfuckin' sweet girl and I tried but I can't fuckin' stop myself."
You stare at him in shock. He is never this serious. You totally didn't expect this. You don't know what to say. You don't know what to do. So you just do what first comes to mind. You push him from you and you kiss him. You kiss him as tears stream down your face and close your eyes tight. He makes a sound of disbelief for a moment but quickly accepts it. He is aware Tavros won't be happy but he doesn't what his mind tells him.
"I love you." He whispers between gasps of breath. You blush as he forces you onto him as he falls back. Soon enough tongues are involved and sweat is dripping from your faces. "I love you too." You finally say after another minute. The kiss is broken as he starts nipping your neck. It hurts but feels nice at the same time. You start to entangle your hands into his messy hair.
His hands slide down your body and you wiggle a bit as one of his hands slip into the shirt. You realize that you are wearing his shirt with only your blue bra and matching panties underneath. You tempted him. He is doing this because of how you tempted him in such a way. You think to yourself about being an idiot as he slides a hand over your panties.
You squeak and sit up a bit. "Gamzee we shouldn't do this." He frowns at you and sits up, causing your face and his to be extremely close. "Why don't we relocate sis?" He says and glances up the stairs. Before you can reply he is dragging you to his bedroom. He locks you both in there and you stare at him as if scared. He was truly terrifying at that moment. The soft and sweet guy that you are best friends with just turned into a menacing and horny asshole but you might like in a way. You admit that you are pretty sadistic on the outside and a coward on the inside so this is quite the turn of events.
You backup away from him to the point where you are on the bed where the corners of the bed and wall meet. You watch as he slowly steps closer and puts one arm on the wall next to you as he kisses you a bit before starting to slide his tongue down to your neck. You tremble at the strange sensation and look at him with scared eyes. He just grins at you.
As he kisses and nips at your neck he puts one knee in between your legs. It rubs softly against your blue panties and causes you to freeze every time it moves. While you are getting distracted by the confusion and lust you feel he carefully slides his shirt off of you. He grins and stares at your half-naked body while he decides to take the shirt that he is wearing off. He is nicely built but still looks a lot weaker than you would expect him to be. His smile is lustful as he notices how you glanced at him. He then slides his long hands down your body. You tremble as he touches you and finally makes his way to your chest. He reaches behind you to take off your bra and does it a lot more easily than you expected.
His greedy hands came in contact with your breasts and you gasp. He fondled skillfully, which making you wonder if he has done this before. You try to keep quiet but a soft moan escapes from your mouth. As that one sound escapes he starts fondling with one hand as he uses his tongue which caused it to feel so good, but you feel even worse about feeling good from it. His other hand is freely exploring the rest of your stomach. Now you are about to scream from confusion and pleasure added together. "Gamzee…" You plead. "I can't handle this…" A moan escapes from your mouth after saying that.
"I can tell you're enjoyin' this Vris." Gamzee chuckles at you. "But this feels wrong…" You say softly as he moves his hands off of you and raises his head. "What's so wrong about it?" He says in reply. "I just don't feel like I can do this." You admit to him.
He frowns, the smile completely disappearing from his face. "Vris why are you lying?" You look at him with surprise. "What? I'm not lying." He narrows his eyes and observes your eyes carefully when suddenly his knee is in motion again. You tremble and several moans escape from you. He stops again and says softly "Liar."
You are huffing softly and waiting for him to have his way with you. He begins rubbing with his knee again and your hips start to move with him. You are enjoying it but you feel like this is wrong. Your mind is fighting over how to feel and you just don't know. Suddenly you whisper in an answer to him without even thinking. "This is wrong but it feels so good." A grin is on his face again as he replaces his knee with one of his hands, softly rubbing the fabric. You wiggle a bit and gasp at the sudden different kind of contact.
"Gamzee!" You wail. He just laughs at you quietly and then he suddenly slips that hand into your blue panties. You look at him wide eyed and he starts kissing you again so you won't complain. Your mind is telling you to make this stop but your body feels so good. You can't help but to allow his tongue to explore your mouth as you let out muffled moans. His hand is deep into your panties and softly rubbing over you. You wiggle and moan and kiss; this is all happening so fast.
Suddenly right before you are at maximum pleasure you both stop moving all together as you hear the doorbell echo through the house. Gamzee realizes he was supposed to hang out with Tavros today. He gets off of you, leaving you in the room alone and closes the door behind him after he leaves. "Stay here and stay quiet." He says.
Gamzee doesn't even put his shirt back on and you can hear through the floor that Tavros just walked in and is surprised. You cannot hear the words; it's too hard to tell. But you don't hear him leave. You start to hear footsteps coming up the stairs and fear for the worst. You are relieved when you see just Gamzee. "Sis. Tavbro's here." You put the clothes you had on earlier back on and just take the pants on the table that you didn't wear last night. You are kind of disappointed but relieved at the same time.
