Authors Note:So this one took a while, haha. My head hurts from writing it. :) Hope you enjoy it.

Disclaimer:Still own nothing. It's all SM.


I woke up in a dark room. I couldn't see and I panicked. I hate the unknown. I waited, hoping my eyes would adjust.

Finally I began to see my surroundings and I looked around, taking it in. It was a small room, impersonal. I'm not at home. As I realized that I noticed an annoying beeping sound. Why don't you shut up? I thought to myself, aggrivated.

I saw figures outside of the door and panicked. He's here for me. Please, don't hurt me. I thought, using all I could muster into those words as I repeated them over and over in my head. Things seemed to slow down as the figures drew closer and closer to my door.

I stopped my chanting and focused solely on the beeping. Beep. Beep. Beep. The figures were just outside my door now, they seemed to be arguing. One man had his hand on the door knob now, I still couldn't make out who they were. The possibility made my heart pound in my chest. BeepBeepBeepBeep. They were going so fast they all seemed to run into eachother.

One man burst into the room, running over to me as with the other on his heels. My vision was getting blurry. NO! I thought, I will not go under. Not again. I determindly kept my eyes open, trying with all my might to slow down my rapid breathing. I tried counting back from ten. Slowly I thought. 10. 9. 8. 7. 6. 5. 4. 3....

I regained my composure enough to make out the men in the now illuminated was a tall man with blond hair. He looked young but you could see he was wise through his eyes. I forced myself to look away from his worried eyes. Wait, worried? Why is he worried? I thought as I looked back to him. He saw me looking at him and smiled gently. "Chief Swan, I don't think she will be able to go home tonight. She is in too bad a condition."

"I will take care of her at home. She will be fine in my care." I froze when I heard that voice. Him. My breathing which was almost under control started to pick up at rapid rates, making the machine go crazy. My father looked at me with hatred in his eyes. There was no way he could cover up that hatred. It was written in the one place I hate to look.

The other man looked at me in a panic and saw where my gaze led. I am sure I looked horrible, my eyes were huge, my face was a true picture of horror. I will get punished for this, I know I will. I will not be able to go to school, I won't be able to move. This has happened too many times before.

"I think you should go now, Chief Swan." the other man said, looking at my father.

"I don't think that is your decision to make, ." My father spat back at him. I barely regestered his name because my eyes were only glued to my father, thinking of every possible thing that can happen because of this. The outcomes, the pain.

backed out of the room, not turning his back to my father once. Once he was out, he turned and ran. That took me out of my shocked state. Don't leave me here alone... I thought helplessly, knowing it was no use.

Charlie looked at me with an evil grin on his face sending shivers through out my body so bad it looked like I was convulsing. I couldn't stop from recoiling from his voice. "You thought that feinting would get you out of your punishment? This hospital will do nothing to keep you here. No one cares. He ran away, you know why? Because you are worthless. You do nothing but destroy lives." He came closer towards me and was now breathing in my face. It smelt of alcohol, I cringed. My punishment will be worse, now.

He gave me another grin before backing away, chuckling. "I will not get you yet. No. That will be too obvious. I will wait. You will not even see it coming. You will get exactly what you deserve." He smirked and came towards me once again. "But just so that you know to not say a word..." He grabbed my wrist and I tried to hold in a scream as he started to bend my wrist back. Painfully, slowly.

The door burst open and there were four men there. "That will be enough now, Chief Swan." They looked furious and I cowered, they were going to hurt me. As soon as my dad got out of the way. My heart heat faster than before and the machine was a continuous beep.

The tall one with the blonde hair and the huge masculan one moved towards Charlie, venom in their eyes. The other two ran other to my bed. I looked at both of them, my eyes darting back and forth. "Don't worry, Bella. We won't hurt you." One of them said, I just not recognized him as the boy with the bronze hair...But no, these are the new kids who were in my lunch. Crap.

I looked at him and he held my hand, trying to sooth me. "It will be okay, Bella." I stared at him and tried to block everything else out as I felt my heart start to slow down a little. He smiled slightly and his face looked relieved. I smiled back and broke my trance to look at . Bad idea.

I saw Charlie being taken out of the room by the two other boys, who I know are from my lunch now, and I saw him look at me with pure venom in his eyes. I quickly closed mine and focused on only regulating my breathing.

"Bella?" I heard a smooth voice say to me. "It is okay, open your eyes. He is gone." I slowly opened my eyes and saw the bronze haired boy. I looked at him and then , my eyes darting back and forth. I felt something in my hand and looked down. I realized the boy was still holding my hand and flinched back.

He looked at me hurt but I didn't see it as I was looking at the people entering the room. I didn't get to look for long, though, because I suddenly felt someone hugging me. I looked over, surprised and confused and saw Alice clinging to me. "I am so glad you are okay, Bella! I had a feeling you would be, but seeing it makes it so much better!" She said as she let go.

I smirked at her but didn't say anything. She looked at me with confusion, "Oh! Bella. This is Edward," She said while pointing to the boy who was holding my hand. "Emmett," She pointed to the big bulky guy. "Jasper," she pointed to the other blond who looked back at her adoringly. Deffinatly a couple. I thought. "Rosalie," She pointed to the beautiful girl with blond hair who had her arm around Emmett's waist, looking at me hesitance. "Carslile, as you probably know. and Esme." She pointed to the only person not yet introduced who came forward and gave me a gentle hug.

"It is nice to meet you, sweety." She said softly as she looked at me.

I couldn't help the tears that streamed down my face. Her sitting there brought back good memories of my mom.


I was about 7 at the time. We were sitting on the couch, watching TV, when all of a sudden she looked down at me and smiled. I looked up at her and smiled back, looking into her sparkling eyes.

"So my little Bella." She said opening her arms for me to climb onto her lap.

"Yes, mommy?" I answered, giggling while I looked up at her.

"Are you ready for your first day of school tomorrow? Second grade, that is a big step." I bit my lip and looked at her worried.

"Do you think I will do good, mommy?" I asked, my brown eyes going wide and my eyes starting to tear up.

She laughed. "Of course you will, my silly Bella! You are so smart, you can do anything!" I smiled a big toothy smile and laughed.

"I am ready for school! Can we go now?!" I said, eager, now, to get ready for the first day.

"Silly Bella." She said as she gently rocked me.


I miss her. I miss the way she held me and the way she always seemed to carefree. I miss the way that she would never stay on one thing, but move on from one to the next, not having a care in the world.

"Bella?" I heard Esme say, snapping me out of my thoughts. I hadn't noticed that I was still crying until she gently wiped the tears away. This only made me produce more as I thought of how much I wish my mom could do that. "Sweety, what's wrong?"

"Nothing." I tried to cover up my crying and quickly wiped my tears away.

Just then Rosalie spoke and came a little closer. "Where is your mom? Shouldn't she be here?" She asked with mostly contempt in her voice. No. I thought to myself. I will not cry.

I shut myself off to my emotion as I said, "About a year ago, I came home from school. Like any other day. I walked into my house but everything seemed wrong. It was too quiet. Phil, my moms boyfriend at the time, was no where to be found and you can usually hear music or the TV on. but there was none of that. Just silence.

I walked up the stairs. 'Maybe she is just sleeping' I thought. I opened the door to the room and I saw her. It was dark so I only saw her outline, but I knew it was her. She seemed different, though. Still. I walked over and she was...there was blood everywhere...I didn't know what to do...I just..." It was too hard. No matter how shut off I was to my emotions, I couldn't not cry. She was dead. I can't say it out loud. Even after a year..it's too painful...

"The police arrived and saw the scene. They said it was a suicide. Phil was crushed when he found out. He couldn't, wouldn't look at me. I was just a burden in his book." I looked down, not wanting them to see me cry anymore. They saw enough of it.

"I had to move to live with my da-Charlie. He seemed n-nice, but he always blamed me f-for my mo-moms d-d-death." I couldn't say anymore, the sobs were too much. I felt arms wrap around me and hugged them back, not even looking up to see who it was. I needed comfort. I needed to feel loved, I haven't felt it in so long.

My sobs finally got under control and I let go of whoever was hugging me. I looked up to see Rosalie sitting on the edge of her bed with tears in her eyes. "I am sorry Bella. I didn't mean to hurt you. You don't deserve anymore hurt." She hugged me again. After a few moments I pulled back and smiled at her.

I looked around the room and everyone was just looking at me, staring. I looked at them, curious, until I felt pain, everywhere. I didn't think that anyone would be able to hurt this much. looked at Jasper and saw him grimace. He quickly looked at me and saw my pain. I remember him putting something into the IV in my arm and then darkness.