Got to Believe
-Mikan Yukihira and Natsume Hyuuga, the star couple of showbiz. That's until the cameras go off. "Fuck Off Hyuuga! And dont you touch me!" "You think I wanna do that? Look at you, your disgusting!" And were on in 3..2..1. "So tell us, what's the secret of your love?"
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"Hold on! Please, dont let go..."
"I...I..."
"No!"
"Mikan! No dont go!"
"I tried to..."
The girl looked into his eyes, the moment she saw him, she was torn apart.
"I just wanted to be with you... that's why I..."
...
I shot out of bed. I was sweating real badly and my breathing was uneven. Wow... somehow I feel so sick. I shook my head. This is really stupid to be honest. Maybe I should go see a therapist... But that's just a thought. Even if I did go to a therapist they wouldnt be able to help me, nor can I tell them my problems.
"Mikan, you awake?" Narumi's voice through the door caught my attention. I turned my eyes to the polished two way glass door, the kind of door where you see them but they dont see you, and pretty the whole wall that was made of glass.
"Yes Naru, what is it?"
"Are you okay?" He asks as he entered my room. "You kinda screamed earlier."
"Yeah I'm fine just..."
"Another nightmare? Mikan, that's probably the nth time. I dont think this is healthy for you anymore.
"Dont worry about me Naru." I smiled at him. "I guess I should stop eating heavy meals before going to bed."
"Are you sure?" He asks, concern flowing in his voice.
"Yes. Now what's the schedule today?"
"Not much. For me I just have office work. You can take the day off if you want. You know,be what other girls are, go shopping or something. Or on a date with Natsume!"
"No. I'd rather stay at home. Where no one would piss me off." I said.
"Fine fine. I'll be going now. If your hungry then just ask the maids to make you something." Narumi reminded as he left the room with a soft close on the door.
I laid back down on my water bed. Huh, maybe having a water bed was a bit of a bad idea. I somehow dream about drowning.
"Yuki-san. There's a letter for you." a maid knocked.
"Give it please." She quickly entered the room to hand me a letter and left without saying a word.
Mikan Yukihira
Tokyo, Japan
Nishi subdivision, house no. 6
A letter? Must be from my parents. I forgot to call them huh...
I got out of bed and reached for my phone in my bedside table. Then standing on my full length mirror. Opening the letter, held my phone between my ear and my neck.
Hello Mikan,
I havent heard from you in a while. Mom and dad refuse to let me see you. They wouldnt even let me out of the hospital ward, or even go near a phone booth. I miss you little sister. You know you dont have to work so hard for my sake. I dont want you sacrificing yourself just for me. I'm so sorry that you must work though. Now that I think of it, you've never told us what's your job. You'll tell us soon right? I miss you so much. Reo came by earlier to see how I was doing. He's a doctor now, did you know that? I asked him about you but he never answered. I guess exes has no chance of getting back together huh? Anyways, I'm starting to feel better, but still having trouble finding a donor. Take care sister. I love you.
Tsubasa Sakura
Hokkaido, Japan.
I close the letter yet again with a sigh. Onii-chan... my poor onii-chan. Why do you have to suffer so much? Why must you... why must you suffer from this cancer? I promise Onii-Chan, you'll get better soon. I'll get you a donor.
I promise.
"Is that her?"
"Yeah that's definitely her."
"Cant you recognize her hair an figure?"
"Why isnt she with Hyuuga-san then? Dont they spend their weekends together?"
I swear, my eyes is going to be knocked off from twitching. I can hear the people and waiters gossiping about me, be it good or bad. I looked around me, for a famous actress, I sure feel isolated. People were either too shy or too shocked to come near me. I was in a cafe, alone and lonely, sitting in a table near the full glass window, and trying not to stare at people who were staring at me.
"Excuse me." I called one of the waitresses. "I've been here for over twenty minutes and no waiter has taken my order yet. So can I..." Before I can even finish my sentence, the blonde waitress rushed over to the counter, hurriedly getting a pen and paper.
"Hey Lisa! No fair, I'm taking Yuki-sama's order!"
"No, me! I saw her first!"
"No!"
I sighed once more. I looked up to see the manager emerging from kitchen and demanding to know what the ruckus was all about. One of them pointed nervously towards me. The poor manager almost fainted at his sight. He walked towards me.
"M-Miss... um... Y-Yuki-san. What w-would you like to o-order?" He stuttered. After minutes of staring at him I answered,
"Nevermind. I'd rather make my own frapp, than be stared at all time I'm in this cafe." I smiled, and leaving them in shock.
I could here them arguing with each other as I left.
Now what was I doing here?
With all the grass, cement tombstones, and all the flowers...
But more in question is...
What the hell was Hyuuga doing here? I saw him a little while ago, holding a boquet of roses. Guessing he was visiting someone, and not meeting someone here out on date.
I myself was holding a boquet myself. Hyuuga noticed me first thing as soon as I entered the cemetry.
"What the fuck are you doing here?"
"Now Hyuuga, you know we are not supposed to curse." I waved my finger in his face. I looked at the tombstone and read the faint printing on it.
Aoi Hyuuga
1997-2010
Aoi? Was she Hyuuga's sister? I didnt even know he had a sister. I looked at it with a confused face.
"Yes, she was my sister." Hyuuga silently answered me though I didnt ask anything.
"I didnt know you had a sister."
"She died before any of us got into the agency."
"Oh." Hyuuga then looked at what ws in my arms.
"Visiting someone?"
As much as I want to be sarcastic with him, I wouldnt. Not in this kind of place.
"Yeah, she... wasnt that close to me but we had huge history.
He looked over my shoulder.
"What is it?"
"Some bitch with a camera. He must've followed you." He said in an irritated tone but his face remains impassive.
"What? I was sure no one was..."
"Its too late now, it'll be suspicious we leave seperately."
Damn, now I have to spend some time with Hyuuga? So much for the day off. I didn't answer him and instead walked further to another tombstone. Hyuuga was quietly following after me.
'How long has it been since all of that ended huh? How long has it been since I have paid for your mistake?'
"Mikan-chan!"
"You..."
"Gomenasai!"
"How could you be so... so..."
"I'm sorry Mikan-chan!"
"Its..."
'How long has it been since that day?'
"You actually believed me? How cute..."
"Why are you doing this?"
"Because you dont deserve it."
"All I've ever done... is look up to you! And you..."
"Yes yes, and you were way to stupid, way too dense! I couldnt believe you made it this far."
I couldn't help but silently cry and tear up. No, if you think that that cold iced stone behind me would comfort me, you are thoroughly mistaken then.
"Oi, Yukihira."
"Just give me a minute Hyuuga..." I said as I wiped my unwanted tears.
"Lets go, neither of us wants to stay here." He said as he began walking away.
I placed the flowers neatly on the tombstone.
"I couldnt forget. And I dont even know what to feel." I whispered and stood up walking away with Hyuuga, leaving with one last look at the name.
Rest In Peace
Luna Koizumi
1996-2012
A Daughter, A Best Friend, and A Wife.
I reallllllllyyyyyy hope I gave you a surprise here... hahaha, and I want to form a good story with the flashbacks. So guys, lets take the time to take in the whole thing kay? And one more thing guys...
Do any of you have OSN channel? What channel can I watch The Voice? I'm so desperate to see Christina Grimmie! [Sorry, such a BIIIIIIGGGGGG fan! #TeamGrimmie]
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