Jace and I was in his room then when he closed the door he hugged me. I was shocked spurt I leaned in then I remembered how he hled me on the celebration with shadow hunter's and Downlorder's it was peaceful.

" I thought I lost you what were you thinking going out there all by yourself" he said starting to get angry. I was to.

" well I didn't know this was going to happen do you really think I would go out there if I knew I was going to get turned in a vampire" I said shouting.

" We'll you still shouldn't have gone I was worried I'm just happy you aren't dead" he Sid shouting back then he sat down on the bed.

He looked exhausted like he just had a massive head ache come to him,I felt guilty but what I said was true I didn't know this was going to happen none of us did it just did.

" I'm sorry I just didn't want to lose you" he said looking down.

Then I sat next to him I was afraid tell touch him I wanted to though I don't know why, maybe instinct. Then he kissed me bringing me closer to him I enjoyed it, it was gentle yet so full of passion.

it was back.

My veins lurched out, and my teeth ached and I are aliased I wanted his blood but I couldn't restrain myself It was getting more painful, time slowed down and I froze to he looked like he was about to stop in slow motion. Then I new what I had to do.

I pushed myself away and I found myself on the ground near the door, and I tried to calm myself then I heard footsteps and I was pushed to the right of the door as it shot open, and everyone was there, Magnus, Mum, Simon, Maia, Luke, Alex, Isabelle, and mayse.

"stay away" I said and i felt my teeth come out.

" Clary" said Simon.

he gave me a packet of blood, without thinking I jumped out the window and into the backyard and drank it whole I instantly felt better. my veins were tingling with pleasure and I felt the blood hit my stomach and my teeth were still aching. I might as well still call them by what they are. Fangs.

The back door burst open and Jace was standing in the door way. He sai my name then rushed to my side and asked what happened.

" I was hungry" I said in a shacks voice.

"Clary are you alright?" My mother asked. I nodded

" well what are we standing around for" said Magnus. Jace was about to say something when Luke interrupted.

"Magnus is right let's get inside it's...cold" He said steadily. At first I didn't get why but I understood then I didn't feel the cold or warmth anymore. We walked inside and to my surprise Jace seemed fine but worried to.

" All right well, perhaps we should go home and we will meet in the morning " said mayse. Trying to sound professional.

" Jocelyn Luke can I speak with you" said Jace.

i wondered what they were going to talk about Was it me? Did they know something I don't? Magnus mentioned fairies, Jace was horrified when he saw me, but I know that's gone now who do I talk to? Well I guess Simon.

" I think I will go to bed" said about to open the door when I felt a hand on my shoulder, I expected Jace I but it was Simon. That seems to happen every time.

"can we talk" he said. I nodded in reply not sure about what was happening. Once Simon closed the door he had a serious face on.

" Are you okay" he said.

"y-yeah" I said seeming confused.

" Look clary, we all know that valentine is gone, but there is a new problem you" said Simons.

" What are you talking about? I'm still me! You said yourself" I said pointing an accusing finger at him.

"it's not me, I looked at Mayse, Jace your parents and it looked like they new something, and there not telling us" said Simon

" well I don't know why are you telling me this?" I said.

" Because I am worried, as you should be to" he said turning slightly.

" All I am saying is be careful I'm scared, I know what it's like to be a vampire, but I wasn't a Nephilim before I turned" he said.

" There's more Raphael wanted to kill me because I could walk in the day, I'm wondering what he would do to find a half angel half Downlorder' he said.

I didn't know Simon could get so worried, I mean he is a nice guy, but I have never seen this side to him before it scare's me. And he's right when I was eavesdropping they all sounded worried but Jace and Maryse they kept completely quiet.

" Thank you Simon for worrying, but don't I think I will be fine, and now I know I can talk to you like always and this doesn't change anything, thank you" I said in a gentle voice. He smiled and was about to go out the door when he called.

"love the new look by the way" he said in a happy voice, it made me happy to.

Then I stripped out my clothe's and put some pyjama's on and flung myself on the bed. Remembering the pain in my veins, my fang's when I kissed Jace. Then I sat bolt right up does this mean I can't kiss Jace? But Simon seemed fine around people maybe I will grow out of it, but I'm afraid now. I turned on my side tucked my hand under my cheek and fell into a deep sleep.