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Feelings Under a Mask
Chapter 3.
That night was warm except for the sudden cold breeze that entered through the open windows of the train, or when the doors opened in each station.
It was completely dark outside, just the city lights were noticeable as fast light that went by the window.
It was late at night, but even at those hours, the train seemed to be full of people.
Suddenly, a cold breeze took Nanaka by surprised and she shivered; a soft squeeze on her hand reminded her that she wasn't alone on that train.
She blinked, and looked down at her companion, who squeezed her hand softly; she was greeted by big kind eyes and a sweet smile.
Nanaka smiled back and tightened her grip on both hands, the one that was squeezing hers softly, and the one who was helping keep her balance on the safety bar.
"Are you ok?"
She heard softly, Nanaka just hummed looking outside, her gaze lost in the city lights.
"You will catch a cold like that"
She heard again, Nanaka couldn't ignore her anymore; so she sighed and blinked taking herself out of her "Suwa World".
"I'm ok Aina," she said softly, looking down at Aina once again.
"You don't seem to be," she said amused and tightened her grip on her hand
"Did something happened with Shukashuu?"
Nanaka blinked; did something happen? Yes, of course, a lot happened, dance practice, small talk, and crazy hot sex, well not that crazy, but she did a lot of "vocal" training while moaning.
She felt drained and very uncomfortable being there with her training clothes still on, all wet and sweaty. She couldn't change her clothes because Aina had been waiting at the train station for a while, and if she would have changed, first she needed a bath, and she didn't have the time or moral to ask Shuka for her bathroom. So she had to dress quickly, tried to do her hair acceptably and go home.
"We had dance practice."
She finally said in her normal tone, Aina snorted and tried not to laugh out loud like she is used to do.
"Dance practice my ass Suwawa, you can't fool me!"
Said Aina looking at her with a teasing face and voice.
"You smell like sex all over!"
Nanaka opened her eyes wide, her cheeks became furious red and her hands started to sweat.
"I can't believe you left me there, waiting all alone in the station because you were fucking!"
Said Aina in her 'old man' tone; Nanaka couldn't tell if she was serious or not. Anyways it was Aina, which meant she was loud.
"Don't say it that loud!"
She said in panic and in a lower voice, Aina just couldn't be helped but brake into her old man laugher, getting looks from all the people on the train; Nanaka tightened her grip on her hand.
"Ow ow, sorry~"
She said quietly and giving small bows to people, apologizing for her rude laughter.
The train made a stop and the doors opened; another cold breeze entered making Nanaka shiver.
"You guys sure are like rabbits; doing it at the photo shoot yesterday, today in this 'dance practice', how many times in Lantis's changing room or so, C'mon! Control yourself!"
Said Aina with her smug face and a teasing tone; Nanaka was red like a tomato, her head down trying so hard to cover her embarrassment and frowned.
"Aina!" she said in a small voice, scolding her.
"What?!, it's true, if you were a man you would have made Shuka pregnant already"
"Stop it!"
Said Nanaka with clear annoyance in her voice; Aina laughed again trying to control her loud tone.
The doors closed once again and the train started moving.
"How on earth do you know all of that?!, these kind of things are not suitable for 'train conversation'!"
Said Nanaka half annoyed and half curious, she wondered if Shuka was exposing their private life to the other members, but Aina showed a smug face and with a teasing tone answered.
"Suwawa you little pervert~, the walls ain't that thick you know~! "
Nanaka bit her lip; she felt her ears becoming hot now, and maybe a new and undiscovered kind of red was on her cheeks.
"What...?" she said in a whisper; Aina giggled.
"Yesterday at the photoshoot, Shuka came with a loud 'Nanaka', didn't she? "
Said Aina with a big smile, enjoying Nanaka's horrified face.
"Man! I'm so jealous~!" Aina managed to say the last sentence, doing some little jumps on her spot and whining " I want that too~" she changed her high tone for a low one.
Nanaka tightened her grip on Aina's hand once again, sending her a message to behave, while her eyes went from Aina to the window.
Aina calmed down and gave her a goofy smiled, while Nanaka was drowning in embarrassment.
So they were exposed.
King and Arisa didn't say anything about "that" earlier today, just that Shuka was clearly mad at her, and that she had to control her behavior near Aina; even if it was for the sake of the characters. But to think that they had listened to all of Shuka's moans and grunts, even when she came; her name being called out loud...
She felt uneasy in her lower half and slightly regretted not going another round in Shuka's house.
"No, you don't."
Said coldly Nanaka; Aina looked at her seriously
"Of course I want it; I would happily come saying your name..." said Aina in her serious tone, Nanaka looked at her with the corner of her eye" but I respect and love you and Shuka too much."
Aina tightened her grip on Nanaka's hand and gave it a little squeeze.
Nanaka looked down at her with a sad expression and squeezed back.
This is exactly why you shouldn't want me...
The train stopped once again and opened its doors, this time Nanaka and Aina descended from the train; a cold breeze greeted them, but Nanaka didn't shiver.
The girls started heading back to Nanaka's house, hands locked into each other.
For a few minutes they were in silence, walking at a slow pace (mostly because Nanaka was a slow walker), she actually enjoyed a silent walk, but of course, Aina didn't.
Aina couldn't have a full minute of silence, so in no time she started talking about her day; it was a busy day for Azalea and Guilty Kiss, they had been recording all day, the two new songs and the dramas for the new album of the subunits. Of course, CYaRon were done with their recordings because they are 'Subunit A' and they were the first ones to be on sale, that's why Shuka had a day off.
So for the next few blocks, Aina was telling Nanaka all the stupid things she did with Aikyan and how poor Rikyako had to suffer this two dorks.
Nanaka was a silent being, she just listened to Aina quietly or she just giggled about the silly stuff; Aina broke into her "old man" laughter a few times, and Nanaka gently scolded her because she would disturb the neighbors.
In the end, Nanaka though that she couldn't be better in her quiet, mature and calm subunit Azalea; the fans chose well, even if she freaked out when she first knew that she will share the subunit with Arisa.
Soon they arrived at a small building with no more than 6 floors; Nanaka lived on the last floor with her parents. They took the glass elevator in silence, and in no time they were up there. The floor only had 2 apartments; they walked to the one the right.
Aina giggled nervously, Nanaka didn't pay any mind because she was kind of used to it.
Of course, this wasn't the first time Aina was there, and every time she saw the "Suwa door" she giggled; the first time she laughed so hard that the neighbor of the left door came out to see what happened.
The door was pastel pink with a purple frame and it had a lot of "cute decorations" and girly stuff. The family sign on one side of the wall had striking decoration too.
The doormat was slightly pink, but that was because it was old and with the years it became more faded, but sure it was pink when it was new. Of course, it had a girly and cute design on it too.
It was like entering a dollhouse, or how Shuka said once, "The real Suwa World".
Nanaka let go of Aina's hand to get her keys out of her bag; she could hear traffic sounds from the street, her neighbor's television and Aina's efforts to not break into her old man laughter because the door once again, but she couldn't hear anything from the inside of her house; she was right, today her parents were gone.
She opened the door and let the two of them in, they were greeted by a sweet smell, a mix of caramel and strawberries.
Aina said a soft "ahhh~'Suwa's smell'...pardon the intrusion..", while Nanaka turned the lights on.
"Please come in"
Said Nanaka with her Suwa tone; she left her keys on a hanger and left her bag on the floor for a second to take off her shoes.
"Thank you for letting me stay"
Said Aina sweetly, while taking her shoes off too. Nanaka stepped in and opened a small wardrobe, then took a pair of slippers for Aina to use.
Early in the afternoon, Aina had sent a text message to Nanaka asking if she could crash at her house tonight; tomorrow they had to be up early to record with the "third years", and Aina who lived in the outside of the city found it really difficult to be on time living that far.
And between Nanaka and Arisa, she, of course, preferred Nanaka's house.
Nanaka being an only child, had less trouble and was a spoiled girl, Nanaka practically did whatever she pleased with her home - the 'Suwa door' was proof of it- and what was important to Aina; she used to be alone almost all the time.
"It's ok, I love your company"
Said Nanaka with her singsong tone and grabbed her bag once again to continue her steps into the kitchen, where she found some notes over the kitchen table; they were from her parents. Nanaka frowned.
"So~, where is mama Suwa and papa Suwa?"
Asked Aina from the hall, finishing taking her shoes off, without a care in the world, almost as if Suwa's parents were relatives of hers.
"Papa is out of town and mama left to visit family"
Said Nanaka with a sad tone while reading the notes informing what she had just informed Aina; she picked up the papers, made a ball with them and threw them in the trash can.
Aina popped into the kitchen doorframe with her lovely face.
"So~ we are alone tonight..."
Said Aina in a teasing tone, Nanaka just rose one eyebrow; Aina kind of knew that this would be the setting from the beginning.
"I'm assuming you are not hungry, I bet you are full of Shuka"
Said Aina with a smug face, Nanaka snorted and walked towards her with a straight face, that surprised Aina, she thought she could embarrass her like she did on the train.
"Actually...," said Nanaka in a low and sexy tone, closing the distance between them,"I think it's Shuka who is full of Suwawa's, so... I believe I am hungry"
Said Nanaka looking down at Aina with hungry eyes, Aina looked at her with her big eyes and a nervous smile, then she lifted her right hand to her mouth doing a "cute pose" and a nervous squeaking.
"I think that's too much information..."
Said Aina in a small voice, Nanaka smirked.
"You started..."
Said Nanaka closing the distance and kept looking down at her, Aina swallowed hard.
Nanaka felt something weird between them that made her take a step back, Aina lifted her left hand and smiled, she had a plastic bag with stuff inside.
Aina stuck her tongue out. Nanaka looked puzzled, she hadn't seen that bag before.
"I brought dinner~!" said Aina in her hight tone and entering the kitchen.
"You did."
Said Nanaka with her "Suwa tone"
"You took too much time fucking Shuka, so I had to buy something on the train station," she said in a teasing tone and placed the bag on the kitchen table, Nanaka followed Aina with her eyes a bit annoyed.
"You shouldn't say that"
"Oh~ right, Shuka took too much time fucking you that I had to buy something at the train station..."
Nanaka tightened her grip on her bag and her lips.
"Ow cmon! I'm messing with you~" said Aina with her old man tone and looking for something in the bag. "I bought you some 'umeboshi', so please change your 'Suwa angry face' and smile, smile!"
Said Aina smiling sweetly in her happy tone; Nanaka just sighted, Aina was too much for her right now.
"Thank you..."
Said Nanaka with a tiny smile.
"So! What do you want to do first?" Asked Aina taking the packed food out of the bag " Dinner? Bath? or—"
"Bath." Nanaka cut Aina's joke; Aina stopped herself and did a muffled sound.
"You are no fun!"
This is the second time they said that to me today, why are they with me again?
"I know that,"
Said Nanaka in a deadpan way
"But I love you anyways~," said Aina in her happy tone, took the kettle off the stove and started filling it with water from the sink.
Nanaka hummed, Aina's words were difficult to read into; was she joking? Was that a confession? She actually didn't mind now, she stopped wondering when Aina was serious and when she was just fooling around. It's just Aina.
"You can go Suwa-chan~!," said Aina in her cute tone and setting the stove "Go and bathe yourself, wash that sex smell off of you~"
"Aina!" Nanaka scolded.
Aina broke into her old man laugher.
"Go, I'll take care of the food"
She said in a drowned tone from her laughter.
Nanaka snorted and turned around to go to her room; she picked up Aina's bag from the entrance hall and took it with her into the house.
Nanaka's flat wasn't that big, it was comfortable enough for the three people who actually lived there, or at least for Nanaka; her parents seemed to be very busy to be around anyways, so practically she kind of lived alone.
That was why the apartment was decorated in a very "cute" way, with pastel colors and "fluffy" stuff; everything seemed to be perfectly in order and always clean.
Nanaka entered her room, turned on the lights; she was greeted by her incredible stuffed toys collection and the sweet essence of strawberries and caramel again; she put Aina's and her bags on top of her desk, then closed the cute pastel pink curtains.
She was opening her wardrobe to take out more comfortable clothes when her phone rang; it was a message.
She stopped what she was doing to take her phone out of the bag; it was a message from Shuka.
She smiled sweetly.
"Osuwa~! Are you home yet? ( Ŏ 艸 Ŏ )"
Nanaka felt butterflies in her stomach; she made a goofy smile and with her quick fingers answered.
"I just came in~ don't worry sweetie (*´∀`*)"
In no time Shuka had her answer.
"Awww~ Suwawa! ( 〃艸〃 ), I was worried, it's late and dark… ( ⊃ д ⊂ )"
"I miss you already...(; ﹏ ;)"
Nanaka felt a pinch in her heart. If Shuka knew that Aina was actually in her house and she was going to stay the night with her... A loud sound snapped her out of her thoughts, then a noisy Aina shouted from the kitchen.
"It's alright it's alright it's alright"
Nanaka frowned, Aina had been there so many times now, she practically knew where everything was, treated her parents with familiarity and such. She wasn't doing anything wrong. Yet.
She looked at her phone, another message.
"You should have stayed... Now I really want that second round...( 〃艸〃 )"
Nanaka's cheeks became slightly red; she wanted that second round too. But she couldn't think about that now, not with Aina around.
"Aww~ I would love too! ( ノ ) I'm always willing to touch you~ (*´ ﹃ *) Shuka is cute! ( ‿ )"
"But you know I can't, tomorrow duty calls! ( ) ゞ "
Nanaka smiled bitterly, even if she didn't have that recording session, staying in Shuka's house with all her family and siblings made her feel uneasy.
Nanaka heard another weird sound from the kitchen.
What the hell Aina, it's just packed food...
She returned to her conversation, Shuka had written again.
"I know~, do your best! ( ) ゞ"
"I'll still miss you~ ( ๑ •́ ₃ •̀ ๑ )"
With quick fingers, she wrote again,
"I miss you too~ ( ‸ )but we will see each other again tomorrow! We have dance practice! ٩ (^ ᴗ ^) ۶"
She smiled.
Then she felt her cheeks becoming red and wrote.
"Thanks so much for your dance lesson! You are a wonderful teacher! ( ๑ ᴗ ๑ )"
Nanaka giggled.
Shuka answered fast.
"I hoped you had enjoyed it! You have such a wonderful 'vocal' skills! (´ ʃ ƪ "
Nanaka opened her eyes wide, indeed Shuka was on fire today.
" (〃ω〃) I enjoyed I enjoyed~!"
Nanaka was feeling uneasy and that was bad now. Shuka wrote again.
" Thanks for the meal~! ‿ "
She read that message and felt her ears turning red again. She was about to answer back when a loud noise frightened her, making her jump in her spot; a loud and weird Aina came running into the room, making weird sounds and dropping herself flat over the bed, hugging one of the biggest stuffed toys on of the bed.
Nanaka opened her eyes wide, watching Aina roll around on her bed.
"What the hell?!"
She finally said; Aina stopped rolling and looked back at Nanaka.
"Why are you so red?," she used her teasing tone, then a smug smile," Are you talking with Shukashuu? Are you two having sex right now~?"
"No!... Wha...what happened to dinner?"
Nanaka's tone was a bit shaky.
"What happened to your bath?" asked Aina back.
Nanaka remained silent with her cheeks red.
Aina broke into her old man laughter, clapping.
"Mou~ You are just like Mari," said Nanaka annoyed and almost using her Kanan's voice; Aina laughed even harder.
Nanaka rolled her eyes and returned to her phone; her heart tighten up because of Shuka's message.
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't write that… (ó﹏ò。)"
"Osuwa...? ( ๑ •́ ω •̀)"
Nanaka used her quick fingers to apologize with Shuka for taking "that long", she excuses herself saying she was preparing to take a bath, then wrote that she was glad that she could have "enjoy the meal", and maybe next time they should have all the rounds they want, but now she needed that bath.
So they said goodbye and lots of "love emoticons" we're used.
Nanaka looked down at Aina, who was just laying on her bed with a smug expression; she kept hugging the plush.
"What?"
Said Nanaka coldly.
"Nothing~"
Said Aina with a singsong voice.
Nanaka closed her phone, placed it back in her bag and started to take clothes out of the wardrobe.
"You sure take your time on everything," Said Aina.
"So what happened to dinner?"
Nanaka asked again.
"It's packed food you know~! It's not rocket science" Aina said playing with the plush.
Nanaka hummed.
She took out her cute pink pajamas and looked at Aina; she smiled back.
"I'm still amazed how girly you are...Aww, ~ Suwa-chan is so cute~!" she said in a cute and teasing tone.
Nanaka gave her a deadpan look. Then she turned around and put her PJs on the desk.
She looked into her wardrobe again.
"Did you bring something to sleep in?" asked Nanaka.
"Not really," said Aina in her normal tone; then she greeted a yellow pajama Nanaka threw at her face.
"Savage…" Said Aina in small voice, taking the PJs off her head.
"It's not gonna fit you, but it's something, I don't want you to go around naked," said Nanaka slightly annoyed, Aina laughed.
"I'm 10 cm shorter than you, of course, this is not going to fit me!"
Nanaka closed her wardrobe and went out of the room; in no time she came back with a futon.
"Aww~ A futon?" Aina asked sadly looking at Nanaka with pleading eyes.
Nanaka left it on the floor beside her bed and looked at her with her "Suwa face"
"You know the rules, we can't share a bed"
Aina smiled at her, then nodded.
Suddenly they heard a whistle; that was the kettle letting them know she was ready.
Aina left the stuffed toy to rush to the kitchen, but suddenly stopped on the doorframe and looked back at Nanaka,
"Do you think I can take a bath too?"
Nanaka took her PJs and smiled
"Of course you can"
Aina smiled wide and rushed out towards the kitchen. Nanaka sighed.
She walked into the bathroom, left her PJs on the dressing room and entered into the room to see that the tub was ready with hot water; she smiled, that was Aina who filled the tub for her.
So she came back to the dressing room and started to undress; first her shirt, then her long shorts, followed by her socks, and lastly, her underwear. She couldn't help but feel ashamed to see her panties; after all the teasing Shuka gave her, her panties were soaked.
She put everything into the laundry basket, then she undid her messy ponytail, took her contacts out and grabbed a towel to enter the bathroom.
She sat comfortably on the little stool and started washing.
Indeed her muscles were sore, because of the dance practice of course. Her extracurricular activity with Shuka wasn't that strenuous to leave her sore, in any case, Shuka was the one who did almost everything. It was refreshing to see a new side of her, even if she was full of jealousy. That made her so straightforward and sure of what she wanted to do to her.
Normally it was Nanaka who guided the situation, but earlier...
"I want you all by myself"
Those words started to repeat constantly in her head, even she started to replay the moment of her being eaten up. The tight grip on Shuka's hair, the hot scene over on the mirror, Shuka touching herself, the sensations of Shuka's tongue inside her...
Nanaka had involuntarily moved one of her legs, making her shampoo bottle fall from where she had it; it made a loud sound on the tiles that snapped her out of her memories, it made her jump on the stool.
What the hell am I doing...
Almost blind from the shampoo on her eyes, and because she didn't have her contacts on, she groped for her bucket to fill it, and quickly threw water on her head, trying to wash away her thoughts.
With Aina around, those thoughts weren't good, they were extremely dangerous.
She took the shampoo bottle and put it in its place back; she filled the bucket once again and finished up her cleaning.
She then returned the bucket to its place. Then she stood up and walked with her slow pace to grab her towel and a scrunchie.
She walked towards the tub; left her towel near for when she was done. She took her long and silky hair and made a bun with her scrunchie.
She then got into the hot tub, falling slowly, making the water reach her shoulders.
Indeed it had been a long and tiresome day.
Somehow all her problems just faded away with the hot water; all the stress of practicing for the new Live, recording for the second season of the anime, the new subunit's CD single and it's drama, recording new songs, her radio shows, her new Niconama show, Shuka's jealousy and the "Aina situation". All faded away~.
That was bliss.
She closed her eyes enjoying the silence, the hot water, herself.
"Excuse me~!" she heard loud and clear with a loud sound from the door of the dressing room opening; Nanaka jumped in the tub almost hitting the back of her head, splashing water all over.
She ended up sitting straight in the bathtub, holding herself on the edges of the tub and looking with panicked eyes at Aina's amusement on the doorframe of the bathroom.
"What the hell Aina?!" she managed to say in panic, holding on to the edges of the tub cringing, trying to cover herself.
Aina laughed loud as always and entered the bathroom, towel in hand, turned around and closed the door; Nanaka had a full view of her bare rear.
Nanaka's eyes wide and tightening her lips; she cringed even more.
"What happened Suwa-chan?" said Aina in her cute tone walking towards the stool.
"What are you doing?!" asked Nanaka with a shaky tone; Aina took a seat, the towel long forgotten.
"What do you think I'm doing?"
Said Aina taking the bucket and filling it.
"I'm taking a bath," she said without a care in the world, then she looked at Nanaka and gave her a goofy smile; Nanaka was red like a tomato, cringed and tightened her grip on the edges of the tub.
"You said I could take a bath too," she said in a sweet tone.
Nanaka looked at her deadpan.
"I love how you wear that bun! I think it suits you~" Aina said throwing water on herself.
Nanaka's eyes were wide like two fried eggs.
Oh my god oh my god... Why am I not wearing my contacts!
Nanaka's eyes followed almost every drop on Aina's body, even if she wasn't wearing her contacts, the bathroom wasn't that big, she could still distinguish Aina's features, maybe not in HD, but still.
This was bad.
Nanaka took a few seconds to collect herself; splashed water over her face and then looked at Aina again, she was starting to use the soap.
Nanaka cleared her throat.
"I told you that you could bathe, of course, but not with me"
"I'm not taking a bath with you"
Said Aina, while rubbing herself with a sponge. For some reason, Nanaka couldn't take her eyes off her; so she wasn't missing any details.
"C'mon! Suwawa we have done this before, why are you so wound up? It's not like we haven't seen each other naked, we see us all the time in the changing room, almost every day"
Her tone was so carefree, that made Nanaka feel uneasy.
"This is different"
Said Nanaka with annoyance. Even if she loved this sight, it was wrong, what would Shuka think if Aina, not only stayed the night, but also they shared the bathtub? How could she convince her that nothing happened, or to "stay cool"? This was clearly not part of the job.
"Ah~ I see," said Aina who hadn't turned her sight to Nanaka, she just kept rubbing " It's because of Shuka am I right?"
"Of course it is!"
Nanaka said annoyed, forgetting to cringe anymore.
"What would she think if she saw us like this?"
"But she is not here~"
Aina said in her happy tone, Nanaka felt silent; yes, she wasn't here, but Nanaka's conscience was.
"Oh, ~ Suwawa you haven't told her…"
Aina looked at her for the first time, Nanaka frowned.
Aina gave her a goofy smile and continued rubbing.
"What happened with Shuka today Suwawa?"
Her tone was serious, Nanaka didn't say anything. Aina looked at her, Nanaka didn't move an inch.
"Suwawa, we are both naked here, let's not fool ourselves anymore"
There was something in Aina's tone; she was really serious.
From the very beginning, Nanaka felt that she could trust Aina, since her first moment of weakness on this project; It was Aina who saved her from falling in despair and sending "Kanan" to hell, along with the whole project.
Aina was right, so many things had happened between them, that trying to play shy was useless.
"We fucked."
Nanaka said with her Suwa tone, Aina snorted.
"I know that!"
"You asked what happened"
Nanaka smiled, then she moved to a more comfortable position, she lifted her arms above the edge of the tub, resting her chin on her hands; she kept admiring Aina's body.
"I mean anything else?"
"We did have a dance practice"
"Really?!," asked Aina looking at her and turning slightly towards her, Nanaka nodded and gave her a hungry smile; she had a full view of her bare chest.
"We kind of had angry sex after practicing"
Said Nanaka in a more relaxed way.
"Oh," said Aina turning again and kept doing her duty; Nanaka followed every movement, almost every drop falling from Aina's back and legs.
"Was she angry because of the photo shoot?" asked Aina.
"Yes, she was jealous"
"She is still jealous... that's not good, not good, not gooood~," Aina said teasing in her different tones.
"Actually," Said Nanaka with a serious tone," She told me you called her; the two of you agreed to share me, care to explain that? Am I toy?"
"A sex toy!" said Aina amused.
"Aina!"
"Yes, we talked, but I didn't say anything new; she asked if I was serious about you, I told her that I don't know what you feel about us, you just do your job as I do mine, that she shouldn't worry…"
"Well, you don't make it easy!"
Said Nanaka recovering her annoyed tone.
"You keep fooling around"
"Suwawa I stopped! And so did you!"
Aina said with a clear surprise in her voice, and maybe annoyed too. She dropped her sponge and turned to face Nanaka.
Nanaka rose her eyebrows; she saw Aina completely naked
"Suwawa, you should let Shuka know that what you two have is special, and she needs to stop thinking that I might steal you away; she is worried because your characters are impossible, and the fact that you two don't share any group, affects her"
Aina finished her speech, but Nanaka didn't say anything, her eyes were glued to Aina's body.
"I stopped the teasing, unless it's related to work; you stopped posting photos of us on your Twitter too, and started hugging Shuka in every single Niconama and wherever we are or any photoshoot we do, you are putting your fingers on her; what else do you need to do for her to understand that we are not a thing?"
Aina's tone was serious and strong, this wasn't the first time they had this kind of conversation, but seemed that Nanaka was somewhere else, her eyes and mind were traveling thru Aina's body, seeing how the water traveled thru her silky skin, how her nipples were aroused by the cold, her wet hair falling over her shoulders, those wet and plump lips that she was dying to kiss.
This was too much.
"The thing is that you still have feelings for me..." said Aina softly realizing that Nanaka was lost in her.
Nanaka blinked.
"Eh?" said Nanaka softly.
"Don't you 'eh' me, you are still in love with me"
Aina's words were soft, as if she was discovering something delicate, frail, and if she laughed or made any loud sound, it could break.
Nanaka made a sad expression and cringed in the tub once again, returning to her first position, holding on to the edges of the tub.
"I'm sorry..." said Nanaka softly "I still have feelings for you, of course, I Love you"
"I love you too Suwa-chan!" Aina said in her cute tone and smiling wide; Nanaka sighed and couldn't help but make a sad expression once again. Aina was always joking like this.
"But I love Shuka too..."
Aina gave her a coy smile.
"I know~ I love her too!"
Nanaka frowned at that statement, that was the main problem with Aina.
"There's nothing wrong with loving two people"
Said Aina in a carefree way, Nanaka hummed.
"Maybe we should have a threesome~! That way everybody is happy!" said Aina, recovering her loud happy tone.
"Eh?!"
Nanaka rose her eyebrows but smiled.
"No way, I don't have the stamina to fuck both of you at the same time!"
Said Nanaka in an amused tone, Aina laughed in her old man laughter repeating "that's true, that's true"
Aina returned herself to her first position to finish washing.
"You know, if we had ended in the same subunit, this would be chaos"
Said Aina taking the bottle of shampoo.
"That combination really existed you know"
Said Nanaka returning to her first position on the tub; the relaxed one, she looked straight at Aina's bare back.
"I wanted that combination actually"
Said Nanaka softly, Aina looked at her with her wide eyes.
"Really?"
"Yeah! I wanted whatever combination who didn't involve Arisa on it"
Nanaka giggled at that, Aina laughed too and resumed putting shampoo on her hands.
"But that combination, I believe was the first one, it had you, Shuka and me on it, I wanted that, or if anything, one combination with one of you on it..."
Nanaka looked at Aina with loving eyes, looking at how she started rubbing her hair with the shampoo, she was enthralled by Aina's movements and body.
"But in the end, I got stuck with Arisa in Azalea, you in Guilty Kiss and Shuka in CYaRon..."
Aina tried to laugh, but she was busy washing her hair.
Nanaka smiled faintly and closed her eyes, trying to enjoy this unique moment of silence.
The situation wasn't easy, and because of this, she was troubled.
In the beginning, her bond was entirely with Shuka; since the beginning, Shuka found in Nanaka something warm, she felt safe and guided by her, as this was her first time as a seiyuu. Shuka, being the youngest among them and inexperienced, Nanaka somehow felt like an older sister to her, so warm feelings grew towards each other.
Of course, Nanaka thought that Shuka was sweet, cute and lovely. Her gayness towards Shuka made the "Kanan" she needed to portray now.
And because of her lack of energy and her low stamina, she sucked at dancing; Shuka being the best dancer among them, offered some "private lessons" in her house, of course, at that time those didn't end like it did a few hours ago.
But they created a bond, a pure one.
So they started dating.
The thing began to complicate when the production separated them into the "year groups", Shuka's character is a second year, while Nanaka's is a third year, so they started to see each other less, and then it was that Aina came into the equation.
Aina's character is a third year, and she's really close to Nanaka's character, the production saw the gayness potential on them, and created the "KanaMari".
The constant travel and promotional things they did separately as "years group", made a significant distance between Shuka and Nanaka, while making a new bond with Aina.
For Nanaka, Aina was cute, adorable and incredible sweet; Nanaka had a soft spot for short people - and Aina IS short- so Aina was a constant weakness for her; But Aina was something special, her way of being was something that not only made Nanaka felt puzzled, but to the other seven girls as well; she was too weird sometimes, she was difficult to handle, but she was a professional and a very good friend, she had been looking for Nanaka and Shuka from the beginning, and she really cared about them.
So she stayed out of the matter until the production twisted everything again.
At first, it was the subunit election; the three of them were left in separate subunits, and in all the coming events they had, they went as subunits or in the "year groups". For Nanaka and Shuka, their time together was reduced to text messages, FaceTime or Line calls.
Not only they couldn't coincide with the "year groups", nor with the subunits, but their characters were not a popular relationship to ship for the fans. Kanan and You were two tomboys and with a clear appreciation for other characters; Kanan with Mari and Dia and You with Chika or Riko.
It's impossible to think that they might have a duo song.
So their characters weren't close enough too.
The second twist of the production was to make the "KanaMari" "real", and that was what made everything go to oblivion.
They made Nanaka and Aina act cute and all lovey-dovey in front of the cameras to give "yuri vibes" to the fans. Nanaka even shipped their "thing" with the "NanaAinya" on Twitter, for the sake of the show of course. But not just that, it was part of Nanaka's character, Kanan, to be a caring character and started to hug people and get closer to the other members.
Shuka couldn't resist that, and in no time she was done with Nanaka's shit, and Shuka ended their relationship.
Aina didn't waste any time and made her move.
After all this time, months and even years, they had this "sexual tension" and teasing between them, so they tried to be together.
They fucked like their lives depended on it.
The only one who knew about it was Arisa, but because she had always been a third wheel into the third years. ( and caught them doing it).
But soon Aina stopped this nonsense; she said she wasn't up for commitments. Being the free spirit she was, she couldn't attach herself to one person; if it had been up to Aina, she would have dated all Aqours members.
And Nanaka agreed with that when she saw how carefree Aina was with her fellow members and coworkers in other jobs she had. It was in her nature be like that, and everybody loved her for being this way.
Nanaka's heart was broken.
A few days later Shuka, came back to her, saying things like she missed her, that she was sorry, and she wanted to try again.
Nanaka did love Shuka, she never stopped loving her, even if Shuka was trying so hard to make a ship with Anchan ( Or Rikyako or Aikyan). And indeed Nanaka was very happy to have her back, but the things she needed to do with Aina for the sake of the show had to continue, and Shuka had to agree to that, even if she didn't like it.
Shuka never knew that Nanaka and Aina were, for a brief moment, a thing, actually only Arisa knew; in the eyes of the Aqours members, Nanaka and Shuka had been together since the beginning, and of course, all the "KanaMari" or "NanaAinya" moments troubled them, because of Shuka's hurt.
The problem was that she loved the two of them, but she couldn't have both of course; one was a constant tease and a weakness with no commitments, but stuck with her no matter what, because of her job. And the other was someone loyal, caring and loving, but they couldn't manage their time together, and because of Aina's teasing, Shuka suffered.
And it was her fault; loving two people is hard.
The sound of water splashing all over the tiles made Nanaka open her eyes abruptly, taking her out of her "Suwa world". She looked at Aina; she was finishing washing her hair and was cleaning the bucket.
That meant she would try to get herself into the bathtub.
Nanaka frowned.
She sat straight in the tub and then stood up. The movement made the water of the tub splash and make noise, that of course, didn't go unnoticed by Aina; she turned around to see what happened, and in shock, she opened her big black eyes wide.
Aina was greeted with a full vision of Nanaka's wet body; their gazes met, Nanaka had her "Suwa face" while Aina had a spark in her eyes, her lips started to shiver, Nanaka could see how Aina's nipples were aroused, not because of the cold this time. Dazzled, Aina managed to say,
"Oh my god, you are still so gorgeous..."
Nanaka blinked, her cheeks becoming red, she wasn't expecting that kind of comment, so she tried to hurry up and get out of the tub, but Aina gaze was glued on her, it was her time to follow every drop on Nanaka's body.
Nanaka quickly put on her towel and looked at her with a shy smile.
Aina pouted.
"You are no fun"
Said Aina returning back to reality.
"You can't bathe with me"
Nanaka said coldly, Aina pouted again and then stood up from the stool.
"Well, that means it's my turn to use the tub" said Aina walking towards the tub, she got closer to Nanaka with a smirk on her face, Nanaka rose her eyebrows and opened her eyes wide; now Aina was close enough for her to see her clearly, every curve, every drop, everything on Aina's naked body.
She felt uneasy under her towel.
"Can I borrow your scrunchie ?"
Said Aina with her happy tone. Nanaka blinked, snapping out of her wet thoughts and nodded.
She slowly undid her bun, her silky hair falling glamorously over her shoulders; Aina gave her a hungry smile, which Nanaka knew quite well; Aina was having the same wet thoughts.
She needed to get out of there.
Nanaka gave her the scrunchie and started to move out of the room.
"Thank you~," she said in her happy tone and then added," You know, that 4 pack you have is really sexy, I hope Shuka is enjoying it..."
Nanaka turned with a sad expression to look at Aina; Aina had her happy smile while she was doing the bun with her hair, arms behind her back, giving Nanaka the last chance to see her completely naked.
Nanaka hummed, and turned around to the dressing door, she opened it and said,
"I hope whoever you are sleeping with is enjoying you..."
Then she exited the room, closing the door behind.
The next things she did, she did it mechanically.
Got dressed, dried her hair, combed it, put her glasses on, and turned on the washing machine.
Then she went out of the dressing room to the kitchen; everything was set for them to have dinner. She set the kettle again, of course, the water was cold by now. She returned to her room; to her surprise, the futon was already set and ready on the floor. She smiled.
She took her phone out of her bag and returned to the kitchen table to wait for Aina to have dinner.
While she waited, she looked at her emails, her schedule for tomorrow, some conversations with a few coworkers and friends; Aquors Line chat was totally fired up by the "first years" as usual, and Arisa telling them to shut the hell up; it was late and she needed to get her beauty sleep for tomorrow; Anchan was writing something about her manager being a bit riled up because of some weird news he found out, so she will give them the details tomorrow; Rikako started asking for Aina and Nanaka, because they were so "quiet".
Nanaka frowned.
Shuka wrote that Nanaka was taking a long and deserved bath.
Nanaka couldn't help but smile; Shuka was adorable.
Then everybody started teasing poor Shuka about it.
Nanaka deadpanned and closed the Line app to check her Twitter.
Suddenly, the kettle started whistling again, so she stood up to turn it off at the same time Aina entered the kitchen.
Nanaka looked at her and she couldn't help but laugh at her.
"Don't you dare say a thing!"
Said Aina with an amused tone, Nanaka laughed to the point of chuckling.
"You know I love your cute laugh and all, but I think you did this on purpose," said Aina still with her happy humor taking a seat in the kitchen table.
Nanaka couldn't stop herself from laughing; the PJs Aina was wearing didn't fit her at all, so she looked terrible with it. Also, her hairstyle was a little weird and messy.
Nanaka poured the hot water on their teacups and left the kettle on the stove, then she sat with her at the table to eat the packed food Aina had served in their bowls a while ago.
"You look cute; I have a hairdryer you know," said Nanaka looking at her, amused, " You can use my comb too"
"I love how you look with your hair down, you should let it like that more often"
Said Aina, ignoring Nanaka completely and smiled sweetly at her, Nanaka's cheeks became red, but she didn't say a thing about it; they said thanks for the meal and started digging in.
Dinner time was nice. They ate normally and talked about work, about how the duo and trio collection was going and their expectations for the new Live. From now and then, Nanaka's phone vibrated furiously, taking Aina's attention; she teased Nanaka if it was Shuka, of course, it wasn't her. It was the dammed Aquors Line chat, which stopped when Arisa told them to shut up for the ninth time.
They did the dishes, cleaned the kitchen and called it a day.
After brushing their teeth and taking Nanaka's clothes out of the washing machine, letting them dry, they finally went to bed.
Aina was the first one to come into the room, running and throwing herself on top of the futon and started rolling all over it; Nanaka smiled faintly about it and walked towards her bed. She started taking some of her plushies off the bed.
"I was wondering, those are new, and weird," said Aina getting into the futon, Nanaka hummed, putting them on top of her desk.
"They are for my new Niconama show"
"What?! You will have you own Niconama?!" said Aina with surprise " Why didn't you tell me! Ow! That's great! Congratulations!"
Nanaka's cheeks became red; she said a shy "thank you", and walked towards her bed getting inside.
"So, what's the name of the show?"
Said Aina with her happy tone, looking at Nanaka.
Nanaka snorted and felt uneasy.
"You will laugh..."
"Eh?! Why? why?, Suwa-chan! How can I laugh about your own Niconama!"
Nanaka deadpanned her, and then she rose an eyebrow.
"Because I know you...?"
"C'mon! It's not that bad, is it?!"
Aina's tone was so excited that it would be a crime not telling her, Nanaka sighted and felt that she might regret it later.
"Suwa World," she said with her neutral tone.
"Eh...?"
Aina blinked, Nanaka blinked back.
"Suwa... world?" repeated Aina astonished.
"Yes, Suwa Nanaka, Suwa World," she said again softly.
Aina opened her eyes wide, and then broke into her old man laughter with the claps included, repeating 'Suwa world~! Nice~!" keeping the loud laughter.
Nanaka had enough, she sighed and took one of her pillows and threw it at Aina's face.
"Shuddup already," Said in her low tone with her deadpan face.
Aina kept giggling, and with her happy tone said
"I'm Sowy I'm Sowy, my, Suwawa so savage sometime!" finishing her line whining.
She then put the pillow down on her futon and looked at Nanaka
"And what it's going to be about?"
Nanaka looked down at Aina with annoyance, Aina kept giggling.
"I'm not telling you, you should watch it"
Aina pouted.
"So I'm guessing it's going to be all girly and fluffy"
"I'm not going to tell you, you will laugh again," Said Nanaka shyly
"Ow... please…?" Said Aina, pouting and giving her puppy eyes; Nanaka felt her heart ache, she rolled her eyes.
"I'm not telling you! And that's it," said Nanaka annoyed, Aina cringed on her spot.
They shared gazes. Nanaka's patience, believe it or not, had a limit, and Aina was always the one who reached it.
Aina smiled sweetly.
"Ok, I'll wait and watch it," She said softly with a sweet smile on her face.
Nanaka hummed. Then took her phone, opened Shuka's chat and wrote.
"Goodnight sweetie~ ( ˘ ³˘) have good dreams! See you tomorrow~ * hug hug* (´・ω・)"
Shuka's answered almost immediately as if she was expecting Nanaka's goodnight message.
"Goodnight Osuwa! I miss you~ (* ω ) wishing for tomorrow already! *hug hug* ( っ・ ・ ) っ "
"Have a nice recording session! ( ) ゞ "
"(' ' ) "
Nanaka smiled sweetly, closed her phone and left it on her nightstand; she caught Aina starring at her with a goofy smile.
"What?" she asked.
"Suwawa, you are in love with her"
She said softly with a grin on her face, Nanaka's cheeks turned red once again.
"Stop it..." she said softly.
"Why? This is good"
Said Aina with her happy tone, Nanaka didn't want to talk about this anymore, not with Aina.
Nanaka took her glasses off and put them on the nightstand beside her phone, looked at Aina and said,
"I'm done. I'm turning the lights off, goodnight Aina-san"
And with that, she turned off the lights and went to bed with her back to Aina.
She could hear the sounds of the futon moving, telling her that Aina had done the same.
It was a second of silence before Aina broke it again.
"Suwawa, it really makes me happy if you are happy; Shuka makes you happy, and I want you to be happy with her."
Nanaka didn't say anything.
"Good night Suwa-chan," she said softly.
Nanaka couldn't help but make a bitter expression and cling her fits. She was mad, but she couldn't get mad at Aina at all; it was the whole situation.
Why would Aina be so reckless as to just go fooling around with almost every girl she knew, and didn't stop to think if she had hurt someone.
Nanaka was hurt. And she had been hurt twice by people she loved, but Aina didn't seem to care, actually, she never did.
The brief time they were a thing, Aina kept flirting with other coworkers from other productions, and of course, with other Aqours members. Nanaka couldn't just jump into every conversation or Twitter post, or whatever, to control Aina; She was like that.
Aina never thought about how hurt Nanaka was after Shuka left her (and she contributed to that because of her constant teasing too), but then, here she was, telling her that if she was happy with Shuka, then she would be too.
What the hell was that? Nanaka's love was so unworthy, that Aina didn't need to fight for her, she just let Shuka do the fighting and she kept teasing so freely.
Nanaka took a deep breath and tried to relax; this was taking her nowhere.
She closed her eyes trying to calm her anger, trying to think about happy things, things that could relax her.
She could hear some noises from the street out of the window, her heartbeats somehow agitated, Aina's soft breath, and her futon making small noises.
Nanaka opened her eyes, she could see a faint light coming from her window, but it was covered by the curtains.
She frowned, and tried to listen more carefully; the sound of the futon moving stopped, it seemed that Aina found her position.
Nanaka closed her eyes once again.
Five seconds later the sounds started again. Nanaka opened her eyes softly once again staring at the wall.
Aina what the hell?!
The sounds weren't regular, sometimes they stopped for about 10 seconds, and then started again. Nanaka frowned even harder, to the point of tightening her lips.
Aina had been teasing her all night! Was this another of her jokes? Why couldn't she stay quiet for once. Maybe she was hot? Nanaka thought, but no, that wasn't the case, it wasn't warm nor cold, Aina was just messing with her.
Suddenly the sounds stopped.
Nanaka relaxed her facial muscles, sighed softly and closed her eyes again.
Finally...
Then she opened her eyes abruptly.
She could hear small grunts and little whimpers behind her.
Nanaka had goosebumps. She swallowed hard.
What...the...?
Her sight was glued to the wall; she was afraid to look back at Aina.
But the sounds didn't stop. On the contrary, the futon started to move again and Aina's grunts and whimpers became even louder.
Nanaka's temples started to sweat, her heart was pounding so hard and loud that she felt it might explode, or that Aina was going to hear it; then again Aina, seemed to be too busy to notice.
What the hell is she doing...?!
Nanaka was using all of her might to not turn around, to let Aina be, but she couldn't, she recognized those grunts and whimpers quite too well.
She shut her eyes tight, thinking that this wasn't happening; but then, the wet sounds started, and Nanaka couldn't help but open her eyes wide in panic.
With a fast movement she sat on the bed and looked down to see Aina, but she couldn't see much; it was dark and she wasn't wearing her glasses.
So she groped searching for the curtains, and without taking her eyes off of where the futon should be, she moved the curtains enough for the light to come inside.
She looked down, her eyes wide in shock; indeed Aina was touching herself, she was laying on her back, eyes shut tight, her right hand trapped between her legs but she was covered by the futon, Aina's face was buried in the pillow with the help of her left hand.
Her pillow Nanaka recognized it.
She could see Aina smelling it while whimpering and incrementing her hand's pace, of course, the wet sounds getting louder.
Why are you doing this to me?...
Nanaka looked sadly at her phone on her nightstand.
Shuka...
She tightens her lips, then looked down at Aina; she was starting whimper louder.
"Ainya!" scolded Nanaka with a harsh tone, Aina didn't stop.
"What the hell Ainya, stop it!" she asked almost like a cry.
Aina opened her eyes and looked straight into Nanaka's eyes; her sight was full of lust, she licked her lips, and almost instantly Aina moaned.
And God she moaned loud.
Nanaka could feel herself getting aroused; this evening had been constant teasing from Aina, and now this?
It was like Aina was offering herself to Nanaka on a silver plate.
Nanaka did the impossible to kept herself in her bed, but this sight was extremely delicious.
What should I do? What should I do? What should I do? ... Why Aina? Why do you want to mess with me?!, this is not fair! This whole evening wasn't fair!
"Ainya...please, I beg you to stop this nonsense..." said Nanaka in a shaky voice, but Aina continued touching herself without taking her eyes off Nanaka.
Nanaka swallow hard.
She looked at her phone once again with a worried expression. She remembered telling Shuka how she didn't like to see her touching herself, that Nanaka was supposed to do it.
Aina moaned again taking back Nanaka's attention.
That moan gave Nanaka some crazy and hot sensations in her core; she was getting wetter.
And Aina knew it.
Nanaka swallowed hard once again, her mouth was getting dry. She needed to stop this craziness. She knew Aina was weird, reckless and sometimes exotic, but this? She didn't know she had this kind of kink.
"Suwawa..."
Called sexy Aina.
Nanaka was in a big dilemma; Aina's husky and sexy voice was part of her weakness.
"Suwawa... I need you.."
Said Aina with her sexy voice. Nanaka tighten her lips.
"Ainya... Don't do this to me..."
She said trying so hard to not throw herself into this, but Aina just sexily licked her lips, and with her left hand, grabbed part of the futon, and with a quick motion she opened it, exposing herself more to Nanaka.
Nanaka's eyes widened like two fried eggs.
The PJs she had lent to Aina was just too big for her, so the pants were down at her knees, Aina had her knees up and her legs open; Nanaka could see how Aina's right hand was diligently working on herself.
"Suwawa~!" She whined with a moan; Nanaka felt so weak, so wet, so horny.
"Suwawa, " repeated Aina looking at Nanaka with pleading eyes, and her voice with a low pant, "help me…" She asked.
Nanaka blinked a few times, trying to convince herself that this was real. She looked at her phone once again; as if Shuka was sitting there watching this.
She looked down at Aina; she started to rock her hips against her hand.
Nanaka licked her lips.
"I can't touch you," said Nanaka suddenly.
"You don't need to..." said Aina with a bit of difficulty.
Nanaka stepped down from her bed knelt beside Aina; she slowed down her hip movements.
"Let me see them..."
Aina said in a sexy tone, Nanaka rose her eyebrows not understanding what Aina meant, for sure it wasn't her breast. Nanaka knew that her charm points weren't on her breast.
Aina slowly lifted her left hand and pointed at Nanaka's stomach.
Nanaka rose her eyebrows once again; who would ever know that Aina had a thing for abs.
Nanaka slowly took the hem of her PJs shirt, not breaking eye contact with Aina, and slowly lifted her shirt up to her ribs cage, she tightened her stomach for her new 4 pack to be more noticeable.
Aina's fingers started to trace her abs slowly, while her right hand was still moving inside her; Aina couldn't help but start whimpering and grunting loud once again.
Nanaka was astonished looking this.
She was so damn wet right now.
Aina's touch was sending electric sensations to her core, her thighs were starting to itch at the same time as her grown.
I need to touch her, I need her to touch me... I need to touch me...
The teasing was just too much.
Aina's fingers became a firm touch which smoothly started to go up to her ribs and slowly trying to go under Nanaka's shirt.
Nanaka snapped out of Aina's dazzled touch and opened her eyes wide; she stopped Aina's hand with her right hand, grabbing it firmly by her wrist.
"No.," said Nanaka.
"I need more~" whimpered Aina with a mix of a moan.
Yes, Aina always wanted more.
Nanaka bit her lips, she wanted more too, but not from her.
She made a mental note to have like five rounds with Shuka tomorrow, and fuck her brains out.
Aina looked at her sexily, still rocking her hips against her hand; loud grunts coming out of her plump lips.
Nanaka gave her a lustful look.
Ok Aina, let's play your game...
Nanaka's hand was still grabbing Aina's left wrist, she slowly moved Aina's hand to her lips without taking her eyes away from her.
She started licking Aina's middle finger slowly, making sure that Aina felt her tongue tracing her whole finger.
Aina closed her eyes tight and slightly arched her back, moving her head back to the pillow moaning heavenly.
Nanaka took a second to see Aina's body; she could see Aina's aroused nipples thru her shirt, her stomach slightly exposed too, her hips rocking so hard against her right hand. So she shifted her teasing to another finger.
Nanaka started licking and sucking Aina's index, her gaze returned to Aina's face.
She did the same process with her index finger, looking seductively at Aina.
Her moans started to get really loud, her head banging to the back, to the point the pillow just flew away from its spot.
Nanaka was soaked.
But she couldn't stop now.
She withdrew Aina's index from her lips and left Aina's hands; Aina stopped her movements to see what had happened and caught Nanaka moving towards her head.
"Move."
Nanaka commanded coldly.
Aina lifted her torso and let Nanaka become her pillow on her lap.
"Suwawa...?"
Said Aina with a small whimper, looking up to see Nanaka licking her lips.
"I want you to come."
Said Nanaka huskily, but coldly. Aina let a soft "oh" and a coy smile.
"So, what are you waiting? Come!"
Said Nanaka pinching Aina's nipples; Aina cried loud, not knowing if it was for pleasure or pain, but Nanaka didn't stop, she increased her strength on the pinching.
Aina continued her crying, enjoying the pain.
"Why are you not moving your hips?!"
Asked Nanaka coldly, seeing that Aina had stopped her touching.
Aina couldn't say a thing, she was as if in shock; Nanaka could see that she was even drooling out the corner of her lips.
Dammit, Aina, you are so weird sometimes... This kind of things turns you on?
Nanaka frowned and stopped teasing her nipples.
"Give me your right hand"
Nanaka ordered coldly. Aina snapped out of her shock to look up at Nanaka, not sure if she understood the order.
"Your hand!"
Said Nanaka again with a harsh tone; Aina slowly and shyly removed her right hand from her, the motion was followed by a small whimper coming out from her lips and a wet sound from her groin.
She showed it shyly to Nanaka; in the soft light coming from the window thru the curtains, Nanaka could see Aina's hand soaked in her cum; she grinned.
"You are a lefty, why weren't you using your left hand?"
Aina didn't respond. Nanaka's tone was as if she was mad.
"Use your left hand!"
Nanaka commanded with her hard tone, Aina just looked at her in awe.
"Do it!"
Said Nanaka coldly.
Aina slowly moved her left hand and started touching herself once again, in no time she started whimpering and moaning again.
Nanaka knew that Aina's left hand was prodigious, her own experience told her that. This meant that Aina was using her right hand for the sake of teasing her.
Dammit, Aina.
Nanaka frowned.
"Clean your dirty hand"
She ordered coldly; Aina gave her a sad look, it seems that she wasn't used to be treated this harshly by anyone, not even Nanaka, she was always so loving towards Aina.
But she did it anyway, she closed her eyes, opened her lips and started licking her own cum from her fingers, while Nanaka kept pinching nipples hard.
That sight was too much for Nanaka to handle.
She opened her eyes wide, seeing Aina so aroused because all of this, even if she didn't like to be treated like that, Aina was moaning really loud and moving her hips fervently.
Nanaka couldn't take this anymore; it was hurting her more than she thought.
Treating Aina so coldly, harsh and making her do things that she wasn't comfortable with, it just wasn't her style.
So she kicked her senses to the back of her head, grabbed Aina's right hand out of her lips, and started licking it herself.
Aina stopped touching herself, her moaning, even her breathing; she just stood in awe, watching Nanaka clean her fingers, and God, that was a hot scene to see.
Nanaka took Aina's fingers out of her lips, gave a look full of lust down at Aina, she bent towards her, lovely and softly she cupped her puffed cheeks, and using her most sexy and loving voice said,
"Don't stop..."
And she kissed her.
Aina smiled on that kiss and obediently started touching herself once again, rocking her hips, loud whimpers escaping from her lips throughout the kiss.
Nanaka used her tongue to explore Aina's mouth; she bit her plump lips, she was devouring Aina's mouth with hunger; she was all out of control, Nanaka had been fighting against the urge to kiss her all night long.
That kiss grew into something passionate, wet and hot.
That was enough for Aina to cut the kiss abruptly, and with her eyes shut, she arched her back, her head to the back onto Nanaka's lap, and cried a beautiful loud moan.
.
.
.
The room remained silent, except for Aina's panting.
Her legs and arms fully stretched over the futon, her head resting on Nanaka's lap; Aina had her eyes closed and had a peacefully and happy grin on her face.
"Suwawa..."
She called sweetly and softly
"...man, I've missed you so much... Your kisses..." Aina said panting heavily," Your smell..."
Nanaka didn't say anything.
"... I love you.." Aina said with a faint smile and a sigh.
Aina had trouble catching her breath; she was sweating crazily, and constantly licking her lips. She remained with her eyes closed, enjoying Nanaka's lap's and smell.
"Eh...?"
She suddenly said, opening her eyes, then used her right hand to touch her forehead.
"Water…?"
She said amused looking a single drop of her fingers; then she looked up to Nanaka, she couldn't help but let out a gasp and opened her eyes wide.
Nanaka's eyes were full of tears, which began to fall helplessly over Aina's forehead
"Suwawa-chan...!"
Aina tried to get up, but Nanaka's arms didn't let her do it, she just remained there, with Nanaka's arms crossing her chest.
"Suwawa..."
Aina called softly, Nanaka just sobbed.
"Suwawa," she said again looking up, while Nanaka looked down and hopelessly kept the crying.
"Why? Why are you crying...?" asked Aina freaked out, her arousal lost now. Nanaka couldn't speak, she just sobbed hard.
Aina tightened her lips and looked at her with a sad expression.
She tried to read Nanaka's eyes, full of tears, pain and...guilt.
She understood.
"Shuka."
Said Aina softly, Nanaka's eyes widened in pain just hearing the name, and more tears fell from her eyes directly on Aina's forehead.
Aina made a bitter expression.
"Oh my God, you feel guilty, you think you cheated on her..."
Nanaka didn't say anything, she felt the guilt building up in her heart.
She felt filthy, easy, weak, how was she supposed to see Shuka tomorrow in practice now? She cheated on her, she crossed the line, she did it. She wasn't strong enough to contain Aina in place, to control herself.
Suddenly she felt Aina's right hand cupping one of her cheeks.
"Don't cry Nanaka-chan," she said softly, Nanaka sobbed again; Aina was looking at her with lovely eyes, " It was my fault, I was the one teasing you all night..."
That was damn right.
"I can keep the secret for you... But I don't see how a kiss can make you a cheater..."
Nanaka opened her eyes wide, how can she say that? it wasn't a simple kiss, it was hot, wet and messy, it gave her an orgasm!
"...Shuka has done worse..." said Aina finally.
Nanaka's heart stopped.
For maybe a full minute the world became a place where nothing existed.
No colors, no sounds, nothing.
She felt empty.
"Don't tell me you didn't know..."
Said Aina softly, Nanaka couldn't move, Aina sighed
"Well, that explains everything..."
Aina said in small voice; she tenderly started caressing Nanaka's cheek with her hand.
"Nanaka-chan... I'm sorry," said Aina softly.
"I know how hard you tried to resist me tonight, and I can see your guilt and regret, but it's not worth it. It seems that the real person who was hiding her feelings under a mask was Shuka..."
Nanaka could feel her heart shattering.
She tightened her grip on Aina's chest, closed her eyes tight, letting her tears fall hopelessly over Aina while starting to cry loud and clear.
Aina just kept caressing her cheek with lovely touches.
In the middle of that warm night, the room was filled with loud cries of guilt and sad whimpers, a rotten mask and a broken heart.
A heart that couldn't help but fall in love with two different people.
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Notes:
With this, concludes the First part of the Masquerade Series.
Stay tuned for the next one.
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Don't forget this story is connected to Masquerade
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