Words hurt. Little by little, they make their way to your heart and pierce tiny holes, pouring out a blood puddle of emotion.

I memorized everything Ally said. The way she said it, her tone of voice, how any minute she would break down like how she used too over the simplest thing.

And now, in this stuffy hotel room, the words replay through my mind like a broken record.

They sting. The words burn like acid decaying layers of my skin in a matter of seconds. A burning sensation that doesn't calm.

"I haven't been the same since you left…"

Ally, what are you talking about? You're still the same sweet girl I always knew.

"…Wonder what I did wrong…"

Honey, you were perfect. It was never your fault. It wasn't a choice I wanted to make, but in the end I'd knew it would be better for you.

"Please, go back to wherever you escaped to get away from me…"

I was escaping myself. I'd give anything to be with you, forever. By your side, forever. Feeling your love, forever. Forever and a day…

Stop. It's killing me. With each word, I break even more. My heart crumbles. The gray clouds gloom an even darker shadow. My sun is no longer shining.

I hurt her. I broke her and I can barely live with myself. She was ready to leap into my arms and accept that I was going to be a part of her life forever. But I didn't catch her.

I imagine the tears stream down her face. A sobbing, broken hearted wonderful lady over a jerk like me. It's not right. Life sometimes is messed up.

But I had my reasons, ones she can't know.

So this is where my plans start to go into action.

It's 6:07 am on Saturday. Yesterday was Ally's high school graduation. Me, being a year ahead of her, already went through that with her caramel eyes gleaming proudly in the stands. I leave Monday morning. I have two days to prove that I can be the man she needs.

My plan goes as following (that is if all goes accordingly and she agrees):

-bring her a dozen of red roses (her favorite flowers because they represent the ripest romance)

-ask her on a friendly dates- not too pushy

-catch up

-sing her a song

-kiss

Hopefully, she'll love it and see the person I can be just for her.

The only person I want to be for the rest of my life.

Yeah I know, it was boring. But it was just a filler. Soon, you'll find out why Austin left. It will be longer then five chapters. Just please continue to to keep reading and reviewing. It will get better.