Thanks everyone for following this messed up story so far. This chapter will go a little deeper. Renee getting more jealous of Bella going with Jacob and Bella dealing with some scary thoughts about the past and their future.

Interesting that you mentioned Shadman, Sappho. The first artwork I've seen by him was one he did of Nancy Wheeler inspiring me to write a story about her and her mother. That story is on AO3 and called 'Give Your Mother A Kiss'. I'll be writing more based on that character in the future. P.S. Really wish Shadman would draw a decent comic about Nancy.

Bella was feeling light headed. She walked very slowly to the bathroom. The door was opened a crack and the light was on. She could hear running water. She tried to stop herself from going in but found she had no control over her movements, like she was left on autopilot. It was obvious now that from the shape behind the frosted glass of the shower screen that Renee was in there and Bella had no business going in.

But getting closer to the shiloutte the figure behind it seemed more like an hourglass shape. She couldn't budge to back away as the screen slid open and Renee caught her.

"Mom! I'm so sorry I didn't mean to...," she was stopped by the sight of Renee's body all wet and soapy, "...uh..."

Renee smiled widely and pulled her daughter into the shower with her. Bella nearly shrieked. Surprisingly her clothes didn't get wet. Bella looked down at herself and saw the reason why. She wasn't wearing any! Her right body was pushed up against Renee, sudding up together.

"Play with me!" Renee ordered her; Bella fit so perfectly in her arms. Renee advanced, opening her mouth, extending her jaw and practically eating the young girl's face; making out roughly, biting down on her bottom lip and pulling.

"This is wrong...," Bella began but was stopped again by her mother's kiss. Renee had her hands all over her, pulling at her hair and back. She then pushed Bella's head down to her perfect soapy breasts, Bella just stared at them, clearly annoying her.

"Are you too good to play with your mother's tits?"

Bella looked up at her innocently, those big brown coy eyes and shook her head, "No...,"

"Then get your ass in there!" Renee pushed Bella's face between them, slapping her face with them comically.

Bella couldn't help but laugh and feel aroused. "Mom! What are we doing?"

"Why don't you shut the fuck up and lick your mother's cunt you you whore!"

Bella was bow on her knees staring at Renee's thick bush. Bella was shocked to her core by this but as she stared longer she couldn't help but get lost in it. She shrugged and said, "Well ok..." She closed her eyes and stuck out her tongue.


"Ah!" Bella gasped, waking up in bed. She could feel sweat on her face. She almost wasn't sure what she had just dreamed about it all seemed so surreal. It happened at break neck speed. Images of the hot shower and being naked with her mother. What kind of subtext that could be she didn't know. She did remember Renee being very agressive and also very beautiful. As she stirred she felt a dampness under her sheets. She wasn't wearing anything, her underwear was gone pushed off. There was some wetness on her two fingers. She realized in horror what she had done.

She pushed the sheets off and saw the huge wet stain beneath her. She panicked and crawled away from it. She wasn't sure what to do; see a shrink? It was still the middle of the night. She took a pillow and her only dry blanket and slept on the floor. She didn't have any more dreams at least none she could remember.

In the morning she gathered her things, bedding and clothing from the night she used and had a shower; making sure Renee wasn't there. She got up before Renee or though she thought. She came downstairs with an old laundry basket and crept down the stairs. Renee was walking out of the kitchen with her coffee, bags under her eyes. She looked at Bella and her laundry curiously.

"Morning?"

"Morning."

"What's with the basket?"

Bella felt her face burning, she felt so small; Renee looked like such an authority now all dressed up for work and with that badge on her belt. "I do my own laundry. I used to do Charlie's too," she tried to smile.

"Oh, ok that's...Great."

"I could do yours too if you'd like."

Renee had this guilty look on her face, "Uh, that's fine."

"A-are you sure? I'd be more than willing..."

Renee sneered and attempted a chuckle, "No its fine really."

Now that that awkward conversation was done, Bella really wanted to rush past her. "So why the laundry this morning, hot date?"

Bella slowly turned around, "Yeah...sort of."

"So it went well last night, huh?" Renee hesitantly smiled.

"Er, yeah."

Renee placed her hands on Bella's shoulders and planted a kiss on her forehead, "That's my girl."

Bella gulped and walked to the laundry room, not looking where she was going she banged into a wall. Renee heard the thump from the other end of the hall.

"Are you alright?"

"Yep!"


Renee had her head down on the cold table, hands stretched out making fists. She looked up at the steel blue eyes of a gangbanger she'd been hoping to get information from for the past three hours. He wasn't cracking.

"Come on, Jabar, I know you're working with Lezar's gang. Just give me some names and we'll go easy..."

He shrugged. She finally snapped, lifting up a chair and hurling it at the wall. He didn't so much as squirm.

"Swan!" The chief entered, he looked at her firmly; she looked like a complete mess. She reluctantly joined him outside the interrogation room.

"Just give me another hour."

"His lawyer is here. No evidence of him at the scene. His parole officer confirmed where he was."

"We can still..."

"It's over, Swan, gonna have to let this one go."

She placed a hand on her forehead, massaging it. "No cameras and we don't have any idea what went down. Just a pile of stiffs and a lot of missing coke."

"Rest up, Swan. Go home to your daughter."

"She...has better things to do."

He raised an eyebrow, "Did you give her the tickets?"

"Yeah..."

"She'll come around. My daughter resented me for years after I busted her for drugs. Took me a long time to get back into her life but hell, now we're going on a trip to the Bohamas. Whole family. Like it never even happened."

Renee was feeling a sharp pain going through her skull. She excused herself. She wasn't going home she was going to the crime scene. The Lezar gang had been pushing drugs for a long time but it looked like someone was moving in on their territory.

She crossed the yellow tape at the end of La Push beach and looked around for anything that CSI might've missed. She looked over at the dock. It didn't look like anyone had touched it. She crouched down and explored under it. There was some rocks that looked oddly piled. Sure enough there was a taped up bag of cut cocaine. She had her days with the powder before. Her days keeping hush hush about some of the casino's activity. She so desperately wanted to tear into that bag and get to the sweet stuff.

"Swan?"

"Fuck," she said under her breath. She came out from under there and sighed at the sight of Wallace Graham. "What are you doing here, Rookie?"

"I saw your car. Was seeing if everything was ok...is that?"

"Yeah. Knew they missed something. Those picks couldn't find their own ass holes."

"Cool...hey, I'm sorry about..."

She closed her eyes and breathed, "Fine whatever. Water under the bridge. From now on just stay the fuck out of my office."

"You got it. You want me to take that to the lab?"

Renee looked at his naive eagerness and down at that bag she gripped so tightly in her hands. "Uh...no...I got this one."

"Ok..."

"Tell me...did chief tell you to tail me?" Rookie couldn't look her in the eye, "Knew it."

"Sorry."

"Just get out of here."

He went back to his car. She waited until he was out of sight before taking the bag with her. She knew Bella would be out of school soon and then heading off with that degenerate. If he tried anything she would murder him. She needed to find out where they would be.


"Big concert coming up," Jacob told Bella as they walked to his house.

"Oh, yeah, I got tickets to that..."

"Really? Want to go with?"

"Uh..."

"Unless you're already going with someone. "

That smile of his really did give her goosebumps. "No. Uh, yeah we can go together."

"Unless Renee has a curfew enforced."

"No.. um, do you think we could stop mentioning her?"

"Yeah. Something wrong?"

"No just...," there was no possible way to tell him, everything was just too crazy to deal with. "...Drama."

"Ok. Well maybe I can help take your mind off things."

They walked up to a gated estate. Bella was stunned. A huge fence surrounding a property that looked like a Cuban resort. "This is your house?"

"Well its technically my uncle's but yeah. Trust me it's not nearly as glamorous inside as you'd think." He took her hand and took her in.

Neither knew Renee was out of sight staking out the place from her car.

More soon!