Hey Its Tilly!

Yes, yes I strike again! Who'da thunk it? OMG this thing takes up 7 pages!

Neways, I do not own D.Gray Man, nor any of the smexy characters in it.

BUT! I do own my plot and storyline. And the keyboard I type with and my mp3 player which gives me inspiration and my car that gets me places. But really, that's about all I own. Sry, I'm babbling.


Kanda was mesmerized.

He sat at his table in the very back near the exit to the dining hall, staring intently at a certain someone.

Allen had decided that since he had gone to bed right after lunch the day before that he should now introduce himself to all the new finders and exorcists. He also wanted to say hello to all the ones he knew and had not seen since long before his 'extended leave.' Walking from table to table, Allen talked, laughed and shared sorrows with all of the people he came upon.

Kanda had finished eating long before, but sat in his spot transfixed.

He had never noticed that when Allen walked, he had the slightest of swing to his hips. His eyes watched as they swayed back and forth, back and forth as he was slowly getting closer to Kanda's table.

Suddenly realizing just what and who he was staring at, and in just how close a proximity that person was to him, Kanda decided that enough was enough. Obviously, he was sick. First yesterday, with that… cute… incident, and now today with the hips, Kanda couldn't take it!

He couldn't tell what he was feeling, but he knew he needed to do something about it.

So, for the first time in his life, Kanda did not wait to pick a fight with the younger boy.

He took his tray to Jerry, in the same absent-minded manner that he had the previous day and left with as much speed as he could manage while still seeming calm and dignified.

Turning and twisting through the halls, Kanda ignored everything that was going on around him, did not bat an eye when Lenalee tried to stop him in the hallway, and didn't even notice Lavi's attempt at a super glomp.

He also hadn't realized just how little sleep he had been getting in the past few weeks untill he got to his room. Now he felt so extremely tired, and the bed looked so warm and inviting…

Stripping to only his pants, Kanda snuggled into the covers, vying for all the warmth he could get, and fell asleep right after wondering what it would be like to have a certain white headed exorcist sleep next to him.

Allen looked up and frowned.

Kanda had been sitting three tables away only 5 seconds ago, but now he was nowhere to be seen.

The only reason Allen had started talking to all the people in the dining hall was so that he would have a reason to go over to Kanda's table to pick a fight.

Usually, Allen wouldn't need a reason, but since Kanda had been feet away from him the day before and still hadn't said anything, Allen felt a little self conscious just waltzing up to the older boy and immediately starting an argument. Needing time to build up his confidence again, he had started talking to people at the other end of the dining hall, slowly working his way over to the Japanese man.

Well, he was happy to have met all the new arrivals in the Order, but now that his original purpose for walking around the whole dining hall was gone, he didn't really feel like finishing up by talking to the last few tables.

But, for politeness sake, Allen went and briefly spoke with the last people, and was relived when he saw Lenalee walking into the hall.

Excusing himself from the last table, he joined her as she ordered her lunch, ordering himself a small mountain of food himself.

"Allen! How have you been?"

"Pretty good, I just talked with all the finders and exorcists who are new. There are quite a few of them."

Allen flashed her a smile, but Lenalee had caught the hint of sadness in Allen's tone, and would not let it go.

"Really Allen, is there anything wrong? You seem sad… is one of your injuries hurting? Komui told you not to exert yourself, because some of your injuries were extremely… severe."

Not wanting to worry Lenalee, yet hating to lie, Allen tried harder to look like he always had: confident and happy-go-lucky.

"What are you talking about, Lenalee? I'm fine, really!"

"Allen, you know you're a bad liar, but if you really don't want to tell me, as long as its not a injury problem I wont pester you. Just know I'm always here for you."

This time, smiling genuinely, Allen was once again happy that he had befriended Lenalee the first time he came to the Order.

"Thank you, and no it is not about my injury."

Sitting down with their food, Lenalee and Allen were joined by Lavi who looked deep in thought.

"Oh, no. Not you too, Lavi! What's wrong with you?"

Looking up as if he had just realized where he was, Lavi shook his head as if trying to shake the thoughts from his head.

"I don't know, Lenalee… I just passed by Yuu-chan in the hallway and he didn't even notice when I called to him. It was really loud, even for me. I was expecting to see Mugen thrown at me, but he just walked right by me. I followed him, trying to get his attention, but he just went to his room and didn't come out…"

Lenalee sat up straight, and all three ignored their food to focus on the predicament.

"You didn't get killed for following Kanda?" Allen asked, amazed. Surely Kanda couldnt have dragged up some amount of patience, could he?

"I walked by him on my way here as well! I said hi, and he usually at least nods back. This time he didn't even pay attention!"

Guess it wasn't the patience theory.

"That's weird, I was going to talk to him this morning, but he ate his soba so fast, that once I was just a little close to his table, he was gone!"

It was baffling. Kanda never missed a chance to threaten Lavi's life or pick a fight with Allen. And he was always courteous towards Lenalee. He once told them when they complained that he was only nice to her that he couldn't fight with women. He had respect for them.

Just the thought made Allen suddenly… jealous?

'Why should he simply respect someone because they were the opposite sex? Did he respect Rhode… well that's going a bit overboard, but still haven't I earned at least a little respect… WAIT! This isn't the time to be pissy, Kanda seems to be really sick.'

While Allen inwardly went over all the possibilities, Lenalee and Lavi had kept talking. Simply trying to understand the normal Kanda was exhausting, so Allen was feeling extremely weak after going through the first few possibilities.

"Well at least we know he can't be PMSing!"

"Lavi!"

Allen was suddenly pulled from his thoughts by a sudden turn in the conversation.

"Allen, you're looking a little worn out… are you sure you're not stressing yourself too much."

"I'm sure I'm fine, Lenalee. I think I'll just head back to my room, though. Trying to understand Kanda is to tiring…"

Getting up and leaving, Lenalee and Lavi were now free to discuss a different subject, one that could not be discussed between anyone but themselves.

"So, do you think Allen likes Kanda? He seemed pretty upset when the baka didn't even say a word to him during lunch yesterday…"

Pitch black.

It definitely was not the time Kanda was supposed to be waking up. He usually woke up at around 6:00 AM, just in time to see the sun rise as he went out to train. This was nothing like 6 o'clock.

Kanda bent toward the edge of the bed in order to get a better look at the clock.

'Why on earth have I woken up at fucking 1 AM!'

Sitting up, Kanda felt his stomach give a slight grumble.

'Oh. I guess I did skip dinner.'

After falling asleep, Kanda hadn't woken till the present moment, obviously missing dinner.

Kanda stood up and slung his exorcists coat over his shoulders while looking down at his stomach, whispering,

"Well I guess you and I have a date at the kitchens tonight."

Kanda wasn't one to eat more than needed, nor did he like midnight snacks, but if he didn't eat regularly his body could take the needed nutirents from his muscles. And and exorcist without muscles is about as useless as a bird without wings.

The halls of the Order were very poorly lit, making it hard to tell the surrounding atmosphere and the walls apart.

'Damn, someone could get hurt. What if someone ran into some-' "OOF!"

Allen was currently looking straight at Kanda's chest.

'Since when did Kanda grow like… 10 more inches!"

Having also fallen asleep after lunch, Allen woke up with a hunger similar to Kanda's. Well, similar if you multiply it by 10, because of his parasitic innocence.

'Damn, Kanda's chest and abs are like rock!'

Kanda looked down to see a Moyashi who was blushing so furiously that you could see it even in the bad lighting of the halls.

The reason? Kanda could only imagine.

Allen was having a hard time coming back to reality. He was still struggling with the thought that Kanda had no shirt on, and that he had suddenly imagined himself nibbling Kanda's abs and biting his collar bone…

'What am I THINKING!? First, this is Kanda! Second, WTF! But still, those abs look so inviting…'

"Oy, Bean sprout! What are you doing! I just asked you what you're doing out here at 1 o'clock in the morning. In front of my bedroom no less!"

Shaking his head, Allen looked over at the room across from him.

"That's YOUR room?!"

"Che… stupid bean sprout, my room is back there, the last one in this hallway. And you still haven't answered my question!"

Glaring up at Kanda, Allen realized that this was the first time Kanda had talked to him since he had awoken.

"Sorry, Kanda SIR… I think your abs just gave me brain damage, so don't blame me if I'm a little slow. What do you eat with your soba, granite?"

"Don't be silly, Moyashi. You have always been brain dead. And don't make me ask again, what are you doing out here so late. Aren't you supposed to still be recovering?"

Shuffling his feet, Allen looked at the ground and mumbled,

"Skipped dinner, fell asleep. I was hungry and was going to the kitchens…"

Kanda almost laughed. He knew Allen had a hard time finding his way around the Order, but really this was the limit.

"Geeze, bean sprout. You almost died! You could at least try to remember where the things are in this world, or you won't have any luck finding places in the next. The kitchen is in the other direction, across the castle! It's kind of near your room, too. How do you get so lost!"

"Hey! I-"

Allen was about to insult Kanda back, when suddenly his hand was being held and Kanda was pulling him in the direction he had just come. Surprisingly enough, all Allen could think about till they had arrived at the kitchen was,

'OMG Kanda is consciously holding my hand! I mean he picked my hand up! Wait, does he think he's holding my hand, or does he just see it as him leading me to do his one good deed for the century. Why am I so happy about this!?'

Having arrived at the kitchen, Kanda looked down, seeming to suddenly realize that he was, in fact, hand in hand with Allen Walker. Quickly letting go, he walked towards the kitchen and opened it, only to find it empty. But, at least the lights were on.

"Wait, Kanda… why are you out so late?"

"Well, bean sprout. I was a little preoccupied with… something… so I accidentally skipped dinner. I was hungry and decided I would come to get some food. Only, it seems that Jerry really does sleep. I had thought he was some undead King of food who feasted on cuteness…."

Stifling a laugh at Kanda's weird attitude, Allen joined Kanda in the kitchen. He was just happy Kanda was talking to him again, even if he didn't make sense.

"Well I can make something for you. Jerry taught me how to cook a long time ago. Do you want soba, Yuu---"

Luckily, Kanda didn't catch the slip of tongue on Allen's part. He had called Kanda by his first name, which always earned Lavi a death threat and near impalement by Mugen. Thank God Kanda didn't seem too sharp tonight.

"Yes? 'I'… finish your sentences when you start them!"

"Wait, what are you talking about?"

Kanda looked at Allen like there were wings sprouting from his ears.

"Well, you asked if I wanted soba, and then started by saying 'you…' but never finished your sentence. Come on, Moyashi! You gotta pay attention to what you're saying. And yes, I would like some soba."

For the second time that night, Allen was unable to insult Kanda back.

'Thank god he didn't realize I was talking about 'Yuu' not 'you.'

"Alright! One soba with a side of granite, coming up!"

"Cheeky bastard of a Moyashi..."

But as Allen started making Kanda's soba, he nearly dropped the cooking utensils at the thoughts running through his head.

'God, I wish he would always say Moyashi instead of Bean sprout… its soooo sexy!'


Chapter 3 DONE! Hehe. Yes Tilly strikes again!

2261 words! Hehe, now why in the world does Kanda know where Allen's room is? And why would Allen need to know where Kanda's room is… Maybe so he can get 'lost' near it again?

Oh and Lavi's PMS comment is refering to that he knows Kanda isnt a girl. I thought it was funny... but I also have a wierd sense of humor. hehe.

I'm SOOO SORRY KANDA! I made you sooo clueless... on a side note i find it kinda funny that in the manga Kanda is the one to ask Allen if he had anything that matters in his life, while in fanfics Allen always gets mad at Kanda for tossing away his life/being reckless...

Hehe I'm sooo avoiding my homework right now… diediediediediediedie school! I cant wait for senior year!

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