WOW YOU GUYS ARE SO LUCKY THAT I LOVE WRITING THIS. YOU GOT TWO PARTS IN ONE NIGHT. I'M THINKING OF ENDING IT ON THE NEXT ONE UNLESS YOU GUYS WANT IT TO BE LONGER CAUSE I WOULDN'T MIND MAKING IT LONGER CAUSE I ABSOLUTLY LOVE WRITING THIS STORY. SO I DON'T OWN ANYTHING.
So a few months went by and I started to try to find other guys but most of the we're Nate's old friends and I would never go there. I would occasionally go down the hall where Nate's old locker was a all kinds of bad memories would come back. They E! News picture, Nate officially breaking up with me, and me seeing him and hers pictures plastered all over every teen magazine in the world. As much as I wanted to curl up into a ball and just cry everyday I didn't. I wasn't going to Nate get to me. I loved him but he broke every promise that he had made to me. It would have been easier if he would have said in the beginning 'I can't make any promises cause I can't tell what the future will be.' That would have been a lot easier for me.
So Hannah and Jake came and visited me one weekend just to see how everything was going and Hannah was trying to help me find a new guy to get over Nate. Then we saw a really cute guy one day at the mall.
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"So Alex. What are you going to buy?" Hannah asked Alex as they were walking down the street to some really nice shop that since she was Hannah Montana she would be able to get some nice clothes.
"I don't know. Maybe a few new skirts and dresses maybe a few new pairs of shoes. I'm not really sure right now." Alex said walking with Hannah. "Are you sure no-one will recognize you. I mean you are pop sensation Hannah Montana."
"Well if the paparazzi do see me they will take pictures and then Nate will be able to see that you look better than Tess and break up with her and come crawling back to you." Hannah said smiling and laughing. Then she saw that Alex wasn't laughing and stopped. "What its funny and so true. You look better now than you did when you were dating Nate Gray."
Just then some paparazzi over heard what Hannah said, "Hannah did your friend really date Nate Gray?" They asked while taking pictures.
"Yeah its true we dated for about 3 years and then he cheated on me with Tess Tyler." Alex said hiding her face from the paparazzi.
"Alex lets get out of her." Hannah said grabbing Alex's hand and running in her heels.
"Hannah how the hell do you run in heels?" Alex said running.
"Practice. On the stage." Hannah said still running.
"Hannah do you know how pissed Nate and Tess will be when they hear what I said to the guy. Nate will be so mad." Alex said kinda worried.
"Who cares the guy cheated on you he deserves to have a bad rep. He cheated on his girlfriend of 3 years after promising her that he wouldn't. He deserves to be the bad boy of the press. He need to be taken off of his high horse." Hannah said getting kind of mad cause she knows how much Alex loved Nate.
"That's true. He does." Alex said. "So Hannah when do you have to go back on tour?"
"Like a few weeks why?" Hannah asked and then she got the greatest idea in the world. "Why don't you come with me and help my stylist design some clothes. Everyone know that your designs are the best."
"Oh my god that is the greatest idea ever. Plus my mom has been trying to get me to try to sign my designs and having my bestie wear them on stage is even better plus we wouldn't have to be apart that much anymore."
"Eee! This is going to be so great. Especially when I have better clothes then Tess and Nate see that you are still doing great without him." Hannah said getting really excited.
"Oh my god you are so right. We should so go set this all up." Alex said and then Hannah called a taxi and went back to where Hannah was staying and talked to Hannah's stylist about having Alex help her. They agreed and when Hannah left the next time Alex was right by her side.
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So yeah I went with Hannah and I'm still with her right now. Really she is on stage while I'm just backstage sketching some designs for some new outfits. Me and her have been looking for some really cute guys and have only saw a few. None really worthy of us but we keep trying. I'm still trying to get over Nate and its starting to work okay so I just spoke to soon cause the he-devil is like 20 feet away from me. Thank god, I am wearing a blond wig so no-one knows who I am.
"Excuse me miss? When will Miss Montana be off stage?" Tess said. Oh my god I hate that girl.
"After this set." I said then under my breath I said , "you man stealing whore."
"Thank you. So do you know who designs all of Hannah's outfits cause I was going to ask that person to design me some clothes." Tess asked.
"Well I do but I only work for Hannah cause yeah we have been friends since before she was famous." I said trying not to get to mad at her.
"Wow what a weird coincidence my Natey was too." Tess said flipping her hair.
"That is weird. I wonder if he knows who I am." I said. "Maybe if you bring him over hear and I take off my wig he will know who I am."
"Okay I will." Tess told me before she ran off to grab Nate while I went into Hannah's dressing room to take off the blond wig.
Then I heard the she-devil say , "Natey there is some girl here that has been friends with Hannah as long as you and also designs all of Hannah's outfits." she said it in that whiney voice of hers. It made me wanna gag.
So after I left I told Roxy, Hannah's bodyguard that if Hannah asks I'm talking to the she-devil. And that Hannah would know what that meant.
So I walked over to them and immediately Nate knew who I was.
"Alex? You design all of Hannah's clothes now?" Nate said surprised, and I was happy he was.
"You know her Natey?" Tess said in that whiney voice of her, how can Nate stand it.
"Knew me? He dated me for about 3 years." I said trying to hold back tears. "Don't you remember all those sketches that I showed you. I showed them to you right before you wrote Lovebug for me."
"You wrote Lovebug for her I thought it was for me!" Tess said getting a little bit mad. It served her right for stealing Nate away from me. It was time she knew the truth.
"Oh no he wrote that for me right before he got the record deal. Remember Nate I told you I loved it and that I loved you. Then you said you loved me too and that you would always love me and that even if you got the record deal you would still love me." I said just to make him feel bad and it did. He wouldn't show me his eyes cause he knew that I would be able to see his guilt like I always did.
"Alex please stop that was 2 years ago." Nate said not showing me his eyes still.
"Why not tell her the truth Nate. She deserves to know how most of the song on your first album were about me." I said trying to make him have a guilt trip.
"Alex please." he said almost begging.
"No. I won't you broke all the promises we made before you left. I have talked to Shane more. Shane, Nate. He was never my boyfriend. Remember the day you asked me out, the romantic picnic in central park. I can't go there anymore cause of to many memories of you. Our first kiss was there. At our old school I could never go past your old locker without shedding a tear or two. Remember how you hated to see me cry. You made me cry myself to sleep at nights. Why didn't you just call me and break-up with me when you stopped loving me? It would have been less painful for me." I said pulling a major guilt trip on him. I could see it in his eyes they were almost tear filled. After that little performance I walked into Hannah's dressing room and asked Roxy to only let Hannah in.
So I went in there and laid down on the couch and started crying so loud I'm sure that Nate and Tess heard me. Mostly because I heard Roxy say, "I'm sorry Mr Gray, Miss Russo doesn't want anyone but Hannah to come in."
That was the last I heard until Hannah came into the room and saw me cry on her couch. Then she asked me, "Did you see Nate?"
"Yeah," I said crying.
"Did you pull a guilt trip on him?"
"Uh-huh." I said crying.
"Did he hear you crying?" Hannah said looking worried.
"Yeah didn't you?" I asked
"Yeah the whole band did." Hannah said. "And part of the front row."
"Wow that embarrassing." I said. "Next time please don't let Nate come here. Well if you do make sure Shane and Jason are here cause they can always help me with guilt trips."
"Okay I will." Hannah said.
"So Hannah do you know any hot stars that would make Nate jealous and drive him crazy." I asked thinking of a plan.
"I might know a few hot guys." Hannah said thinking the same thing I was thinking.
"Good introduce me." I said smiling evilly.
"Wow you have a great evil smile." Hannah said laughing. "You could so creep someone out with that smile.
" I know I used to practice it on Justin and Max." I said laughing and remembering all the times that I was mean to Justin.
"Do you know what we should do?" Hannah said getting an idea.
"What?" I asked cause I had no idea what she was thinking.
"We should go back to New York for a couple of days and go back to our old High School and since we are suppost to be Seniors go visit Mitchie and Caitlyn and see if there are any hot guys there so we can get Nate so jealous." Hannah said.
"Wow that is the greatest idea I have ever heard." I said starting to grin evilly. "This could be the best thing ever. I could get Nate to regret ever cheating on me while finding a guy to replace him. You are a genius Hannah Montana!"
So we went back to the stage and me and her ended the show like me normally did. Showing them all of my designs and giving out free t-shirts to all the people in the back rows of the arena. We thanked everyone for coming and went back to Hannah's tour bus which was by the Connect 3 bus and the Tess Tyler bus. Oh joy. When we walked back I could see Shane and Jason on the step of their bus waiting for us. So I ran up to them. They were always like my bros.
"Oh my god. Shane! Jas! I missed you!" I yelled running over to give them a big huge hug.
"We missed you too. Lexy." Shane and Jason said, they were the only two people in the world allowed to call me Lexy.
"I saw Nate earlier. I gave him a major guilt trip for what he did." I said trying to block out Nate expression from earlier.
"Yeah we heard you crying like the rest of all the people backstage." Shane said. "You know how Nate can't stand hearing you cry."
"I don't get why he would even care since I'm not his girlfriend." I said still not getting why he would even care about me. He cheated on me for Jesus sake. He fucking cheated.
"I don't know. He just never could stand it to hear you cry. It broke his heart that day you found out about him and Tess. Which he shouldn't have even cheated on you. After you hung up on him he went to his bunk and wrote the song Sorry. You know, 'I'm sorry for breaking all the promises I wasn't around to keep.' yeah he wrote that for you." Shane said trying to make me have a guilt trip.
"Yeah well I don't care. He broke my heart so I don't care if his heart breaks. Maybe I will record me crying and send it to him once a day." I said getting a little bit bitchy with Shane.
"Yeah that sounds like something you would do." Shane said laughing.
"Yeah I would do that to Nate. He did this to himself." I said.
"Yeah he did. And he is an idiot for doing that. I remember the first day we left he said, 'I'm going to miss Alex so much I love to much to crap most rock stars do to girls'."
"Well he lied. We have to leave Shane. Hannah and I are going to back to New York for a while so we will see you guys some time." I said. "Don't forget you are free to call me and next time you come to a Hannah concert help me make Nate go on a guilt trip cause I would so love that."
"Okay Lexy. I will don't worry. Hopefully he will come around and realize that you were the best thing in the world that ever happened to him." Shane said giving me a great big hug.
"Don't count on it Shane." I said. "I was praying that for a year straight. Its never going to happen I was thinking of him every day you guys have been gone. I cried after I passed by his old locker. I tried to date but I couldn't cause I kept thinking of him. I was always comparing them to Nate. I briefly dated Dean but every time I was with him I was thinking of Nate. I broke up with him after our first kiss cause it felt so wrong cause I was used to only Nate. I loved Nate with all my heart. But did that count for anything no. He still broke my heart. I was always thinking of him. I once had a dream that he came back and told me that he was sorry for breaking my heart and that he wanted me back. He actually broke down the door and took me into his arms and looked in my eyes and said that he loved me and that he never wanted to let me go. But that will never happen. I was stupid for letting he go. I want him back so bad." I said starting to break down into tears. "Shane was I so bad of a girlfriend that he had to cheat on me. Was I so bad that he had to not care anymore."
Suddenly Shane just started hugging me as I cried and cried into his chest and then Jason joined the hug so I felt so safe for a while till I heard Hannah tell us that we had to go.
"Bye guys." I said wiping away some of my tears. "I love you guys like my own brothers."
They hugged me and then Hannah and I left.
Hey guys. Thank you for all the reviews on this story. Mostly Fairy. But thank you for reading my story and i have to say this is by far the longest chapter i have ever wrote like about 1000 words more or so. But thank you for reading and please review cause i love to know that you guys are actually reading my story.
