EDWARD

'EDWARD GET DOWN HERE' alice screamed at me. i didnt move. i had no plans to. i sat on my bed and thought of bella. my bella, i hoped she was okay and happy. i ignored the pain i felt as i pictured her with another man, laughing, kissing, being happy.

'EDWARD' this time it was Esme why was she yelling at me

-edward this is very important we need you down here- i heard pain in carlisles thoughts. slowly i got up and went down stairs. everyone was in the kitchen. Jasper had both his arms around alice who was sobbing. esme looked like she was about to do the same. carlisle had a pained look on his face.

'whats going on?' i asked. everyone had their thoughts closed. the only one who moved was emmett who pulled out the channel changer and turned the tv on. it was on American news, and some blond bimbo was talking

'thanks for the update simon. and how just recapping todays top story. The small town of Forks, Washington is still in shock over the brutal murder of Police chief Charles Swan, last night in his home. The murder took place at around 8 last night. his body was found by his daughter Isabella Swan, 18. the young girl spent all night trying to save her father but was unsuccessful. the coroners office says that while Miss Swan was the first on the scene her father had been dead for close to 10 minutes before Isabella arrived home. this death has rocked the small town. there are still no leads into the Murder' emmett switched off the tv and moved his head back into his arms.

oh god, my poor bella.

'she found him' alice sobbed 'poor bella' i couldnt speak.
what had i done?
i left to help her and i got her father killed.
esme finally broke and collasped into carlisles waiting arms.

'i want to go back' jasper said quietly comforting a sobbing alice 'i want to go back and see bella, i want to go to the funeral'

'you didnt even know him' rose snapped she was the only one who didnt look upset

'i know, but i know bella and im going to be there for her' everyone seemed to agree and they all looked at me

'she'll hate me' i said quietly 'i left and now charlie dead'

'she wont. she'll be mad but she'll forgive. it bella' esme smiled remembering the girl who was like her daughter. i nodded and went to pack.

please dont let her hate me. i thought, please