'Demon or inner thoughts'
"thoughts or songs"
2 weeks later its early in the morning when Hinata is looking at her window bored. She slept for 4 hours due to the family demands on her which most were slaves stuff, some training, and little were from learning how to be the next clan leader, but now she was getting more sleep in this place then her home. So she got bored and clean the Kazekage's home in about 2 hours later. Then Hinata went outside walk around for a bit. look at the garden and stared at the beautiful plants. She saw a pond and wanted to do her water dance even though it was many years ago when she have done it, but she loved doing it. There was also another problem. Usually she would have the woods and bush near the pond because she dose it naked. But there was none and it was early in the morning so she thought that she can do her. She started to undress the clothes slowly and fold them in a neat stack. Collecting charka on her foot she walk on the water to the center. Doing some hand seals.
'Don't worry Hinata I'll make sure you'll be safe even if some pervert is near by.'
"Will at least you care." Hinata giggled then calm herself.
"Water Dancing-jutsu" She said and sang hiru no toki (its from outlaw start if you guys/girls don't know where that is from)
"oto no nai mahiru kaze ha tada akarui sukoshi nemutasou ni hanabira ga yureta
nani ge nai kono omoi nee, hito ha donna kotoba de yondeiru no
shiroi suna no tsuki toji kometa hanashi o hikari furasu you ni kikasete ne sotto
itsuka shiru toki ga kuru no? mune no itami o soshite ima yori yasashiku naru no ne
atatakai kono omoi nee, hito ha donna namae de yondeiru no
shiroi suna no tsuki mabushikute mienai tooi mirai no koto kikasete ne sotto"
While singing the song she dance gracefully and with great care. When she move her body the water would move with her and giving her a beautiful glow from the moon light. It was like she is a Water Goddess that have came to earth to show her beauty to mankind. Also while she was dancing there was someone watching with all there attention to her beauty and Hinata or Mai (Mai was helping Hinata to make sure that the dace was perfect) didn't knew that she was being watch.
Gaara was on the roof just watching the moon and stars like all ways. He would come here often when he wanted to have a break from his work. Tonight he was thinking of his girlfriend Sakura. Its been a few months since they saw each other. He loved her with all his heart, but there will be time where he thought that she cheated. But he knew he was being silly about that. He all ways remember her beautiful body, green eyes, pink hair that were soft but never as soft as his hair, her strength, and brains. Sometimes he would think that she made the perfect wife. They have been dating for 4 years and yet there was all ways something that tell him to wait so he waited to as to marry her. But it didn't mean that he couldn't have sex with her which he did a lot. It felt so good, but at the same time there was something missing and it bugged the hell out of him.
'You know that she is that your special someone you know. She is more of a slut then a good girlfriend.'
"Would you shut up for once in your life shut up about Sakura I love her and she love me."
'Will you never felt satisfied with her when you fuck her so why not and take someone like That new girl...aaaa let see was it hinad ...no...hinman-'
"Its Hinata jackass and no I won't do that she already went through enough. Due that she is not use to this weather that she get sunburn fast and pass out too much. either ways she is weak and you know I don't like weak people."
'Your might regret your words Gaara.' Shukaku teased.
"Can't you shut up and die for once."
'Hey what is that down there.'
He look down at the garden and saw it was Hinata. Its was 5 am in the morning. Not many people wake up that early or stay up that late.
"I wonder what is she doing this early in the morning...will I find that out myself." He thought.
'Maybe to take some fresh air.' Shukaku said as Gaara got up and walk to the edge of the roof, but stop and froze.
What he saw was Hinata was undressing herself slowly. First she took off her jacket. He saw her curves that she coved with her jacket. Then she pull her shirt off and started to undo the bandages that cover her breast. Gaara wanted to move and get out, but his body won't do what he wanted to do. Slowly and careful the bandages that were holding her breast were release. Which made him groan in pleasure, started to feel tense, and his manhood started to stand out from his clothes. She undo her pants, pull down her underwear, and neatly stack her clothes close to the pond. She was on the water and did some hand signs.
"Water dance-jutsu" He hear Hinata said even thought she spoke soft he could hear her. Gaara listen and watch her while she sang and dance.
"oto no nai mahiru kaze ha tada akarui sukoshi nemutasou ni hanabira ga yureta
nani ge nai kono omoi nee, hito ha donna kotoba de yondeiru no
shiroi suna no tsuki toji kometa hanashi o hikari furasu you ni kikasete ne sotto
itsuka shiru toki ga kuru no? mune no itami o soshite ima yori yasashiku naru no ne
atatakai kono omoi nee, hito ha donna namae de yondeiru no
shiroi suna no tsuki mabushikute mienai tooi mirai no koto kikasete ne sotto"
Its was so beautiful how her voice was. He even thought that Sakura will be jealous of Hinata because of her beauty and her voice. It just wanted to make him want to jump down, take her in, taste her, feel her how soft her skin was, hear her moan with pleasure, and many more. That alone made he feel that he just had sex with Sakura, but he didn't he was just thinking on what he could do to Hinata. He try to control himself, but was failing so badly.
'I see that you like this girl now even when you said you don't like her.' He teased while Gaara was doing his best to control of his body.
"Shut up Shukaku!! Control yourself Garra just. Don't think on what you saw ok. Now control yourself." Gaara keep saying that to himself, but Shukaku was enjoying this too much that he kept teasing.
'I'm sure your thinking of fucking her brains out and you would like to enjoy it wouldn't you Gaara?'
"I love Sakura and she is the best thing that happened to me." It was getting really hard on his pants so he took his manhood and rub it until it cum. Which shocked Gaara it was really faster when he usually dose it. He look back at the garden and seeing Hinata is putting back her clothes on and walk back to the house.
Shukaku started to laughand grin evily at him. Oh Gaara keep telling that to yourself you know you want this girl like I do.'
"Sakura is going to hurt me if she see me like this...sigh...Will at least you be coming today Sakura I missed you so much." He look at the sky 1 more time before he went back in.
It was breakfast time when Hinata went back in to her room and look out at the window for the second time today. She did want to help, but the maids said that she is a guest and they were not allow to help. Which that made Hinata feel weird because she all ways do the cleaning, cooking, gardening, wash cloths, make beds, take care of the kids, and anything that her clan didn't want to do she had to do it and no questions ask. Even though she is the heiress to the clan they didn't want her to be the new leader. knock knock
"Come in" Hinata said looking at the door. When the door open it was a happy Temari.
"Good morning Hinata, did you sleep well?" She ask while walking next to Hinata.
"Mmmmm...I guess...I usually don't sleep much, but I'm getting more sleep now" She looks at Temari
"Will that is good, but Why?"
"Because they said that I was to be the major help of the house even though I am the Heiress to the clan...so I was never allow to sleep much." Hinata look out at the window.
"Heiress to a clan...What clan did you belong to?"
"I'm sorry I can't tell you that...I just don't know if I could trust you with this."
"You can tell me."
"I'm sorry, but not now maybe when I feel safer then I will tell you who I really am, but for now I can't." Hinata looks at her feet while Temari sighs.
"Ok I'll let this slide just tell me when your ready to tell me who you are ok." Temari smiles.
"Ok." Hinata smiles too.
"Let go and get some breakfast ok." Before Hinata could say anything Temari got her hand and dragged her to the dinning room.
When they enter the dinning room it was huge. The Table was long and it could fit 20 people in a sit. It was set for breakfast with the food ready to be eaten. Temair sited Hinata right across where she sits. Then Kankuro came down with his face paint a little messy sit to the left to Temari. Then Gaara came down and sit a the end of the table which is to the right to Temari. Every body started to eat with a lot of stuff on there plates while Hinata had small amounts of food.
"Hinata sweety you should try to eat a little more then that." Temari was kind a worry about her heal that the little food that Hinata would eat so she try to see if Hinata can eat a little bit more than before.
"Yeah she right its not very good for you, you know that ...right?" Kankuro told her.
"Mmm...will I was never allow to eat too much or I'll be punished for the eating more food then given to me" Hinata said softly.
"Your not in their rules anymore. You can do what ever you want in this house ok Hinata" Gaara said and Hinata nodded and get some more food. They continue to eat while sometime have small talk with Hinata about her life. At time she will she "I'm sorry I can't tell you yet just wait", but more of the times she will answer them if its not too personal. Then they heard the door knocked. Gaara have a small smile and stand up. "That must be her." Was all he said and walk to the door.
"Mmm Temari...who is her?" Hinata asked.
"Oh its Gaara girlfriend. Sometimes I don't like her, but there is times where she good like her medic-jutsu or her strength. He have been dating Sakura Haruno for 4 year and I'm still surprised that Gaara haven't asked her to be his wife...oh will it not for me to know what its in his head." Temari keep eating, but didn't see that Hinata was looking at bit sad. When she said that Hinata felt like someone stab her heart over and over again. She put her hand over her heart.
"Why dose it hurt...I'm safe yet...I feel pain...why?" She thought.
'Hinata you ok?'
"I don't know...I feel like someone it stabbing my heart."
'Hinata don't worry about it just stay calm you don't want to let your memories to get to you and make you look crazy do you.'
"No Mai I know I'll try to stay calm ok."
Then Gaara came back with a girl with pink hair and green eye. Wearing a red shirt that have the zipper on the center that also have some with on the bottom, with black shorts short, a hip pouch, a kunia holster on her right leg, black gloves, and hita-aite with a leaf symbol on her hair. "Just like mine, but Neji just gave me this...where do they get these." She was holding Gaara's hand. Then Hinata saw 2 men that came with her.
1 was a man with messy blond hair, blue eyes, 3 black marks on each side of his cheek. He is wearing a black and orange jacket which was unzipped, black shirt, orange pants, and also the same hita-aite as the pinked hair girl. "He have the same thing too"
The other man have black hair that kind look like a duck with dangs and black eyes. He wore a black shirt which had a red and white fan on the back, black shorts, bandages on his left arm with black rings around it, bandages on both of his legs with the same black rings around it that stop to his knees, and the same hita-aite as the blond guy and the pink hair women. "Where do they get these."
"Welcome to my home Sakura, Naruto, and Sasuke." Gaara said.
"Oh Gaara its been too long since we have been together." Sakura kiss him.
"God I miss you so much." Gaara kiss her back.
"Get a room you too...Hey who is the hotty!" Naruto yelled out and ponited at Hinata.
"Weird I never seen her before." Sasuke said when he is right next to her and looking at her. Which made her jumped backed off.
"Hey be nice, she is scared when there is new people. We founded her at the desert 2 weeks ago ok." Temari told them.
"Yeah you have no idea what she have been through." Kankuro said while eating. Naruto didn't listen and come to Hinata while she was trying to calm down.
"She is so cute...can you be my girlfriend." Naruto asked. Hinata screamed and punched him in the stomach and back to the wall looking scared to death.
"What the hell did I just said about being nice!" Naruto yelled at Hinata which made her flinch.
"Look you scared her to death you idiot." Temari said in a nice tone trying not to scare Hinata even more then she is, but somewhat yelling at Naruto.
"Ouch ...that hurt you know! I just asked if she can be my girlfriend she didn't have to punch me!!!!" Naruto yell.
While Naruto and Temari were arguing, Gaara was talking to Sakura, Sasuke just watch while Naruto is going to get a big beating soon, and Kankuro kept eating his breakfast. Hinata still look scared to death and now having old painful memories coming back to her in a flash. Put her hands on her head trying to make it stop and with out warning she started to scream. Now everyone was look at her while she look down with tears coming down her eyes.
"P-please..no...stop ...I'll do anything! Anything!! I just don't want to go back in that darkroom again!!!...Please...I don't want him touching me...I-I...don't want him to put his figures in me...please!!!...I don't want to put that thing in my mouth again...not again...why can't you love me...like you do with everyone else...all I just wanted was...do be loved...is that too much to ask...am I forever to be alone...never love...forever to be hurt...mother...why you let me suffer alone?" She sod she words out and fall to her knees. Temari felt sick on what they have done to her and made her feel, Sakura felt sorry for the poor girl, Naruto felt angry that a pretty girl was being sexual abused, Sasuke didn't give shit about the girl, Kankuro wanted to kill that person that hurt Hinata, and Gaara felt angry, sad, and pity for Hinata. He sure hell have a long killing list to do that came from Hinata family or whatever she came from. He knew how it felt that nobody love him, he could understand how it feels. Also he felt that he should try to comfort her even though Sakura won't like it.
Slowly Gaara started to walk to Hinata, but Sakura hold on to his arm and shook her head saying 'leave her alone'. But Gaara knew that she need someone to be comfort, to understand the pain she feels, and to know that she is not alone. He pull his arm away from Sakura and walk slowly to Hinata, who was still crying softly and on her knees, then kneel down in front of her.
"Hinata..." Gaara said in a soft tone. She slowly look up with tears still coming down her eyes. Slowly he raise his hand and gently wipe away all of the tears that flow from her eyes. A small blush came on her cheeks and look away. He have a small smile and put his hand under her chin and left it up so they look at each other. "Hinata, don't worry about your past I promise that who ever hurt you will suffer and die by my hands. And you'll will be safe I promise." Hinata look at Gaara's eyes. While everyone look at the cute little scene, but Sakura was really jealous that Gaara was doing this for some girl.
"Why...why are you being kind...what do want from me" Hinata asked and everyone was shocked that she would ask that question. Its was kind like when Gaara hated everyone and only love himself, but that was years ago now.
"Nothing, I know the pain you feel. Its hurt in your heart, you feel like you have been stab? Does it? It hurts when no one will play with you when your a kid and you feel that no one wants you? I know how and understand it feels. I have been there before so I know that pain that you feel in your heart. It hurts a lot, but there is people that are willing to help, care, and love. Open up to them and you will be much better. I know I did" Gaara's face have soften and he gave her a smile. More tears keep coming out and Hinata threw herself at his chest, hug, and cry on him. At first, he was shocked and stiffen, but later he wrap his arms around her and pet her hair. "Ssshhh...its ok...everything will be fine."
Everyone come to Gaara and Hinata after she hugged him. Temari kneel down and hugged her and same as Kankuro. Naruto have a smile and Sasuke still didn't give shit on what going on. While Sakura was really, really pissed off and jealous that girl is hugging her boyfriend, but try to calm down knowing Gaara was only trying to help the girl and nothing else.
"She better not have her hands on Gaara...HE IS MINE!!!!" Sakura Inner thoughts
'Looks like you like her.' Shukaku laugh.
"Will you ever shut up for once!?!" Gaara yelled
'Nope.'
A few min later Hinata fell asleep and when Gaara notice. he pull her body over his lap, put his arms under her leg, and carry her bridal style to her room. He sit her on the bed, put the blanket over her body, kiss her cheek, and walk to the door "I hope you have sweet dreams Hinata." He smiled and closed the door.
"Mother I think ...I found people that can care for me like you did when your were alive...I just wish that Gaara love me, but...I'm not beautiful as Sakura is...but I might find someone that someone that will love me...finally I can feel alive once again...and not feel alone or pain again..."
'Hinata I know you do love him, but you have to understand that love will hurt and might kill you. Plus your more beautiful than that slut Sakura so never put yourself down ok.'
"I know Mai...I know"
