Wait, don't tell me Heaven is a place on earth
I wish I could rewind all the times that I didn't
Show you what you're really worth

Lucas POV.

I love her. She's my everything. When I'm with her I feel like I'm in heaven.

I should have told her. Told her that she was the most important thing in my life.

I should have shown her how much she is really worth.

The way that you held me
I wish that I'd put you first
I was wrong I admit, numb from your kiss
While you were slipping through my fingertips

The way she would hug me. Look at me with those beautiful eyes.

I should have put her first. She means more to me than the Counsil.

I was wrong. Wrong to worry about getting on the Counsil that I didn't notice she was slipping away from me.

Taking every breath away, with all of the mistakes I've made
From all the letters that I've saved, this is everything I didn't say
I wish I could've made you stay, and I'm the only one to blame
I know that it's a little too late, this is everything I didn't say

Everytime I saw her it took my breath away. When I saw her I could feel my guilt bubbling up my throat.

I remember the letters I wrote to her when I was gone, I wonder if she kept them. I should have told her I loved her before.

I wish I could have stopped this, I could've gotten her to stay, this is my fault. I can't blame this on anyone but myself.

I know it was to late. I know I should have told her I loved her before.

Wake me up now, and tell me this is all a bad dream
All the songs that I wrote, all the wrongs that I hoped would erase from your memory
Holding onto a broken and empty heart, flowers I should've bought, all the hours I lost
Wish I could bring it back to the start

I wish this was a dream, I wish I would wake up now and she would still be here.

I had messed up so many times when it came to Kylie and every single time I hoped she would forget.

Here I was now holding to broken, empty heart. I should have come over more often. Should have given her more flowers.

I wasted so much time I wish I could start over.

Taking every breath away, with all of the mistakes I've made
From all the letters that I've saved, this is everything I didn't say
I wish I could've made you stay, and I'm the only one to blame
I know that it's a little too late, this is everything I didn't say

When she looked at me with those baby blue eyes a felt truly happy.

I remember when wrote to her or when we would dreamscape.

I could hae stopped this. I should have stopped this. There is no one else to blame but me.

I know it was to late. I know I should have told her how much she meant to me.

I hope you know
For you I'd sacrifice
To make this right

I hope she knew that for her I would sacrifice anything.

I would do anything to make this right. To fix this.

Some day I'm sure
We'll pass each other by
Until that time

I'm sure that some day I will see her again. She will come back. I know that.

And when she does I'll see her again and maybe will be able to change this.

But until then...

Taking every breath away, with all of the mistakes I've made
From all the letters that I've saved, this is everything I didn't say
I wish I could've made you stay, and I'm the only one to blame
I know that it's a little too late, this is everything I didn't say

When I was with her I felt right. Like I was were I belong. Now that feeling is gone.

When we were together I didn't care what my pack, or family thought. I just cared about her.

This is my fault. I should have told my father no in the first place.

I should have told her how much I love her. Now it's too late.

This is everything I didn't say

Third Person POV.

As Lucas watched Kylie walk out of the gates he felt a part of him going with her.

He should have told her so much more than he did.

As she walked out, regret and sorrow filled him.

"I'm sorry for everything I didn't say." He whispered as a slow tear escaped from his lashes.

This is everything I didn't say

For the two weeks Kylie was gone, Lucas felt horrible.

He didn't smile, he would easily get mad. When he found out who told Kylie about the bethrothal ceremony he was beyond angry.

But not only was the upset with Fredericka... He was upset with himself more. His pack and sister tried cheering him up, but couldn't.

When he walked by, Della, Miranda, Perry, Derek and others would glare or spit out a rude comment, he didn't stop them he knew he deserved it.

"I'm sorry for what I didn't say." He would whisper almost every night.


A/N:

Hope you enjoyed. I actually thought of this while listening to the song. "Everything I Didn't Say" by 5 Seconds of Summer. And please comment suggestions for another one-shot. I am seriously running out of ideas.

-Love Sadie