I do not own Twilight :)
Here you go again
You couldn't find my number until when
You thought that you could get to my best friend
Without a script your game is lacking I fell through the hole
Down at the bottom of your soul
Didn't think you could go
So low
Look at what you've done
You're losing me
Here's what you've won
Got me planning to go
Solo
Solo
Solo - Demi Lovato
Eventually Edward and I start talking on myspace almost everyday and things are going great. He's told me a couple of times about him liking me. Of course I believe him, I'm so wrapped up in him, how can I not?
It's the last week of April and Alice comes up to me with a bunch of papers telling me that Cheer Try-outs are next week. I've been looking forward to trying out since I was a freshman and I would always tell Alice to remind me when they were, since she was already a cheerleader. I was just too self conscious to ever try out.
I fill out the form, but I don't tell Edward, actually, his friends saw it in my notebook when I opened my binder.
" You're trying out for cheerleading?!" Jasper yelled.
I looked over at Edward who looked rather surprised that I didn't tell him. I usually tell him everything, well almost everything.
"Yeah I am okay", I say impatiently.
During my passing period to go to 6th period I'm going to my locker when I look over and who do I see flirting of all people? Jessica. And Edward Wait what?!
What is she doing resting her head against her locker? And why is she talking to him looking at the floor and at him?! I always do that whenever he talks to me at my locker. Maybe I'm overreacting...Right?
I mean I know Jessica and her friend Lauren give Edward a ride home since he asks them to. But why would she be flirting with him? I've got to pull it together, this cant be happening.
Ring
Class starts and I don't know how to react when Edward comes up to me seriously.
" You're trying out for cheerleading?" he says this so calm, and with a smile its hard to tell if he's being sarcastic or not.
" Yeah I am." I'm still in shock from the position Jess was standing in I can't seem to get it out of my head.
" Bella, you don't even seem like a cheerleading type. I can't believe you want to be another Alice"
Where is this coming from, he's talking so serious now. I don't even know how to take that comment. I just giggle, roll my eyes, and go to my seat.
It's May now, and cheer try outs start this week. Oh I hope I make it. I'm walking to 6th period and once again what do I see? Jessica!
She's standing in the same position as last week and this time, who's with her? Terry...
It was just last week in 4th period that Jessica told me, it was possible that Terry might like Edward now too.
(Back to last week)
" Ok so Bella I gotta tell you, Terry says she might like Edward." Jessica says this so worriedly I think she might be trying help me out.
"Why do you say that?"
"She says she likes talking to him. But when I asked her if she did like him she got all defensive."
"Like how?"
" She was like, 'why do you care? Its none of your business'. I just said ok relax gosh."
I know Jessica and her are really good friends so when she tells me this next piece of information I don't know what to think.
"You better watch out for her. She's a big slut. She likes to sleep with random guys she meets at parties."
"Ok that's none of my business but when you asked her about Edward, I mean did she say anything else?"
"She just said, I do but then I don't. He's cute but then its his face." She sounded so like her I believed for a second it was really Terry answering me.
(Back to May)
I came from practice, I'm tired, sore and I decide to check my messages. Behold the message to lead me to suspect something.
To Bella: Would u get mad if u saw me kissing someone? Not that I have just asking
Oh my gosh he's online right now asking me this. What do I say? I don't wanna sound jealous. But if he's asking me if I saw him kissing someone else, should that lead me to suspect that he has or that he will. Who should I suspect, Terry?
To Edward: why would I be mad its not like im ur gf or anything
To Bella: ok im just asking. And I think maybe u and I should just stop talking for a while. I think we need our distance
Ouch. That was all I needed to hear. I signed off I couldnt take the conversation any longer.
I told Jessica about what he said the next day at school. She sounded so simpathetic.
That whole week at school I ignore him. It's hard, considering I have him for my first three periods and my very last period. In all those classes he just has to sit where I can see his face. Each time I look up, I just want to cry.
Later on myspace...
To Bella: hey im sorry for what I said the other day I didnt mean it. I cant stand not talking to we start over?
Coming home to this message was not what I needed. It was Thursday night and I just got the news that I made cheerleading. So I responded by saying:
To Edward: u know what its ur choice I don't I just have bad news for u
To Bella: what?
To Edward: looks like u got urself another alice cuz I made try outs u jerk!
We continued talking and he had to get offline. Of course next week, he tells me once again, that he likes me. I'm so confused.
I talked to Jessica about it and she told me not to believe it.
"Don't listen to him Bella. He told me he wanted to hook up with me. Even though I told him I have a boyfriend." She really did, she met him through church. So I thought I could still trust her to not let anything happen between them.
"So what do I do?" I say looking sad and probably pathetic.
"Just forget about him. You don't need him." She's probably right. I just can't forget about him.
But how could he? Why would he try to get with one of my friends? Does he not know that they tell me stuff?!
"Hey Jess, you haven't sent me any of your messages with im lately." I said curiously just so I could know to get a hint of what was going on.
Suddenly a smile went on her face.
"Um Bella, its kind of private." Private?! I'm the reason they're private!
"Jess," I say sternly, " I can trust you right?"
"Of course. I'm telling you, he's just been saying that he wants to hook up with me."
I felt the sudden urge to cry, but I knew I could trust my friend. At least, I hope I could.
