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Hermione woke up feeling very cold and painful that morning, she slowly raised up moving the curtain away just a little to grab the potion bottles on her bedside retreated back into the bed she opened one bottle and swallowed it already knowing what it would closed it tightly,putting it back she then opened the other one and downed it as if it were a shot.
Hermione waited a minute so the potions can take effect,once they did she kicked off the covers feeling warmth take over her body,and moving the curtain stepped into her slippers and started getting the things she needed for the was second to have woken up smiling at Hermione and giving her a bear hug.
Hermione cringed at the contact only a little glad she took the other potion, she kept up her appearance by giving the red head a hug smiled letting her go and getting herself ready for the the other two got ready their other housemates had started waking up as heard Ginny say good morning to the others while stepping into the bathroom.
Hermione opened her personal cabinet with a spell,taking out her "prescribed" potions by her aunt`s doctor "friend".Hermione took two small drops of one of the older ones before rapidly closing it and going to the toilet.
Hermione POV
I puked into the toilet for a miserable two minutes, I sadly could not cry since people were on the other side of the I had stopped I was glad since I started to puke out a little blood,even though it was a little I will talk to my aunt while trying to get some help from someone.
I showered,dried,and dressed before I got out of the bathroom I looked in the mirror taking off the skin had patches of uncolored I still had scratches on me as well.I looked away from the mirror putting the charm back on, and walking out of the bathroom with a fake smile which none knew was fake.
I grabbed my bag before heading downstairs to the common room where I saw the guys waiting for me,as soon as my feet were on the ground they each grabbed my arms and ran to the great arm`s were in so much pain since I was a cutter and these two were grabbing onto me tightly that I wanted to scream in agony.
The reason for my cutting was because it was once popular,because it was my aunt had me do it then it went out,She had me stop not knowing how addictive it was and how it helped she knew I was still doing it then I would be in a hospital the same part where Ann is.I watched in revolt as every one started eating I started to feel I watched my friends I felt eyes on me ,I began to discreetly look around the staring belonged to Snape,
I look back to my friends still feeling his cold eyes black eyes on me, I swallowed grabbing two pieces of toast,some scrambled eggs,and two sausage links,I still felt his eyes on me so I slowly picked up my fork my hand trembling as I picked up some eggs and put them in my I swallowed my stomach churned I did not feel Snape`s eye`s on me but I will contact my aunt none the less.
I felt my stomach not agree so I got up my friends eyes on me I grabbed my bag telling them some bullshit lie they will believe,when I got out of the great hall and everyone`s view I ran.I ran as fast as I could to the bathrooms, my head feeling lightheaded.I felt the bile rising up as I opened the stall doors,getting on my knees.
As I started to empty my stomach I felt better and dizzy at the same time, when I was finished I rose up from the floor staggering to the sinks starting to wash out my terrible as I felt I knew I could get through the day I have I was clean I stepped out of the bathroom and began walking as I walked my vision began to get blurry the last thing I remember was collapsing onto someone with blond hair.
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