Steve's POV

I woke up to a scream I turned and Nat was rolling around and she looked like she was in pain. I tried to tap her to wake her up but she punched me and made my nose bleed. I tried to grab her hands but she kicked me and I was knocked off the bed. I sat on her legs and grabbed her arms while she was struggling to break free from my grasp.

Steve: "Nat wake up!"She jolted awake and looked mortified and she started to cry.

Steve: "Nat what's wrong? What was your nightmare about?"

Natasha: "I'm sorry I woke you up I didn't mean to."

Steve: "Nat I don't care that you woke me up. What were you dreaming about?"

Natasha: "the red room."she said quietly

Steve: "I won't push you to tell me about anything but I want you to know that I will always listen."

Natasha: "I was dreaming about the beatings and how it all started in the red room. I dreamed about how they would say I have no place in this world and never would."

I didn't think she would tell me anything I guess I was wrong.

Steve: "I won't let them ever beat you again and you will always have a place in this world with me."

She leaned her head on my shoulder and I wrapped my arm around her.

Natasha: "sorry about the bloody nose."

Steve: "I forgot I even head one."

She smiled slightly

Steve: "why don't we try to get some more sleep."

Natasha: "I will try."

We went back to sleep and I woke up around 5:00am I looked over and she was writhing in her sleep. I wisperred her name and she jolted awake and started to breath really fast.

Steve: "Nat what's wrong?"

Natasha: "I was dreaming about the red room again. I'll tell you more after breakfast I'm getting hungry."

Steve: "fair enough."

She got up and stumbled a little bit I caught her and she looked annoyed with herself.

Steve: "Nat it's only been a day."

Natasha: "I know I just feel completely helpless and useless."

Steve: "Nat..."

Natasha: "I know you don't think so but I am not being helpful in anyway."

Sam: "you made Steve look happier I think you could consider that helping oh and also things were getting pretty boring with just two men hiding from the world.

...also what's for breakfast I'm starving."

Steve: "oatmeal."

Sam: "yuck what happened to my cereal."

Steve: "you ate it all."

Sam: "right, oatmeal it is I guess then."

I got up and made oatmeal for the three of us and Natasha helped while Sam made a list of stuff we had to get in town.

We sat down and started eating.

Natasha: "Steve could I come with you to get stuff in town."

Steve: "you don't have to but if you really want to come you can."

Natasha: "I know I don't have to I want to."

We got ready to leave. I put on the last semi clean shirt I had it was a tank top with large openings for my arms. I put on a pair of shorts and packed all our dirty close into a bag.

Nat came out of the bathroom in a red crop top and jean shorts.

It was 90 degrees Fahrenheit and 32 degrees Celsius it was a hot day. There was no wind and a lot of moisture was in the air.

I gave Nat the last water bottle.

Steve: "drink some water before we go."

She drank some water with no argument.

Steve: "Sam why don't you clean up while we're gone."

Sam: "I'll see what I can do."

Sam handed Natasha the groceries list and she read it while we started to walk.

She started laughing.

Steve: "what's so funny?"

She handed me the groceries list and I read it and it looked like this

my cereal

-more toothpaste

-more water bottles

-more food that tastes good

-oh and condoms

Natasha's POV

When he read it he looked annoyed but he was blushing. I thought it was funny how light hearted Sam was in this situation. The guys didn't know she was stearilized so Sam meant no harm.

I started thinking about the Barton's and how I loved when the kids called me "auntie Nat". I wanted children so bad but even if I could have children I shouldn't I'm a deadly assassin how could I care for a child. I was so deap in thought I didn't notice that I started to cry.

I felt Steve hug me and I was shaking.

Steve: "Nat what's wrong?" He said in a worried tone.

He sat me down and sat next to me holding my had I wiped away my tears and he was looking at me.

Steve: "Nat what's wrong?" He repeated in the same tone.

Natasha: "I can't have children."I said almost to quietly to hear

Steve hugged me and I started to cry again.

Natasha: "just another thing the red room took from me."

Steve: "oh Nat."He said in a soft sad tone

Natasha: "they would always tell us we would never need to have children and that deadly assassins didn't deserve children."

Steve: "do you want children?"he asked softly

Natasha: "If I'm being honest yes I did want children in the future.

...could we keep walking to town?"

Steve: "sure."

They walked the rest of the way silently. They went to the laundromat first and cleaned all the clothes they had and grabbed some from the lost and found bin no one else was there. She didn't think the people who lived here washed their clothes often if at all.

When they were done at the laundromat they grabbed as much food and water as they could and went back to the trailer park they barely uttered a word.

Sam: "hey your back how was your day out?"

Steve: "we washed the clothes and got more food and water."

Sam: "ok spill it what's wrong Steve what happened?"

Steve: "that's not my place to tell you."

Natasha: "I can't get pregnant."

Sam looked like he just got hit by a bus

Sam: "I'm sorry it was meant to be a joke I didn't mean to upset you..."

Natasha: "I know you didn't mean to it just made me think about it again and I tried to push those thoughts outside of my head."

Sam: "I'll make dinner."

Steve: "you haven't made dinner once since we got here."

Sam: "doesn't mean I don't know how to cook."

Steve: "okay."

Steve's POV

Nat had already started putting the clothes away so I helped her and then we put the food away.

We heard a knock on the door.

Sam: "I need to go hide I look the same as I did last month they will no who I am."

Steve: "okay go."

Nat slowly opened the door and a police man was standing there.

Police: "identification please."

I handed him the ones Sam made they said that him and Nat were married of course they did.

Police: "so how long have you been married."

Natasha: "not long."

Police: "where's your wedding rings?"

Natasha: "we aren't wearing them we dont always have them on and we were going to start making dinner."

Police: "you just don't seem like a married couple."

Natasha pulled my head down and kissed me she turned back to the police.

Natasha: "is that what you wanted PDA?"

The police man was shifting awkwardly.

Police: "okay I'm just gonna go. Sorry I was sent to evaluate the families in the trailer park you seem like a great couple sorry I bothered you. Thanks for your time."He said as he left

Nat shut the door

Natasha: "I'm guessing you didn't make those identification cards?"

Steve: "how did you know." I asked with a smile

Natasha: "because you looked just as shocked as me."

Sam: "hey yeah sorry I didn't tell you about the identification cards but hey like the police man said you seem like a great couple."he laughed

Steve: "Sam seriously."

Sam: "you guys may be a super soldier and a spy but you are really bad at hiding your feelings for each other."

Natasha: "Steve do you like me?"

Steve: "well you have a thing for Bruce...

Natasha interrupted

Natasha: "it's a yes or no question Steve do you like me?"

Steve: "yes."

Natasha: "I thought you liked Sharon so I went for Bruce and I didn't think you could like a deadly assassin."

Steve: "I think I wanted to be with Sharon to try and hold on to my past but I don't really think I had real feelings there."

Sam: "lets finish making dinner before this sweet moment gets awkward."

We made dinner and sat down to eat it.

Steve: "we should find a new place soon."

Natasha: "I agree being in the same spot for too long is dangerous."

Sam: "I know a place, I know where Wanda and Vision have been hiding. Currently their in Canada we can start heading there tomorrow."

Steve: "okay we need to get some sleep."

Nat got ready fast and was asleep by the time he got into bed. When he layed down she sleepily hugged him he looked at her and noticed she was still asleep. He fell asleep shortly after.

When he woke up Nat was still asleep he knew she would wake up as soon as he moved so he stayed. When she woke up she was startled at first and pulled away from him.

Natasha: "why did you stay?"

Steve: "because I knew you would wake up if I moved."

Natasha: "thank you."

Steve: "you're very cuddly for a deadly assassin."he said smirking.

Natasha: "cuddly is that how you would describe me."she said with a smirk

Sam: "okay lovebirds lets start packing."

We packed all our clothes, our food, medical supplies, and anything personal we still had left including books.

We headed out that night there was almost nothing left in the camper we even took the blankets and pillows we had.

They were still in clothes for hot weather because it would be at least a month before they would make it to the remote parts of Canada and currently it was warm where they were.

They came across a cargo train and found out it was headed in the direction they were going and would leave tomorrow so they hopped in one of the cargo boxes and shut the door.

They had a flash light but they didn't use it much because they didn't want to waste the battery.

We were able to fall asleep because we were exhausted. When I woke up I remembered that Natasha had gotten cold and cuddled up to me. When the train started moving both Sam and Nat woke up. Sam was grumpy and wanted to go back to sleep. Nat got startled and almost freaked out and she looked embarrassed.

The train was too loud for us to talk to each other but when Nat cuddled into me and Sam gave me a smirk.

We were on the train for two days and when we got off we were more than half way to Vision and Wanda.

Where we were there was snow on the ground I was already wearing pants but I was in the tank top still so I took the tank top off and put on a sweater. Sam was wearing pants and a T-shirt so he just took his T-shirt off and put a sweatshirt on. Nat was in a crop top and jean shorts and I was pretty sure she didn't have a warm shirt to wear. I gave her one of my sweatshirts and she put it on and was able to take her crop top off while the sweatshirt was on. The sweatshirt went down to her mid thigh and she took her jean shorts off and put on loose jean pants.

Natasha: "thanks for the sweater."

Steve: "no problem."

Sam: "you know couples share clothes right?"

Natasha: "oh is that what you've been hinting at for the past week."she said sarcastically

Steve: "as fun as this is we should find a new train to hide on."

They looked at the cargo station and found a train that was leaving tonight towards where they were headed they hopped on and shut the door. They were on the train for a day and they got off that evening. They found themselves in a rural area that had a small shop area. They got some warm clothes and changed in a public bathroom.

Steve: "so where's Wanda and Vision."

Sam: "up that hill in a small cabin."he pointed at what looked like a mountain

Steve: "you call that a hill I'd love to see what you call a mountain."

They started the climb up the mountain and by morning they had made it. They knocked on the door Vision in his human form answered but the team didn't recognize him.

Steve: "um hi sir do you know someone named Wanda and um a guy named Vision."

Wanda: "what are you guys doing here?"she poked her head around the door

Sam: "who's the dude?"

Vision: "it's me Vision disguised as a human to avoid any unwanted attention."

Sam: "wow that's cool great disguise."

Wanda: "why don't you come in?"

Vision opened the door wider and stepped out of the way. They walked in and Wanda lead them to the living room and instructed them to sit down and they did. Natasha sat down next to me on one of the couches.

Natasha's POV

Wanda was giving me a strange look and I mouthed "what?" To her. She started speaking in my head.

Wanda: you and Steve you like each other and you know that you share the same feelings with each other. Why aren't you together yet?

Natasha: it's not that simple

Wanda: yes it is watch

It looked like Wanda was talking to Vision in his head

Vision: "why don't we lighten the mood and play truth or dare."

Sam: "that sounds great."

I didn't know what Wanda was planning but I knew it would be embarrassing.

Wanda: "I'll go first Steve truth or dare."

Steve: "dare."

Wanda: "kiss the person who you have a crush on."

Sam: "what if that person isn't here...oh wait mind reading thing ok continue."

I put a hand on his leg for reassurance and he leaned in.

Steve's POV

I leaned in to kiss her and she closed her eyes after I pulled away she was blushing.

Sam: "this is way better than the kiss in front of the police man."

Natasha: "I agree."

Wanda: "so do I, sorry I may have looked at some of your memories."

Steve: "well no privacy I guess."

Sam: "have they had sex yet."

Wanda: "even I'm not going to interfere that much into personal privacy."

Sam: "so they had sex."

Natasha: "um no we didn't."

Wanda: "she's telling the truth."

Steve: "okay now it's my turn Wanda truth or dare."

Wanda: "oh um truth."

Steve: "are you and Vision a couple?"

Wanda: "yes and I think it should be Natasha's turn because of Sams question."

Natasha: "I agree Sam how long was your longest relationship?"

Sam: "three years."

Wanda: "his longest relationship was eleven months."

Sam: "I keep forgetting you can read minds."

Sam: "Steve truth or dare?"

Steve: "dare."

Sam: "I dare you to cuddle the person shivering till the end of the game."

I turned and noticed Nat was shaking I got a little closer and she cuddled in.

Vision: "you look like you have done that before."

Sam: "every night I still don't see how you haven't had sex yet"

Steve: "Vision truth or dare."

Vision: "truth."

Steve: "how did you decide to choose what human you would look like."

Sam: "wow that was probably the most innocent truth I have ever heard someone ask in this game."

Vision: "I designed a person so I wouldn't be taking anyone's identity."

Steve: "that's cool."

Vision: "I guess it's my turn Natasha truth or dare."

Natasha: "truth."

Vision: "have you thought about having children?"

Natasha went pale and looked like she was about to start crying.

Natasha: "yes I have."she said very quietly

Wanda: "Vision why don't we go make breakfast. Natasha would it be okay if I explained to him?"

Natasha just nodded her head

Sam: "I'm gonna go set the table."he said awkwardly and left

Natasha cuddled in closer to me and I hugged her tighter. We just sat on the couch cuddling until breakfast was done. I helped her up and we walked to the table I grabbed food for us and sat down next to her.

Vision: "I'm sorry Natasha I was unaware of the circumstance."

Natasha: "it's okay I know you didn't mean any harm."she smiled weakly

I put my hand on her knee and she put and hand on top of my hand.

Wanda: "I'm sorry to mention this now but we only have three bedrooms."

Natasha: "that's perfectly fine."

Nat looked at me with a weak smile.

After breakfast Nat and I cleaned up while Sam, Wanda, and Vision set up the rooms.

Nat was carrying a stack of dishes and slipped on a puddle on the floor. I was putting the leftovers in the fridge when I heard the dishes crash to the floor. I rushed over to nat and the glass cups and ceramic plates had shattered causing cuts on Nat. She was crying but I am 100% sure that it was not because of the tiny scrapes all over her.

I picked her up and sat her on a kitchen chair. Everyone came rushing in and looked worried.

Sam: "what happened we were gone for like five minutes."

Wanda: "there was a puddle on the ground she slipped and got cut."

Wanda and I cleaned Nats cuts while Sam and Vision cleaned up the mess.

Wanda: "I'll be right back."

Wanda came back with a clean sweatshirt and a clean pear of pants.She had a pear of socks she even had an unopened pack of underwear.

Natasha: "oh Wanda thank you so much."

Wanda: "it's no trouble."

Natasha left to go change out of the wet and dirty clothes.