Remus thought that if he was to resolve whatever was going on in Sirius' head about this situation; he would have to talk to him. So twenty minutes later Remus headed up to the dorm, in courtesy James dragged Peter off on a kitchen run.
Remus climbed the stairs and as he came to the door he heard Sirius sniffing back tears as heard some one come up the stairs. Remus sighed and walked in slowly opening the door. Sirius looked up as he saw Remus walk into the dark room; Sirius hadn't bothered to turn on the lights.
"Siri?" Remus said softly, Sirius sniffed again. Remus walked up to the bed Sirius was curled up on and sat down. "What's wrong?" Remus decided that he was going to let him in on what had happened even though James had told him. The thing that was odd was that he was crying, besides the fact that Sirius never cried. Why would he be crying over this?
"I…" Sirius began but stopped when Remus put a hand on his knee. He stared at it hypnotized and then his gaze moved back to Remus, adorable and lovely Remus. The Remus who let him copy his homework or give him a piece of his chocolate, even if he didn't give any to anyone else. Remus who brought him breakfast on Quidditch mornings, Remus the boy who had smutty dreams about him and the boy he loved more then life itself. Sirius stared at him the lovely, perfectly scarred Remus. If Sirius had looked at anyone else the way he was looking at Remus now, they would have pasted it off as spacing out. On the contrary, he was so focused on the boy that he was almost filled with his essence. To anyone else this would be spacing out but to Remus he could almost feel Srirus' hand touching his heart on the inside of him, making it beat ten times faster then was usual. The sound funneled softly through the dorm, soon the sound was echoed by Sirius' heart which at hearing Remus had began to beat quickly too.
"I don't know." Remus looked confused but sighed.
"Well then you might as well cry over it." He said sarcastically. Despite the fact of how confused and sad he was he found this logic to make perfect sense he chuckled.
"Why is logic so comforting?" Remus smiled sweetly.
"I don't think just any logic is, maybe it's just mine." He said. Remus' voice was growing steadily softer and Sirius looked up at him.
"Hm?" Sirius asked barely audible.
"Like…" Remus continued. "…how logical it seems to kiss you right now." Sirius swallowed inaudibly while Remus crawled up onto the bed sitting in front of him. Remus' lips fell against his; he saw Remus' eyes close right before he closed his. Just a brush, a brush of Remus' lips on his was enough to make him inhale his mouth open and inviting. Remus taking the invitation slid his tongue into Sirius' mouth, tasting the sweet lust behind the other boy's lips. Silence, that's all there was a soft silence falling around them as the moment drew out longer and longer. All there was to Sirius was the feeling that he had wanted ever since he had met the boy, the boy that currently had his tongue in his mouth. The moments of his life consumed with staring at the boy in class and wishing that class would be longer so that he could daydream some more without interruption. The times he had gone to the hospital wing to see how he was doing after the full moon, sitting with him not hearing anything he was saying, too focused on the golden-brown hair and eyes, the perfectly scarred slightly pale face with soft lips that he could only look at until now. The feeling he thought was more amazing and dizzying then he thought it could be, no notice and no care for time. To Remus the moment was instant bliss the colors behind his eyes not just grey as was usual when you close them, but blasts of red and orange bundled up with the smell in his nose of Sirius and only Sirius. The taste of pure lust and love together, overwhelming Remus until he couldn't hear or feel anything else but Sirius who had now pulled him closer. A hand on the back of his neck a hand on his waist. Even as smart as he was he couldn't find a word to describe what he was feeling nothing in the world of the library that would have prepared him for this. There was no definition for it and no logic, it just was. Sirius could feel Remus pulling away now and he shook his head mentally. No, Remus don't stop. But he did and when their lips were apart Sirius continued to plead out loud.
"No Remus please, don't stop." He could feel Remus smile against his cheek, then felt the boy nibble at his ear and leaning into it he whimpered softly.
"Not fair…" Sirius breathed. After years of knowing Sirius, Remus knew all his weak points. Remus inhaled suddenly as Sirius had bit down on his neck sending a shiver down the Lycan's back.
"Hmm…" Remus breathed he could vaguely hear footsteps somewhere in the background but he couldn't seem to place it until it was too late. Peter suddenly came bouncing into the dorm morphing into rat form so as to dodge a few text books that flew his way. In the chaos Remus and Sirius were able to regain their composure and drew their wands.
"What is going on?" Sirius asked Peter as a book smashed into the now magically closed door.
"Let James in!" Peter yelled as a spell of sorts hit the door and a grown issued from their fellow Marauder on the other side of the door. Another bang, another grown and a noise that appeared as though James was sliding down the wood. Remus opened the door to find James who fell in onto the carpet. His hair was messier then usual and he looked as though he had been confunded.
"What in the name of…" Sirius began and then he spotted Lily at the bottom of the stair case. She smiled sweetly, flipped her hair and left their view.
"That was beautiful." James said dazed and bright red. Sirius and Peter looked very confused, but Remus just smiled and shook his head in amusement.
