When I had woken up, a dulling pain remained within my heart. I read the note again silently, tears falling down my face. Not once had I ever cried in my life, so why was I now? I had watched several of my best friends been killed in front of my eyes and I couldn't do anything about it. I had even watched my sister get burned alive, yet I didn't cry then. While my senses were returning to me, the dulling pain intensified to a burning fire being pumped throughout my body. My tears disappeared when I heard the door opening. It was the man whom had come to take me to my next therapy session. When I arrived at the door in which the man whom had taken me away from my brother, Kageramu his name was, I felt my heart explode inside. My entire body felt weighed down as I forced my arm to rise and knock on the dark oak door. Slowly I heard a click, before a dark low voice boomed through the entire room and hallway. "Come in…." It had said. Slowly I placed my hand on the silver shiny handle and used my shoulder to ram the door for it to open. Awaiting me, was a man with with dark purple hair and emerald eyes. Slowly, he reached out a hand and closed the door before ramming my body face first into a wall.
His grip on wrist was tightening by the second and it almost felt as if nails were dragged around my wrist and then quickly stabbed straight in. Smirking, he leaned in so his face was right next to mine and whispered. "Did you get the gift I sent to you?" His tone was playful yet hostile and I could tell he was pushing me. He wanted me to mess up just so he would have a reason to punish me. I growled but did not move to do anything and seeing that just seemed to drive him on forward. "You know, Rikiya told me that he killed himself because of you….. He told me your very presence annoyed him to the point that he needed to commit suicide…" Kageramu replied, smirking raking his iron claws which now had slight crimson dripping from it. Blood spurted from my back in a waterfall splashing out as he laughed. From what most could tell, they would think that he was laughing at my pain. That was far from the truth as he was instead laughing about how insane I had become. He wanted to see my heart turn from pure to evil and he wanted to be the reason why. Closing my eyes, I could feel pain radiated from my head as I bite my tongue to keep myself in check. My entire world was flipping upside down and then crashing down upon me.
Though this was an illusion, I felt cold hands wrap around my neck as an icy chill was sent down entire body before I felt someone crush my neck and suffocating me. My entire world and sense of being fading slowly as I growled. Anger was rising and taking over, and now I couldn't do anything to stop it. What he said, I knew it wasn't true or rather I didn't want it to be true. I didn't see the event and how he died, and the more I think the more I want to blame myself. I unwillingly connect the events leaving to his death and see how cold he acted toward me, and eventually becoming more of a friend like character before pushing me away and then dying. 'Was I that bad to be with? Is the real personality, whenever I show it to someone, is it really that annoying? Am I really the cause of this man's death? When will I ever be able to find someone who accepts me for who I am and not kill themselves over it' The girl's thoughts screamed into her head as she frowned.
Out of anger and hatred, she now quickly got of the man's death grip and slammed him face first into the desk. Her eyes burned with the heat of a thousand blue flames, running wild and burning anything in its path. "You have n-no idea who the hell y-you are talking about o-or who you are talking to s-so if I may so kindly ask, s-shut the hell up before I-I do it for you!" I screamed, rage obviously the main tone in my voice. Tears were building up in my eyes, threatening to fall down. Holding them back as I stared into the fluorescent light in hopes to burn away the tears, one manages to escape flowing down my face and to the end of my chin. The moisture that was left in the trail the tear left burned with the loneliness that was engraved into my heart. I could feel the loneliness being absorbed again and reaching my heart again were the fragile stitching that held the remains of my broken heart snapped and inside my heart shattered into a thousands of pieces.
I then felt a chill run up my spine as the tear that was clinging to the end of my chin was brushed away by the very man who caused the anger in the first place. "Now this is a turn of events." He replied snickering, before quickly back kicking the outer part of my left thigh were a pressure point was located causing me to fall down in pain. Using this as a chance, he quickly grabbed my wrists and pulled them behind me and pinned me down before taking a syringe with odd cyan color liquid and injected it into my body as my vision started to turn blurry. "I think you knew this already, but that was a boundary you shouldn't have crossed and now I can teach you a lesson…" He replied in a teasing voice as his elbow pressed hard into my spinal cord to keep me from running away. My vision soon became a flash of white before it faded into darkness.
Once my conscious awakens and my eyelids slowly lift from their slumber my vision started to clarify. I was facing a wall that as different shades of red. What's worse was that the blood that had stained the wall since I had arrived hadn't been cleaned and was reeking a disgusting odor that burned my nose. From the position in which I was being tied up to, I couldn't turn my head or even move. The chain's were being tied so tight that they were starting to suffocate my arms and digging into the bone and attempting to snap it in half. Slowly the man approached from behind, the clicking of the shoes he wore hinted at his arrival. Gently drawing a blindfold, he wrapped it around my eyes tightly, almost strangling my cranium. He then took the blade and stabbed it straight into my arm as crimson spurted out. Then he withdrew the blade and begun to carve into my skin, running up to my shoulder and down my back. Blood flowed down in streams and it took almost all my energy not to scream out. "You feel this? This is retribution for your wrong…. You killed him and now you must suffer…" Kageramu replied though there was a sudden light that flashed before my eyes and enveloped around me.
When the brightness had died down, I noticed that I emerged onto a barren landscape. It was dark and dread filled the atmosphere. Another light flashes in a distance and I gaze at the man who seemed to appear in front of me. 'No, this can't be real! Rikiya is dead, and there is no way that he is alive! I'm hallucinating….. Someone wake me up before this dream turns into a nightmare!' I thought, as I stared in confusion. As the man placed his hand on top of my head, his deep purple eyes pierced straight into mine. "Did you get the note I sent you?" He asked, my head slowly nodding though the shock grew too much to bear and I felt my knees give out and I fell only to be caught by him. "Listen, and take what I say to heart…. If you ever need me, if you ever need to talk to me, if you just need a place for comfort, you can come here. My death was not your fault, do not let this man trick you…. I am happier now than i ever was so please do not feel bad…." The man replied to me, as I felt a tear trickle down my face. 'This man, how long would this illusion last? How long would I have to bear this time here? Why am I being punished for this… I feel like I am drifting farther from reality… He said I can come here, but how? I came here on accident, and he says I can do it on purpose? Where is this place anyways?' I thought, before he smiled. "If you are ever sad or lonely, just close your eyes and wish to come here and you will be here… This is your place where you can keep ties to those important to you… Now it is time to part, farewell my friend…" He replied before his appearance disappeared in front of me. "D-Don't leave….. D-Don't leave me a-alone…" I barely whispered before falling to the ground in extreme pain and agony. I felt like my only wave of hope was now suddenly taken away from me.
After the wasteland faded from my vision, I felt the blindfold around me and I knew I had returned to reality. My heart twisted in pain knowing that I had to return to the cruel world I was living in. Coming to my senses, I felt a sharp sting of pain as a burning piece of metal was laid on my back followed by a sharp rise in my body temperature. I felt like I was being burned alive, from the inside out. My body was registering the torture that had been bestowed upon me while I was out. I felt myself reaching close to the breaking point of both my physical and mental limit. Smirking he gently uncovered the blindfold, I was forced to face the purple haired man. "I'm not going to let you break that easily my precious lab rat…" He replied, knowing how much I was wishing he would. Gently he unlocked me from the upright table, starting from the bottom and going to the top. After undoing the last chain, my body fell to the floor not able to bear the weight and injury it has received. Gently pulling me up, his emerald eyes locked onto mine. "Please come again he replied before gently shoving me out the door and locking it. Crawling back to my room, I had to stop and rest for periods of 10 minutes.
It took me around an hour to get to my room which was only a few doors down the hallway connected to this one. Several people who passed me sneered and kicked me or made fun of me. When I did reach my bed, I quickly closed my eyes and eagerly waited for sleep to dawn upon me. Slowly, I would let my consciousness fade into the dark.
