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Chapter 3

Arizona POV

Cristina looked at me, and said, "How could you? How could you break up your family? Torres loved you more than anything. She made the hardest call of her life Arizona, telling Alex to amputate your leg while she was in the middle of Derek's surgery. Lexie and Mark died and you said she lost nothing and let's even the score? What hell is wrong you? Clearly you need help and you continue to deny it that you do not.

You could have gotten help when we all went." Arizona said, "You all went to counseling?" "Yes as a group and individually, we came to you and we tried to get you to go. Callie begged you. You refused everyone's help Arizona. You were so bitter. We know we lost Mark and Lexie, but we are also grateful to be alive. However, not you Arizona, you hated the world and continue too. Why?"

I sat there and just could not move when I heard my father say, "Arizona is this all true?" I filled up with tears and said, "Yes sir." "Didn't Callie know you were not seeing Lauren?" It was that one night for 15 minutes that destroyed my life even more. I never wanted her. I do not know why I ever turned around and locked that door. What the hell was I thinking? That is just it I was not. How would Callie know I never went out with Lauren!

I only talked to Lauren because of the cases we worked on together. Avery found a way to keep her around. Avery and I had words over Lauren hanging around and then Avery said my personal life is not his problem. This is just professional Robbins. I told her to stay away from me. However, every time Calliope saw me at the coffee cart or cafeteria, Lauren just happened to be around, no wonder she thinks I was with her.

Callie POV

The day started out nice as Frank picked Sofia and me up to get a new Range Rover for us. I picked out a black one with all the bells and whistles on it. We said our good-bye to Frank and thanked him for all his help. My phone rang and it was Samantha letting me know she had the house papers for me, ready to sign and get the keys. I signed for the Rover and Sofia and I were on our way to Samantha's office to sign house papers. Once I finished with Sam, I thanked her for how fast she took care of everything for me. She shook my hand, gave me her business card, and said if I needed anything to let her know.

Finally, we are on way to the furniture store to fill the house. Since I left everything in Seattle, I needed to buy everything. I called Addie while shopping for a living room set to let her know what was going on. Addie offered to fly to Boston for a couple of weeks to help shopping, and set me up. I happily accepted. I told Addie to text me flight information so I can pick her up at Logan airport.

I bought the living room set along with Sofia's bedroom set, and picked out my bedroom furniture. I set up everything to have it be delivered with 2 days so we could get out of this hotel. I returned to the hotel for Sofia and me to relax. I order us pizza for dinner. Sofia and I were watching Dora the Explorer when I heard my phone go off and I knew who it was by the ringtone, so I chose to ignore it again.

Sofia went to bed easily tonight since we have done nothing but running errands trying to get us into our home. As I lay down, I was thinking of all the things that needed to get done before the furniture was going get delivered. I was so happy Addie was coming, I knew she would be a great help with the shopping but not the painting. Sleep finally hits me. Next thing I know my baby is crying for her momma. Oh Sofia, momma is not here baby girl I am so sorry honey. Come on Sofia snuggle with Mamie. We will get through. I kept repeating it and I filled up with tears. I miss her to honey.

I woke up early and snuck out of bed so I would not wake Sofia. I went to use the bathroom and call room service for breakfast for us. My phone is blinking and it is a message from Arizona asking me to call her, I hit delete, I also got a text from Addie, she lands at Logan tonight at seven pm. I decided to text the Colonel and let him know that Sofia and I are safe.

I thought 'Awesome Sofia and I will go get the paint for the house so I can paint her room and my bedroom before we go get Addie. Then one more night in the hotel and we get to move into the house tomorrow since the furniture will get delivered.' We head to the paint store and are looking at colors', I choose soft lavender for Sofia's room and soft green for mine. I purchased the rest of the supplies I will need to get the job done.

Just as I finish it is time to get Addie from the airport and Sofia and I are on our way. I hear the announcement that her flight landed safely and we wait. Next thing I hear is my name being called and I look to see the red-head with a big smile as she wraps us up in a hug. Sofia reaches for Addie to be held and Addie gladly takes her. I grabbed the luggage and off to the car we went. Addie looks at me and said "Wow, new Range Rover, nice wheels." I laughed, replying, "Yeah I have always wanted one of these so why not? Hell, I am on the east coast with lots of snow to come this winter and I am sure four-wheel drives will come in handy, besides it is one of the safest and with having Sofia why not?" I filled Addie in on what I did today she said she could not wait to see the house.

We go back to the hotel and ordered room service and I got Sofia ready for bed. Addie and I stayed up late talking about how things were. "Well Callie, I am glad that you are ok. I know you are hurt and angry at everything now, but I have to tell you something happened to Arizona out there and let us face it she has not dealt with it. I cannot even imagine what she went through." "What Addie? Are you taking sides?" "Look Callie, I love you, but do you hear yourself? I know, I get it, I cheated on Derek ok. I was not in a plane crash, so I get it, I don't know why she cheated but I believe her when she said it was a mistake that it meant nothing." "How am I suppose to ever touch her again when she let someone else have what was mine? Huh! Addie what do you want me to do? I miss her Addie I do, she was it for me. I do not know if I can forgive her. It hurts so much. I just want to call her and hear her voice, but I know I cannot. Besides, I filed for the divorce. It's over, it's just over Addie, and now let it go."

"The Colonel said she has refused to sign the divorce papers, he replied to my message. Callie maybe just maybe it's good she waits." "What do you mean its good she waits? Isn't she getting help?" "Yes, she started to see at Grey Sloan Memorial right away. The board has put her on paid leave for two weeks to start, and then she can work and continue to seek therapy. In addition, I really think once you get settled you should look into talking to someone so you can better understand the trauma Arizona has been through.

You experienced trauma firsthand with your car crash and that woman never left your side.

I was a witness to what she did for you and how she fought Mark for you and Sofia. Did you know Mark told her she was nothing Callie? Nothing, he said she was nothing and then told her she did not have any rights and they were to save you because you and he could make another baby. Do you have any idea how she must have felt? Callie, I am not telling you this to make you feel guilty, all I am saying is that she has been through a lot and I know you are the love of her life. Mark apologized to her but she knew how you felt about Mark.

She did not want to come between you and mark she thought you might choose Mark over her. Let's face it Callie you always put him first. She struggled with it but I also know how much she loves you. Sometimes I do not think you ever saw that. Mark stayed between you, and well let's just say, you had blinders on when it came to him. Did you ever consider she has survivor's guilt? That you wished it was her and not Mark dead?" I was now sobbing and could not believe what Addie was saying. "Oh my god what have I done, Addie? I am just as wrong in this relationship as Arizona." "Oh Callie, I am only telling you this because she still has hope for you and Sofia, she wants it all back." "How do you know this Addie?"

I sat and listened to everything Addie said as the tears flowed down my cheeks. I asked "Addie, how come no one ever told me this before?" "Arizona asked us not to. You two have never really discussed everything and how you really both feel. When Arizona came back from Africa and she finds you pregnant with Mark's baby, and then it took a bit for you to take her back. The car accident, then Nick her childhood friend shows up with cancer.

Next, Karev is leaving so she punishes him by taking him off the plane. Did you ever stop to see how she blames herself for all this? "She should Addison she never once discuss things with me." Cal I know you have said it before, that this is her own doing. That she has never really talked to you about any of it, she just made the decisions without consulting with you. With that said, by her not signing the divorce papers maybe you still have hope. Callie, I know she loves you and Sofia more than life. I know you are still in love with Arizona. She has without a doubt hurt you and broken your heart. But Callie, she has been through something terrible."

"Why Addie, does it seem like only her who was not happy to be alive then?" "Because she is the only one who suffered with permanent disability. You were able to repair Derek's hand. When she looks in the mirror she sees what the plane and what you took from her. I know this is difficult and honestly, I do not know how you held it together this long, but you also need counselling to better understand what she is going through.

Nothing and I mean nothing excuses her behaviour of sleeping with Boswell. I also know when you made the decision to leave you were so angry and heartbroken. Since Arizona is in therapy and getting, a better understanding of what has happened and trying to find out why, maybe just maybe you can call her to see how she is after you have started your job. I think this part of the decision you made to move is probably the right one.

There has been so much sadness and loss in Seattle. Arizona has called and keeps begging me to let her know where you are. And I promised you, I had your back." "Addie, I would always choose her, always Addie." "Cal you need to tell her that not me, but are you saying you forgive her and will take her back?" "Yes Addie, I mean no! Damn it Addie. I have already taken the job and bought this house what am I going to do?"

I think you needed to move to be honest, and I feel deep in my heart that you can get through this and so can Arizona but it will take a lot of work from both parties here. I think you looked into Boston for work because her parents are from here. Not just that you told me Boston was hiring if you remember! And you still want Sofia part of their life. I am sure they would be more than willing to help and let's face it, Dr. Arizona Robbins is the best pediatricians' surgeon in the country and if there is an opening down the road she would move here in a heartbeat."

We awoke the next morning more tired from the stress of bedtime conversation that I do not think either of us slept well. As we take turns showering and packing up to check out of the hotel so we can get to my new home my phone rings and it is the chief from Boston General. "Hello Chief, how are you?" I said. " will you be able to come in two days from now to take care of the paperwork the HR department has, sign your contract and get your office settled?" "Yes Chief, I will. A friend has flown in to help me set up my house. And I will be able to set up day-care when I come in, then I can start work next week on time as planned."

Addie asked who was on the phone and I let her know it was chief and he wants me in two days for paperwork. "I had it put in the contract that I needed to be able to leave the hospital no later than 7pm for now and no weekends at this time. I agreed to be on call once a month. Sofia and I still have a lot of adjusting to do." "Good deal on the contract, Cal."

"Addie, are you all set to go? I cannot wait to show you the house." "Let's go," she replied. I pulled into the double driveway and Addie said "This is gorgeous, Callie, just gorgeous." I chuckled and said "Wait to see the inside Addie, you are going to love it."

We get out of the car, grab Sofia and some luggage, and go into the foyer. I hear Addie say, "You have to be kidding me, this place is beautiful. Just look at the living room with the fireplace. Cal how many bedrooms did you say?" "Five bedrooms. I can't wait to show you them, but first let me show you the kitchen, it's one of my favourite rooms." "Oh Callie, this is just gorgeous and comfy in here." "Okay Addie, look out the back at the in ground pool and a full deck with built-in barbeque pit and grill along with and outdoor frig. You have a two-bedroom guess house. Yes, let's head to master bedroom."

Addie yells "Callie I am moving in with you!" I started laughing at Addie. "You would never be happy here, leaving your beach house behind. Let's just say you have an east coast home always and I have a west coast home always." Addie agreed and I laughed. "Hey Sofia, come on, let's sit out back until the furniture arrives and you can run around and play while Aunt Addie and I watch." An hour later and Sofia is all tuckered out, which is a little nice since the furniture movers are here and setting up our bedrooms.

Addie and I ordered lunch and fed Sofia, we decided to go do more shopping to fill the other rooms once the movers left. We also needed to stock the house with food. I received an email that my boxes that were shipped. Sofia clothes and mine should arrive tomorrow with Sofia's toys I decided to take. I left everything else for Arizona. "Addie, are you ready to go do this.

I want to order the kitchen set. Outdoor patio set and one more bedroom set. Everything get delivered tomorrow. Let's finish up and go home, put the food away and order take out get Sofia to bed and set up the kitchen and I will make you a wonderful breakfast in the morning." "Deal let's do it but we have to stop and fill the wine bar up too. I need some wine to sit and relax tonight."

When we got home and into the house, my phone starting ringing and I knew who it was, and I looked at Addie and she said "Cal, think about just sending her a text." I nodded. It was around seven pm, I fed, and bathed Sofia, put her in her new room and rocked her to sleep. I grabbed the baby monitor and went downstairs to clean up.

"Addie you want a glass of wine?" "I already have us some, come on let's sit and talk. So Callie this house is huge and I started thinking back to last night talk. I think you bought this house with Arizona on your mind. Why else is it so big?" "Addie really?" "I am just asking Callie, no part of your brain was thinking of her coming here?" "Addie she will never leave Seattle." "You never know Callie, things change, people and circumstances do too. It could be the best thing to happen to both of you." "Addie you are jumping the gun here.

I am going to go shopping online for my home entertainment center, so they can come and install the big screen and surround sound and to hook up a TV in my bedroom." Addie laughed and said, "You have spared no expense here." I chuckled and said, "I know. I am going to do this right because I have no plans ever to move again." "Never say never Callie!"

When I finished placing the order, I heard Sofia whimpering through the baby monitor and went to see her. She was laying there asking for momma, I picked her up and said, "Sofia, Momma loves you baby girl, and we will talk to her soon." I cuddled and rubbed her back until she fell back to sleep.

I found Addie asleep on the couch and put a throw blanket over her and she softly said "Thanks." I went in the kitchen and opened my phone and decided to send a short text to Arizona. Addie came into the kitchen so I closed my phone and never hit send. Addie said a little later that she needed to get back to work in LA. That she hated to leave but she had to. She booked her flight to leave tomorrow. Addie said, "Why you don't check with the Colonel and see how she is doing with ?"

Arizona POV

When my parents and I got home, my dad said, "We have to get our stuff out of Mark's place, Callie has sold it. The realtor has given us until the end of the month." I looked in the envelope and there were the keys to the apartment. I opened the door, started to cry, and walked right over to Sofia's room. I noticed Callie had taken a lot of Sofia's toys, all her clothes and left the furniture. I guess that was to torture me more as I stood and cried for what I did to my baby girl.

Then I walked into the bedroom and looked around I noticed all of Callie's clothes are gone. All the photos are gone except two, the one of Tim and me and the other one on Callie's side was of the three of us, me, Callie and Sofia. I picked them up, rubbed my fingers over it, and just said 'I am so sorry, so sorry Callie.'

I walked into the bathroom and all my stuff was there as I turned to walk away Callie must have forgotten her Harvard hoodie she loves. I immediately stripped off my jacket and put on her hoodie and pulled it too my nose and just breathed in Callie. I went and curled up on the bed and just cried. I was so thankful my parents gave me some space.

I slid my hand under the pillow and pulled it closer to me and I fell asleep. When I woke up and rolled over I found a paper and I pulled it out and saw it was from Callie.

Dear Arizona,

By the time, you get this Sofia and I will be gone to start our new life. I want you to know I had to leave. I cannot tell you how sorry I am for breaking my promise, but I am not sorry for saving your life. We lost Mark and I was not about to lose you and look what happened, I lost you anyway. I guess you evened the score by breaking our vows. However, I guess if I lost my leg then you would be happy? I do not understand what happened in the woods because you refused to talk. I asked you to get help you refused. You ignored Sofia for months and called her my daughter. You treated me like crap and were hateful.

What I do not understand Arizona is how you could take it out on Sofia, and I somewhat allowed it when I should have forced you to get help. I also have no clue about PTSD either, but I am going to learn. You need to see someone, so do I and I will when I get settled and start my job.

When you did not come home for the first two days after the storm, I knew you chose Lauren. I thought sleeping with her was bad but to continue to stay with her. It was the last straw Arizona, for you to rub it in my face. I knew I could not stay and watch that, when did you fall out of love with me? Were you consumed with so much hatred for me that you had to rub it in? I would have done anything for you Arizona, you were it for me. I loved you with two legs or one leg, no legs it did not matter to me.

Did you ever stop to think you have blamed me for all your decisions? You never discussed it with me really, when you won the Carter Madison grant. Then you left me. You come back and then were angry that I was pregnant. I did not cheat on you, it just happened, we were drunk, I was broken hearted over you, I am sorry you were hurt but I will never be sorry for Sofia. You, and only you, took Alex off the plane and put you on it. Whom did you blame? Me! Your friend Nick with his cancer too far gone, who did you leave to fix him? Then he dies and you check out on that too.

You would not even let me mourn Mark. My best friend, whom I had sat with Derek and watched him take his last breath. Not once have you ever asked me what I went through when we were told your plane never made it. On the other hand, how your parents dealt with the news that their only child left might be dead. I would have thought you would have been happy just to be alive, Arizona. Again, I have guessed wrong. Why couldn't you just have been honest?

Arizona, I am not, and will not, keep Sofia from you, but you must get help. You need to get better but you also need to know I will not allow Boswell to help raise her either. So now, until you seek help I will not allow you to see Sofia. I am sorry, but you said you would cut off my leg to even the score. Why couldn't you tell me you wanted out? You knew I was cheated on before and you were too. Why, just why Arizona?

You said the night of the storm that I was not on the plane and you are right I was not; you also said that I lost nothing and that is where you are wrong. I lost my best friend, the father of our daughter the one person who never judged me. Moreover, I lost a friend in Lexie. Last, but not least, I lost the love of my life, my wife.

I will be in touch with your father to see how you are after I am settled. I will send him updates. I already let him know I would not keep Sofia from him or your mom. I really want to hate you but I cannot. I do hope you get better and that she makes you happy. Maybe one day you can forgive me for saving your life.

Callie

After I read that, I just was sobbing and my mom came in the room and I handed her the letter. "Oh Arizona, I am sorry." "Mom, I said I was never with Lauren, how could she think I chose her?" "Arizona why didn't you come home? She said you waited until the third day. Now I have a better understanding where she is coming from, because I was very angry with Callie with what she did and how she did it, for me this letter explains it all. And she is right Arizona you need help."

I walk into the kitchen and my dad handed me coffee and asked how I was, he said, "I read the letter Callie left for you Arizona. I have a better understanding now of why she left and I cannot say that I blame her. Why did you ignore her sweetheart?" "Dad, please, I cannot do this now." "Okay honey, but I made you an appointment with a that your chief recommended. You start tomorrow." "Dad I am not ready!" "Arizona you are going and you are going to get your life back.

You are a surgeon you need to find out why and you need to understand what PTSD is. Your family has just left you and you are going to start right away to get your family back. Your mother and I will be staying for at least a month. Now I have everything out of Mark's apartment. I am going to take down Sofia's crib and put the furniture in storage and set up a bed for your mother and me. Once I see you are doing better we will go home. But not until then."

I knew better than to argue any more with my father. So I said, "Okay. You are right. I need to do this, especially for Sofia." "No Arizona," Mom said, "First, you need to do this for you and then Sofia." I started to cry and tell my parents how sorry I am. "Sweet heart," my dad said, "We're here for you. Let us order dinner and call it an early night. Your appointment is at 11 am with ."

"I am not really hungry I am just going to bed. I will see you two in the morning. Good night Mom, Dad."

I decided to get a shower and try to wash off the day. I saw my shower chair in there and started to cry again. Even through all her anger with me she continued to take care of me. She had my parents here for support knowing I would need them and left me the shower chair set up. I sat there with hot water beating on thinking 'Oh Calliope, I am so sorry. I have been so stupid and blind, thinking my life was over and just blamed you when it is entirely my fault, my own doing that has done this. I do not want to be alone for the rest of my of life.'

All I kept thinking was, 'You are my dream, you and Sofia. Your dream became my dream and I lost track of all that. I am not signing the divorce papers yet. She will have to wait.'

Morning came and I was dreading going over to the hospital and showing my face. I knew the whole hospital would be talking and that just angered me more.

My dad said, "Good morning Arizona, here is some coffee to start the day. You ready to start and try healing today and working on getting your life back with some proper control?" "Yes dad and no. what do you know, I don't want to walk through the hospital and have everyone stare at me. I hate knowing I am their topic of conversation after yesterday's melt down." "Arizona, you will hold your head high and walk through there."

Well the time has come for us to start walking over to the hospital. We get to the entrance and I take a deep breath in, said, "Here goes nothing." I get through the entrance and start walking to elevators; hit the up button and guess who it is, Cristina. I said "Good morning," to her as she looked at me and said, "Robbins I cannot take sides but you need to see Wyatt, she will help, so let her, don't fight it.

I have hope Callie might come around for you if you are honest about it all. Hold your head high Robbins, you survived a car accident and a plane crash. No shame, Robbins. You are just going to learn how to deal with it all." Before Cristina got off she said she will never admit to being so nice and will deny it to her grave, I started laughing, and "Your secret is safe Cristina." "Robbins, just get better."

When I reached office and went in, the waiting room was comfortable. I checked in, got my paperwork and started to fill it out. Next thing I know comes out and calls my name. " come in." "Please," I said, "Call me Arizona." "Okay. So, Arizona, what brings you to me?" "My wife left me with our daughter." "Arizona, come on, I cannot help you if you don't tell me why you are really here." I got mad and said, "You know why I am here, you saw my melt down." "Yes, I did see that but you need to tell me why you're here and until that happens we can just sit here."

"Fine, . I am here because she left me for sleeping with another woman. I was in a plane crash and Callie broke her promise to me and had Alex amputate my leg." I said with anger and resentment. "Well, Arizona, I think we have a lot to discuss and I think we need to start at the beginning. You are very angry." "Yes, I know." "First, I know you are not here by your own choice. In addition, being forced to do this, we may not get great results. and the board will not let you back to work unless I clear you. I need you to honest with me Arizona because I think I can help you through this."

"Okay, I want to give you permission to discuss anything with my parents and Callie. I signed the consent form."

"How did you meet Callie?" "What does this have to do with anything?" I sad in an angry voice. "Arizona, I want to start this by getting to know what has driven you to so much anger and learn why your wife would just up and leave. I would like to make this a comfortable first day for you. Because it will only get harder. You are fairly new here, is that right Arizona, only a few years?" "Yes, that is correct." "Let's start with why you came to Seattle first." "Do we have to start there?" as her eyes filled.

"Yes, Arizona. I would like to start at the beginning so I get to know you as well and how you process." "My brother served time in Iraq and was killed while protecting our county." "I am sorry for your loss." "My ex-girlfriend cheated on me and said she couldn't take it any longer while I mourned my brother, I just couldn't get over him. He was my best friend." "So you never really mourned him or processed it all?" "That's right because it is so final." "So you left your girlfriend and came here for a fresh start?" "Right again. It was not until Calliope that I really mourned Tim and processed it.

She was there for me." "So you have come to terms with his death?" "I don't think I will ever get over losing Tim. I don't know anyone ever gets over losing someone they love you learn to live with it." "Okay, go on."

"We were at Joe's bar and I was sitting at the bar and just watching her. I heard all the rumour's in the hospital about how she was married before and he cheated on her, then Erica just up and left without a reason. She looked so sad sitting there and when she went into the bathroom I followed her. Introduced myself we chatted for a minute and I told her people would be lining up for her and she said, 'Like whom?' and I walked up and kissed her. Then I left walked out.

Then the next couple of weeks I knew she was avoiding me. One day, out of the blue, she walks up to me and asked me out on date and I found out she had only been with one woman before so I turned her down. Why? Because I have been in a relationship before when a woman thinks this is what she wants and actually, she is just experimenting.

However, the next night I am out on date, Calliope comes over to me and tells me all her life experience, and I said, I am on a date and I pointed to my date. The look on Callie's face was priceless as she gulped downed her drink and left. I looked at my date and knew this would never go any farther and we decided to be friends as she proceeds to say I should ask Callie out.

I had a few very bad days at work and had my ass handed to me by my intern that day and Callie was on the elevator as I stepped in. I went to talk to her and she said, 'Arizona, this hospital is big and I can just avoid you.' The elevator dinged and I said, 'Callie wait, I am trying to ask you to dinner.' 'Really,' she said. 'Yes, would like to go out with me?' She just looked at me and said maybe. 'Maybe?' I said, she said, 'Yeah, maybe.' and started to walk away and then she threw her arm in between the doors and said, 'Yes I would like to go out with you.'

I sat there with goofy grin remembering all that. interrupted my memories with, "I think this is a good place to stop. I want to see you again tomorrow. Arizona I am not going to lie today was easy and things will get very hard but we will get through them together okay? Remember I am not here to judge you, okay? Tomorrow we will address the issues of you not wanting kids, and the Carter Madison Grant. So be ready. I want you to be able to work through all the stuff you have not bothered to slow down and process or avoided altogether. So it gets hard and I am sure there will be tears but remember Arizona, we have to go through it to process and heal."

"Bye, , I will see you tomorrow and thank you." "You're welcome, Arizona."

"Hi, Mom and Dad, you ready to go?" "Yes, Arizona. Let's go get some lunch and a few groceries." "Okay, Dad." "I love you honey."

Callie POV

It has been 8 weeks. I decided to text the Colonel to let him know that Sofia and I were safe and we were doing fine. I asked him to please ask Arizona not to contact me at this time as I am trying to come to terms with what has happened. Just tell her I said to please sign the divorce papers. I told him that I was sorry to put him in the middle of this.

"Callie, it was so good to finally hear from you. I am glad you and Sofia are getting settled. Arizona is seeing Dr Wyatt since you left. Callie, she has refused to sign the divorce papers now. I know you want them signed but please be patient, maybe there is a chance for you and Arizona. Please don't pressure her until she is more stable. With you leaving, it crushed her. I am not saying this for you to feel guilty. I understand your need for a fresh start. Just give it a little time."

A\N I have no medical knowledge on counseling just going with it. I do not mean to offend anyone if you do not agree, or if I have any of it wrong. Thank you reading.