This was a sad episode so it is a chapter. mention of Rape of a minor. Awful I know. I don't own Sons of Anarchy only Lacy.

There are times when I wonder if I'm the baby of the family or the adult. Right now is one of those times. I'm on a children's rollercoaster with Jax, Tig, and Uncle Bobby and I kid you not Jax and Tig are having the time of their lives. It's kind of funny to watch really, two bad ass bikers having so much fun on a kiddy rollercoaster. Uncle Boob isn't really having fun, maybe it's Tig and Jax's energy that's rubbing off on me, but I'm starting to have fun with it too. We finish out the ride, which we rode four times might I add, and get off. I wrap my arm around Jax's waist and tell him, "You guys are so lame." He says, "I'll show you lame." I'm then picked up and thrown over his shoulder and to make matters worse he starts spinning me around. I start pounding on his back as I say, "Jax put me down damn it." He says, "Take it back." I roll my eyes as I say, "Fine. I take it back you and Tig aren't lame you're total bad asses."

He laughs as he settles me back on my feet. He says, "Now was that so hard?" I nod and tell him, "Yes it was. Lying like that is very difficult." He glares and goes to grab me again, but I spot my parents and bolt. I hide behind dad as I say, "Daddy protect me from my crazy ass brother." Daddy chuckles as he says, "I'll protect you baby girl." Jax comes running up and says, "You just had to hide behind daddy huh?" I laugh and say, "Damn right." We start walking around Fun town just looking around and messing around. Mom and dad are leading the pack and I'm following behind a little ways back with Jax, Tig, and uncle Bobby. We are joking around and just having fun. Dad picks my mom up and throws her over his shoulder and slaps her ass as he says, "Oh baby, you bad. You bad girl." I let out a laugh along with the guys. They are so cute together. Mom tells dad, "Put me down."

But he just keeps carrying here until we come upon the Oswald's then he sets her down as Mr. Oswald says, "Hey Clay." Daddy returns with, "How you doing, Elliot?" Mr. Oswald says, "Ok Clay." Daddy says, "Karen." She says a quick, "Hey," obliviously not really wanting to be in this conversation. Their daughter Tristen, I believe says, "Um, Hey, mom, I'm gonna go to the spin-out again." Her mom says, "Tristen, you've been on it four times already." Tristen tells her, "I know." Jax being the almost nice guy he is takes his remaining tickets from his pocket and says, "Hey. Here." Mrs. Oswald with her obvious disdain for us didn't want her to take them. She says, "That's not necessary." Jax says, "That's all right. They kicked me off because I was screaming too loud." I rolled my eyes and said, "They kicked you off because they were scared you were going to break the ride. There is a weight limit you know?" He glared at me while everyone else laughed. Mr. Oswald says, "What do you say?" Tristen says, "Thank you." Jax replies, "You got it." Karen I guess having enough of us says, "We gotta go. Bye. Come on." She basically drags her husband away from us and Tig wraps his around me as does Jax as Tig says, "Come on. Come on." I laugh and ask, "I wonder what her problem is?" Jax says, "Eh don't worry about it. She's a stuck up bitch." I shrug it off he's right. Who cares? People hate us for nothing all the time.

We keep walking around and goofing around, we eventually come up on this clown sitting in a dunk tank talking trash to all the players trying to dunk him. We hear him say, "Oh come on where you going? Five more bucks, your son will be convinced you're a loser." As he says this some guys with nord ink walk by. I move closer to the boys and they do the same to me. The men move passed us and we keep moving without drawing to much attention to ourselves. Tig asks, "Darby's guys?" Jax says, "I don't recognize them." The clown has a death wish I guess because he says, "Ooh, look at the big bad bikers and their beautiful lady friend. Come to get clowny all wet huh?" He then turns to me and says, "Clowny would like to get you all wet gorgeous." Jax grabs the balls and I say, "Knock his ass down Jax!" Tig says, "Come on, Jax. Come on." Jax throws the first ball and misses the clown says, "What's the matter tough guy? can't put the little ball in the tight hole?" This clown is so freaking gross. Jax misses the second ball and the dumb ass clown continues, "Bet all your leather wearing butt buddies say the same thing. Hey gorgeous why don't you leave them to it and come get with me." Tig says, "Oh, no, no. That's a bozo no-no." the clown realizing he's in trouble begins to panic he says, "I was just screwing around, man." Well dumb ass you picked the wrong people to screw around with. I just stand back and watch as Tig walks up to the button and pushes it sending the clown into the water. Jax and Tig hold him down and make him rethink the comments he's been making.

Eventually Juice walks up seeing them torment the clown. He says, "Hey guys, we need to go." They stop what they are doing and make their way over to us. Jax says, "Let's get you back to mom." I nod and say, "Ok Jax." It didn't take long for us to find mom. I hugged the guys and daddy before they left to do business. I looked and mom and asked, "What do you want to do?" She says, "How about we get some food and just walk around." I nod and tell her, "Sounds good." We get some food and just walk around looking at all the interesting stuff going on around us. We were having a blast until we heard Karen Oswald yelling, "Tristen, Tristen." Mom walks over to her, with me right beside her, and asks, "What's going on?" All of her earlier rudeness was gone as she says, "We can't find Tristen." Mom says, "Well, she must be here somewhere." Mrs. Oswald says, "No we've looked everywhere." Mr. Oswald walks up saying, "She's not on any of the rides." Mrs. Oswald starts to panic more and we all spilt up to find Tristen.

I decided to look on the outskirts of fun town because I remember when I was her age I used to wander off all the time. I ended up in the most random places. There were woods not too far away from the carnival I heard crying and I made my way to the sound. I saw Tristen laying there I rushed to her as I dialed 911. I told them where we were and that there was blood. I'm pretty sure what happened to her, but I don't want to ask and make her crying worse. I call my mom and tell her I found her and I called 911. Soon her parents, the ambulance and my mom were there. As Tristen and her parents left in the ambulance I just broke down crying in my mother's arms. She is only a child. When I was calm enough we made our way back to the car and headed home. I texted Happy when we got there and then got in a long hot shower just trying to erase that horrible image from my mind.

When I got out of the shower I noticed I had four missed calls from Happy. I sighed and called him back. He answered after two rings. The first thing he says is, "Are you ok?" I sigh and tell him, "I don't know. Happy it was horrible she is just a little girl." He says, "I know baby girl I know, but you know Clay will take care of this shit. He'll get the fucker who did this." I sigh and say, "I know. It was just awful to be the one who found her." He replies, "I know princess, but you might have saved her live so just try to focus on that and try to calm down so you can get some sleep." I sigh and tell him, "I'll try Hap. I promise." He says, "Good girl. I have to go, but you call me if you need me. Understand?" I say, "Yes, Hap." He says, "Good. Good night princess." I say, "Good night Happy." Even with my promise to Happy sleep did not come that night the image was just too fresh. I did catch up on my favorite TV show trying to distract myself though.

The next morning running on only about two hours of sleep if that I got up and got ready for work. I wore my hair in a ponytail. I put on my black eyeliner, black mascara and my trade mark red lip stick. I decided on red tank top with black hearts on it, some black shorts, and my red converse. Just something simple to get through the day. I was running a little behind so I didn't even bother with breakfast. I knew mom and dad were already at the shop so I grabbed my phone, my keys and my purse and headed out. I took my time on the drive. Driving always relaxed me and I could definitely use some relaxation right now.

When I pull into the parking lot I see Daddy, Jax and uncle Chibs walking through the lot. I quickly park my car and make my way towards the office. I stop when I'm in front of them and say, "Hey guys." Daddy says, "Hey baby girl. How are you?" I don't know why it was, but that was my breaking point I threw my arms around him and started crying I say, "Daddy it was so terrible. Please find the bastard that did this. Please." He wraps his arms around me and hugs me tight as he says, "I promise you baby girl I'll find this bastard." I wipe my eyes as Jax pulls me into a hug next. He says, "We'll get this scumbag I promise Lace. I'm so sorry you had to see that." Before I can say anything else a car pulls on to the lot and honks. Dad and Jax make their way over and I follow wanting to see about Tristen. When we get to him he pulls me into a hug and says, "Thank you so much for finding my daughter." I awkwardly hug him back and say, "Of course." He pulls back and looks at dad and Jax and says, "I need to talk to you." I take this as my que and head to the club house. My mother would kill me if my makeup was smudged. Better go fix it.

Clay's P.O.V.

Oswald wants our help. I admit I understand where he's coming from being a father myself. It would be in our favor to help him, but I was going after this bastard anyway. Because my daughter asked me to and because he made my daughter cry. No one and I mean fucking no one makes my little girl cry. I have called church to discuss the matter. I explain the situation to the men and the debate begins. Tig is the first to put his two cents in he says, "We got a two hundred k deficit hanging over our heads. Do we really, really want to be out there playing some pro bono lone ranger?" Jax and Bobby are quick to remind what was done and just how young the girl was as Jax says, "The guy raped a 13 year old." Bobby drives it home by repeating, "13." Tig continues, "I get it. I just don't like putting my ass on the line for some outsider. Clay Oswald doesn't give a shit about Samcro." I say, "You know, people get jammed up in this town, they don't go to the cops. They come to us. And that means something to me. I don't know maybe I got something to prove with this guy, you know. That's my shit so if anyone wants to pass on this." Jax says, "We're in." Juice says, "No way." Chibs gets in Tig's face and says, "I'm in." I can tell Tig is still a little hesitant so I try one more approach, "Tig this guy has my daughter terrified and crying she asked us to get him. I want to do this for her." He doesn't even have to think for a second before he says, "I'm in. Let's get this bastard." Tig would do anything for Lacy, any of the guys would. I'm thankful for that because my daughter is my whole world and I will kill anyone who hurts her. So Church continues.

Lacy P.O.V.

After my makeup is fixed I make my way into the office to start my work for the day. Mom and I work in silence neither of us really knowing what to say. Both of us running on no sleep. The boys leave to deal with some stuff neither of us really need to ask what they need to deal with. Mom says, "I'm going to go visit Abel want to come with me?" I say, "I'll meet you there in a little while. I want to finish some stuff first." She nods and says, "Ok baby I'll see you later." She kisses my head and heads out the door. I go back to look over all the papers in front of me trying to get everything in order. It is a very good distraction and at the moment I welcome it greatly.

A while later I hear cars pull up outside and go and check it out. Of course it was Hale and some lackeys, he must of heard that Elliot Oswald was here. I ask them, "Can I help you gentlemen?" Hale says, "We're looking for you father and your brother. They here?" I say, "Not at the moment no." He says, "Well can you please get them here?" I say, "One second." I walk back into the office then I pick up the phone and dial my dad's number. He says, "Hello." I tell him, "Hale's here with some buddies. He wants you and Jax here for a chat." Dad sighs and says, "All right we're on our way." I tell him, "Ok I'll let him know. Bye daddy love you." He says, "Love you too baby girl." I walk back outside and tell Hale, "They'll be here soon." Hale says, "Thank you Lacy." I nod and walk back into the office.

Not too much time goes by before I hear the familiar sound of bikes pulling up. I know better than to go out there while they are dealing with business so I just send Happy a quick text filling him in on what's going on and then I go back to work. Someone has to get shit done around here. Jax comes into the office after a while and says, "Hale is holding us here to get our statements about what happened at fun town. He says we're suspects, but you know that's not true." I nod and say, "Yeah I do." He tells me, "Stay in here unless we tell you otherwise. Got it?" I nod and say, "Of course." He leaves me alone in the office and I go back to trying to get things done. Which is getting hard with all these interruptions. The officers keep coming into the office to get coffee for their coffee breaks. They are obviously stalling. I see Tig, Dad, and Jax all outside talking, Tig walks off into the club house and dad comes into the office. He says, "Now might be a good time to go meet your mother at the hospital." I nod and say, "Ok. I'll leave now." He says, "Good girl." He kisses my forehead and walks back over to Jax. I grab my purse, phone, and keys as I walk out the door. I walk to the police officers and say, "My mother called me and asked me to come up to the hospital it's ok if I leave right?" I look at them with my puppy dog eyes and one of them says, "Of course miss Morrow, you can go." I smile and say, "Oh thank you so much." I have no idea what the guys have in store for them, but if they are asking me to leave it's probably something big.

When I get to the hospital mom tells me she talked to dad and they managed to do what was needed and now they were out looking for Darby. She decides to go out for a smoke break and I stay inside with Abel. I just happened to glance up and see Darby walking pass the window. Oh shit looks like I found him. I pull my phone out and call dad. He says, "I'm in the middle of it Lace." I say, "Still looking for Darby?" Dad says, "Yeah. Why?" I say, "He's at the hospital, heading up to the South wing." Daddy says, "Thank you, baby girl." He hangs up and I decide to do some reading to Abel.

Tara makes her way into Abel's room before I can even read a word to this baby and she says, "I know you helped your mother do that to Wendy." I look at her with a blank stare and say, "As I hear it she had a friend smuggle it in to her. Why would we have anything to do with that? Listen Tara I'm going to say this once. Back the fuck off you don't want to be with Jax? Fine stay the fuck out of club business. You want to be with Jax then maybe your opinion will kind of matter again, but don't hold your breath. Make your fucking choice and deal with the consequences because you keep pulling the back and forth shit? My mother will be the second person you have to worry about, because I will beat your pretty little ass to a pulp way before she has a chance to get to you. Now get the fuck out of my nephew's room and watch your fucking mouth before I shut it for you." She says, "Why are you being like this? I thought you forgave me for leaving?" I reply, "I did, but I haven't forgiven you for putting that stuck up little nose where it doesn't belong. Now get out before I say something you'll regret." Realizing I wasn't going to let up anytime soon she finally decides to leave the room.

Not too long after Tara leaves mom comes back in the room with flowers. She says, "I think it's time we visit that junkie whore." I say, "No can do I promised Happy I'd stay away from her remember?" She says, "Well I want you in there with me." I sigh and tell her, "Let me make a call." I walk out into the hallway and pull out my phone. As I dial the familiar number I can't help but wonder what he is going to say. He answers with a gruff, "Yeah?" I say, "Excuse you? Who do you think you are talking to?" He lets out a chuckle and says, "Sorry princess I didn't check who it was before I answered. How are you today?" I say, "Could be better. Listen mom wants to visit Wendy and she wants me to go with her. You ok with that? I know I promised to stay away from her, but I won't hurt her or do anything to her I promise." He's silent for a moment before he says, "It's fine if you go with Gemma just behave and be careful." I say, "I will Happy." He says, "Good and I'm glad you asked me. Would it have mattered if I said no?" I think for a second before I tell him, "If you had said no then I wouldn't have gone. You don't control my life, but I respect you enough to do most if not all the things you ask of me because I know you are only trying to protect me." He says, "Good answer. Well I'll let you get to it. I'll call you later tonight." I say, "Ok bye Happy." He says, "Bye baby girl."

I go back into Abel's room and say, "Happy is cool if I go. So let's get this over with." We walk to the Junkie's room and mom walks in first. As soon as Wendy sees its us she says, "What the hell are you doing here?" Mom sets the flowers down beside her bed and says, "Something to brighten up your room. I understand you and the old girlfriend have become buddies." She goes to press the panic button and I roll my eyes as I say, "It's a little late for the panic button." She looks at mom and says, "I didn't say anything to anyone." Mom says, "That's smart. No one would have believe you anyhow." I finish for her. "That whole Junkie thing." She looks at me and asks, "Who are you?" I smile and say, "Lacy Morrow Jax's little sister bitch." Mom cuts off whatever else she was going to say, "All I did was give you an option, sweetheart. You're the one who took the cowards way out. You couldn't even do that right." Wendy says, "We can't all be rocks like you, mother Gemma. I don't know how you do it." Mom sits on her bed, but I stay standing back. Mom asks, "What's that?" Wendy says, "Keep all the lies straight. Keep all the dirty little secrets buried. Your conscience must be locked up real tight." I roll my eyes really says the junkie whore that shot up her whole pregnancy. Mom leans in and tells her, "Nothing gets in the way of me taking care of my family especially my conscience. But then you obviously can't grasp that being a baby killer and all." A nurse comes in I guess since the bitch pressed the button. The nurse asks, "Need something sweetie?" I say, "Just some water for these flowers." Mom finishes, "Don't want them dying on us." Mom gets up and walks out, I stay for a minute longer to say, "Listen here you junkie slut. I don't really care what bull shit Tara is filling your head with, but you need to know it is just that bull shit. You are a horrible woman who won't ever be called mommy by that little boy, because you lost that title when you almost killed him because you couldn't get your shit together. Oh and I wouldn't hold my breath on a real friendship with Tara if I had to guess she'll probably back with Jax soon taking your place in my brother and my nephews life. Funny how that stuff works isn't it?" With that said I leave the room.

I go back to Abel's room where mom is sitting and reading to him. I only get to hear her read a few words before we see Jax outside the window. We both step out. He says, "Hey." Mom says, "Hey. Thought you guys were on the hunt?" Jax says, "Hit a dead end." Mom says, "The junkie is awake." Jax says, "Don't call her that." Mom says, "All right. Sorry." I say, "Well I'm not, like it or not Jax that's what she is and until she proves to be something else unless I'm in front of that baby I'm calling her the junkie." He sighs, but lets it go knowing I won't cave like mom. Jax changes the subject, "You think he can really hear you?" Mom and I look at each other as I say, "Yeah. We do." Mr. Oswald walks up so mom and I walk back into the room and leave them alone. Oswald looks mad, but with no information to go on what else can they do?

Mom and I make our way into Tristen's room. When we walk in mom says, "Hey sweetie. You feeling any better? Guess there's a lot of people asking you questions." She says, "My mom said to text her if anyone..." mom cut her off by saying, "It's ok, honey. Your mom and I are old friends." She looks at me and says, "You're the one who found me aren't you." I tell her, "Yes, sweetheart I am." She says, "Thank you so much." Mom says, "Your mother told me everything. I'm so sorry that happened to you." Tristen asks, "She told you?" Mom says, "Don't worry baby. It going to be ok."

After we leave Tristen's room mom goes off to find Karen Oswald and I go back to Abel's room and continue to read to him like I've been trying to since I have gotten here. I actually get to finish the book and I say, "I know our family is crazy, your daddy included, but we love you baby boy and even though we don't show it in conventional ways don't ever doubt how much love we have for you." After I have my conversation with Abel mom comes in and tells me about her conversation with Karen Oswald and how the boys went off to take care of the problem. We stay at the hospital a while longer before deciding to head out.

We get home before dad and I head up to my room to drained to shower I just change into my sleeping clothes and turn on a movie. In true Happy fashion half way through the movie he decides to call. I say, "Hello." He says, "Hey princess. How was your day?" So I fill him in on everything in great detail. After I finish telling him everything he says, "Well I'm glad you showed restraint when in the junkie's room. Threatening the doc at the hospital probably wasn't the best idea, but if you're sure she won't report you I guess it wasn't a stupid move. I'm glad they found the bastard. And I'm glad you got to read to Abel. I'm real proud of how well you are adjusting back into the life baby girl and I just want you to know that I'm thinking next time I'm in charming it's about time I talk to your dad about us dating." I say, "Really?" He says, "Yes, princess really." I say, "Oh Happy! That just made my day so much better." I let out a yawn as I say better and Happy tells me, "Ok Princess I think it's time for you to get to bed." I sigh and say, "Ok. Good night Happy." He says, "Good night Lacy."

The next day I'm not feeling the whole makeup thing so I throw my hair into a ponytail throw on a form fitting purple Samcro t-shirt, some shorts and black converse. I grab my purse, phone and keys and head out the door. As I'm driving on my way to work I see Juice walking down the street dressed up as a giant baby I snap a quick picture and send it too Happy before I come to a stop next to him and ask, "Need help finding your family little guy?" He rolls his eyes and says, "You are fucking hilarious. Will you help your best friend out and give him a ride back to the shop?" I laugh and say, "Of course. Get in baby juicy." He says, "Seriously? Will the jokes ever stop?" I grin and say, "I'm your best friend Juicy so probably not. Oh yeah and I sent a picture too Happy so now two charters have seen you like this." He lets out a groan as I continue to laugh at his pain. I fucking love my family!