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Chapter 3 Understood The Painful Truth
Fell's Church
Elena and Meredith sat on the kitchen table in silence while Mrs. Flowers made some breakfast for them.
Elena didn't feel the need to eat although she hadn't for days. She just couldn't get over Damon's death. He loved her and she loved him. And maybe there would have happened something between them, but there was also Stefan. Stefan, who loved her more than everything else. And it wasn't like she didn't feel the same for him. It was just confusing. And though it should be clear now, Elena still didn't know if she could forget Damon. No, she wouldn't. She promised him to never forget him. But could she forget him just enough to live together with Stefan? Or was it still too confusing to decide? Elena sighed deeply. Now, Stefan said they should get some distance between them as long as she needed to understand her feelings. She felt her heart ripped out at the pain she saw in his eyes when he told her that. Not only because he had to do so, but also because of his brothers absence.
Despite the fights because of one girl, there was deep down in both hearts a brother love for each other. Even if they would never admit it. But it was clear for everybody now, how Stefan felt for Damon and how he missed his presence. And it clenched Elena's heart, that she couldn't go up and comfort him. Or let herself get comforted by him. She saw sometimes when he went to Bonnies room and heard his cries and tears and she always wanted to go inside and hold him in her arms. Meredith noticed the sadness in Elenas eyes and sighed now. She was smart enough to not speak with her right now and let her alone with her feelings, but looking at her face didn't help at all.
And just now Stefan came inside the room with a sleepy face. His eyes fell on Elena and if he had some happiness in his them it would switch into sadness as soon as he saw her,
"Good morning" he greeted everybody quietly. Just now Elena woke up from her thoughts, noticing him and a small smile spread on her lips,
"Good morning, Stefan" she greeted back with more enthusiasm. Stefan smiled warmly at her, but quickly looked away as he noticed he stared too long at her beautiful face. Meredith nodded at him as a greet and Stefan went to sit down on the kitchen table, when he noticed a red headed girl wasn't with them.
"Is Bonnie still asleep?" he asked no one in particular.
"I guess so" Meredith replied, "but we don't know. She doesn't come out from her room anymore" she pointed out as Mrs. Flowers placed tea cups in front of them.
"Maybe someone should go up and try to get her eat. I haven't seen her eat for days and her healthy quite worries me" she spoke in her usually mother tone she had for everybody. Stefan nodded and stood up,
"I will look after her" As Elena went to protest that she could do it, he said, "You should drink some tea, belov-Elena. You don't look healthy either" It looked like he would flee from the kitchen room and Elena slumped down on her chair. He even doesn't call me beloved anymore she thought sadly.
Upstairs Stefan walked towards Bonnie's door, knocking on it twice, "Bonnie? Are you awake?" he asked loud enough. But he couldn't hear anything. Anything. Usually it wouldn't be something to worry about, but what Stefan left stay stunned for a moment was that he couldn't here anything.
He cautiously opened the door and looked inside to see Bonnie's form on the bed, a blanket covering her up to her nose. She was completely motionless, Stefan couldn't see her breathe in and out like someone should do in sleep. Worry built up inside Stefan as he rushed beside her bed and bent down.
Pushing some hair away he held a hand under her nose. He was sure he couldn't feel any breathe getting in or out. Of course he knew already. Since he noticed her heart beat was gone. But what he didn't understand was the living pulse inside her. She had no heart beat, but something living was inside her.
Bonnie he tried telepathically as he shook her shoulder a little. No response, no anything. He shook her shoulder more firmly, Bonnie, can you hear me? Bonnie! She didn't move, she didn't speak, she was motionless. Dead motionless.
"Elena! Meredith! Mrs. Flowers!"
The Dream?
Bonnie felt it. As soon as she touched him. Every memory Damon had came rushing up to her. She didn't know why it happened, probably because Damon couldn't control it. All she knew was that it happened. In her mind she went again through the events she already knew. Both painful and joyful events. Like the day Elena and him met the first time. Or when they fought against Klaus. Elena's death and reborn as an angel. And all the time Bonnie saw it with Damon's eyes.
She saw how Elena looked like through his eyes, even more beautiful she already was. She could almost feel the love he held for Elena, how he desperately wanted her to be his. His princess of the dark. And it broke Bonnie's heart. He loved Elena dearly. It wasn't only because he wanted to anger his little brother, Stefan. This was his purpose first, but in the end he had fallen for her as well.
And as Bonnie saw herself through his eyes at the time he saved her from Shinichi, the kitsune, she only saw how she usually looked. No love, only care. A care you would have for somebody who was merely a close friend. He saw nothing else in here that much was clear for Bonnie now. And it broke her. She could almost feel her heart falling and scattering into pieces of nothing. Like before when she realized Damon had died because of her.
Bonnie had known it already, that he loved only Elena, but having it as a solid evidence made it so much more painful. Previously she could at least imagine that he would be hers someday, that he would give up on Elena when he realized she only loved Stefan. Not that this was true anymore. Feelings developed inside Elena for both Salvators, Bonnie could see it as well as everybody else. And even if Elena chose Stefan over Damon, Bonnie knew he could still never have him. And she wouldn't want it either. What kind of love would it be when you are just the second choice? If you are it actually. Even that wasn't sure. But what was entirely sure was that she had to give up. She had to give up on ever getting Damon. Ever getting his love. Only his care. And this should be enough she should want. Enough that should satisfy her. But it didn't.
Before Bonnie could do anything, she felt the tears streaming down her cheeks, warm and thick liquid. She didn't notice them first, before Damon moved in her arms,
Little red bird, why are you crying? he asked in her mind in a confusion voice that made Bonnie cry even harder. She held him in her arms tightly for a while, knowing too well it would be the last time she did so. When she decided to give up, she would do it really.
Nothing...I'm just glad...that you can live again she spoke in his mind as an excuse. It was true. She felt the guilt and almost all of her sadness vanish away, but then something else popped out in her mind. How should she get him away from here? She knew it, somehow, that he was alive again, she felt life throb inside him although he was a vampire. But how should she get him out of here? She reluctantly let go off him and looked around,
We have to get you out of here, Damon she sent to him while her eyes searched for something, anything that could help her in someway. That was it when she noticed the all too familiar light ball appear in front of her and she sighed in relief. This will get us out of here Bonnie thought gladly. But this didn't stay for too long,
Red bird..what's happening to you? she snapped her head back to him and noticed him staring at her intently. Normally she would have blushed, but she didn't feel her cheeks go warm.
What do you mean? she asked him confused, looking down at herself. She nearly gasped at what she saw.
Fell's Church
"She isn't breathing anymore!" Elena stated the obvious as she looked down at Bonnie's petite form along with Meredith and Mrs. Flowers, "How did this happen?"
"I don't know" Stefan answered as calm as he could, "she was in this state as I came up"
"How come you haven't noticed first that her heart beat is missing" Meredith spoke in her solemn voice though they all could see a glint of fear in her eyes for her friend.
"Because there's is still something pulsing in her. But it's not her heart, I'm sure" Stefan declared, "but I don't know what it is..."
"I think I know" Everybody turned to see Mrs. Flowers paled face as she spoke.
"Really? What happened? What is wrong with her?" Elena immediately shot questions as she held Bonnie's cold hand in her owns.
"Bonnie..." Mrs. Flowers breathed a little shaking, "has left her body."
"What?" everybody shouted in shock, "does this mean she is dead?" Elena said, tears already starting to glister in her eyes. Stefan reached for her shoulder and squeezed it comfortingly. Elena placed a hand on his while the other still held Bonnie's deadly cool hand.
"No" Mrs. Flowers replied and Elena sighed in relief , "but she left her body with her soul. And if the soul doesn't come back, she will die" Elena gasped while Stefan's eyes widen in shock and even Meredith's facade broke.
"But how come she left her body?" Elena asked in a panicking tone, but shook her head then, "No, scratch that. Where is her soul and how can we bring it back?" she asked, already forming a plan in her head. But Mrs. Flowers just sighed,
"I can feel it. That her soul left her body. And went to another dimension"
The dream?
Why am I getting more and more transparent?
1. Was it good?
2. Was it bad?
3. Should I continue?
4. Should I abandon?
5. Are the characters OOC?
6. Is my writing style good?
7. Did I miss something?
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