Been awhile, hasn't it? Anyways no more 1st person, only 3rd person from now on. Oh, and I did change quite a things from now one.


Chapter 3:

Ame shuts her eyes, feeling the turmoil run deep inside, she did feel the betrayal from Jr. and her friends, she willingly left with Albedo did make her grimace. All of the torture he did to her, and her immortality did make him excited every time he did that. It did begin to grow tiring, the same thing day in and day out. When Albedo was beat in the lovely ship in space, she hoped that she would actually make a change in the world, little did she know she already had started it. The events around her became more gruesome and different every time she tried to change an event, she tried to save the little kirchwasser, wasn't it? From sacrificing herself by blowing that ship up, at one point she did teleport to the girl and save her.

She thought back at the events that conspired around her, she sometimes smiled and the other times grimaced. She watched out of the Durandal park window as the stars passed by, ever silent wish she made it never came true.

"Looking Glass"

Waiting as I'm wanting to
Speaking as I'm spoken to
Changing to your point of view
Fading as I follow you

A boyish notion of false emotion
These words are spoken despite my love
A fool's devotion was set in motion
My eyes are open now

It's a glass cage so I can't pretend
You hide beneath the physical
I see it coming
But I can't defend
You cut so deep
My belief is gone
My belief is gone
My belief is...

Tell me what I want to say
Save me for another day
Break me, it's the game you play
Hate me as I turn away

A boyish notion of false emotion
These words are spoken despite my love
A fool's devotion was set in motion
My eyes are open now

It's a glass cage so I can't pretend
You hide beneath the physical
I see it coming
But I can't defend
You cut so deep
My belief is gone
My belief is gone
My belief is gone
My belief is gone
My belief is...

It's a glass cage so I can't pretend
You hide beneath the physical
I see it coming
But I can't defend
You cut so deep
My belief is gone
My belief is gone
My belief is gone
My belief is gone
My belief is..."- The Birthday Massacre

She sings quietly to herself, the song playing in her head like a record. Hopefully she will try to help out next time when they do decide to dive in to Momo's subconscious and unfreeze her mind, otherwise Ame will face her ow fear too, one that she doesn't know she has. She asked Rubedo if they could drop her off at Miltia, where she could visit Jin and explore the place, of course they allowed that and it made her quite pleased. When she took the space elevator down to the planet, she waited patiently as it reached the ground, except for the fact that she could never truly get used to it. She head's straight for Jin's home as his directions are neatly written across my piece of paper she had. She followed the directions without interacting with anybody, soon enough she was greeted with a marvelous traditional Japanese house. She smiled at the beauty that the building has, the smile grew brighter as Jin walked out of the home and towards her. "Ame, how have you been?" he asked her politely.

She beamed at him brightly, for her he is like a brother to her, despite Wilhem highly acclaiming that he and her are related. On that, she denies trying to wrap her head around the situation because it will surely make her frantic and the darkness that's already in her mind will freak her out.

"It's been bearable, how have you been?" she asked him in return cheerfully.

"It's alright, we have much to discuss. Come on I'll show you around, and it appears you are transfixed by this place" he declared, a gracious smile blessing his thin face.

She inclined her head agreeing, "Yes, I never seen one in person and this place always is a dream, it's a dream that i have been here" she told him lightly, her eyes transfixed by every hand crafted beam that shows. She wondered why every culture began to decline from using their beautiful and history long structures, now a days you see these buildings that hardly describe what the country is about. It's a pity, as she believed with all her might.

He glanced at her, remembering what Chaos has told him several things he analyzed from Miss Ame, so far she is the hope that will change the future and that is what Jin, himself, wonder what is to become of the all if it's that serious and he does believe that something very bad will happen to them all. After meeting Ame for the first time, he has been having very horrendous night terrors about his death and that makes him very frightened, and he doesn't dare to show that to anyone. He doesn't want to bare that guilt to them, even if it feels as if a thousand pounds are on his chest and shoulders.

Jin showed her the premises and lastly the shop he has, the books on the shelves has caught her attention. Once the world and universe has gone to shit, she would really wish if she has all these books to accompany her on those long lonely trips in the future. She makes a mental note on borrowing several of them.

When she found out Shion is in town, she realized that it's nearly time for Momo and the whole scenario that is to bring one giant headache. She smiled to herself folding her arms across her chest in thought, soon enough she will get to be in that huge mental space that Momo has memories of.

Shion came to visit soon enough, the three of them sat outside and discussed many things, but when it got personal Ame left them alone and went to the room she's staying at for the night. When a few days went by, Ame got news that they are all to be at U.M.N., that is where they all went too. When Momo was there to be placed under, Ame froze at what was going to happen next.

Mary Godwin begins with the program and Ziggy stood near Momo. The words she remembers Albedo speaking when this conflict happened and she was on the other side of the screen witnessing this. She swallowed an knot in her throat, feeling like her stomach is punctured by tiny needles and pins that jab in and out of it.