Me and my stupid pride
I'm sittin' here, alone.
I'm going through the photographs,
Staring at the phone.
I keep going back over
Things we both said
And I remember the slammin' door,
And all the things that I misread.

I got home and I was looking through a box of old pictures of Chad and me at our old hangout spots. I was continously checking my cell phone to see if he texted or called me. It was like that for about two hours.
At around 10PM I got into bed. I couldn't really sleep, though, due to the fact I kept thinking about the times spent with Chad and our fight. All of a sudden my phone rang and I freaked out. I looked at the caller ID and saw the person calling me at 10:46PM was Joe. My idiotic boyfriend. If we weren't even dating Chad and I would've still been friends.
"Hello?" I answered, honestly not caring.
"Hey, Sonshine. How are you?" he asked in a sweet voice.
I heard some crashing and clanking in the background on his line, but ignored it, "Joe, it's almost 11 at night. I'm tired. I lost my best friend. Okay? Good night."
He sighed of boredom, "Sonshine, come on. We haven't talked in..."
I cut him off before he could lecture me, "Eight hours. When you asked me out. Goodbye."
He sighed again, gosh, I hate when people sigh, "Who's your best friend?"
"You know good and well who my best friend is."
"Tamara? Zorro? Nick? Brady?" he asked, not focusing.
"You're a jerk. You know for a fact what they're names are and you know I'm talking about Chad Dylan Cooper!" I practically screamed in the phone. Just saying Chad's name brought back the memory of when I slammed the door of Mackenzie Falls, earlier.
"Cooper? That's your best friend? Sonny, he's not your best friend. He doesn't care about you. You wouldn't have 'lost' him if he did," I could just feel him but air quotes around lost.
"That's not true. And you know what? It's over, jerk!" I screamed, once again. I nearly hung up, which I should've, until I heard Joe say something, "What'd you just say?"
"I said, 'Fine. Mitchie's been dying for me to ask her out.' You go and waste your life on your 'best friend' Chad Dylan Cooper. I'll be waiting, love. Bye, sweetheart," then he hung up.
I sighed, "At least that's over now," I mumbled to myself flipping over to my side and closing my eyes.
That's when I realized, I misread so many things. Chad and I could've been something. All the things he said... Maybe they meant something... "Great," I sighed, falling into a deep sleep.

So babe if you know everything
Tell me why you couldn't see
That when I left I wanted you to
Chase after me? Yeah

I woke up the next morning, still tired, and walked into the kitchen. I wasn't really hungry so I just turned on the TV. Of course, my mother was watching E! last night and a True Hollywood Story was on. I hit the info button and guess who it was? If you guessed Joe Jonas... you're wrong. If you guessed Chad Dylan Cooper you are correct. I sighed and shut off the set.
I honestly didn't know what to do, at the time, so I called Chad and tried to apologize.
I only got his voicemail, "Hey, Chad Dylan Cooper here. If I'm not answering this phone I'm probably off making Mackenzie Falls magic! Text ya back later. Peace out suckas!" I sighed, "Really?" I was honestly getting tired of people sighing. This caused me to sigh, which also caused me to slap myself in the head. I quickly shot off a text to Tawni, ":\ Still not over it. Single now. Help?"
I walked into my room and grabbed my guitar. I strummed a few chords and laid down on my bed. That's when my phone went off. I freaked out again, but it was only Tawni, "Your single? Since? Deets. & you will get over Chad. Promise.(: You've just got to let Chad know how you feel. Only way." I exhaled, yes I didn't sigh, and decided to text Chad, "So, babe, if you know everything tell me why you couldn't see... That when I left I wanted you to chase after me? P.S. dumped Joe. text me back? please."
About four hours later I realized Chad wasn't texting me back. I just went off to bed. So what if it was only 2 in the afternoon? I had to get over this.