After I scaned the street a couple of times, decided to take a bath to callm down a little. Running to the bathroom before my mom could notice the stray tears coming down my face . Taking a nice hot bath with a sprinkle of strawberry scented bath salts that I got from Ran last Christmas. Setling myself into the hot, strwaberry smelling water, breathing int he stream from the water wiht the strong smellof the bath salts, letting the cycle repeat allowing me to see a flashback of my earlier battle. My voice from before, how angry I was at him. It echoed in my head making me sink farther into the bath. Noticing after a while that if I didn't get out soon. I'll get too comfy and fall asleep. I stepped out of the bathroom with my towel covering me , speed walking through the hallway to reach to my bedroom before I'd freeze to death. Reaching my room, relizing my charas were already sleeping in their eggs. I quickly changed into my pajamas and rushed into bed, recaping my day all over again.

Seeing his face flash over and over again behind my closed eye lids letting it make me drift to sleep , wishing he could forgive me . Ya... I hope so.. I wonder what he's doing right now...