Title: Connect Me

Author: PinkRander

Pairing: ShizuoxIzaya

Notes: Hello, it's me again. Sorry for taking so damn long to update anything at all. For readers of my other stories, I've decided to no longer continue with my ShizuoxKida story, if any of you are followers of that, because I'm too busy to keep up with two fanfics. Sorry guys. :( Anyway, here's the next bit of our lovely fanfic. As usual, comment whenever. Hopefully we actually get to more of the porn part soon because I wanna write it out. Cheers.

The statement earns him a glare, one Shizuo is sure is meant to look threatening and annoyed but all the blonde can see is a pouty teen, who has suddenly realized that he wasn't getting what he wanted. Shizuo can't help but think he's got the one up for once, which is rare and far between, social interaction not his forte, and the ability to suddenly leave a chatty person turn silent for a moment or two feels like a small victory.

"True, these sort of things don't normally have anything to do clean talking." Kanra says thoughtfully, eyes suddenly glinting with curiosity, with which Shizuo feel uncomfortable with. "You aren't like most people who log in here. I want to see you, turn on your video Shima-kun."

The demand throws him for a loop, Shizuo unable to process the order as quickly as he would want. His eyes flicker towards the little video icon, which suddenly looks threatening to him. Video? Then that would actually mean that Kanra would see him as him, his anonymity lost, his fidgeting more obvious. He starts hyper-ventilating before a laugh cuts through his thoughts.

"I knew it, Shima-kun is just like them after all, too much of a coward to show himself."

SHIMA: I AM NOT.

He types it before he can properly think, fingers smashing against the keyboard for all it's worth to get his message quickly across. He sees the smirk the other man has, but the anger is there behind his thoughts.

"Then prove it, Shima-kun."

Shizuo takes the bait.

And soon enough, he sees his face pop up on the screen on his computer just below Kanra's, looking every bit as disgruntled as he feels. It is only then that he realizes what a terrible mistake this is and all he wants to do is crawl away from the screen. But his pride tells him otherwise. After all, Kanra is just another man, obviously younger than him, and that he has nothing to be afraid of. To back down now would show the raven that he's a coward after all, and that feels like that's worth fighting for at the moment.

So he scowls at Kanra, or at least at Kanra's video on his screen. It's a bit disconcerting to see a man's grin to be so childish and carefree, especially when it's being directed at him. He tries to grimace as best he can, but that only manages a snort from Kanra.

"Now now, Shima-kun~ Don't do that. Your face might stick that way." Kanra says, all the while wearing that shit-eating grin Shizuo was beginning to hate. "Honestly, I expecting someone ugly as fuck with all the dancing around you've been doing, but you're actually a looker. Tell me, are you a natural blonde?" And the little shit has the audacity to wink at him.

NO. Shizuo is not blushing at all, and that's about as much as he can say about that. Compliments aside, the little shit was getting on his nerves. He can see just how much Kanra is enjoying this, and how he had been too prideful to fall to such a bait. But hindsight was fifty-fifty after all, and it grinds his nerves that he could have stop this. He recognizes the familiar boiling pit in his stomach, the way his fingers are twitching for something to do, how his breathing has turned into shallow pants. His temper was flaring, all because of some stupid kid. So, instead of handling it with like a normal adult, Shizuo growls at the screen, baring his teeth as annoyance flows through him.

Kanra looked startled, but it's all Shizuo can do to not punch the computer. The computer that Kasuka, his brother, had given him after he had thrown his last computer out the window because it managed to contract a virus and decided to pop random windows of advertisement, or naked ladies on his screen.

Shizuo manages to make it all the way into his kitchen without turning over some furniture, which he considers a small miracle all in itself. He very nearly tears open his refrigerator door and grabs a bottle of milk that's nestle behind some cake and chilled soup. The cap comes off and downing the drink so quickly that its actually amazing he's not choking. He lets the cool liquid slip down his throat, eyes closed as he savors the drink. A sense of calm washing over him.

All too soon he's emptied the bottle, but it's done what it was suppose to. Or at least, the anger that had been threatening to pour out had diminished enough for Shizuo to have a decent amount of brain power. He could still remember the days when all Kasuka had to do to calm him down was offer a bottle of milk to him. A gentle reminder, of kindness and guilt, that still worked to this very day.

Shizuo sighed. If only things were simpler, if only people didn't actively try to piss him off. But sadly, that had been his life through and through. He would admit to some extent that his temper was the cause of this, but really it was everyone else's fault. Just like tonight, Kanra was the antagonist, the one who was decidedly pulling his strings without thinking about the repercussion to Shizuo. The selfish little shit. Some nagging part of his mind was telling him that he really should just exit out of the website and be done with Kanra. That it could all go away with a press of a button.

He trudged back to his computer, planning to do just that.

Except.

He's greeted with the sight of Kanra.

Shirt riding up to expose his upper body.

Shorts down.

And a hand on his cock.

Apparently, Kanra had managed to get naked again, found some kind of lube and rubbed it all over his cock. Which would explain why the man's dick was gleaming with wetness, his hand easily slipping up and down to stroke himself. Kanra was hard, and the camera was angled so much that sixty percent of the screen was showing just how hard the other man was, as well as a good view of his ass. A bit of the lube had slipped down his cock, making his entrance gleam and salivate. Kanra's fingers would occasionally deviate from their path, teasing his hole and slathering more lube over it.

The little fucker is actually looking at him, eye lashes fluttering in his pleasure, a half smirk on his face.

"Shima-kun, you left me all alone."

Shizuo was fucking frozen.