Dear Illusion,

I hope that you like the name I gave you, I do like it.
When I woke up this morning I had breakfast and then went to Axel's room to see how he was doing. He was awake, lying on his back, staring at the ceiling. Roxas was deep asleep in his arms. They looked really cute =). Axe was doing okay, some of the wounds were healing already, and his back didn't hurt too badly.
After talking to him for a while I noticed he was getting tired, so I told him to get some more rest (and for a change he actually did).
When I closed the door behind me he was already asleep. I went outside into the garden to think things over. I sat down at the edge of the fountain and played with the water.
When I felt someone staring at me I looked up, straight into Zexion's eyes. Damn, his eyes are beautiful. When he noticed I was staring back at him he gave a smile and walked away. I love his smile, he hardly ever smiles unless he has a reason to. I wonder what made him smile…
Now I've got 2 things to ask him! ^_^

I know I'm a nobody, and nobodies are heartless, and we're supposed to have no feelings and emotions and stuff… but I do have emotions and feelings, and I'm sure Axel and Roxas do as well.
I don't think emotions and feelings come from the heart, but they're coming from your soul…

Well I'm off, Roxy came in.

Dear diary,

Despite that Vexen wanted me to stay with Axel, Xemnas had other plans, he wanted Dem and me to go on a mission. 'To get your thoughts away from Number VII.' He said.
Like I won't worry about Axe when I'm not around. Damn, this will probably only make it worse.
Well, Dem is ready to go by now… so I'll write on later.

Bai.

Thing.
I'm not going to call you diary, or give you a name like Demyx did. Thing will do just fine. It's that we have to use these diaries that I write down stuff in here.

Well the mission from yesterday didn't work out the way I hoped. It got me wounded and pretty badly. There's a big wound on my left shoulder going down to my right hip. What a scar that will be.

The biggest problem is that I have to stay in bed about all day long. I hate to stay in bed that long! When Roxy is lying next to me, okay, then it's not that bad. But he's not, he's not even around, he had to go on a mission with Demyx.

Roxas stayed with me all night and eventually crawled next to me in bed. He's such a cutie ^^.

We should get out some day soon and visit Sora and Riku again, we haven't seen them in like ages and they're fun to hang around with.

My back will have to recover first though…

Axel out.

Maybe I'll tear you to pieces and feed you to the fishies.