Hey! It's CrossAngel-Chan!
I uploaded faster than I thought...so yeah... XD
Anyways, I forgot to mention this, but here are the ages:
Amu, The Guardians, and all the OC's at Cafe Chu Chu-14
Kukai-15
Utau-16
Ikuto-18
And,I'll add who ever I have forgotten...which is gonna happen cuz I got short term memory loss! :D
Anyways, I'm sorry if the story doesnt make any sense, I just really wanted to write and see if anyone would like it...So, please dont flame about that.
So that's it! Kukai! Amu! Do the disclaimer!~
Amu & Kukai-CrossAngel-Chan does not own Shugo Chara or anything mentioned.
Me-Awws! 3 You two are so CUTE 3 3 :D :D
Kukai & Amu- *Sweatdrop* (Lets get outta here!) -Thoughts XD
I trudged inside my house, pocketing the silver key and gazing at the neat interior. I hadn't changed a thing in the house, I even keep it super clean and making sure nothing is out of place. Even my room is still all pink and girly like it was when I was 12. I just have more teenage stuff in there now like a laptop on the desk. I keep my Eggs in a little basket on the top shelf in hopes that they will come back. But, the state they are in is hinting that they aren't going to be coming back anytime soon.
I walked up the stairs and into my room, closing and locking the door for no apparent reason. It isn't like I have to worry about privacy anymore. I took off my black hoodie and threw it on one of the pink bean bag chairs at the little round table. I then walked to my desk and peeked at my eggs; Still black with the white X. I sighed in pure disappointment and lay my head down on my desk, staring out the windows as the rain rolled down.
Why do I even try anymore is still a mystery to me. I have nothing left in my life to keep fighting for, but this tiny part of me just keeps screaming at me to keep going. And I do, listening to that stupid tiny voice deep down in my already broken heart. I propped my head up on my elbow and turned on my laptop, watching as the screen quickly flashed the mainly blue colors before I got to my log-in screen. I typed in my password and the screen changed to a picture of me and Kukai.
We were hanging out at the park like we always did. This time, we had decided to have photo wars and we both pulled out our phones and started to take embarrassing pictures of each other. We ended up posing and making faces at the camera together. In this one, our faces were so close and we had our hands posed into the shape of a heart. I made the right part while he made the left. I loved that picture because it was the one picture that we were so close and I was me and he was him.
I smiled, then logged clicked on the internet icon. I typed in and clicked in the link to Youtube. I then logged on and clicked on my favorites. The song 'You're my Guardian Angel' started to play. I listened intently to the song as the words flashed on the screen.
When I see your smile…
Tears run down my face
I can't replace.
A single tear run down my face as the song progressed.
And now that I am strong
I have figured out
How this world turns cold
And it breaks through my soul.
And I know,
I'll find deep inside me,
I can be the one…
I have not become strong at all, but I have figured out the world turns cold and it breaks through my soul. And I somehow know deep inside me, I can be the one.(A.N/ Yeah Yeah, I know it is all like repeating the lyrics but I couldn't help myself DX)
I will never let you fall.
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all.
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.
I would do all of that if Kukai was here…and I wish I could find out if he would do the same for me…
It's okay…
It's okay.
It's okay.
Seasons are changing.
And waves are crashing.
And stars are falling all for us.
Days grow warmer and lives grow shorter.
I can show you that I can be the one.
I remember…how when the seasons changed, Kukai would stay the same. We would go to the beach all the time and we would stargaze with the other Guardians, but it seemed more like the stars just sparkled only for me and Kukai to see.
I will never let you fall.
I'll stand up for you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all.
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.
Cuz you're my…
You're my…
My…
My true love.
My whole heart.
Please don't throw that away.
Cuz I'm right here for you
Please don't walk away
And please tell me youll stay
Stay.
I set my head down again, the tears starting to really roll down.
Use me as you will.
Pull my strings just for the thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray
This song…is how I feel towards Kukai…some parts is me telling him that, and others are for me hoping he will tell me that.
I will never let you fall.
I'll stand up for you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all.
Even if savin you sends me to heaven.
I will never let you fall.
I'll stand up for you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all.
Even if savin you sends me heaven….
When the song ended, I paused the loop so it wouldn't go to any of my other songs. After listening to that, I really wasn't in the mood to listen to any other depressing songs. I closed my laptop as I stood up, I then flopped down on my bed, burying my face in my pillow. I just want Kukai back so much…I want my life back…
After a few minutes, my sobbing calmed down. I breathed in, and slowly exhaled. I sat up, rubbing my eyes and nose. I stretched a little and checked the time on the clock; it was 9:27. I quickly finished up the stupid homework that was completely pointless in a hurry and I flopped back down on my bed, face planting into the big fluffy pillows. Maybe tomorrow will be a good day…I rolled over and stared up at the ceiling.
My thoughts went back from my depression to that weird café. Surely those aren't real….they were Shugo Chara Character Changes I bet! Yeah…that would make sense I guess…but it surely didn't because I don't think each of those girls had the same dreams. And I am almost certain I recognized the blonde girl with long wavy hair…but she seemed to bubbly and sweet to be Rima. Plus, if it was, since when did she get a cat like Shugo Chara? I have only seen KusuKusu floating around her neck.
"Ughh!" I groaned, throwing up my pink pillow and it landed back down with a soft thud on my face. I rolled onto my side, clutching the pillow. My head began to spun and spun, but then a new wish started to sprout its way inside my head like a seed. I sat up quickly and glanced around, feeling stupid. I clasped my hands together, glanced around and closed my eyes.
I wish…very much…to become free, and me once again… I prayed. I felt a sudden sense of 'de ja vu'. I really hope this works, plus my feelings are true. I just want to see my original Shugo Charas again…I miss them so much…
Soon, sleep washed over me and my world became black. I started to hear bubbly voices. And they were familiar.
"Amu-Chan! We are back…but don't expect to see us so soon," one voice cheered, in the same cheerleader voice I remembered.
"Yeah Amu-Chan. I am sad to see your sense of style drop so much since our…slumber," the second calm voice echoed throughout my blackness.
"We missed you so much! We are coming back, so don't worry, desu~!" the same girly voice chimed.
"Your radiance is returning Amu-Chan. It is going to come back twice as strong as before because now, your heart is in the right place," the last of my Shugo Charas announced in my dream. I believe I smiled in my dream but then another voice rang out clear just after the last Shugo Chara finished.
"I can't wait to meet you Amu, Nya!" a mysterious voice called out. Nya…Oh no! That's Yoru's little thing! I do NOT like Ikuto anymore! Worry and nervousness washed over me but was soon replaced with soothing feelings and I fell into deep sleep.
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I awoke with a startle, my breath uneven and quick. I quickly glanced around my room and saw everything was in order. I then glanced at my little clock and relaxed when I saw it was only 7:30. I had 30 minutes before I had to get going. I stretched my legs, and yawned my biggest yawn yet. I kicked off the covers, crossing my fingers behind my back. What I saw baffled me.
Nothing.
There was absolutely nothing there, not even a trace that there could have been something there. I almost cried once again, but I have to be strong. Even if my Shugo Charas aren't there, they are always watching me…so they wouldn't want me to be sad anymore. I took a deep breath, held it and then let it go.
"I have to be strong! For Ran, Miki, Sue, Dia, and that mystery Shugo Chara," I said aloud, slightly boosting my self esteem. I kicked my legs over the edge and marched to the bathroom. I took a nice long shower, cleaned myself up, and when I was done, I stared in the mirror with a fluffy, yellow towel wrapped around myself. The reflection of a girl with straight, wet and messy black hair and muddy brown eyes had an impassive look on her face. I looked down at the dye remover and felt my arm twitch with anticipation.
"No…not yet…Wait…for the right moment," I argued with myself and closed my eyes. I re-opened them and decided to wait a little bit longer. I walked out of the bathroom and changed into the usual black outfit. I glanced at the clock and saw that it was 8:02. I walked out of my room and downstairs. I wasn't hungry, plus I wanted to be at school before anyone could start something. I snatched my skateboard from where it lay against the wall and walked outside.
I threw the skateboard down and kicked, feeling the nice breeze as it blew past me. I had left my skateboard here yesterday because it was going to rain, but the weatherman said it wouldn't today. I enjoyed to sunshine and breeze as I skated to school.
When I got there, it was still pretty early. I kicked up my skateboard into my hands and walked towards my class casually.
"Oh! Micha-Chan!" a sweet voice shouted from behind. I turned and looked over my shoulder to see Emiko running towards me. I waited, my hands stuffed deep inside my pockets as I watched her scurry across the yard in the school uniform; green plaid skirt with the same top as elementary except the tie was the same plaid green. I wasn't wearing the uniform because I have 'special' permission from the Headmaster. That is one of the many reasons why I am so hated; I get to dress how I like and I waste it on all black clothing.
"Ohayo, Micha-Chan!" Emiko chirped brightly.
"Ohayo," I replied, with much less enthusiasm. I started walking and Emiko rushed to match my pace.
"Micha-Chan, I'm ready to face the Guardians, the ones you said who would scare me," Emiko suddenly said. I glanced at her and she had a very determined look on her face. I smirked a little then nodded and we kept walking.
She was in for a long day, and I was too.
Yeah! Nice Critism alowed 3
HeHe...they are in for a long day indeed ^3^
