fuck! that little mother fucker !
I thought this as I let my anger out on the locker , I look to my side to find the puddle of cum that those asshole's didn't clean up! that fag let that man whore have sex with him! Butters ... damn it , why? the image replayed over and over , the moaning I could hear it from outside , god ...that little fucking fag ! I-I'm not upset! and I'm not crying !
"shit "
I finally left the locker room with my bag , I had my eyes on the ground , It wasn't fucking fair ! I shouldn't even be driving him home! I'm such a pussy " there you are Er-Eric" He was laying against my Truck , I finally look up that smile god, how does he do it with his blue eyes " just get in fag" I unlocked the doors and he sat upfront with me "thank's for the ride Eric, it means a lot" "D-don't worry about it" my face is so red , Butter's looked at me with a raised eye " are you okay?" "yeah" he was worried about me , he worry's about everyone somehow I guess that's why he get's so used a lot " Eric please tell me ...I want to help" he spoke softy , just ignore it and maybe he'll drop it , He started rubbing his knuckles as was he was blushing " Eric P-please stop the car " he almost sounded upset? what the fuck?! if anything he should be saying sorry! I pulled to the side and sighed annoyed what could be bothering him now? " what is it-" he cut me off " you-you heard me and Kenny , didn't you-you?" he was blushing hard , I looked down " don't be mad at me , I didn't mean fo-for you to hear " his voice cracked , he was going to cry damn, for god sake's don't cry " th-this isn't fair , you always push me away when I want to help" I snapped my head up, I wasn't begin fair!? if anything Butter's wasn't making this easy! I finally yelled " I'm not begin fucking fair! your the one who let Kenny fuck you! what about me!? you never ask what I wanted ! maybe I wanted you-you or at least go out with you! what do I have to do to show you I fucking love you!" I blushed full red, did I just say that? oh my fucking god! why me! I looked at Butter's , his blue eyes widen, I covered my mouth and looked away " you-your lying" he spoke softly , I couldn't take this anymore, I grabbed him and pulled him into a hard kiss , It felt good , I felt calm .. for the first time in years I felt happy , It was fucking amazing.
He didn't pull away, I didn't care , I wanted him right then and there I slid my hands down to his sides , almost pulling up his shirt but he pushed me away , fuck.. He was shocked " E-Eric I can't , Ken-" no way! I let him go once but not again! " no, butter's don't take this away from me , for god sake's don't , your the one I want , your everything to me Ju-just what does he have that I don't " He blinked but blushed" Eric, all I want is to make you happy, just what will make you happy " He smiled warmly , I grabbed him " please butter's let me love you "we both some how ended in the back seat , Butter's blushed hard his little heart beat so loud fuck It turned me on so much before I could say anything else he kissed me and this time he didn't pull away , there wasn't that much room and it hurt like hell but I didn't fucking care because I had Butters right where I had him ,he belong with me. Butter's spend the night at my house , It was the best night of sex damn, Kenny is a fool to not love him.
When I woke up, Butter's was gone , should have seen it coming , ass hole left early for school the worse part of it was that he didn't Text me or even Call that was nothing new , I skipped Breakfast for today I wasn't in the mood, When I made it to school things just got worse , " hey Cartman " I looked out of my locker to find Stan " what do you want ?" Stan had a weird look on his face " you know Butter's is seeing Kenny right?" I glared at him " what the fuck are you on about?!" I was getting annoyed with him " I saw you with him" He sounded worried , oh shit " I don't know what your talk-" " cut the bull shit Cartman! you know god damn well what I'm talking about! " he yelled at me , why is he yelling at me?! " so what of it?" " Cartman you know Kenny is going to find out and you know he will ki-" " fuck Kenny! He doesn't give a shit about Butter's! you know he's a man slut! butter's needs me .." I barked at Stan , He sighed annoyed I'm going to kick his ass if he keeps this up " Cartman I'm only saying this to save your sorry ass, Kenny maybe the town's man whore , but he will kill anyone who touch's what belongs to him" " Butter's doesn't belong to him, he's not a fucking Dog" Stan looked at me with confused look " you Eric T Cartman? are in Love?" I blushed full red " if you tell the Jew about this I will kick your fucking ass!" I barked , he just rolled his dumb eyes " calm down Fat ass, I'm not" He never seemed to be scared of me , why am I friends with this Ass hole? I'll never know " Hey Stan, Fat ass " well speak of the devil , the Jew shows up , He didn't seem to notice me " what did I miss?" " nothing much" Stan shrugged , Kyle glared at me , what did I do now!? " Coach told me , your going to be running laps if your late again! you really are an asshole, what could you have done that was more important then Football" He barked , God I hate him " none of your god damn business , you fucking Jew!" I yelled back " fuck you too Fat boy!" The day went on as Normal , or as Normal as It get's in this place. I fucking hate this town.
I would always see Butters at Lunch , sometimes he would look at me but other times he would talk to that Bitch Wendy, " hey Cartman!" I snapped out of my thoughts and turned to find Clyde " what do you want Clyde?" I growled at him, He gave a cocky smirk " Just wondering , if you have any tips for picking up Chicks" oh for fuck sake's ! Bebe again? I sighed annoyed " Fuck off " He glared at me " what an asshole" he rolled his eyes and did as I told him to do , that's a first " so Kyle you still going out with us?" Stan had been Talking to the gay Jew, for some odd Reason he didn't look like his angry up tight self , he looked well fucking sad " um I think I'll skip, maybe next time " " since when do you skip ?" I raised an eye , this was getting to weird " I'm just busy! " He snapped , Kenny begin the fucking pity kiss up he is , speaks up " Dude calm down! he only asked" " well it pissed me off " Kyle had his Head on the table, Kenny looked at Stan and shrugged " so you guys still coming over to help with this Project?" " yeah I'll be there" I found myself looking at Butter's he was laughing , he was so- " Yo earth to Fat ass!" I turned to see Stan " you coming over or what?" " Nah, I got something to take Care of " I knew Stan was glaring at me , I don't fucking blame him, " whatever you say Cartman " finally the bell rings , I wasn't going to class, not in til I say what I need to say , I looked up to find Butter's talking to the asshole himself, he finally left Butter's alone and I walked up to him, His face was bright red " H-Hi" he rubbed his Knuckles , I looked down at him, he too nice sometimes for own damn good,I sighed " Sup" was all I could say he was about to stay something but I cut him off " why are you talking to him? I thought you wanted to be with me " " I-I do" " then what the hell?" I glared at him " I-I just n-need to find the right time, be-because he's really fast so even if I did try and run then-" the thought finally hit me , when I saw a cut on his arm , that fucking asshole! " he hits you" he looked down " he-he doesn't mean too" " Bullshit! stop making up lies for him" his eyes widen as I yelled, I grabbed him and held him close " if that asshole touches you again " I growled the more I thought about it , Damn it ! Kenny was an evil ass hole , " E-Eric you have done so much for me , please let me handle Kenny" how can anyone be so hurt yet go around smiling as if nothing was wrong " B-but butters! I can't just sit by and let this happen!" I tried to make him see that Kenny was just a fucking ass hole " Eric , it's alright " He smiled , that seemed to calm my Nerves , how did he do it? I'll never know " come over to my house , after school " I ordered , I finally let go of him and he blushed hard " um o-okay" I smirked , he's so fucking cute .
Butter's never really did find the time to deal with Kenny ,Me and Butter's would always go over to my house after school , this went on for 4 months , the sex was fucking great , just wished he was fully mine , He would still see Kenny , Butter's told me he stopped having sex with Kenny , they made me feel better . At the same time , I didn't want Kenny to be dating him but as long as Butter's was here , I was happy.
" Eric , I-I love you" He held me close , I didn't cry! even though Butter's sa-saying that , was good . I held him close " me too" I sighed as I dozed off.
