Warning spoiler in this chapter so if you haven't read past volume 25 and you don't want to know somethings that are going to be found out then don't read any more or skip this chapter as this will most probably be the last and only spoiler
Sitting down on the sofa at Musica's house I can finally relax comfortably, man who knew that being pregnant was so difficult. I mean first there was the morning sickness as if that wasn't bad enough then after that my body would start to get sore. Then I got bigger and bigger so none of my clothes would fit me and I had to buy loads more. I mean I like any excuse for shopping but I couldn't even buy any of the type of clothes I like, it all had to be big and baggy. Then I got so big that I couldn't even bend down not to mention the mood swings. And my feet would hurt if I was standing for too long. I can't wait until I finally have this baby. And that guy I can't get him out of my head I know he was important to me so why can't I remember him? Could he be the father of my baby and if he is then why isn't he here with me? Did he leave me because he found out I was pregnant? … No… I have this feeling that he's not the type of guy to run away from his responsibilities. Then what happened to him? I wish I could remember. I jumped when I felt Musica sit down next to me.
"Ellie I have something I want to show you" Musica said handing me a photo
Looking down I recognised three people instantly there was me, Musica and Plue but I didn't know who the other guy was but why does he look so familiar.
"Musica do you know who that guy is?" I asked him pointing to the other guy.
"Ellie can't you remember him?" when I shook my head he sighed "Try Ellie"
"He sorts of look familiar" I said looking at the other guy closely then it hit me his smile it was the same.
"It's the same" I whispered I was too shocked to notice my surroundings nothing matter but that smile the smile that was the same. It gave me the same feeling of comfort and peace. As if as long as he was smiling everything was going to be alright. It was the same smile that the guy from my memory had they were the same people. This guy could be the possible father of my child my best friend something deep in me said.
"Who is he?" I asked in a soft voice
"Um a friend of ours I thought that you might… you know with you remembering… you know what forget it my mistake" Musica said getting up
"Please tell me" I pleaded tears threatening to fall I turned to Musica " Please tell me his name"
"Woah Ellie are you crying I'm sorry look the doctor said it was better you remember on your own" Musica said gingerly putting an arm around me trying to be supportive.
"Please I have to know" I said trying harder to not cry because I knew when I started I wouldn't stop.
"Ellie I sorry but you need to remember on your own" Musica said getting uncomfortable. I couldn't take it I shrugged Musica's arm of me and stood up.
"I hate you! I just want to know the name of my child's father" I shouted then I ran (well more like a very fast walk) up the stairs to my room where I slammed the door shut and laid on my bed crying.
I want to know so badly his name maybe if I knew that then I could remember more about him. I don't know why ever since I woke up I felt like something or someone was missing. And now I start remembering this guy and I feel like maybe it was him that I was missing. Finding out his name would make me feel closer to him less hollow. It's weird because I don't remember him yet just thinking about him in the few memories I do have makes me feel happier. Ergh I feel so tired my eyelids are so heavy it wouldn't hurt to take a little nap.
Dream
Where am I, I look around and I see him there he looks upset did something happen? Wait I can see him clearly he is the guy from the picture
"Ellie what's wrong are you worried about all the stuff you found out about?" he asks
"No I'm fine with it… sort of it still feels weird to know that I'm Resha Valentine but really it's not an issue besides don't you think I look great for someone aged 65" I joke
"Ha ha but seriously what is it? Did I do something to upset you I know we haven't been spending a lot of time together after we…well…you know" He says blushing
"It's not that a lot has happened we've just been busy" I say smiling to reassure him blushing a little too
"Then are you scared about uniting the rave stones? Because you so can do it so there's nothing to be scared of" he says
"I know that I'm not scared about uniting the rave stones it will just take some time" I say
"So youare scared, of what tell me, is it the battle because you know I'll protect you with my life I won't let anything hurt you" He says a determine look in his eyes
"Hey don't talk about dying your not going anywhere mister" I say glaring at him trying to calm my fast heartbeat when he said he'd die for me. "Besides it's not that okay"
"Then what are you scared of then please tell me I can't stand it when your hurt or scared" he says
"It's nothing I can handle it" I say bending my head
"I still want to know please tell me" he says tilting my head back up to look at him where I was hit full on with his adorable face. Damn it he looks so cute when he was pouting.
"You'll be upset if I tell you" I say softly
"Look I love you and I want to know whatever upsets you" he says pulling me into a hug "No matter what we still have each other"
"I love you too it's just that I don't want you to worry" I say while listening to his steady heartbeat
"It'll be okay please I'll just worry more if I don't know what it is" He says
"You might be angry I don't want to lose you" I say
"How 'bout I promise not to be angry will you tell me then" he asks
"Okay well I'm…you see…well…um…well you that night when we…well" I say nervously by this time I was sure that my face was as red as a tomato. "w we didn't…um…what I mean to say is…congrats"
"Huh Ellie what are you saying?" He asks clearly confused, taking a deep breath I say "Your gonna be a daddy" and feel him freeze
"What…but…oh man shit Ellie I'm sorry I mean I never thought, damn it" He curses hands clawing at his hair.
"Why are you saying sorry I mean it took both of us" I say and wait for him to say something else while I chew nervously on my lip
"Yeah your right but man a baby I mean I got The talk sis warned me and everything but I guess I never thought of it when it was happening" He says "How do you feel about all of this"
"Um well it still kind of weird to know that I have this life growing in me something that we both made, I'm nervous about if I'll make a good mother and I'm scared I'll make massive mistakes and about how this affects you it's like this big thing I 'm worried about how you'll react" I say looking at his face and watch as it slowly turns to anger.
"What do you mean about how I'll react" he frowns more as he remembers my words from earlier "You said I would be angry why?" he pushes me away slightly
"I knew you'd be angry" I whisper but he still hears me.
"I'm not angry about you being pregnant what I'm angry at is that you would think that I would abandon you and our kid I mean do you think so little of me?" He asks
"I didn't think you'd abandon us but that you'd be angry that I was stupid enough to get pregnant now with all this stuff happening" I sob he pulled me back into a hug
"Ellie you said it before it was both our faults I could never be angry with you about something like this, I mean yeah this is a hell of a time to get pregnant but it can't be helped beside I'm happy I'm gonna be a dad" he says kissing me on my forehead
"Yeah your gonna be a great dad" I say pulling away to bring his hand to my stomach "our child will be lucky to have you"
He was smiling as he leaned down and with his lips inches from mine "And you'll make a great mum" with that said he kisses me.
Reluctantly we parted when we needed to surface for air (damn the need for oxygen) both smiling.
"So when should we tell the others" He asks
"Not yet I don't want them to worry about me and besides we haven't even told them we're going out yet" I say
"Why would they worry?" he asks
"We have this big battle coming up I don't won't everyone to say not to come or looking out for me so much that they get hurt" I say "And that goes for you too I can protect myself you know"
"But Ellie you might put the baby at risk if you come" he says frowning
"No I will not just hang around worried sick while you're all in danger" I say crossing my arms
"But…" He starts
"No buts Haru Glory I'm going and that's final" I say
Final I know his name the father of my child…
"Haru Glory" I said waking up.
So that's it for this chapter so how was it pkease review it's really nice and makes me more determinded to get a chapter finished.
