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Her eyes quickly glancing around the room standing at the door hesitating, she wants to go in her feet not letting her, all she is able to do is stare at the figure on the bed, watching as the chest rises up and down tubes and machines everywhere walking tentatively into the room what was she to say, never one really lost for words but now she had no idea. Walking closer to the bed, she had seen team members die before for some reason this was different was it because they came across so strong and in control or was it because you never expected it to come to this, how many people did TR need to lose in the line of duty, Grace, nearly Dom and then Dom died in the bomb explosion. Not able to go close to the bed staring at it, wiping away the tears from her eyes she can't cry, she doesn't want to lose it, walking closer to the bed Stella whispers "Keep on fighting, you can't give up. TR needs you" there is so much more she wants to say so much they have meant a lot to her but she had never told them, even now seeing them lying there she still can't say anything, reaching out, not able to touch them moving away from the bed, her eyes drawn to bed seeing them just lying there looking so vulnerable and helpless it makes you feel the same, nothing you can do to help them, only hoping that they will pull through and make it, they have to they just have to.

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"Boyd you will need to leave here some time, you can't stay here forever, then what?"

Looking at Kerry, what didn't she get, he wanted her and to be with her and that was all that mattered "I will leave with you, I'm not leaving this building without you Kerry"

Walking over to the chair taking a seat "It's going to be a long time then, Boyd this isn't the right way to go about this"

Interrupting Kerry "Isn't it, I got to see you, how else was I meant to do that, you never answered my phone calls, never returned them, this was the only way I could get you to come and see me can't you see that"

Taking a deep breath turning off her coms briefly "I thought it was better Boyd, that we had no contact, it wasn't going to work out between us, I didn't want to hurt you anymore, it was over between us, we both needed to move on, you deserved someone who would love you, better and that wasn't me"

Turning away from Kerry briefly as she turns her coms back on "that is where you are wrong I wanted you and no one else"

Raising her eyes at him why did she even let this happen in the first place, why did she let him into her life, hearing his voice "you knew it was me and you still came, that tells me something, you still care?"

Her eyes wide and raised shaking her head slightly "No Boyd, I was worried, and you had hostages" seeing him facing her as he walks over to his desk his voice changing "If I can't have you then no one can"

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Hearing the conversation through the coms starting to get worried, hearing Stella's voice "Lawson are we going in, that was a threat"

"Hold your position Stel, everyone hold their positions, Josh how far away are you, are you in position" hearing the click from the com "Kerry, I'm sending the team in now" hearing her voice come through "Not yet"

Shaking his head "Kerry, this is getting out of control, I'm sending the team in now"

Hearing her voice again "No, not yet"

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Hearing Lawson's voice come through the com her voice low " not yet" before turning to Boyd "Boyd, think about what this is going to do to your career, you won't be able to practice law, this isn't worth it, I'm not worth it"

Seeing Boyd near his desk "that is where you are wrong commissioner, I think you are very worth it" as he turns around a gun pointing towards her, her eyes wide open "Put the gun down Boyd, you will have the place crawling with police, please put the gun down"

Seeing Boyd pointing the gun to her, she didn't think it would come to this, pulling her gun out from behind her "Boyd put the bloody gun down" her hand shaking slightly, she never expected it to turn to this hearings Lawson voice through the com "hold your fire" then looking at Boyd "You're not going to do this, Boyd put the gun down" seeing the gun still in his hand "put the gun down Boyd" looking into Kerry's eyes he doubts she would shoot him "You don't want to shoot me Kerry"

Looking at Boyd her hand wavering slightly, shit why wasn't he listening to her, she should have had her vest on, she had no protection "Hold your fire" before turning to Boyd "put the gun down Boyd, you don't want to do this" then turning off her coms briefly "didn't you say you loved me, do this Boyd and you will go to jail" before turning her coms back on "Boyd put the gun down, the place will be swarming with cops any minutes now … why are you doing this?"

Staring at her "If I can't have you no one can?" her eyes wide he was serious seeing him walking towards her "Stay where you are Boyd"

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Hearing Kerry's voice come through the coms "Kerry I'm sending the team in now?" hearing her voice clearly "Hold your fire"

"Shit Kerry, the guy has a gun" wanting to add just shoot the prick

Hearing Kerry telling Boyd to put the gun down, how many times did she want to say it, shit she didn't even have her vest on "Shit Kerry, this isn't the time for games or negotiating" hearing her voice come through again "Hold your fire"

Shaking his head into his com "Leon can you get any cameras on line from his office"

Hearing the negative reply "I'm sending the team in now Kerry ….. Josh get ready with the gas bomb"

Hearing a noise outside her eyes glance towards the window too late as she sees Boyd turn around as she hears the voices of her team "Drop your weapon" echo around the room.

Seeing slight confusion on Boyd's face before hearing one shot fired followed by another soon after

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Hearing one shot fired his mouth open in slight shock before hearing another couple of shots and smashing glass, into his com "Leon, I need to be able to see that room NOW" hearing Stella's voice through the com "Shots fired, Officer down" "We need the medi kit now" before hearing Leon's voice "I can see through the lapel cameras Lawson"

Hearing Stella's voice again "Shit Lawson, you need to get up here now"

Running to the car, the only thought Kerry wasn't wearing a vest, was she still alive, not wanting to ask over the com or hearing Leon's reply hearing a scream looking up his eyes wide "Shit" turning to the officers holding Josh's rope hearing Josh yell out "Get us down now". Racing over to the rope, as Josh is lowered down into his com "Leon I need an ambulance now" seeing Josh release the rope and harness, lowering Christian onto the floor "the bastard shot him twice, and he flew through the window with the force" looking down at Christian seeing his eyes open "you're going to be Ok" before turning to Josh seeing him applying pressure to his shoulder "You ok here, I need….." seeing Josh nod as he races off.
Racing up the stairs, his thoughts to the others, there was still another gun shot, "Stel, I'm on my way up now" hearing Shannon's voice come through slight relief that it was his girlfriend who was shot "covering you Lawson, Boyd still has the gun" wanting to ask why the fuck haven't they shot him, if he was shooting his team members, damm Kerry why did she let it get so out of hand, why did he let her continue on, he should of done something when Mandy spoke to him, opening the door cautiously to the first floor his gun in hand looking up seeing Boyd with a gun still in his hand his eyes darting around the room seeing one of the team lying on the floor.