please r and r it makes writing worthwhile Rated M for rape and non-con you have been seriously warned thank you

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I just look up at him with my mouth slightly agape. I looked away and he started apologizing to me saying he didn't mean it and shit like that.

I didn't look at him so he bent down and said, "Daryl I'm so sorry I didn't mean it I just...I'm sorry." He's right though I am a closet case.

All I said was, "Glen just go to hell." I couldn't help the tremble of my voice. So I put my head back in my lap and stayed there.

He's right whats wrong with me? I had an abusive and drunk dad and my brother was the same way.

I had to live with the fact that if I told anyone I would get hurt or killed. I couldn't tell him for fear he might tell Merle or the others.

Out of nowhere Glen grabs my arm and says, "I'm sorry Daryl I'm really sorry. Can we please talk about this?"

Just when I look up Shane comes back with the butter. He says, "This might hurt a bit because you made your hand start bleeding."

I looked at my hand and see the blood dripping from the gash I have caused not including the bite marks I have from trying to chew off my arm.

I nod and he gets to work. It stings a little but not that bad. After awhile of putting the butter on Shane stops and Rick comes and says, "Ok now pull."

I pull and my hand doesn't budge. Then glen says, "Here let me try." He put the butter on and grabs my hand and twists and twists and finally it comes out.

I look at my hand and started wiping off my hand and ever so slowly got up. When I got fully up I got very dizzy and almost fell when Glen grabbed me.

I looked up at him and pushed him away saying, "I don't need your help." He took a step to me and said, "So can we talk about this now."

I looked at him and said, "There's nothing to talk about." I went to walk around him but he grabbed my arm and said, "That's bull Daryl we need to talk about this you have feelings for me."

I looked at him then at everyone else that was there and said, "So there's nothing to talk about. It doesn't mean anything.

Merle just breathed too much into it is all." He looked at me and he took another step closer and said, "That's bullshit Daryl I know you like me more than that."

I just looked at him and said, "Just leave me the hell alone." I pried my arm away from him and walked away.

He grabbed me and turned me around and said "Please Daryl let me help you." I don't know what to think. I'm so confused. I feel like I'm going to cry.

I look away from him and say, "I don't need your help. All I want you to do is leave me alone please." That got everyone by surprise Daryl fucking Dixon just said please.

Glen didn't listen and just moved closer and said, "why Daryl?" and then I finally snapped and screamed, "I just can't do this right now!

Its to soon I need time to think. I can't have you breathing down my neck right now. Because I know that nobody will like me because I'm nothing but redneck trash.

Because everyone's afraid of me. Nobody understands that I had to live with Merle all that time so how was I supposed to tell anyone when I couldn't even tell my own brother.

Because I'm nothing but a coward that lives in my brothers shadow. Because I hate myself. And I hate all of you ok?"

Humiliation burned my face and I wanked my arm away and picked up my bow and walked away. Before I left I turned around and said, "Your right I am a closet cased fag.

But I do know one thing I didn't choose to be." And then I walked away. I just went to my tent and stayed there for the rest of the day. Until Rick came with some food.

He gave it to me and said, "You know none of the things you said was true right?" I didn't say anything or look at him. He just sighed and set the food down and walked away.

I got up and opened my tent and threw the plate of food out onto the ground and said, "Thats what I think about you and your fucking food Captain Do Right." Then zipped my tent back up.

when I woke back up it was pitch black outside. I waited for my eyes to adjust to the darkness when I felt something brush up against my arm.

I shot up but before I could get all the way up I was slammed down by what I don't know. Then I felt somebody grab my hands and get on top of me.

I screamed, "What the fuck!" But another hand came out of nowhere and put it over my mouth. I started kicking and trying to bite them when I felt a pinch.

I suddenly felt very tired. Before everything went black I heard one of the guys say, "Yeah he's perfect." And then everything went black.


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