Ok so as pinkie promised, here is the next chapter. I hope you like it; remember to correct me if I get my grammar wrong, it actually helps!

Scarred and Scared

"Bella, are you ok?" he whispered in my ear as he stood me up right. Was I ok?! I thought he was supposed to be smart…

"No, Edward. As you can see I am not ok, just the opposite. What happened to 'it will be as if I never existed' or 'I don't want you anymore'? Yet, here you are, helping me up from one of my falls like nothing happened? And, obviously, I am hurt. Physically and emotionally. As you can clearly see. So, no Edward, I am most certainly NOT ok!" I yelled into his face, his pained, perfect face. And I didn't regret it one bit. Edward looked like he was about to cry, if he could. Well, now he knows how I have felt. But only, yet sadly, mine was a hundred times worse. I turned to walk away, but I felt pressure on my arms, and my bruises. I winced; the pressure was getting a little too much.

"Bella, please, you have to listen. You just have to listen…" he pleaded, his voice full of desperation. I sighed, just like I always do, give in those eyes. Just like with Charlie…

"You have 5 minutes, Edward. Five minutes and I'm leaving." I whispered, trembling from the pains shooting up and down my arm like a gun shoot-out. I turned to look at him, he let go of my arm.

"I only left so that you could be safe. Safe from vampires. You saw what happened at the party, with Jasper. That was proof. If a person that loves you like a sister can't control themselves when you have a cut, imagine what a bloodthirsty vampire would do…"

"That's why you were there! You protected me, Edward! At least, I thought you did…" I interjected.

"I do! And I will, please Bella…Just give me another chance! Us another chance! I love you! With every fibre of my body!" He pleaded again, I didn't look into his eyes, and I knew if I did, I would just melt again.

"I fight my own battles now; if you did love me, you wouldn't of left. You would have stayed and helped me, I mean just look at me Edward! Look at my face, my arms!" I rolled up my sleeves to show my many scars, bruises, cuts that I had, I looked up at him and his expression was horrified, it quickly turned to pain. I rolled them down again.

"Pretty shocking isn't it." I turned and walked away, and he just stood there, like I wanted. I couldn't tell Edward what was happening, but I can show him the outcomes and let him wallow in the pain that I felt; only mine was worse. I arrived and school and got the apologetic looks from everyone, I guessed they saw that my nose was broken, not that I can do much about it. If only they saw the rest…

"Glad of you to join us Miss Swan…" Mr Banner trailed off when he saw my latest injuries. I looked down, not wanting to see THEIR shocked expressions; I was still trying to digest Edward's…

"Sorry, Mr Banner. I got held up on the way to school" I shot a glare at Edward, before sitting down next to him. I opened my books and tried to learn. Useless attempts, I could feel Edward's heartbroken stare boar into my shoulder. I couldn't do this, not yet.

The bell rang, and I rushed out of the classroom. Lunch. The one time at day were I can lie down in the library and almost forget about my life. Well, today was the exception.

I don't want you anymore

Torture. Worse than any of Charlie's punches. I would welcome a thousand of his punches and I would be glad. But in those five words, my life tumbled and spun out of control.

Flashback

"Bella?" Charlie called and I slowly walked towards him.
"Yeah, dad?" I asked, clueless of what was coming.

"Do you know how upset I was when Renee left?" he whispered.

"No, dad. I don't. But I think I might have a clue." I whispered too, brokenly.

"Well, I'm sure you don't, so I'm going to show you. I need to make you suffer, to understand how heartbroken I feel." He spat at me, I wanted to scream "I UNDERSTAND! HE LEFT ME! PLEASE DON'T DO THIS TO ME!" But it would be useless. I felt Charlie's fist connect with my jaw and then…I blacked out.

End of Flashback.

I looked up to see the Cullen's standing in a circle around me. All of them. Once again, I felt my heart shred into tiny pieces. I saw Jasper groan and clutch his head, he was trembling.

"Are you ok Jazz?" Alice asked him, concerned.

"Bella's…Pain…Too…Much" he stammered, looking just like me.

"I'm sorry Jasper. I don't want you to feel like this, I'll just go…"I got up and ran. Ran from my fears again.

"Bella – wait!" I heard them call. I couldn't face them. Any of them.

I didn't look where I was going; I felt a hard wall in front of me. I fell back on the floor. I looked up, and there was the devil himself. At my school.

Charlie.