Sabrina's POV

4 years ago

He took my hand as I giggled.

"Happy birthday, Bri," he said when our lips touched.

It didn't feel like it used to. When we first started dating. Like we were drifting, faster and faster apart.

"Puck," I said "We're graduating tomorrow."

He sighed.

"What?"

"Sabrina…"

At that exact moment I realized that Puck and I were through. That he was breaking up with me.

He continued, "I can't do this. Not anymore."

I had said, "Why not?"

He paused and said harshly, "Because I don't love you."

That's what did it. I was done. We were done. My heart was broken and there was no mending.

We were on that "getaway" bench.

"Everafters always do that." I whispered.

"Do what?"

"They always leave me and I'm sick of it."

With tears streaming down my face, I ran all the way to Granny's house and found my suitcase that I used for a trip that Puck had taken me on.

I remember that that was the day that I gave up Everafters.

The very next day, I had a plane ticket to New Mexico and promised to never come back. It was a promise that I had intended to keep but couldn't.

I left telling myself that the only reason I was leaving was because Snow and Charming left the year before and Briar last week.

That's what my brain wanted me to think but my heart wanted to say, "Stop kidding yourself Sabrina, you're leaving because you can't be near Puck anymore.

When I reached New Mexico, I called Granny to let her know I was okay.

Puck picked up the phone.

"Grimm! Where the hell are you?"

"Can you put Daphne on the phone?"

"Not until you answer my question," he responded.

I sighed, "I'm gone."

I then realized that when I said that I was gone I meant that I was gone physically and emotionally.

I hung up.

The next day, I heard a knock on my shabby apartment door.

Knowing who it was, I turned over I bed.

The next thing I knew, Puck was standing over my bed.

"How the hell did you find me," I whispered.

"I traced that damn call," he said harshly.

"Why are you here?"

He huffed, "Grimm, I know that your upset, but you need to come home. The old lady is upset and Marshmallow is furious. They need you back. I need you back."

I sat up, "Apparently you don't."

"I know I broke up with you but I had my reasons."

I snickered,"Yeah. You don't love me. I heard you loud and clear yesterday."

"There were other reasons," Puck muttered.

"Let's hear them."

Puck sighed, "I can't tell you."

I lay back down, "Well, don't contact me until you find the balls to do so."

He huffed, "You know Grimm, you don't always have to be a soldier."

Then he left my life for the next four years.

Then I thought to myself, "I know. But I do."

Then the tears started falling.