"Agh…!" I sharply gasp out against his grip, struggling in his tight arms. I can barely move. Oh, God. Please… Please, someone help…! "L-Let's just… let's just talk this over..."
"I'd rather not."
Big Al begins to trace his hands across my body. I can't help but shake at his touch, my eyes slipping shut in fear. My cheeks are burning. Even though my body is crying out, begging not to be touched, my high sensitivity is very much a weakness now.
"See? You enjoy this. You're a slut… You're getting hard already," he whispers, leaning close to my ear. I can't help but shudder as his hot breath tickles against my neck. He rests his palm against my crotch once more, giving a firm squeeze through my jeans.
"No… No, I'm not… Stop…!" I desperately beg, my breathing shallow and shaky against his grip. He's holding me close in his arms, and I find myself too weak to fight back. No one is coming to save me. Does anyone out there know what's happening right now? Somebody, just come and use the bathroom…!
"Shut the fuck up with your whining! I'm getting real tired of this resistance already. Next time you open your mouth, I'm going to beat the shit out of you and then speed this process up," Big Al speaks in a low, growling tone. I can feel his sharp glare piercing into me. I swallow hard, trying my best to remain silent. Oh, God. Amongst all the fear, my head is starting to clear up a bit. This only makes me feel even more terrified.
Big Al caresses my crotch, before moving his free hand to unbutton my shirt. "I don't understand why you wouldn't want this, anyway. You said yourself, your girl doesn't give you any pleasure. I'm doing you a fucking favour! You already kept one secret for me… I expect you to keep another."
"N-No…" I quietly mumble, tears beginning to sting my eyes. My eyes shoot wide open as I feel Big Al slam me harshly against the sink. "Agh!" I let out a yelp in agony, feeling my spine crack against the hard marble. I'm pretty sure it's close to hitting a nerve. Whatever it is, it hurts like hell. In the process, the back of my head is thrown back, causing me to almost smash it against the mirror.
"Shut up! Fucking hell…!" Big Al snaps, clearly growing more and more frustrated. It's not like I can help it. He's forcing himself onto me. He rips my shirt from my body, throwing it behind him to the floor. He moves his fingers onto my body. I bite down on my lip, feeling yet another shiver run down my spine from his icy cold hands. He presses his thumb against my nipple, beginning to rub it harshly.
I can't help but grit my teeth together. Despite this being forced on me, my natural sensitivity mistakes his touch for feeling good. I slowly shake my head, tears beginning to roll down my eyes. As his thumb violates my nipples, I can feel him move his free hand down to my crotch. He pulls the zip of my jeans down, before reaching his hand into the gap and immediately bypassing my boxers.
"Don't act like you don't love it… You're hard already. Fucking whore," Big Al hisses to me.
I let out a quiet wince as he tightly wraps his palm around my member. "No… I don't…" I weakly whisper back, slowly shaking my head. I screw my eyes shut again, unable to look at the man any longer.
"What the fuck? Get your hands off him, right now!"
I let out a sharp gasp, as I hear a familiar voice break the silence. I open my eyes, unable to believe what I'm seeing at first. "Gakupo…!" I softly cry out, feeling relief wash over me. The only problem is, as soon as Big Al notices Gakupo entering, he tightens his grip around me even more.
He pulls me closer to him, forcefully twirling me around so that we're both facing Gakupo. "Perfect! Your boyfriend can enjoy the show. Look at how much of a slut Kaito is. Both his nipples and his cock are hard for me!" He lets out a sickening cackle.
"I'm going to kill you, you bastard…" Gakupo quietly growls. I keep my eyes focused on him, despite still being violated by the man. He clenches his fists by his sides.
He suddenly wraps his arm around my throat, pulling me into a headlock of sorts, crushing against my windpipe. He then digs his nails into the skin of my member, tugging hard.
"Let him go!" Gakupo demands, lashing out at the man. He takes a step forward.
"G-Gakupo…" I manage to hiss out, but I find it difficult due to Big Al's strong grip against my throat. I take in shallow breaths, starting to find it hard to breathe.
"Take another step. I dare you. I'll only end up cracking your boyfriend's neck here…" he says, in a low, threatening tone.
"Don't hurt him!" I watch with heavy eyelids as Gakupo reaches into a pocket. He pulls out his wallet, which seems to be full of money and possibly bank cards. He holds the wallet out to Big Al.
"N-No, don't…!" I sharply gasp. He can't sacrifice his money and bank details for me.
"Take this. There's 11,000¥ right there. That's close to $100. It's all yours if you let Kaito go." I notice he remains surprisingly calm while offering over a whole load of money to a stranger.
"Tch… You're really no fun…" Big Al scoffs, slowly loosening his grip around my neck, and then finally letting go of my sore member. "But money is money."
Before I even have a chance to catch my breath, I can feel Big Al ram his knee sharply against my back. I let out a cry in agony, unable to see such a blow coming. I immediately fall to the floor, crashing on my face, injuring my nose in the process. I weakly watch as Big Al approaches Gakupo.
Gakupo holds his wallet out to the man, his face remaining blank as he stares. Big Al takes the wallet into his hand, though I notice that Gakupo keeps a grip on his money.
"The fuck are you waiting for? Give me my money!" Big Al orders, with a scowl.
Gakupo remains silent, his hand still tight on his wallet. The two men stand there, both keeping hold of the wallet. I can only stare in disbelief and fear, praying Gakupo doesn't get into any trouble.
"I'm not going to ask again! What the fuck is this bullsh- AAAGH!" Big Al suddenly lets out a scream in agony.
I let out a sharp gasp, only just catching what happened. Gakupo swiftly moves his free hand towards Big Al's grabbing hand, and a sickening crunch can be heard. This is followed up by a hard kick to the creep's stomach, and Gakupo then tucks his wallet into his back pocket. It all happens so fast – I can only assume Gakupo somehow broke Big Al's fingers in one move.
Big Al drops to the floor immediately, letting out pathetic sobs in pain. "M-My… my hand… You bastard…!"
Gakupo quickly rushes to my side, and I see him hold a hand out to me. I take in a deep breath, pulling myself up from the floor with his help. I can feel tears sting my eyes. I'm trying my best not to break down in front of him. His skin is so soft against mine… His touch so gentle…
"G-Gakupo…" I shakily whisper.
"I'm here. I'm here for you now. It's okay…" Gakupo softly says, hushing me. He temporarily removes his hand from mine, only to pull his jacket off. He holds it out towards me. "Here. You'll be cold. I'm taking you back to my house."
"Th-Thank you…" I mumble under my breath, mustering up the strength to wrap Gakupo's jacket around my bare chest. I reach down to the zip on my jeans, sighing quietly before pulling it back up.
"I'm so sorry for not being here sooner… But, come. Let's go before this sick bastard gets enough strength to pull himself up," Gakupo responds, referring to Big Al. He wraps an arm around me, holding me close.
Now that my head has finally cleared up… I can only think of one thing. Rin.
…
It's just after midnight when I arrive with Gakupo at his apartment. My entire body is still aching, and I'm freezing cold from the harsh conditions outside. Gakupo leads me up to his bedroom in silence. We've been silent for the entire journey here. I don't have much to say though, so it doesn't bother me.
With his arm still around me, Gakupo sets me down to sit on the edge of his bed. "Are you sure you're sober?"
"I'm sure… My head is killing me," I quietly say.
"I'll go fetch you some medicine and water. I'll also go switch the heating on. I won't be long." I give a nod, and then watch Gakupo leave the room to head downstairs.
Now that I'm left alone, I can't help but feel scared again. It's the middle of the night, I'm in an absolute mess… and I want Rin. I'd never tell her about what happened between me and Big Al, because I don't want to worry her. So I would just hug her tightly and fall asleep in her arms… and forget all about my troubles.
I let out a quiet gasp in realisation. My phone…! I left it on silent. You're such a fucking idiot, Kaito! Rin could have tried to phone you! I frantically reach into my pocket, pulling out my phone and switching on the screen. Oh, no…
Four missed calls. A voice message. Two text messages.
I begin to breathe heavily, in a panic. I manage to open up the texts from Rin, and read through them.
'I've decided to come home early so we can talk about something. See you at 11.' – 10:12pm.
'Don't even bother to text me back or call me. You are in deep shit when you get home from wherever the fuck you are right now.' – 11:06pm.
My eyes grow wide in disbelief. I can't help but read those texts over and over. She sent the first one while I was talking to Gakupo on the phone. Just before I went into the bathroom. I stare at the screen for quite some time, lost in thought. I don't even hear Gakupo returning, so once I suddenly hear his voice, it startles me quite a bit.
"Hey, I got you some medicine and water."
"Ah…!" I let out a sharp, yet quiet gasp. I take my eyes from my phone, immediately switching the screen off and setting it down.
"Is everything okay?" Gakupo softly asks, raising a brow in concern.
"I… I'm fine, I…" Great, I can barely get my words out. I should probably go home to Rin.
He lets out a long sigh, moving to sit next to me on the edge of the bed. "Did your girlfriend text?"
I simply give a nod in response.
"If you want to go back home to her, I won't stop you. But just take some time here to recover first. You were almost…" Gakupo's words trail off.
I bite down on my lip for a moment, the incident in the bathroom coming back to me in a flash. The way Big Al went from caring and sincere… to pretty much crazy, all within a split second… I pull my knees up to my chest, closing my eyes for a few moments. I can still feel his icy cold hands grabbing my sensitive parts. His strong, violent grip around my body. What if Gakupo never came for me?
"What that man did to you is awful, Kaito. But I'm relieved he wasn't able to go any further," Gakupo says, with a slight sigh.
I open my eyes, pulling my head up so I can make eye contact with him. "I don't know what I'm going to tell Rin."
"Can't you tell her the truth?"
I quickly shake my head, all sorts of worries beginning to plague my mind once more. "No, no… If I tell her, she'll get mad at me for going out late and drinking. Plus, she might see it as an excuse… You know, like I hooked up with a stranger then regretted it, so I made up another story. I wouldn't even blame her if she saw it that way."
Gakupo rests his warm hand on my shoulder, a pout crossing his features. "I'm sure she wouldn't see it that way, Kaito. But… How exactly did it happen? When you were talking to me on the phone, you told me you were going to get a refill."
I take in a breath, pausing for a moment to gather my memories. It's starting to become a bit fuzzy, but after a short while, it all starts to come back. I begin to explain to Gakupo what happened; some of the encounter comes out as brief, yet when it comes to just before Big Al made his move, it gets a lot more detailed. I explain how he seemed like a genuine, sweet man who I could honestly relate to. How I thought we could be good friends. But then, he started to insist more and more, wanting to 'pay me back' for my so-called 'good deed'.
I'm not sure how long it takes for me to explain my story to Gakupo. We seem to lose track of time as we talk – he asks me different questions, trying to get more information from me. By the time we're done, my eyelids are heavy and I'm on the verge of breaking down again. I just want to fall asleep and forget all about the incident.
Without fully realising or caring, I end up resting my head against Gakupo's shoulder as I talk. I can feel him gently running his fingers through my short blue hair. His touch makes me feel safe, and I feel as though I can tell him anything right now. For the first time in a while, I don't have Rin on my mind. I'm only pulled back to reality when Gakupo mentions her.
"You should be going home soon…" he softly says, breaking the silence.
I blink a couple times, feeling more awake now. "I probably should, yeah…" Though now that I think about it, I don't want to face Rin and her burning anger. She always seems to be so mad at me for the smallest things. I suppose I deserve it, though. I went out drinking, not gaining her permission first. Another man put his hands all over me.
"I hope you don't mind me saying, Kaito, but I think you should get some sleep first. Go home to her in the morning," Gakupo continues. He sounds so different compared to our previous encounters. He's not even calling me 'Kai-kun' anymore. I'm not sure why it bothers me so much.
"But she's probably worried sick…" I mutter, lifting a hand up to rub at my sleepy eyes.
"You should think about yourself first. I can call her for you, if you want?" he suggests.
I pause for a moment. Is that really a good idea? She already freaked out the first time Gakupo talked to her. Right now, I don't think I have enough energy to protest. I simply give a small shrug, before retrieving my phone and handing it to him. "Just make sure she's okay."
Gakupo nods at this, and proceeds to use my phone to call Rin. There seems to be silence for a few moments… Then I can hear Rin scream through the phone. She sounds extremely mad.
"I thought I told you NOT to call me, you worthless sack of shit!"
I gulp quietly. I know she doesn't mean what she says. I can see the look of irritation cross Gakupo's features, and it seems as though he wants to tell her off. I frantically shake my head at him, silently begging him not to lose it.
Gakupo takes in a breath, composing himself. "My apologies, Rin. This is Kaito's friend, Gakupo."
"Gakupo? Gakupo fucking Kamui?"
Even though Rin's voice is faint, I can make out most of what she says.
"The one and only," he sighs. "I understand you're upset with Kaito, but there's no reason to be."
"Upset?!" comes her growling tone. "That's an understatement and you damn well know it. So, let me guess, Kaito fucked off and went crawling back to you for some late-night fun? Is that it?"
It hurts me to hear those words from Rin. She thinks I'm cheating on her. "Gakupo, give me the phone," I quietly say.
He simply shakes his head at me, and continues to talk. "Quite the opposite, actually. I accompanied him to a bar in town, insisted it was my treat, and he almost refused. I told him he deserved some fun for once. He drank nothing but juice while he was out, though."
Damn it… Why is he lying for me? She'll never believe a word he says.
"Bullshit!" Knew it. "Why did he not answer the phone, then? Why are you calling for him at this time? Oh, I know, it's because he's too much of a fucking coward to face me and tell me the truth!"
I grit my teeth together, feeling tears sting my eyes. Normally Rin's words don't hurt me as much as this, but after everything I've been through tonight, it's hard to keep my emotions under control.
"And yes, I know you're there, Kaito. I'm not deaf, I can hear you trying to get the phone back. Maybe if you weren't such a damn wimp, your stupid boyfriend wouldn't have the phone in the first place!"
"Listen here, Rin-"
"No, you listen, asswipe!" she snaps, interrupting Gakupo immediately. "Tell Kaito that he better not show his face here tomorrow, or I'll be even more pissed off than I am now! In fact, since you two are the best of friends, YOU can come pick up his belongings tomorrow at 12pm sharp, otherwise I'm throwing them out or fucking burning them. Got it?"
My eyes grow wide as I hear Rin's rant from the phone. She doesn't mean it… she doesn't mean it…
"You can't just kick Kaito out whenever you have a problem with him," Gakupo says, in a low tone. It seems as though he's trying not to yell back.
"Did I ask for your opinion?" Rin sharply remarks.
"Doesn't matter, you're getting it anyway," Gakupo hisses. "But fine, since you're going to be a petty bitch about it, you can expect me at your place tomorrow. 12pm sharp, as requested."
"Don't you dare talk to me like that, with that disgusting sexist language! I am absolutely NOT a bitch, and you should be ashamed for saying that to a young woman," comes Rin's tone of shock.
I narrow my eyes at Gakupo, suddenly feeling annoyed at him for how he's talking to my girlfriend. She's right, calling her a bitch was uncalled for, no matter what she said in return. "Gakupo, that's enough… She doesn't mean what she's saying, she has no control over it. But you do have control, so please, just stop!"
Gakupo lets out a quiet scoff. "Rin, you may text me the address in the morning. Send it to Kaito's phone." Without another word, he pulls the phone from his ear and immediately hangs up. He sets the phone down on the bed, before looking at me.
"Why did you say all that to her…?"
He blinks a few times, appearing to be confused. "I don't understand. Did you even hear what she was saying? I was defending you, Kaito!"
"No, I told you…!" I shake my head, wanting to tell him off again. "She can't help some of the things she says. She has problems with her anger, and suffers from mood swings. It's something she can't control, okay? But… you… you can control the things you say."
Gakupo falls silent for a couple moments, before letting out a heavy sigh. "Well, I'm sorry. I thought I was being helpful."
"You weren't being helpful. Now she doesn't want me back home for a few days… Where exactly am I going to stay?" I look up to him, unable to hide my broken expression. My head's killing me again.
"Here, of course."
"Gakupo, I can't…"
"Why not? We're friends, aren't we?"
I don't even know anymore. I apologised to him while I was drunk, but did I really mean it? He's just so confusing. One minute, he's so soothing and genuine… but then he says something rude about Rin, and I get the urge to defend her straight away. "I don't know where we stand, Gakupo," I quietly admit, after some silence.
"I want to be your friend."
"I'm not sure if that's a good idea, really… I don't want to make things worse between Rin and I."
"I told you before, I can help you the best I can with her," Gakupo says, moving his gentle touch to my chin. He tilts my head up slightly, so that our eyes meet once more.
I can't help but feel a light blush stain my cheeks at his touch. Damn it… Why does he have this effect on me? It's wrong…! I avert my gaze after a couple moments, unable to keep eye contact. "I just don't want to hurt her anymore."
"I'm sorry if this is too invasive, but… Has she ever went to receive help for her problems?" Gakupo hesitantly asks.
I give a light shrug. "I'm not sure. She told me she was seeing someone, but… She hasn't made much progress."
Gakupo sighs quietly, moving his finger and thumb from my chin eventually. "Look, let's not worry about it tonight. You need to get some rest."
I lower my head, before nodding. "Y-Yeah… I'm pretty tired."
"Feel free to take my bed. I can set up one of my sleeping bags," he says, with a warm smile.
"Are you sure?" I raise a brow. It's not like I want to take too many liberties if he really wants me to stay here.
"Of course."
I watch as he moves his hands to rest on my shoulders. And then, his eyes slip shut as he leans closer to me… I gulp quietly, feeling my cheeks grow hotter. He plants a gentle kiss on my forehead, staying put for a couple moments before pulling away. What was that about…?! Despite being extremely flustered by this, I can't find the right words to scold him with.
Gakupo smiles at me, before standing up from the bed and moving to another part of his room. "Don't forget to take that medicine, Kaito," he says, kneeling on the floor and beginning to search through piles of clothes. I guess he's looking for that sleeping bag.
"Oh… Right." I almost forgot, after all that's happened. I pick up my phone from the bed and place it onto the nightstand. My heart still aches from Rin's harsh words. I hope she forgives me soon… I love her more than anyone in the world, and even though she deserves to be free from an idiot like me, it would kill me to lose her.
Shaking my head slightly, I move my hand towards the medicine packet on the nightstand. I take the packet into one hand, and grab the glass of water with my other. I pop one of the pills out. Luckily, it's only small, so it must be standard paracetamol or something. I hate swallowing large pills. I take a mouthful of water first, since my throat is dry from all the crying earlier. I take the pill almost straight after, managing to easily wash it down with some water.
I let out a sigh, placing the packet back onto the nightstand. I take a few more sips of water, then stand up from the bed. I glance over to Gakupo, who seems to have retrieved his sleeping bag. As our eyes meet, he sends me a light smile.
"Even though things are so complicated… thank you, for saving me tonight." I figure I at least owe him thanks. I don't even want to think about what would have happened if he didn't show up.
"I admit, I was rather worried when I didn't spot you in the bar," Gakupo says, moving over to the bed. He sets the sleeping bag down a few paces away, then sits on top of it to face me. "I decided to check the bathroom. I told myself, even though he's probably just peeing, you should go check on him. I had a bad feeling about that place…"
"Why's that?" I quietly wonder, tilting my head to the side slightly. I'm not sure if I even want to know, but I suppose it's better to find out. I kick my shoes from my feet as I speak, watching Gakupo closely still.
"Eh… It doesn't matter, honestly. It's late, anyway. I'll explain it all to you soon."
I quickly avert my gaze as Gakupo begins to unbutton his shirt. With my head turned, I can hear a quiet chuckle come from him.
"You can look if you really want to. It's not a big deal," he says. Oh, great. I can just hear him smirking again.
"Whatever…" I roll my eyes at him, turning on my heels so that I can't see him. I slowly pull Gakupo's jacket from my body, feeling slightly awkward as I drop it behind me to the floor. Even better… I can now feel his eyes digging into my back. Even though I can hear him moving, he's still got his eyes on me. "I know you're looking at me."
"Don't be silly, Kaito," comes Gakupo's quick response, followed by a light giggle. And with a small click noise, darkness consumes the bedroom.
I move myself onto the bed, sliding under the warm covers. I let out a sigh of relief as my head hits the soft pillows. I lay on my back, staring up to the ceiling for a short amount of time, despite it being so dark. Silence falls upon us once more. Gakupo seems to be in his sleeping bag, already out like a light.
I bite down on my lower lip, slowly sending my glance around the room. Why do I suddenly feel afraid of the dark? It's almost as if everything's closing in on me… I gulp hard, screwing my eyes shut and tightening my grip on the sheets. However, it's no good. The moment I close my eyes, I can see Big Al waltzing towards me in a pitch black bathroom – the only light being a burning cigarette.
Before he puts his hands all over me again, my eyes bolt wide open. I breathe heavily, finding myself covered in a cold sweat. I must have dozed off without fully realising. It all felt so real. I have no idea what I'm going to do about this.
…
I find myself awake early the next morning. I'm not sure what time it is exactly, but it's early enough for me to hear the birds happily chirping away outside. I groan quietly, wishing to block out their incessant choir. It's bad enough I barely got any sleep during the night, waking up every one or two hours. But now the birds apparently want to curse me and refuse to let me fall asleep again. What a shitty night.
I let out a yawn, rubbing at my heavy eyelids. Even though I can barely keep my eyes open, I trail my glance around the room, only to notice that Gakupo isn't in his sleeping bag anymore. It's still on the floor, but there seems to be no sign of him. I let out a sigh, wondering what I'm supposed to do.
I muster up enough energy to pull myself out of bed. Swinging my legs over the edge, I stand up and look around the room once more. I end up catching a glance of a piece of paper resting on top of the nightstand. Narrowing my eyes slightly, I reach my hand out to it and pick it up.
'Good morning, Kaito. I will be out for a few hours this morning before I pick up your belongings from Rin. I should be back at around 1pm. If you still have a headache, the medicine is in one of the bathroom cabinets. Feel free to treat yourself to anything of mine for breakfast. The same goes for clothes, if you want to wear a shirt before I bring your belongings back. -Gakupo'
Once I read the note, I place it back down onto the nightstand with a sigh. I appreciate his generosity, but it just doesn't feel right. We barely know each other, yet he's letting me stay in his house… letting me eat his food… even letting me borrow some of his clothes. I shake my head, deciding to just walk around without a shirt until my belongings are brought here. I still can't believe Rin asked me not to return for so long. I'm not sure what I'll do without her.
Love is so hard sometimes.
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Rin Kagamine's P.O.V
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Love is so annoying sometimes.
Kaito is such a child practically all the time. It feels like I'm constantly babysitting him. When I told him he could stay out late yesterday, I only meant until 9pm! Does he not know this by now? And I absolutely did not insinuate he could go out drinking. Especially with his new best friend. I'm so angry at him. I thought he said he was going to cut ties with that purple-haired creep.
Speaking of him, I knew I had heard his name before. Gakupo Kamui. Oh, that man has a lot of secrets. He is two years older than me, and it just so happens he went to the same high school as me. Of course, it's been so long since high school, I forgot about half of the losers who attended. That's why I turned to my best friend Meiko for help.
Meiko is quite the card herself. In high school, she was the private detective of our friendship group. Somehow, she always knew at least one secret of just about anyone. Since our high school years, she seems to have upgraded her skills. Ever since Kaito mentioned Gakupo, I turned to Meiko as soon as I could, ordering her to go on a mission. She tracked him down on the day we were supposed to go to work, but of course, we ran into Kaito instead.
Our mission was far from over, however. I insisted that Meiko didn't give up – so we turned to our last hope. Social media, of course. We went digging on Gakupo's Voca-book profile. We were still online friends, even after all these years. I wish I had known sooner, but when you have at least one thousand friends, it's hard to keep track of who posts. Besides, Gakupo hardly even posts.
Despite this, Meiko was able to find all sorts of information. We took a dig through his profile, trying to locate past relationships… And what a surprise. We found a relationship from our high school days, which lasted right up until last year. I'm totally not surprised that he used to be in a relationship with none other than Luka Megurine.
Luka Megurine used to be part of our friendship group at school. She's a year older than us, but we got along rather well. The next part of Meiko's mission is to get talking to Luka. We have to find out all we can about their past relationship. I'm not being too invasive. This man Gakupo is going after my Kaito. There's no telling what kind of person he is! Kaito deserves to know the truth before he's dragged away from me by that creep. I'm going to let Meiko do the sweet talking to Luka today. Once we gather information over the next few days, Kaito will come running back to me.
Last night, I truly was annoyed. Beyond annoyed. Gakupo is nothing but a pushy, sexist creep, who tried to get Kaito drunk so he could take advantage. The thought of it makes me sick to my stomach. I can't decide who I'm more pissed off at. Gakupo or Kaito. That's again Kaito couldn't say no to the creep. What is he, a man or a mouse? I feel as though I'm completely justified in kicking him out for a few days. I need to collect my thoughts, calm down, and try my damn hardest to forgive that moron.
I love Kaito, honestly, but sometimes he really pushes me. The fact that he's so weak, that he can't tell others to fuck off… It makes my blood boil. I'm hoping everything will go back to normal once I get Gakupo out of our lives. Everything was so perfect between Kaito and I before Gakupo came into the picture. I've been able to keep Kaito by my side for so many years without a problem… Why now? Why would someone want to punish us?
It doesn't matter. Tonight, Meiko and I will be arranging a meeting with Luka. Gakupo Kamui is going down.
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Ooh, shit. Rin's mad and she's got a plan! Chapter five will be up tomorrow, and the drama will continue, so keep an eye out for it. :)