Fanfiction: Junjou Romantica
Title: Burden?
Rated: T
Disclaimer: I don't own Junjou Romantica or The WANTED's song Behind Bars.
Summary: What if Misaki thought he was a burden to everyone. What would he do and would anyone realise?
I hope you enjoy the next instalment of Burden? I apologize if I look like I'm turning Misaki emo – those weren't my initial intentions but he may act slightly like it but I won't turn him into one.
Misaki's POV
I looked over to the front of the classroom to see Kamijou Sensei give me side glances whilst droning on about Japanese Literature. I had no doubt in my mind that Usagi san had called him as soon as I left to request he keep an eye on me for the duration of the lesson. I lay my head against the desk only half listening to Sumi – Senpai, who was asking me if I felt all right. I lifted my head up from the desk just to manage to mumble a quiet yes in my currently distressed state. I then looked down at the blank piece of paper in front of me. I had not written anything from today's class but I frankly did not care and didn't go into my usual frenzied state when I had not completed something. I lay my head down preparing myself for my eventual confrontation with Usagi san as, I couldn't avoid him forever.
Hiroki's POV
Akihiko wasn't lying when he said the brat ignored him because I saw him ignore whatever that Sumi guy was saying and just resting his head against the desk. I didn't normally give a damn about Akihiko's brat but he looked so worn out as if he had a lot of weight on his shoulders. In my act of kindness I decided not to throw anything at him even though he had not lifted his pen once during my lecture which, was silently really annoying me. Even I was having problems concentrating on the lesson I was teaching because all I could think about is what made the kid act like this? I knew at the end of the lesson I would keep him behind.
*Time Skip – End of the lesson*
"You may all be dismissed but I want Takahashi to wait for me at my office" I told my class, watching as everyone turned to Akihiko's brat and seeing his head bowed down as he walked out the classroom to my office. I would definitely try to find out what was wrong with him.
Shinobu's POV
As I walked out of the office Miyagi shared with that slut Kamijou I noticed a timid looking brunette slumped in one of the chairs outside the office. "Oi, do you want Miyagi because he's inside but, if you want Kamijou he's not there." I stated as his head shot up in surprise, he obviously hadn't noticed I'd been standing there for a couple of moments. That's when I noticed the tiredness and stress he held in those emerald eyes. I had been staring at him for so long I had almost missed him mumbling that he wanted the slut not Miyagi. "Are you okay? You look like you just woke up from the dead. Did something happen to you?" I asked, searching his face for any answers to my questions.
"Uh...don't worry about me, I'm fine just a bit tired." He answered as he forced a smile on his face to put more emphasis on his unbelievable statement. He must think I was an idiot because anyone in the right mind would know that he was not okay and that he probably needed someone to share his troubles with. "My names Takatsuki Shinobu, first year at Teito University, majoring in Law. What about you?" I asked, realising he might feel slightly more relaxed around me if he knew my name and occupation. "Well Takatsuki kun, my name's Takahashi Misaki and I'm a second year student majoring in economics. I'm also sorry if I caused any inconvenience for you." He replied. I then realised that he seemed like a generally nice guy. "Well, I need to go now but let's swap mobile numbers so we can talk another time." He brought out his mobile and we exchanged numbers. Whilst, I was saying farewell to him I noticed Kamijou walking in the direction of where Misaki sat. I hoped Misaki really would be all right.
Misaki's POV
After meeting Shinobu Kun I felt slightly better as he was quite a head fast person, who seemed to be really straightforward. I hope to be really good friends with him and to one day share my worries with him. As I slumped back into the hard, plastic chair I noticed Kamijou Sensei coming towards me. I was dreading his persistent questions on why I looked terrible and I couldn't exactly lie to him as I'm a useless liar. I realised I had two available options: one – stay and get interrogated by the devil or two – run! I found my legs carrying myself out of the University gates into the bustling streets of Tokyo. What had I done? Kamijou Sensei would murder me and tell Usagi san that I ran causing Usagi san to worry about me more and making me a bigger burden for him than I already was.
I found myself in the park that was near the apartment building I took residence in and slumped down leaning my back against one of the tree trunks. Before I realised it tears were streaming down my eyes. How was I supposed to go home looking like I did. My shirt was now creased, my hair extremely messy, my eyes red and blotchy. If he didn't realise something was wrong earlier, he would definitely realise in the state I was in. As my head was leaned against the trees I heard a street performer sing a song that portrayed my feelings exactly.
I feel something over me I think I could be going crazy, going crazy oh oh Now a whisper's calling me I think I could be going crazy, going crazy oh oh Let me out of here I think I could be going crazy, going crazy oh oh Cos I'm behind bars
And try to run away from the demons that haunted me
The key turns inside
No place to hide
I'm locked in no place, no place
Feeling the walls come closer, bodies colder ohhhhhhh
Cos I'm behind bars
Cos I'm behind bars
And why does my skin crawl
With the pain of insanity?
The key turns inside
No place to hide
I'm locked in no place, no place
Feeling the walls come closer, bodies colder ohhhhhhh
Cos I'm behind bars
Cos I'm behind bars
I need somebody please
Feeling the walls come closer bodies colder ohhhhh
Cos I'm behind bars
Behind bars
As the song came to a close I knew I had to go home but, what to do when I got home was another story.
Please review and tell me what you think and sorry there's no Akihiko but he'll definitely be in the next chapter.