A/N: Sorry for the looooooooooooooooooonnnnnnnnngerrrrr update. Stuff been going on and life sux. So here's the forth chapter…finally !! lol Here it is 'Wild Regret's' hope it makes up for the long wait ;).

Feedback: Yes, please, it pays the bills.

Dedication: This chapter is dedicated to the people who thought Faith would never change.

Disclaimer: I do not own any Buffy stuff at all I just take 'em off the shelf and play with 'em and if I did own any part of Buffy I would have in my best power to make sure NO ONE put there hands on Buffy 'cept Faith.

Faith sat on the bed with the cell to her ear breathing deep and hard. Buffy had already hung up and she still didn't move from her spot until the apartment door was thrown open and flew threw the apartment and into the bedroom breathless.

Buffy:"Faith baby are you okay ?"

Faith slowly removed the phone from her ear setting it down on the bed taking Buffy's hands in hers.

Buffy held Faith's hands her eyes scanning her body, then her face, then her eyes. First for an injury and now an answer.

Buffy:"Faith."

Her voice was stern but loving and gentle.

Buffy:"What is wrong ?"

She questioned her lover again.

Faith smiled. Weather it was warm, loving, gentle, calm, sad or even evil Buffy could not tell.

Faith gently tugged on Buffy's hands as she moved back to their bed. Buffy followed her eyes never leaving Faith.

Faith sat Buffy on the bed and lightly squeezed her hands before taking a few steps back and began to pace.

Buffy sat quietly as she watched and waited for Faith to form her words. To put how she was feeling into words.

And it was hard.

Faith finally stopped and turned to Buffy and took a deep breath.

Faith:"I fucked up Buffy."

Buffy opened her mouth to say something but closed it quickly.

Faith began to pace again.

Faith:"My whole life I fucked up. Even before I was a Slayer. No one ever wanted to help. Not until I killed a man."

Buffy:"On accident."

Faith continued.

Faith:"I still killed a man. And you reached out and helped me. And I didn't take your hand because it was what you thought the right thing to do. I was because I was the Slayer also. You didn't love me."

She turned to Buffy to see a look on her face.

Faith:"At the time."

Buffy smiled.

Faith:"And I had, had no one ever care for me before. And I was thinking you was using it as a ploy to use me like every single person that passes through my life."

Faith sighed and slowly moved to Buffy and kneeled on both knees in front of her taking both hands in hers and locked green eyes with brown.

Faith:"When you offered me that hand Buffy…I should have taken it. That is the biggest thing I regret. And my biggest mistake was fighting to the death with you. I don't deserve your love Buffy."

Buffy leaned down fast and hard taking Faith my surprise kissing her hard putting every single emotion into it, love, hate, regret, lust, envy, courage, trust, jealously and most importantly, forgiveness.

Buffy pulled away leaving both of them breathless and wanting more.

Buffy:"If anything its me who doesn't deserve your love. Faith you are the strongest person I know. Not just physically but emotionally, spiritually and mentally. You have only told me a couple of things that you've been through and that's not even close to all. I know you've had a shitty life and I can't even imagine what you been though nor to I want to. I want to make all your hurt and a pain go away but I can't. And the fact that your still standing and willing to love me makes me love and admire you even more."

When Buffy finished they both were cry silently. Buffy smiled leaning in brushing her lovers tears with her thumbs as she kissed her chastely on her lips.

Faith pulled away a little with a playful smile playing on her lips.

Faith:"There is one more thing I do regret B."

Buffy noticing the use of her nick name and the smile playing on her lips, causing her to smile and act innocently in return.

Buffy:"Oh and what is that F ?"

Faiht:"The fact that I slept all though your birthday."

Faith smiled as she stood.

Buffy:"Faith its okay I understand you were-"

Faith:"Come unwrap your present."

Faith said arms to her side offering herself to Buffy.

Buffy grinned and stood. She took the material of Faith shirt in her hands up lifted it up. Buffy already noticing something was wrong by the fact that Faith was wearing a bra. Panties sometimes but a bra ? No.

Buffy lifted the material over Faith's head and sighed when she saw the lace bra on her lover. Although this was no ordinary bra. Faith had gotten a special made bra, one with holes in the cups made to show of the areolas and the nipple.

Buffy moved her hand over the new bra not touching the specially uncovered skin.

Buffy:"Faith, what is this ?"

Faith frowned.

Faith:"You don't like it ?"

Buffy quickly shock her head.

Buffy:"No, I love it its just…I have you almost every night and I do love it and the bra I love too but…why not a regular gift ?"

Faith chuckled.

Faith:"The only thing you seem to want is clothes and shoes."

Buffy face lit up at the mention of shopping and clothes and Faith noticed it.

Faith:"No, no more clothes B., no more. You've got so many clothes I'm asking Xander to help me build a bigger closet to fit the ones we have and shoes ? If we sold them we could feed a third world country."

Buffy pouted and Faith smiled leaning down and kissing her.

Faith:"I still love ya B."

Faith chuckled.

Buffy smiled and began to unbutton Faith's pants and slowly pushed them open. Buffy smiled softly as she saw the lace panties. The back of Buffy's figners rubbed the lace material and lowered it.

Buffy moaned softly when she pulled the pants to Faith's ankels and saw that there was no crotch in the panties.

Faith lifted her legs as she steped out of them.

Faith:"I have never given myself to someone fully before, let alone let them have control."

Buffy slowly stood and kissed Faith softly on the lips.

Buffy:"Thank you. I love you."

Faith:"I love you."

Buffy took Faith's hand in hers and lead her to the bed. Faith crawled on the bed and laided down.

Buffy slowly stripped her clothes, sensually.

Buffy crawled on the bed and over to Faith. Buffy leaned down softly and kissed her, her kness to the side of Faith as she slowly lowered herself on Faith.

Buffy woke up to the phone ringing and smiled when she saw taht Faith was asleep on her chest. She chuckled inwardly when she noticed Faith was still wearing the bra, but it was torn and had cum stains on it.

She frowned when she realized she wasn't able to wear it again.

Buffy:"Hello ?"

She whispered into the phone.

Willow(on the other end):"Morning Buff. Riley's having a party tonight at his place, he wanted me to ask you, if you and Faith wanted to come ?"

Buffy thought for a moment and looked down at her naked, sleeping, Faith.

Buffy:"I will have to ask Faith."

Willow:"Okay."

Buffy could sense Willow smiling on the phone, causeing herself to smile also.

Willow:"I'll see you later in class."

Buffy smiled as she hung up the phone and snuggled to Faith and kissed her shoulderblade.

Buffy:"Morning baby."

Faith mubbled a "Morn'", and rolled over, turning from Buffy.

Buffy:"Riley-"

Buffy was cut off by Faith growling.

Buffy:"Baby. He's having a party tomorrow night and wants us to come."

Faith turned back over and looked at Buffy, half asleep, have thinking.

Buffy:"We can make an apperence and sneak away."

Buffy smirked to Faith pressing close.

Faith thought about it and nodded.

Buffy smiled.

Buffy:"Good."

Faith:"Sleep ?"

Buffy nodded and kissed her lips softly, "I've got a meeting at Giles, I will see you after class."

She grinned apologetically.

Faith nodded soflty and kissed Buffy.

Riley:"So why didn't Faith want to patrol ?"

Buffy:"She did, just had to work."

Riley nodded as they walked. They both looked uncomfortable.

Buffy and Riley:"So-"

They look at eachother.

Buffy and Riley:"Sorry."

Riley:"You go."

Buffy chuckled softly.

Buffy:"Why is this so akward ?"

Riley:"Maybe because I still have feelings for you, and you still have feelings for me."

Buffy stoped and faced him.

Buffy:"Riley we have to get one thing stright. I don't have feelings for you anymore. I love Faith."

Riley opened his mouth to speak but was knocked down by a demon. Buffy running over and kicking it in the chest. Bending down she helped Riley up.

I vampire came out of nowhere and helped the demon up.

Buffy:"Okay, you get fangy, and I'll get horny."

Riley looked at Buffy questionably.

Buffy:"You know what I mean."

Riley and Buffy moved from each other and attacked.

Buffy and the demon exchanged blows to each other.

Buffy quickly snapped the demons neck and turned to see Riley staking the vampire.

Buffy:"That was...wow."

She said.

Riley:"Yeah."

He said walking over to her.

Riley:"We should tell Giles."

Buffy:"Tomarrow."

Riley:"Okay."

He nodded.

The next morning Giles was sitting in a chair in Buffy and Faith's living room, as Willow sat on the couch.

Giles:"So, the demon went to the vampires aid ?"

Buffy:"Yeah, it was weird. Thanks baby."

Buffy smiled as Faith came with two drinks in her hand, one for Willow and the other for Buffy.

Faith sat down in the chair with Buffy.

Willow:"Why would they help each other like that ?"

Faith:"Adam ?"

Willow:"Adam ?"

Giles:"Who else would it be ?"

Buffy:"Who would want to bring a bunch of demon types together then a demon made out of a bunch of demon parts ?"

Willow:"He's like Martin Luther King, bridging the gap between the species."

Faith rasied an eyebrow looking at her.

Giles:"Yes, it is a matter we need to look more into."

Faith:"B., don'tcha got class soon ?"

Buffy:"Yeah but not for all most an hour."

She said playing with Faith's hand.

Faith:"Yeah, but I got work, and I wanted to do that thing."

Buffy:"What ? Oh, that 'thing'."

She stood holding Faith's hand.

Buffy:"She's got that 'thing'."

She said as she and Faith walked to the bedroom.

Willow:"They went to have-"

Giles:"Thank you Willow. I know."

Willow:"Yeah."

She fidgeted in the chair.

Buffy closed the door behind her, as she softly pressed Faith's back against the door, as they kissed.

Faith:"Oh, fuck, B."

Faith moaned as Buffy's lips trailed away from her lips and to her pulse point as she softly sucked.

Faith:"B."

She moaned dragging her name out.

Buffy:"Like that ... F ?"

Faith moaned again as she nodded her head.

Buffy:"Come on we're going to have fun."

Buffy said as she looped her arm on Faith's.

Faith groaned and pouted.

Buffy leaned over to Faith and licked her ear softly.

Buffy:"Just give me one dance ... and then we can sneak away ... and you can have your fun with me."

Buffy smirked to Faith.

Faith grabbed Buffy's hand and walked to the dance. Moving to the music, Faith was softly moving agasint Buffy.

Buffy bit her lip as Faith moved around to her back and softly rubbed her breasts against her back.

Buffy moaned softly as she laid her head on Faith's shoulder, feeling her lovers arms wrap around her waist.

After what seems like forever, the song changes and Buffy smirks to Faith.

Buffy:"Come on."

She said as she snuck her and Faith upstairs to a bed room.

Faith moaned as her back was roughly pinned against the wall as Buffy jumped her.

Buffy kissed her lover roughly as she wrapped her arms around her neck, and her legs around her waist.

Faith's hands went to Buffy's hips as she turned and pinned Buffy to the wall.

Buffy moaned as she arched her neck to the side as Faith softly trailed kisses along it.

Faith's wet mouth was all over Buffy's neck as she ground against her.

Buffy:"F - Faith."

She moaned.

Buffy:"The bed."

She said arching her body to Faith.

Faith moaned softly against Buffy's neck as she felt Buffy's nails dig into her neck.

Buffy's back hit the bed as Faith fell ontop of her. Buffy's hands softly reached for Faith's face, pulling her upwards.

Faith kissed Buffy back as she ground softly against her, her hand roaming her lover's body.

Buffy moaned as she pulled away panted.

Faith panted to as she kissed Buffy's chest as she worked on unlacing her corset. Faith had begged Buffy to wear it, and convinced her.

Buffy sat up softly and pulled the corset off, and threw it on the floor.

Faith's mouth slowly moved along Buffy's mounds.

Buffy panted, as her nipples stood at attention.

Faith softly moved her mouth to the center of Buffy's breasts and licked her hardened nipple.

Buffy panted as she arched her back, her figners tangling in her dark lover's hair.

Faith wrapped her lips around her nipple and softly sucked, her right hand moving to to work Buffy's tight jeans off.

Buffy moved her hands down inbetween them, as she unbuttoned and unziped her own jeans.

Faith moved her mouth over to Buffy's other nipple and softly sucked on it.

Buffy moved her jeans down over her hips as she brought them up.

Faith nipped softly at her breast, causeing a squeak from the older Slayer.

Buffy:"Faith."

She panted.

Faith kissed down her stomach, and softly dipped her tongue in her belly button, making her giggle.

Buffy wiggled softly from Faith's talented mouth.

Faith kissed her panties over her sex as she pulled her jeans down.

Buffy shivered softly from the cold air.

Faith softly kissed up her left leg to her cotton panties.

Buffy bit her lip as she spread her legs wider.

Faith kissed her panties over her sex again before she ripped them off in one quick motion.

Buffy moaned again, not worrying about her panties.

Faith kneeled between her legs and began to lick her.

Buffy moaned and thrashed on the bed.

Buffy and Faith laid tangled in each other's limbs as they ground softly against each other.

Buffy's nails racked along Faith's back as they moved slowly.

Buffy:"Faith."

Faith:"Mmm, B."

All of a sudden the door flew open with Xander and Anya in the door way, covered in blood and water.

Buffy:"Xander ! Don't you knock ?"

Xander and Anya exchanged a glance and slowly walked away.

Faith:"We had no idea, sorry guys."

She said as she held Buffy in her arms.

Willow, Xander, Anya, and Giles sat around Faith and Buffy's living room the next living room.

Buffy:"Yeah, we just got so wrapped up in each other. We won't let it happen again."

Faith:"Have it happen that bad, again."

She added.

Buffy smiled softly to her and kissed her check.

Willow:"We're all jsut glad that you guys are okay."

Giles:"Yes ... that is what matters."

Xander:"And if you guys need someone to watch.

Buffy, Faith, Anya, Willow:"No !"

Giles rolled his eyes and cleaned his glasses.