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Important need to know: I have decided that Alice didn't have a vision of Carlisle's and Bella's 'fun'. Also there is no food in my fridge and I'm hungry!

Bella's Point of View (1 weeks later)

Chapter 4: Familiar Eyes

"Mom I can't do this anymore!" I shouted into the phone receiver as we went through an argument we'd had a thousand times. "I can't keep moving around this is my senior year! I want to live in one place and go to just one school." I let out a frustrated sigh.

"Bella, we'll settle down soon," she was trying to placate me again, "but Phil is still looking to play on a major team."

"No, Mom, I can't handle moving around again. It was hard enough my junior year! Six different high schools in one year, I can't do that again. I've already asked Charlie and he said it would be fine if I moved in with him."

"Is this really what you want, Bella?" I could practically see the tears in her eyes.

"Yes, it is. I love yam Mom. Tell Phil I said hi. Don't worry about me. Bye." I hung up before she could answer and laid back on my bed. His scent was still lingering in the sheets...

I pulled into Charlie's driveway. It had been a long drive. The weather went from one side of the spectrum to the other in four days that gave me too much time to think about Carlisle. It left me breathless and I had lost a few pounds from all the pain from pushing him away.

I still had his note safely tucked into a locket that I had purchased just to hold it.

"Bella you've grown up so much!" Charlie threw me into a hesitant hug. "Here let me help you with your luggage."

As soon as the contents of my luggage were unpacked I was exhausted and fell into a deep sleep without changing my clothes. By morning Charlie was already at work so I had the whole day to myself. That alone was a bad prospect.

Half way through the day I was so bored that I decided to drive down to Port Angeles just to see what was around. I browsed through the first few stores not really knowing what I was looking for. Finally, I found a little book store that looked like it sold only classic.

I pulled out a book on one of the first shelves and started reading it without even looking at the title. The more I read the more I kept thinking about Carlisle. Those honey colored eyes that seemed to match his hair perfectly. The way he spoke, as if every word would be wrong if he didn't think it through. The way he said my name. Everything about him made me want him more, just attracted me.

But he had a wife and probable a kid or two. I shut the book abruptly and slammed it back into the book shelf.

My eyes started to fill with tears as I ran out the store and towards my car. I had to keep reminding myself that being in Forks was a new start, that I should just put the memories of him behind me.

Suddenly I ran into something rock hard and I fell backwards, landing hard on my butt.

"Stupid wall." I said as I tried to wipe away the tears that were clouding my vision, it only made them fall faster.

"Well that's not very nice; I've never considered myself a wall." A voice said from directly above me.

I was suddenly pulled to my feet.

"I'm sorry I wasn't watching where I was going." I mumbled as I tried to hide my tear drenched face.

"Nonsense, I was the one not watching where I was going." Making sure all the tears were wiped away I looked up and gasped. Those eyes, they were just like Carlisle's. The same deep gold that seemed to hypnotize me and even the same shape.

Without thinking I reached up and brushed my thumb over the bottom lid of his eye. But no, this wasn't my Carlisle. My Carlisle was blond and didn't really belong to me. This man had a lovely shade of bronze to his hair and wasn't as tall. I snapped out of my revere and blushed a deep red at what I had done. I must really be going crazy.

"I'm sorry." I said as I quickly spun around and headed for my car without looking back.

"Wait." The stranger said as I opened my car door and drove away, trying not to think ever again.

Edward's Point of View

Stupid Alice always making me put all of her shopping bags in the Volvo while she shops for more clothes then she will ever need, even though she has forever. I swear the only reason she brings me and Jasper along is just so we can carry her bags for her so she doesn't even have to waste one second of her 'precious shopping time'. I snorted. But she is my sister, so I have to love her.

I sighed inwardly as I walked back towards the mall. A bump against me brought me out of my thoughts of the menial things that made up my life.

A woman sat in front of me hiding her face with her long brown hair.

"Stupid wall." She murmured.

"Well that's not very nice, I've never considered myself a wall." I replied playfully as I helped her up.

Suddenly I froze. She smelled so good. Her blood was so floral it was making me dizzy. I felt the monster inside me crawl quickly towards the surface as I leaned towards her. I wanted her blood, every last drop of it.

"I'm sorry I wasn't watching where I was going." Her apology suddenly brought me out of my blood haze and made me remember that what I wanted to do was wrong. Taking a life was wrong. My whole existence was wrong. I had to control myself.

"Nonsense, I was the one not watching where I was going." I said as I tried to hold myself back while maintaining my human facade.

She looked up at me sending another wave of her scent my way. My knees almost buckled as I saw her face. She had been crying and even though her face was flushed I could swear she was an angel.

Her eyes filled with hope as she looked into mine. Hope for something, hope for a better tomorrow, hope for me. It froze me in place.

She brought her hand to my face and brushed her thumb under my eye. My whole body shook under her warmth and the tenderness in her eyes. Her movement was so delicate that it could even be considered love filled.

Reality hit me. Nothing so pure should ever have to even look upon something so vile as me.

"I'm sorry." She whispered as her eyes filled with despair and she suddenly turned around and started heading towards a parking lot.

"Wait." I called after her feebly as I noticed I couldn't read her mind. "Please wait."

I whispered as she slammed the car door shut and drove off.

I stood there just watching the angel drive away.

Away from me, the monster.

Did I write Edward well? I did some volunteer work yesterday with a old friend and it was super fun so I think everyone should do some volunteer work. Next chapter is in Edward's point of view. I try to make it so that in every chapter there is at least one very important fact or scene given. Someone send me some food so I can continue writing.

Edited (10-25-12)