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"Taking Over Me" By Evanescence.
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You don't remember me But I remember you I lie awake and try so hard Not to think of you But who can decide what they dream? And dream I do...
Duo sat in the old abandoned church where he had first learned about Heero's true feelings, and revealed his own. He could faintly see the out line of two children sitting there playing together with sticks. He smiled at the memory.
He couldn't hide out here forever. He had to return and face reality. He had found his Heero. The little boy he had befriended over 10 years ago. But, the question was, could he face Heero? Could he face him after he had revealed his feelings to him?
Duo shook his head. That was ludicrous. Heero was his best friend. He wouldn't cut off their friendship just because Duo had revealed things to him. So caught up in his thoughts, Duo never noticed the teen that was standing 20 ft away from him.
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I believe in you I'll give up everything just to find you I have to be with you to live to breathe You're taking over me
He sat there with a small smile on his face as he looked in a corner of the old church. Heero couldn't believe that the braided baka that could have killed him 2 years ago was the boy that had stolen his heart. Duo never noticed him, or if he did, he didn't acknowledge it.
"Why can't things be like they were before?" Duo asked no one unparticular.
"Because we have grown up." Heero answered.
Duo jumped up out of the pew at Heero's voice and stood there panting. "Don't do that Heero! Nearly gave me heart attack." Once his breathing became normal, Duo spoke again. "What are you doing here?"
"Could ask the same to you." Heero told him, "But if you must know, Quatra threatened me if I didn't come back and find you."
Duo blinked. "Quat did that?"
Heero nodded and folded his arms over his chest and looked around the abandoned church. "This place hasn't seemed to change."
"It's amazing that this place has survived all these years without construction crews coming through." Duo added. "I'm here because it was the only place I could think of that could help get some thoughts out."
Have you forgotten all I know And all we had? You saw me mourning my love for you And touched my hand I knew you loved me then
There was an awkward silence between the two before Heero spoke again.
"Why did you follow me Duo?"
"Well, when I went to your apartment and found it empty, I found something on your nightstand that shocked me. That is when I figured out what you meant when your life was taken away 10 years ago. I just wanted to get that out of my system so I followed you. It was then I realized that it was time I went back anyways. I hadn't paid respect to the two people who treated me like their own child at all. After Sister Helen and Father Maxwell had died, I was in agony. I ran from that place and ended up stowing away on a sweepers ship. That was when I met Dr. G. The first thing he called me was Maxwell's Demon and basically that is the story of how I got my nickname." Duo leaned back against the pew with his eyes closed and his hands behind his head. "What was the real reason why you came back here Heero? Why did you come back to L2 after you had left only a few days ago?"
"Like I said, Quatra made me. If I didn't he would have bugged me to wits end and/or pushed me onto a shuttle himself. He was worried about you. When I told him what you had told me, he was afraid for your safety. He was worried that since you had wanted to see us do things and hadn't mentioned anything about yourself he thought you were gonna resort to suicide. He said that you were the one who put light and laughter in us and if anything happened to you then that would be gone from all of us."
"I strongly disapprove of suicide." Duo stated. "Just because I didn't say anything about myself doesn't mean I was gonna resort to that. I honestly have no clue of what i'm gonna do with my life. I think my actual goal was to get you to have fun and basically, act human." He explained as he laid there on the pew. "I had ideas at one point, but they just disappeared. I had dreamed about meeting the right guy and settling down with him, but then you showed up."
"What does that mean?"
"Well, ever since I got you out of that hospital when we first meet........again............I felt something about you that seemed familiar, but yet not quite the same. Like I knew you, but when you acted all stoic and uh-human like, I ruled that possibility out. Then I became attracted to it. For a good 1 year and a half, I tried to learn more about you and tried to grow closer to you. Then a thought hit me one day, I thought that you actually might be straight. Then the more I observed you; the more I convinced that you were. I just cut the growing closer off at being friends even if I did love you." He closed his eyes and shook his head
I believe in you I'll give up everything just to find you I have to be with you to live to breathe You're taking over me
"Duo, i'm gay." Heero stated bluntly.
"You see, something new I learned........again......wait.......no.........aw dammit i'm confused." Duo smacked his forehead. "Wait, what did you just say?" He sat up straight and nearly knocked heads with Heero.
"I said i'm gay Duo. I thought that you out of all of them would have noticed. Quatra was the only one who seemed to notice."
"Well he has that Space Heart thingy, so I bet he could tell." Duo leaned back on his arms looking at Heero. "Why do you think that I would have noticed?"
"The fact that you notice every little thing. I guess you are so good at stealth operations that you could pinpoint the slightest difference made on something." Heero told him as he sat on the ground and leaned against the pew. "Would have never guessed you could be so clueless about me paying attention to you."
"Yeah well, we can't be perfect." Duo shrugged.
There was another awkward silence between the two.
"Hey Heero."
"Hm?"
"Where did you go when you left? I mean, when Odin made you leave."
"We never stayed in one spot. A few months after I found out about the Maxwell Massacre, Odin started to teach me how to use a gun. He had become a hired assassin and was the one to assassinate Heero Yuy. It wasn't till later on that I discovered that he was my father, my aunt's brother. At the same time I found out that my actual birth parents had put me up for adoption. So basically i'm Heero Yuy Jr." He explained. "After Odin was killed, I was found by Dr. J and thus fore began my training."
I look in the mirror and see your face If I look deep enough So many things inside that are Just like you are taking over
"So we both grew up around death." Duo's voice was right next to Heero's head. He hadn't even noticed that Duo had moved.
"Seems like it." Heero turned his head and looked at Duo.
"Ya know what." Duo smiled, "I haven't seen you smile for a while."
"Your point being?"
"Smile."
"No."
"Come on. It won't kill ya."
"No."
"Awwwww.............come on Hee-chan." Duo gave his puppy eyes.
"1) What have I said about calling me that? 2) Those eyes don't work on me. And 3) No." He gave off a playful glare.
"Awwww....................you're no fun Heero." Duo groaned and draped an arm over Heero's shoulder, his hand mere inches from his chest.
I believe in you I'll give up everything just to find you I have to be with you to live to breathe You're taking over me
Heero turned his whole body and looked at Duo. He was laying on his left side, his head resting on his left arm which was fully extended above his head, his right arm went off the pew from it's spot on Heero's shoulder, and he smiling and looking at Heero.
Heero couldn't help but look over Duo's face. His features were soft and seemed to soothe him.
"Heero, if you want to kiss me then do it. I've seen that look a few too many times." Duo grinned. "And trust me, I get it a lot."
Heero hesitated. Had he really shown that he had wanted to kiss Duo? He could feel his cheeks getting red and quickly turned his face away. This time he heard Duo move. He had moved onto the ground also and was sitting right in front of him.
"I'd thought it be a millennium when Heero Yuy blushed." Duo tease. He put his hand gently under Heero's chin and made Heero look at him. "What's with the hesitation? It's not like we haven't done it before."
"We were kids then......................."
"Kids smids. What's a couple of years?" Duo shrugged. "It's not like i'm going to turn you away Heero. I've already confessed my feelings, how could I turn away huh?"
Heero remained silent and Duo sighed.
"If you can't beat them...............do it yourself." Duo stated and he kissed Heero.
Taking over me You're taking over me Taking over me Taking over me
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That's it for chapter 4. ^^ I hope you all liked. Please let me know. Laters. ^^
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You don't remember me But I remember you I lie awake and try so hard Not to think of you But who can decide what they dream? And dream I do...
Duo sat in the old abandoned church where he had first learned about Heero's true feelings, and revealed his own. He could faintly see the out line of two children sitting there playing together with sticks. He smiled at the memory.
He couldn't hide out here forever. He had to return and face reality. He had found his Heero. The little boy he had befriended over 10 years ago. But, the question was, could he face Heero? Could he face him after he had revealed his feelings to him?
Duo shook his head. That was ludicrous. Heero was his best friend. He wouldn't cut off their friendship just because Duo had revealed things to him. So caught up in his thoughts, Duo never noticed the teen that was standing 20 ft away from him.
* * *
I believe in you I'll give up everything just to find you I have to be with you to live to breathe You're taking over me
He sat there with a small smile on his face as he looked in a corner of the old church. Heero couldn't believe that the braided baka that could have killed him 2 years ago was the boy that had stolen his heart. Duo never noticed him, or if he did, he didn't acknowledge it.
"Why can't things be like they were before?" Duo asked no one unparticular.
"Because we have grown up." Heero answered.
Duo jumped up out of the pew at Heero's voice and stood there panting. "Don't do that Heero! Nearly gave me heart attack." Once his breathing became normal, Duo spoke again. "What are you doing here?"
"Could ask the same to you." Heero told him, "But if you must know, Quatra threatened me if I didn't come back and find you."
Duo blinked. "Quat did that?"
Heero nodded and folded his arms over his chest and looked around the abandoned church. "This place hasn't seemed to change."
"It's amazing that this place has survived all these years without construction crews coming through." Duo added. "I'm here because it was the only place I could think of that could help get some thoughts out."
Have you forgotten all I know And all we had? You saw me mourning my love for you And touched my hand I knew you loved me then
There was an awkward silence between the two before Heero spoke again.
"Why did you follow me Duo?"
"Well, when I went to your apartment and found it empty, I found something on your nightstand that shocked me. That is when I figured out what you meant when your life was taken away 10 years ago. I just wanted to get that out of my system so I followed you. It was then I realized that it was time I went back anyways. I hadn't paid respect to the two people who treated me like their own child at all. After Sister Helen and Father Maxwell had died, I was in agony. I ran from that place and ended up stowing away on a sweepers ship. That was when I met Dr. G. The first thing he called me was Maxwell's Demon and basically that is the story of how I got my nickname." Duo leaned back against the pew with his eyes closed and his hands behind his head. "What was the real reason why you came back here Heero? Why did you come back to L2 after you had left only a few days ago?"
"Like I said, Quatra made me. If I didn't he would have bugged me to wits end and/or pushed me onto a shuttle himself. He was worried about you. When I told him what you had told me, he was afraid for your safety. He was worried that since you had wanted to see us do things and hadn't mentioned anything about yourself he thought you were gonna resort to suicide. He said that you were the one who put light and laughter in us and if anything happened to you then that would be gone from all of us."
"I strongly disapprove of suicide." Duo stated. "Just because I didn't say anything about myself doesn't mean I was gonna resort to that. I honestly have no clue of what i'm gonna do with my life. I think my actual goal was to get you to have fun and basically, act human." He explained as he laid there on the pew. "I had ideas at one point, but they just disappeared. I had dreamed about meeting the right guy and settling down with him, but then you showed up."
"What does that mean?"
"Well, ever since I got you out of that hospital when we first meet........again............I felt something about you that seemed familiar, but yet not quite the same. Like I knew you, but when you acted all stoic and uh-human like, I ruled that possibility out. Then I became attracted to it. For a good 1 year and a half, I tried to learn more about you and tried to grow closer to you. Then a thought hit me one day, I thought that you actually might be straight. Then the more I observed you; the more I convinced that you were. I just cut the growing closer off at being friends even if I did love you." He closed his eyes and shook his head
I believe in you I'll give up everything just to find you I have to be with you to live to breathe You're taking over me
"Duo, i'm gay." Heero stated bluntly.
"You see, something new I learned........again......wait.......no.........aw dammit i'm confused." Duo smacked his forehead. "Wait, what did you just say?" He sat up straight and nearly knocked heads with Heero.
"I said i'm gay Duo. I thought that you out of all of them would have noticed. Quatra was the only one who seemed to notice."
"Well he has that Space Heart thingy, so I bet he could tell." Duo leaned back on his arms looking at Heero. "Why do you think that I would have noticed?"
"The fact that you notice every little thing. I guess you are so good at stealth operations that you could pinpoint the slightest difference made on something." Heero told him as he sat on the ground and leaned against the pew. "Would have never guessed you could be so clueless about me paying attention to you."
"Yeah well, we can't be perfect." Duo shrugged.
There was another awkward silence between the two.
"Hey Heero."
"Hm?"
"Where did you go when you left? I mean, when Odin made you leave."
"We never stayed in one spot. A few months after I found out about the Maxwell Massacre, Odin started to teach me how to use a gun. He had become a hired assassin and was the one to assassinate Heero Yuy. It wasn't till later on that I discovered that he was my father, my aunt's brother. At the same time I found out that my actual birth parents had put me up for adoption. So basically i'm Heero Yuy Jr." He explained. "After Odin was killed, I was found by Dr. J and thus fore began my training."
I look in the mirror and see your face If I look deep enough So many things inside that are Just like you are taking over
"So we both grew up around death." Duo's voice was right next to Heero's head. He hadn't even noticed that Duo had moved.
"Seems like it." Heero turned his head and looked at Duo.
"Ya know what." Duo smiled, "I haven't seen you smile for a while."
"Your point being?"
"Smile."
"No."
"Come on. It won't kill ya."
"No."
"Awwwww.............come on Hee-chan." Duo gave his puppy eyes.
"1) What have I said about calling me that? 2) Those eyes don't work on me. And 3) No." He gave off a playful glare.
"Awwww....................you're no fun Heero." Duo groaned and draped an arm over Heero's shoulder, his hand mere inches from his chest.
I believe in you I'll give up everything just to find you I have to be with you to live to breathe You're taking over me
Heero turned his whole body and looked at Duo. He was laying on his left side, his head resting on his left arm which was fully extended above his head, his right arm went off the pew from it's spot on Heero's shoulder, and he smiling and looking at Heero.
Heero couldn't help but look over Duo's face. His features were soft and seemed to soothe him.
"Heero, if you want to kiss me then do it. I've seen that look a few too many times." Duo grinned. "And trust me, I get it a lot."
Heero hesitated. Had he really shown that he had wanted to kiss Duo? He could feel his cheeks getting red and quickly turned his face away. This time he heard Duo move. He had moved onto the ground also and was sitting right in front of him.
"I'd thought it be a millennium when Heero Yuy blushed." Duo tease. He put his hand gently under Heero's chin and made Heero look at him. "What's with the hesitation? It's not like we haven't done it before."
"We were kids then......................."
"Kids smids. What's a couple of years?" Duo shrugged. "It's not like i'm going to turn you away Heero. I've already confessed my feelings, how could I turn away huh?"
Heero remained silent and Duo sighed.
"If you can't beat them...............do it yourself." Duo stated and he kissed Heero.
Taking over me You're taking over me Taking over me Taking over me
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That's it for chapter 4. ^^ I hope you all liked. Please let me know. Laters. ^^