Abel pov
a couple days later
Things were getting back to normal, Jenna went back to work. I was here at the club most of the time. She still hasn't gone back home yet, I took her yesterday to get some clothes. She has been spending every night in my bed. It wasn't in a boyfriend/girlfriend way either, I just made her feel safe. She didn't do anything without me, I took her to work I picked her up from work. We ate breakfast, lunch, and dinner together. We slept in the same bed, we woke up to each other each morning. If I had business to handle at diosa or red woody she came with me. It wasn't bad at first she would drive herself places but then she got a call from Thompson saying Matt was out on bail until the trial.
"what is going on with you and Jenna man? She is here every night in your bed" Kenny asked
"she just needs someone right now, I'm that someone"
"i get it, you'd do anything for her"
"ya I would, man she is everything"
"do you think you two are going to end up back together?" that was a good question he asked but I wasn't sure of the answer. I still cared for her, and she still cared for me.
"i really don't know Kenny, I don't what to push her into something only to have her run again. I also don't want to let her in again to just be let down"
"your in a tough situation there man"
"i know" I said when my phone started ringing "i'm sorry I gotta take this"
"Abel?" Jenna said
"is everything ok Jenna?" I asked because I didn't like the sounds of her voice...
"Everything is fine, I just had a little anxiety. A woman was brought in who was beaten and raped. I lost it, I just thought how that could've been me if you weren't there." she had a breakdown
"Everything is ok Jenna, I won't let anything happen to you"
"i know that Abel, but Dr. zest saw me and she wants me to go home for the day"
"alright Jenna ill be right there"
"sorry man I gotta take off, ill be back. Jenna had a panic attack and her boss wants here to come home so I have to go pick her up"
"its cool man well talk another time, you go take care of your girl"
Jenna pov
we got a page and was needed in the pit. We rushed as fast as we could. Zest was waiting outside for the ambulance. Us interns weren't told what it was for.
"Harley you shouldn't have gotten paged, I told them not to page you. Go take a break or something I don't know" Zest said
"i was cleared to come back to work Dr. Zest. I am here to wor-" before I finished the sentence the ambulance pulled up.
"Jane doe, guessing late teens early twenties. Found in the park, she is brutally beaten. Before she knocked out she told a lady she was raped." the paramedic said. I looked down at the girl she was bloody from head to toe. There was a great dash taken out of her head, her eyes were swollen from being hit over and over again. I would be shocked if she could see. What this poor girl had done to her was heart breaking
"ok Wilson check her vitals, Monthender call ct she needs a head scan and lets get one of her stomach also. Clide I need a Dr. Bennett in Neuro, and Dr. Hayfield in Ortho. Harley go see if you can find anything on this girl" I froze I couldn't move
"harley?" she asked "harley are you ok?"
"i-i-i-i ummm" I couldn't get any words out, I could barley breathe
"Lysons take her to the break room, and check her out make sure she's ok and send her home for the day. She came back to early." Kara helped me to the break room, checked my blood pressure, temperature, and made sure I controlled my breathing. After a couple minutes I was able to stop shaking. I pulled out my phone to call Abel. It rang twice and then stopped
"Abel?" i said not knowing if he was there
"is everything ok Jenna?" he asked, I knew he heard the scaredness in my voice
"Everything is fine, I just had a little anxiety. A woman was brought in who was beaten and raped. I lost it, I just thought how that could've been me if you weren't there." I couldn't believe I froze the way I did it was like I just broke
"Everything is ok Jenna, I won't let anything happen to you" he reassured me
"i know that Abel, but Dr. zest saw me and she wants me to go home for the day"
"alright Jenna ill be right there" and then he hung up
"so you and Abel? I saw him drop you off this morning." Kara asked
"we go way back Kara, all the way from freshmen year of high school. We have history and right now he is the only person who makes me feel safe. So until I can fully get over this he is there for me."
"if I would've know you had history I wouldn't have flirted with him i'm sorry Jenna" she sat with me until Abel got there.
Abel pov
I was lead to the break room by a nurse, Jenna was in there with Kara. She didn't look good at all her face was very white, she looked like she had just saw a ghost.
"Dr. Harley is right in here" the nurse said opening the door.
"thank you Darlin'"
"Abel, glad you are here, she is doing better. She has controlled her breathing, he blood pressure has gone down, and the shaking as stopped." Kara said
"i thought it was just a little panic attack Jenna"
"i told a little white lie, its ok. I'm fine"
"well lets get going I guess than, are you ok to walk?" I asked her not wanting her to faint on me. She was still pretty white and I didn't know if she would make it to the truck.
"i am fine Abel just help me a little bit" I put one of her arms around my neck, and placed one of my arms around her back and one on her hip. I helped her out of the hospital into the truck then out of the truck and into the clubhouse. She sat at the bar while I went and cooked her something in the kitchen. I knew she didn't have lunch yet at work.
"how is she sweetheart?" mom asked
"she had her good moments and bad moments"
"just be there for her son"
"always am, no matter what she has done I always help her and you know it" I said referring to her father passing away.
"that is because your mama raised you to be a good man"
"ya you did." I gave her a kiss before she walked out the door. I sat there and continued to make Jenna soup. I didn't wanna make her anything to heavy and get sick but I wanted something that wasn't going to leave her hungry in five minutes also. I felt like it was taking forever to cook so I just sat there and thought to myself. I thought about a lot of things but most of them where about me and Jenna.
"jezze mom you wouldn't happen to have a letter in that box for Ex-girlfriend you care about, who left you twice comes back to town years later, who also almost got raped and now she only feels safe with me. Because its causing me to slowly fall in love with her again." I mumbled looking up "no you don't damn I was hoping you did"
I took out Jenna her soup, she was finally getting color back to her. I hated seeing her so scared and hurt all the time. If I could change what happen I would, if I could just make everything ok. Maybe just maybe than she could have a normal life again.
"thank you Abel" only if she understood she didn't need to thank me every time I did something for her, I just wanted to help and make her ok.
"anything for you Darlin'" I shot her a little wink, and took the seat next to her. She rested her head on my shoulder. I place my arm around her, everything felt perfect.
"i love you Abel, thank you for everything" I didn't know how she meant those words, did she want to be with me? Or did she mean she loved me as a friend
"don't say thank you again Jenna, I am happy to do it" I ignored the fact that she said she loved me. I didn't know how to respond to that, and I didn't want to make a fool of myself. She just stared into my eyes, I couldn't keep my eyes off of her lips. I needed to kiss her, I needed her lips on mine. I slowly started to lean in. she didn't seem to mind it. I was almost there when my phone rang. I left out a sigh. It was Chibs calling, and that only meant one thing, club business.
"You have horrible timing, ya know?" I said answering the phone
"sorry son but I need you to meet us down at diosa's. The Chinese is down there causing some problems."
"ya I got your back, just let me drop Jenna off with mom, cause none of the guys will be here."
"alright son you got about 20 minutes to get there"
"ill be there I promise"
"ok"
"i'm sorry Jenna I have business to handle that you cant come to, I can drop you off with my mom though, I know you don't want to be let alone" this would be the first time I wasn't with her when she wasn't working.
"that fine Abel ill go to your mom's"
"i'm sure Jackie will be there and I think Thomas is in for the weekend. Tyler is probably out but Allyonna is home I know that for sure"
"i said ill go Abel, I'll be ok"
"ok lets go" I said walking toward the door, normally if I was with Jenna I would take my truck, but this was club business which meant I needed my bike, and I didn't have time to drop her off and still come back for it. I went up to my bike and pulled my helmet out of the back, handing it to her.
"were taking the bike?" she asked. She wasn't really fond of riding on the back of my bike.
"we have to I don't have time to take the truck to drop you off and come back for my bike. Its club business which means I need my bike." she grabbed the helmet
"its fine I don't mind actually, I kind of missed being on your bike with you" what the hell was she trying to get at today.
"i missed you on it" I started up my bike and waited for her to get on it. She climbed up and wrapped her arms around me.
"better hold on tighter than that Darlin' , I can get kind of crazy on this baby" she just laughed and squeezed on a little tighter. I truly wanted to take my time driving to my mom's, I knew I couldn't though. We pulled up outside, I didn't have time to walk her in. I only had about ten minutes to get to diosa, I couldn't let Chibs down.
"ill see you in a little bit just stay here until I come back"
Jenna pov
Abel had pulled up outside Wendy's house, I stood there waiting a second before I went in. I haven't been away from him unless I was working. It was strange feeling I got walking into the house without him next to me or holding my hand.
"Wendy!" I called out "Abel had some business to take care of so I came here for a little bit I hope you don't mind"
"Jenna, were in the kitchen" Jacklynn called out. It was around the time Wendy started cooking for dinner. When I walked into the kitchen I saw her and Jacklynn. Jackie normally always helped with dinner that much I knew. Wendy made the girls help as much as possible with cooking so they could learn to cook. She tried to get Abel sometimes but he was a riot and couldn't focus for ten minutes. Wendy actually thought me how to cook.
"like old times huh?" Wendy said
"i guess so, me you and Jackie in the kitchen. Chibs and Abel off doing something. Just like old times"i laughed
"not much has changed around here, not since the last time you were here" Jacklynn said
"so back to what we were saying when are you going to tell Abel jackie" Wendy asked her
"so what are we hiding from Abel?" I asked
"Jackie is dating Kenny!" Wendy revealed
"i guess we're just telling everyone now aren't we" Jacklynn yelled
"When did this happen?" I asked all confused
"well I slept with hail before you got back and well the day after he texted me telling me he was jealous and we kind of just ended up together-"i cut her off
"and Abel doesn't know"
"no he doesn't" Wendy said "and we all know if he doesn't find out soon he is going to be mad that his sister and best friend hid this from him he is going to be hurt" she continued.
"Jacklynn if you and Kenny don't tell him soon its going to destroyed his friendship" I said
"i know we meant to tell him but than you know you came back and hes been helping you we didn't want to distract him if you needed him" when Jackie said that I felt bad, she has been hiding her own relationship because her brother who isn't even my boyfriend is taking care of me because I am a big baby and cant.
"i'm sorry Jackie I didn't mean to mess up shit in your life"
"i didn't mean it that way Jenna I meant there was more important things going on, we will tell him I promise we will"
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By the time we finished talking and cooking the guys were home. Chibs,Abel, and Kenny all came back. Abel had blood on him, I searched him with my eyes trying to make sure it wasn't his.
"everything go ok baby" Wendy asked Chibs
"for the most part, Abel beat a guy and almost killed him. But we didn't loose any men and no one got hurt. The only thing I gotta watch for is retaliation"
"you gotta stop trying to kill people with your bare hands Abel" I said. I just had to hug him to make sure he was ok. "why don't you get cleaned up, borrow a shirt or something of Thomas's because I told your mom we would stay for dinner"
"hey hey woman don't go making any promises to people for me now and don't be telling me what to do" he said joking around
"oh ill make as many plans as I want to and ill tell you what to do when I want to also" I paused "now go wash that blood off and go change. So we can eat" I said patting his butt.
"why don't you come with me and well talk a little"
"now Abel I think seeing each other naked before marriage is a sin"
"i'm pretty sure you have seen more of me before than what i'm going to show you now" he winked grabbing my hand and taking me to the bathroom with him.
"ok so what did you want to talk about Abel?" I asked
Abel pov
When talking with the guys about Jenna they thought I should say something about almost kissing Jenna today. So when we got back to moms hows I figured id take her home and ask her to talk.
"everything go ok baby" mom asked chibs
"for the most part, Abel beat a guy and almost killed him. But we didn't loose any men and no one got hurt. The only thing I gotta watch for is retaliation"
"you gotta stop trying to kill people with your bare hands Abel" Jenna said. Before I knew it I was getting a tight hug "why don't you get cleaned up, borrow a shirt or something of Thomas's because I told your mom we would stay for dinner"
"hey hey woman don't go making any promises to people for me now and don't be telling me what to do" I said jokingly
"oh ill make as many plans as I want to and ill tell you what to do when I want to also" I paused "now go wash that blood off and go change. So we can eat" she patted my butt
"why don't you come with me and well talk a little" I said
"now Abel I think seeing each other naked before marriage is a sin" what was the worst she would see me in my boxers, she has seen a lot more than that before I mean really I have been having sex since freshmen year. She was my first actually.
"i'm pretty sure you have seen more of me before than what i'm going to show you now"i winked at her, grabbed her hand headed to the bathroom.
"ok so what did you want to talk to me about Abel?" she asked. Only if she knew there was so much I wanted to say. So much I didn't know how to say.
"Today, after I made you the soup right before Chibs called, I wanted to do something"
"oh ya and what was that?" she was staring into my eyes again and I couldn't help but look at her lips and think about how bad I wanted to kiss her.
"oh ya know just this" I said right before I place my hands on her face, pulling her face closer to mine until our lips locked. At first it was a little awkward, but then it was intense. With no other thoughts I pulled her as close as our bodies could be. We kept kissing, I placed my hands on her thighs picking her up. She wrapped her legs around me, I sat her on the counter in by the sink. Before I knew it her hands dropped to the hem of my shirt, and next thing I knew it was on the floor. I had to stop, this was going to far I didn't want to go this far with her, not yet anyways. In between her kissing me and trying to undo my pants I manged to get out
"Jenna we can't"
"yes we can Abel, I want you"
"no Jenna,i want you to but we cant seriously. One I don't want to take things this fast, I want to do things right this time. Two we are in my parents house in their bathroom what kind of man would I be if our first time together again was here. And three I love you" I didn't mean to let out that last part.
Jenna pov
I wasn't expecting anything to happen like it did, but once he kissed me I wanted him, I wanted him in the worst way and I didn't care where we were. He placed me on the sink, I managed to get his shirt off and I thought we were about to, when he broke the kiss
"Jenna we can't" the words were like a knife to my heart
"yes we can Abel, I want you" I figured that would be enough for him
"no Jenna, I want you to but we can't seriously. One I don't want to take things this fast. I want to do things right this time. Two we are in my parents house in their bathroom what kind of man would I be if our first time back together again was here. And three I love you" at first I wasn't sure if I heard the last part correctly. I didn't say anything
"Jenna I do love you, I love you so much and I miss you. I miss you being mine." I still couldn't find a way to say anything. I felt the same way but I just couldn't get the words out.
"god damn it can you say something please" he shouted
"i love you Abel"
"wait you do?"
"of course silly, how couldn't I? I never stopped loving you Abel, I just couldn't be here anymore back then. And I knew you wouldn't leave with me. So I had to go without saying anything to you because if I did I knew I would never leave. And if I stayed I wouldn't have been happy, i'm sorry for hurting you I am Abel but it hurt me too. I couldn't just get over you, hell I never did" I paused "i know it was rough for you, all you did was drink and fuck random girls I know thi-." he cut me off
"your right it wasn't easy for me, it wasn't easy for me at all. I did drink a lot and ya I did fuck a lot of girls, I don't even know how many because there was only one person I saw every time. And that was you Jenna. You are the one for me, I couldn't imagine being with anyone else. Your it Jenna. No other girl can compare to you in anyway." he leaned in and kissed
"so then what do we do now?" he asked
"well Abel teller let me tell you how this works, your stuck with me forever and always. I am yours. I will forever be your old lady. And you well you are my knight in a shiny cut, with a bad as bike instead of a horse."
"did I ever tell you, you are perfect"
"did I ever tell you we better get out there before your mother comes to find us"
"your right you go out and ill be there in 5 minutes" he kissed me again
"ill see you out there" I closed the door behind me. Walking into the dinning room every one was staring at me
"jezze what were you doing in there?" Wendy asked
"oh come on wend then were doing it" Kenny said smiling
"no we weren't, but thank Kenny. Actually we were talking and decided it would be best if I went back to Texas"
"no Jenna we love having you here, you can't let what has happened to you recently drive you away again. You cant run from your problems honey" Wendy said
"we just got you back though" Jackie said
"oh god Jenna are you torturing them" Abel said coming up behind me. He wrapped his arms around my stomach. I turned around, and gave him a slight kiss on the lips
"well you little bitch" Wendy said jokingly "i cant believe you just pulled a fast one on us. Seriously we are all happy for you two, me personally are so excited I could scream" she continued
"please don't do that" Abel said
"alright will you to sit down, so we can eat" she said again. We took our seats next to Kenny and Jackie.
"since we're all being truthful here I have something I need to get off my chest" Kenny said. Oh my god this was it he was going to tell Abel and dinner would be ruined "I have been dating Jacklynn since a day or two after the whole hail thing" Abel force when he said that.
"you're what?" Abel asked
"i am dating your sister Abel, we wanted to tell you but than Jenna came back and all that stiff happen and we knew that she was more important in that moment, we were just waiting for things to settle down."
"well I can't say I'm not mad that I wasn't told sooner but I also cant say that I am mad you are with her. It's going to take a while to get use to but I know you will be good to her, and take care of her. I'm not to happy about the age difference since you are three years older than me that's an seven year difference but i'm ok with this. And eventually ill be happy about it" Abel said
"alright lets eat than" Wendy said
" yes, lets eat as a family. One big happy family, with my lovely wife. All of our children, and even our adopted children we picked up along the way" Chibs said