I was loosing it.
Every night I came closer to the edge.
Every day I slipt a little further.
It was driving me insane, and those green eyes continued to just keep staring.
That pale skin was framed by that long waved brown hair. Those red lips taunted me with that smirk that never left them. I remained in my corner but the nights seemed longer. They stretched on endlessly and if I did manage to get an ounce of sleep it was only to awake screaming from nightmares. Her words echoed through my mind, she was telling me lies and stories, but my mind coudnt distinguish between what was reality and what was fairy tale. All I knew, was I heard it every night. The evil cackle of flames. The horrid screech of nails clawing. And the agonised screams on those dying. Or were they already dead?
At night I hear it creeping
At night I feel it move
I'll never sleep here anymore
I wish you never told me
I wish I never knew
I wake up screaming
It's all because of you
The night air was cold as I huddled in my corner. My breath rasped through my lungs and frosted infront of my face. Looking over to the other side of the room I caught that emerald gaze. Instentaniosly I closed my eyes and covered my ears trying to ignore everything around me. I tried to ignore the screams, the pleas, the cries. But they wouldn't end. Voices whispered to me. I thought I had finally gotten ride of her. There she was standing next to me in the corner the blood leaking for her face. Her evil smile, it was Samantha. They had told me she wasn't real just a confused figment of my imagination. But I knew better, she was really here standing before me and no one could tell me any different. ' can't you here them alex?' she hissed slinking towards me. ' they are screaming alex, won't you help them' she purred leaning down. Closing my eyes I tightened my hands over my head " g-go away" I whimpered. ' but alex,' she whined ' they are reaching for you, why don't you help them alex' she hissed once again. Tears leaked down my face and I began trembling. " g-go away" I said more firmly, I didn't notice the more solid footsteps heading my way, nor did I notice the now gently green eyes staring at me with concern and confusion. ' they scream, they beg, they plead. But still you just sit there and do nothing' she shouted. I tried to shrink into my corner almost half hoping that it would open and envelop me up inside its soft padded white sanctuary. The screams grew louder. The fire continued it laughing dance. " make it stop, make it stop, make it stop, make it stop" I continued to mutter to myself, a small scream escaped my lips as I felt cold hands clasp the sides of my face I renched away trying to struggle free. " alex, alex, alex" said a calmin male voice. My eyes flickered open to stare into familiar yet strange green eyes. " its alright alex I am here" he said.
So real these voices in my head
When it comes back you won't be
Scared and lonely
You won't be scared, you won't be
You won't be scared and lonely
You won't be scared you won't be lonely
That night was just a bad dream. Adam was still Amanda I was still In my corner but I hadn't seen anything of Samantha in awhile I was very thankful for that. But when I looked at the bruises on my wrists I began to wandered. Did that really happen or was it just another nightmare.
Its all because of you
I wish you never told me
I wake up screaming now
So real these voices in my head
So real these voices in my head
I wake up screaming now
I wish you never told me
I wish I never knew